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| 1. |
| 3:29 | 
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I'm sick of the excuses that
you want me to believe I've been understanding, givin' everything you need Using me is over now and soon you're gonna see I'm done with you, I'm done with you Would there be a difference if I followed what you say? Taken from my mind and I can't seem to get away Using me is over now and soon you're gonna see I'm done with you, I'm done with you Everyone is the same Quick to point the blame All I know is that life is a struggle Why, I can't seem to escape all the games that you play All I know is that life is a struggle Sorry, I'm angry, I've fallen from everything Why am I so angry inside my head Life's all the same, It's gonna change, I'm not ashamed to live my life Everyone is the same Quick to point the blame All I know is that life is a struggle Why, I can't seem to escape all the games that you play All I know is that life is a struggle Why am I so angry inside my head Life's all the same, It's gonna change, I'm not ashamed All I know is that life is a struggle Why, I can't seem to escape It's gonna change, I'm not ashamed All I know is that life is a struggle |
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| 2. |
| 3:03 |
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Everyday I think about what you did
Livin' life ain't much with all the shit Cause I'm going insane with all of it You keep driving me crazy Always crazy, you're gonna drive me crazy You're gonna wake up one day dead inside Cause your alone, not in my life I think about you sometimes And wanna kill you You disrespected my pride How could you do this? All my life has always been like this Taking shit and I can't deal with this selfish bitch that's always full of it You keep driving me crazy Always crazy, you're gonna drive me crazy You're gonna wake up one day dead inside Cause your alone, not in my life I think about you sometimes And wanna kill you You disrespected my pride How could you do this? I'm going crazy tonight And I blow it away You want me to be like you You want me to be like you No I think about you sometimes And wanna kill you You disrespected my pride How could you do this? I'm going crazy tonight And I blow it away I think about you sometimes And wanna kill you You disrespected my pride How could you do this? I'm going crazy tonight And I blow it away |
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| 3. |
| 4:35 |
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Will you, walk me To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again Woke up tonight and no one's here with me I'm giving in to you Take me under I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight I'm giving in to you Watch me crumble I'm giving in to you I'm crying tonight I'm giving in to you Caught up, in life Losing all my friends Family has tried, to heal all my addictions Tragic it seems, to be alone again I'm giving in to you Take me under I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight I'm giving in to you Watch me crumble I'm giving in to you I'm crying tonight I'm giving in to you I look forward, to dying tonight Drinks still on myself, life's harder every day The stress has got me I'm giving in Giving Giving in now! Take me under (I'm killing all the faith) I'm dying tonight (I'm sick of all that faith) Watch me crumble (I'm killing all the faith) I'm crying tonight I'm giving in to you Take me under I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight I'm giving in to you Watch me crumble I'm giving in to you I'm crying tonight I'm giving in to you Take me under I'm giving in to you I'm dying tonight I'm giving in to you |
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| 4. |
| 3:36 |
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I was so much an outcast
No one ever liked me cause I wasn't wanted I was so different from the rest of them all Fucked up on the drugs from all the speed And I never got no sleep Cause I kept on trippin' over what they said And everything that my mom said made me mad And everything that my dad said made me sad Why am I even trying I'm crying out I'm crying out I cannot seem to keep from freaking out Spinny round spinny round I've fallen down I cannot seem to keep from freaking out You keep shootin' those glances Relating to the rawness I'm a fuckin' lost kid Trying so hard to become just like me talk like me walk like me You keep trippin' on everything I wear every time I swear Even when it comes to my hair It seems like you don't have the time to relate to my kind I'm not a dope pullin' your life Why am I even trying I'm crying out I'm crying out I cannot seem to keep from freaking out Spinny round spinny round I've fallen down I cannot seem to keep from freaking out I'm trippin' out I'm trippin' out I cannot seem to keep from freaking out Draw me down breaking down I've hit the ground I cannot seem to keep from freaking out Your dreamy dreads Are you still tripping on me You're drinking dread Are you still tripping on me Now do you drift Are you still tripping on me Now do you drift Why are you tripping on me I was so much an outcast Find a way to make it right I was so much an outcast I can't seem to find a way to make it right I was so much an outcast No ever liked me I can't find a way to make it right I was so much an outcast I can't seem to find a way to make it right Why am I even trying I'm crying out I'm crying out I cannot seem to keep from freaking out Spinny round spinny round I've fallen down I cannot seem to keep from freaking out I'm trippin' out I'm trippin' out I cannot seem to keep from freaking out Draw me down breaking down I've hit the ground I cannot seem to keep from freaking out I'm crying out I'm crying out I'm crying out freaking out Draw me down breaking down I've hit the ground I cannot seem to keep from freaking out |
