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| 1. |
| 4:33 | 
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My cup runneth over
Like blood from a stone These stand for me Name your god and bleed the freak I like to see How you all would bleed for me When the pig runs slower Let the arrow fly When the sin lies bolder I'll pluck out thine eye These stand for me Name your god and bleed the freak I like to see How you all would bleed for me If you scorn my lover Satan got your thigh If you steal in hunger I will kick you when you try These stand for me Name your god and bleed the freak I like to see How you all would bleed for me (In Backround) "All these things that you've done for me, Have left me so... FUCKING TIRED I'm not saying that you haven't done a lot of good, But if there's one thing you can do, You can BLEED FOR ME, BLEED FOR ME" These stand for me Name your god and bleed the freak I like to see How you all would bleed for me These stand for me Name your god and bleed the freak I like to see How you all would bleed for me |
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| 2. |
| 4:41 |
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My daddy was a trucker
Left home when I was three He fell for some dude in Austin Then it was mom and me She always wanted a daughter Well look at what she got A'hit me, beat me, a faggot I ain't But a real man they say I'm not I'm the queen, queen of the rodeo Queen, queen of the rodeo So cowboy, if you're lookin for lovin' I ain't no queer, go fuck a steer "I think there's one over there..." I drink too much, I smoke too much I'm a human waste I buy a lot of cheap alcohol But I'll tell ya honey, I really hate the taste I dressed in drag, they call me a fag But boy, I really don't care Cause last night I met your girlfriend, sucker And I hope ya like to share, cause she did I'm the queen, queen of the rodeo Queen, queen of the rodeo So cowboy, if you're lookin to fight I ain't no wimp, I scratch and bite "And I'm gonna kick your ass too..." Queen, queen of the rodeo FUCK YOU! Queen, queen of the rodeo Queen, queen of the rodeo |
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| 3. |
| 4:22 |
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Sitting on an angry chair
Angry walls that steal the air Stomach hurts and I don't care What do I see across the way, hey See myself molded in clay, oh Stares at me, yeah I'm afraid, hey Changing the shape of his face, aw yeah Candles red I have a pair Shadows dancing everywhere Burning on the angry chair Little boy made a mistake, hey Pink cloud has now turned to gray, oh All that I want is to play, hey Get on your knees, time to pray, boy I don't mind, yeah I don't mind, I-I-I Lost my mind, yeah But I don't mind, I-I-I Can't find it anywhere I don't mind Corporate prison, we stay, hey I'm a dull boy, work all day, oh So I'm strung out anyway, hey Loneliness is not a phase Field of pain is where I graze Serenity is far away Saw my reflection and cried, hey So little hope that I died, oh Feed me your lies, open wide, hey Weight of my heart, not the size, oh I don't mind, yeah I don't mind, I-I-I Lost my mind, yeah But I don't mind, I-I-I Can't find it anywhere I don't mind, I-I-I Pink cloud has now turned to gray All that I want is to play Get on your knees time to pray, boy |
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| 4. |
| 4:48 |
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I'm the man in the box
Buried in my shit Won't you come and save me, save me Feed my eyes, can you sew them shut? Jesus Christ, deny your maker He who tries, will be wasted Feed my eyes now you've sewn them shut I'm the dog who gets beat Shove my nose in shit Won't you come and save me, save me Feed my eyes, can you sew them shut? Jesus Christ, deny your maker He who tries, will be wasted Feed my eyes now you've sewn them shut |
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| 5. |
| 7:47 |
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I tried to love you I thought I could
I tried to own you I thought I would I want to peel the skin from your face Before the real you lays to waste You told me I'm the only one Sweet little angel you should have run Lying, crying, dying to leave Innocence creates my hell Cheating myself still you know more It would be so easy with a whore Try to understand me little girl My twisted passion to be your world Lost inside my sick head I live for you but I'm not alive Take my hand before I kill I still love you, but, I still burn Yeah, Love, hate, love (3x) Oooh, Love, hate, love Yeah, Love, hate, love |
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| 6. |
| 6:48 |
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Ain't found a way to kill me yet
Eyes burn with stinging sweat Seems every path leads me to nowhere Wife and kids household pet Army green was no safe bet The bullets scream to me from somewhere Here they come to snuff the rooster Yeah here come the rooster, yeah You know he ain't gonna die No, no, no, ya know he ain't gonna die Walkin' tall machine gun man They spit on me in my home land Gloria sent me pictures of my boy Got my pills 'gainst mosquito death My buddy's breathin' his dyin' breath Oh god please won't you help me make it through Here they come to snuff the rooster Yeah here come the rooster, yeah You know he ain't gonna die No, no, no ya know he ain't gonna die |
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| 7. |
| 3:49 |
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Know me broken by my master
Teach thee on child of love hereafter Into the flood again Same old trip it was back then So I made a big mistake Try to see it once my way Drifting body it's sole desertion Flying not yet quite the notion Into the flood again Same old trip it was back then So I made a big mistake Try to see it once my way Into the flood again Same old trip it was back then So I made a big mistake Try to see it once my way Am I wrong? Have I run too far to get home? Have I gone? And left you here alone? If I would, could you? |