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| 5. |
| 3:40 |
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I'll get inside you
Don't live ashamed, 'cause feelings change but fame remains The reason why your gonna wanna take me home tonight It's all the same up in this game, the people change And money claims everyone from everything I can't believe that you would think that shit of me I was amazed at the torment that you put me through If you can see right through the greed and all your needs You realize that you were just about as bad as me Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid (The way you like it) Come on baby help me, someone to confide in (I'll get inside you) Now you're beggin' me to stay My life has changed but fuck the fame, I'll stay the same You can't complain when you can pay the bills and do your thing Appreciate, don't player hate, congratulate I miss the pain and the torment that you put me through So what's to fear when everything is crystal clear You realize that you should do the things you wanna do Don't give in to what people say, don't be ashamed To separate the feelings on your mind you can't sedate Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid Come on baby help me, someone to confide in (I'll get inside you) Now you're beggin' me to stay I'll get inside you Now you're beggin' me to stay I'll get inside you You would always say I'd never be shit They would always say I'd never be shit But look at me now, look at me now Now you're beggin' me to stay I'll get inside you Now you're beggin' me to stay The way you like it Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid (The way you like it) Come on baby help me, someone to confide in (I'll get inside you) Now you're beggin' me to stay Sometimes I only remember the days when I was young (I'll get inside you) Nowadays no one remembers when they were young and stupid (The way you like it) Come on baby help me, someone to confide in (I'll get inside you) Now you're beggin' me to stay (I'll get inside you) Now you're beggin' me to stay (I'll get inside you) Now you're beggin' me to stay (The way you like it) |
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| 6. |
| 3:24 |
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Today you told me that I'd hate you forever
I can't believe what's really going on Somehow I knew that you felt guilty for something But tell me why you do this to me Today you told me that I'd hate you forever I can't believe that you'd wreck my life I was betrayed, how can you say that you feel sorry inside It's devastating, losing close friends I've gone away, you make me stay but I can't tell it from lies I've gone insane, losing close friends Today I made the worst mistake I put my trust into someone I don't know And now I know because you've done everything possible to me Made me so upset And now I know just who to trust because you're laying in bed You're thinking 'bout all that I was betrayed, how can you say that you feel sorry inside It's devastating, losing close friends I've gone away, you make me stay but I can't tell it from lies I've gone insane, losing close friends I'm so weak The closeness of your skin The smell of this place Makes me go insane I You make me go insane I was betrayed, how can you say that you feel sorry inside It's devastating, losing close friends I've gone away, you make me stay but I can't tell it from lies I've got insane, losing close friends Losing close friends |
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| 7. |
| 3:00 |
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Sign away all of my decisions
Tell when I breed Terminate opinions I dream away my freedom to please you Let them talk so they feel important They don't mean a thing, this is my own dream Why do you have to put this on me? (Where will we go?) I'm a mess (Where will we go?) I'm a mess Do what you wanna do Where the fuck you wanna do it Try hard to live your life Live life the way that you want Do what you wanna do Where the fuck you wanna do it Try hard to live your life Live life the way that you want Life's okay, so don't complain You can't obtain, figure out how to maintain It's a shame, make a change So life will never ever find me down Found out just what it's really all about Never doubt, I wish I could get out Why do you have to put this on me? (Where will we go?) I'm a mess (Where will we go?) I'm a mess Do what you wanna do Where the fuck you wanna do it Try hard to live your life Live life the way that you want Do what you wanna do Where the fuck you wanna do it Try hard to live your life Live life the way that you want Find a way (Where will we go?) I'm a mess (Where will we go?) I'm a mess Do what you wanna do Where the fuck you wanna do it Try hard to live your life Live life the way that you want Do what you wanna do Where the fuck you wanna do it Try hard to live your life Live life the way that you want |
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| 8. |
| 3:24 |
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Days will come that make no sense
My present situation makes me think too much, too much It all revolves around you This life that I'm living means nothing without you I'd shed my skin for you What would you want me to do I will always love you, but I can't live like this This problem here is my fault It's not that I don't care but I'm so lost I'd shed my skin for you What would you want me to do I will always love you, but I can't live like this Why Now you (With me, a buzz) see why Don't fuck with feelings inside Who you lying to? Will I survive? I like what you put my through, 'cause I feel almost alive (Almost alive) I'd shed my skin for you What would you want me to do I will always love you, but I can't live like this I'd shed my skin for you What would you want me to do I will always love you, but I can't live like this |
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| 9. |
| 3:29 |
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Realize that I've lost control,
impulses keep flashing through my head I'm on the outside Take up all my life inside, why would I let them make up my mind And be mislead Go ahead make up your mind I have had enough of who they want Leave me alone This pain inside I can't understand This hate in life that will not go away (Go away) Go ahead make up your mind I have had enough of who they want Leave me alone Realize that I've lost control, impulses keep flashing through my head I'm on the outside This pain inside I can't understand This hate in life that will not go away (Go away) This pain inside I can not live with it It feels like no one really understands It's always killing me (Killing me) The problems I face daily It's always things that I have always take in vain I'm sick of you judging me This pain inside I can't understand This hate in life that will not go away (Go away) This pain inside I can not live with it It feels like no one really understands It's always killing me The problems I face daily |
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| 10. |
| 3:32 |
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There's so many people dying
You complain about your situation What about me? Half the world wouldn't know What it's like to lose your seed Maybe you can understand (How I feel) I cannot reach that soul You're probably watching over us Know that I think of you It's killing me The guilt has lasted years, still cry It was all planned out Why was I last to know? Don't you trust in me? The table's cold, it's too late To make up for these mistakes Maybe you can't understand (How I feel) I cannot reach that soul You're probably watching over us Know that I think of you It's killing me (How I feel) If I would have known I can't say what I would have done If you could forgive I'd like to rest with you someday (How I feel) I cannot reach that soul You're probably watching over us Know that I think of you It's killing me (How I feel) If I would have known I can't say what I would have done If you could forgive I'd like to rest with you someday |
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| 11. |
| 3:26 |
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Die I gave in to
The stress in life I can't escape The pressure seems to get me down It's like a needle in my spine It stings inside Poisons me with time I can't deal with your lies I wish I could watch you drown and die And take my time It's always been a problem can't you see I don't get Your lies People have said I'm not okay I'm not okay I lost my mind numb me 'till I won't feel pain again It's like a needle in my spine It stings inside Poisons me with time I won't deal with your lies I wish I could watch you drown and die And take my time It's always been a problem can't you see I don't get Your lies Life is gone I have no one Life is good I am no one Life is gone I have no one I wish I could watch you drown and die And take my time It's always been a problem can't you see I don't bend The lies I wish I could watch you drown and die And take my time It's always been a problem can't you see I don't bend |
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| 12. |
| 4:21 |
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Let me breathe
Let me breathe I can't even think right now Something's got me feeling guilty Hurt you slowly but so surely I don't know why, love you so much I can't feel because I'm lost Not too much mad as no more Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust? Or is it trust? Pushing into what I want Because I am so goddamn selfish Left you hanging, stopped relating I don't know why, love you so much I can't feel because I'm lost Not too much mad as no more Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust? I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go (Is it you, is it me) It's easier to let you go (Let me breathe) Let me breathe I can't feel because I'm lost Not too much mad as no more Is it you, is it me, is it us or is it trust? Or is it trust? (Repeat) I'm so alone, empty and lost, it's easier to let you go Time will erode the shame and the fault, it's easier to let you go (Repeat) Is it you, is it me (Repeat) It's easier to let you go Breathe (Repeat) Let me breathe Breathe (Repeat) |
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