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| 8. |
| 5:21 |
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(spoken)"Junk, fuck"
A good night, the best in a long time A new friend turned me on to an old favorite Nothing better than a dealer who's high Be high, convince them to buy What's my drug of choice? Well, what have you got? I don't go broke And I do it a lot Seems so sick to the hypocrite norm Running their boring drills But we are an elite race of our own The stoners, junkies, and freaks Are you happy? I am, man. Content and fully aware Money, status, nothing to me 'Cause your life is empty and bare What's my drug of choice? Well, what have you got? I don't go broke And I do it a lot I do it a lot, yeah You can't understand a user's mind But try, with your books and degrees If you let yourself go and opened your mind I'll bet you'd be doing like me And it ain't so bad What's my drug of choice? Well, what have you got? I don't go broke And I do it a lot Say, I do it a lot! I do it a lot! I do it a lot! Say, I do it a lot |
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| 9. |
| 5:23 |
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I have never felt such frustration
Or lack of self control I want you to kill me And dig me under, I wanna live no more One who doesn't care is one who shouldn't be I've tried to hide myself from what is wrong for me For me I want to taste dirty, stinging pistol In my mouth, on my tongue I want you to scrape me from the walls And go crazy like you've made me One who doesn't care is one who shouldn't be I've tried to hide myself from what is wrong for me For me You, you are so special You have the talent to make me feel like dirt And you, you use your talent to dig me under And cover me with dirt One who doesn't care is one who shouldn't be I've tried to hide myself from what is wrong for me |
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| 10. |
| 2:40 |
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I believe them bones are me
Some say we're born into the grave I feel so alone, gonna end up a Big ole pile a them bones Dust rise right on over my time Empty fossil of the new scene I feel so alone, gonna wind up a Big ole pile a them bones Toll due bad dream come true I lie dead gone under red sky I feel so alone, gonna end up a Big ole pile a them... I feel so alone, gonna end up a Big ole pile a them... I feel so alone, gonna end up a Big ole pile a them bones |
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| 11. |
| 3:59 |
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"Sure God's all powerful, but does he have lips? Whoa..."
Dear God, how have you been then? I'm not fine, fuck pretending All of this death your sending Best throw some free heart mending Invite you in my heart, then When done, my sins forgiven? This God of mine relaxes World dies I still pay taxes Can I be as my God am Can you be as God am Can I be as my God am God of all my God am So Lord, I see you grinnin Must be grand always winning How proud are you being able To gather faith from fable Can I be as my God am Can you be as God am Can I be as my God am God of all my God am God am My God am God am God All the respect I'm giving Shared strength acquired by living All blooming life you're feeding Can't hide sick ones you're weeding Can I be as my God am Can you be as God am Can I be as my God am God of all my God am God am God am God am God am |
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| 12. |
| 4:24 |
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Hey, let them do it again, yeah
Hey, you said you were my friend Hey, turn me upside down, Oh Hey, feelin' so down Hey, hey...hey...hey... You made a fool of me again Again Hey, I know I made the same mistake, yeah I, I won't do it again, no Why, Why you slap me in the face, oww I, I didn't say it was OK, no No, No... You violate a part of me again Again Ah, ooo Whoo whoo, yeah Hey, you had time to think it out, yeah Hey, Your weak will won't help her heal her heart Hey, I'll bet it really eats you up Extending part of me again Again Ooo Whoo whoo, yeah |
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| 13. |
| 3:52 |
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How the mind does shout for rest
When the bodies shaken, yeah Oh the tightness in my chest Still your leaves I'm raking Lord is this a test Was it fun creating, yeah? My god's a little sick And he wants me crazy Who Are you Who can say It's ok to live through me? Live to be Part of me You're a wrinkled magazine Yeah Was it something that I said? Was it how they're breaking, yeah I'm so selfish, paying your rent While your blood I'm taking You Spend me Like a tree Dirty dollar bills for leaves Dark in a sea Of my seeds And the tears on which you feed You feed The body is a temple A dormant alter To where infantile men lie around Itching and nibbling For a small piece of sanity Of which you can not give Shit! Individuality Buying pennies with my soul And a little Heaven spent While the Hell I'm taking Thieves Parasites Hide from life You know they'll remember me They are abhored In self-worth All that matters much to me |
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| 14. |
| 3:33 |
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I broke you in the canyon
I drowned you in the lake You a snake that I would trample Only thing I'd not embrace Oh, you couldn't dam that river And maybe I don't give a damn anyway So you couldn't dam that river And it washed me so far away I pushed and then you stumbled I kicked you in the face You stare at me so hollow Got to keep that killin' pace Oh, you couldn't dam that river And maybe I don't give a damn anyway So you couldn't dam that river And it washed me so far away I burned the place around you I hit you with a rake You piss upon my candle So proving you're a fake Oh, you couldn't dam that river And maybe I don't give a damn anyway So you couldn't dam that river And it washed me so far away |
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