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| 1. |
| 5:22 | 
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I'm dreaming of the lights, coming from behind
the clouds're getting clearer, it's closer all the time darker, taller, bigger, all blackness under wing reaping holy profits from the fear of absolutely nothing bloodbath - no one here will miss the stench of your abyss bloodbath - the blood is never yours whores, your followers I hear the people coming, I hear them down the hall, hell they're banging at my door, what do they got to sell everything moves slowly, I feel trapped and powerless my body weighs a thousand pounds and I cannot confess the door is crashing open, it's ripping from the wall no matter what I do I seem to do nothing at all the lights are getting brighter and they won't go away the voice is getting louder and there's no need to pray I think the world is stumbling, I think I feel it shake there's something in the room but there's nothing left to break the blackness getting bigger than the serpent's universe ruthless angels lie and steal and spread the catholic curse |
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| 2. |
| 5:35 |
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my brain's on fire, my brain's on drugs, call up the guard,
and fill my cup, I feel so lost, I'm so alone, here in my room, come fill me up, the door is locked, you can't get out, said the voice of malice here I am, trapped inside, under glass, the fun palace creepy crawlers, sidewalk maulers, have you met our little Alice cobweb corners, prepaid mourners, won't you come back to the palace when I look through the glass, I see them dancing in the dark there's one now, oh can't you see the eyes of fire, watch out for sparks what in hell is it they want and can they get behind my wall can you hear, hear it creep, coming closer, hear it call creepy crawlers, sidewalk maulers, have you met our little Alice cobweb corners, prepaid mourners, welcome back to the palace I'm out the door and I'm heading for the wall deep into the night, please god, don't let me fall I hear the bark of the dogs, gotta make my choices search lights getting brighter, please don't let them take my voices away the pictures of, deep in my mind, the memories that can kill I lick the wounds, they can't be cleansed because they won't, won't hold still and I scream in agony, I feel the flesh tearing off me, oh help me please, it's hide and seek, this secret's found in therapy creepy crawlers, sidewalk maulers, have you met our little Alice cobweb corners, prepaid mourners, you are now back in the palace |
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| 3. |
| 5:49 |
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forgive me nothing, I meant it all
and I was laughing, the closer you crawled you're coming closer, the warmth of your skin I'm taking my time, wanna watch it begin to puncture the skin, to puncture your soul, to puncture the dream because reality's cold I'll blacken the night and black out the sun, we'll blacken the world and then we'll see what's begun punctured I told you that I was lying again and you believed it, you believed you could win and you believed it you believed you could win well I punctured the skin, I punctured the soul, I punctured the dream because I'm in control I'll blacken the night, I'll blacken the sun, we'll blacken the world and then we'll see what's begun I'll take my time and break your mind, your foreheads pressed into the ground I'll watch you kneel, I'll hear you squeal, you're lost and never found I punctured the skin, I punctured the soul, I punctured the dream because I'm out of control blacken the night and black out the sun, I'll blacken the world and then we'll see what's begun blacken the world & then we'll see just what's begun |
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| 4. |
| 5:57 |
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can u touch it
can u hold it can u love it can u need it can u use it can u taste it can u screw it can u waste it Black Widow can u caress it can u crave it can u kiss it can u save it can u use it can u break it can u destroy it can u rape it Black Widow can u eat it can you suck it can u bleed it can u fuck it can u torture it can u make it quit can u set it free thank god it'll never be me Black Widow |
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| 5. |
| 5:53 | 
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| 6. |
| 4:52 |
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is this is what you wanted, what you killed yourself to be
and this is where you are now, what you didn't want to see crawling from the rubble of the lives you pushed aside you didn't take the trouble to have them crucified it's wanting, it's needing, it's strength is fuckin breathing good god there's nothing I can do it's time to start feeding, can even taste the bleeding good god there's nothing left to do never close my eyes except to fall asleep, stumbling through lies piled six feet deep steal a ticket and get on the ride again you never will give up and you will never give in never close my eyes except to fall asleep stumbling through lies piled six feet deep faster and faster, the carousel drives, slicing to the bone, like razor sharp knives |
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| 7. |
| 4:39 |
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abuse me, confuse me
I'm beggin for a kind of release adultery and the misery they're not the kind of things you can police sinking to an all-time low I'm drowning with a smack in the face a torture with a slow decay the devil's wearing leather and lace why did all the lovin turn to anger how did everything just fade away get off of your ass it's time to get some fuckin class well everybody fucks up but enough's enough depression, the obsession I'm trying not to get out of bed bullet proof, the invincible can someone tell me whether I'm dead I'm like a zombie, like a vegetable just withering away in the ground I took a deep screw from a thin wrench pain queen you look good in your crown charging, like a battering ram nobody's ever gettin in my way I'll do you like a beast from hell and then we'll see what you say well you can rip me, you can tear me so go ahead and say what you must cause you're a liar, you're a bad child farewell and you can live in my dust |
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| 8. |
| 5:27 |
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across the room, see your eyes watching me, charming lies,
watch you squirm, see the need, it's time to go, time to leave I dare you to come any closer, I dare you to cross this line and I dare you to be different, and I dare you to try I dare you to get any closer, I dare you to break this line and I dare you to be different, I double dare you to try in my room, all alone, far from help, close to home lying there, kill the light in the dark, realize I dare you to come any closer, I dare you to cross this line and I dare you to be different, I double dare you to try no one can see you, no one will know I'm gonna get you, I'm gonna blow come join the madness, come join the fool enter my dungeon, slip in the pool what is it like to be usual and how does it feel to be the only one I try to pick the pieces up from my life but no one will ever take them away no one can take them away, no one will ever take them away, no one burning skin, flesh is hot slowly fades, who was caught double dare, will you come, will I stay, are you the one I dare you to come any closer, I dare you to cross this line and I dare you to be different, and I dare you to try I dare you to get closer, I dare you to cross this line and I dare you to be different, I double dare you to try I dare you to get closer, I dare you to cross my line I dare you to be different, come on and give it a try I double dare you to try |
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| 9. |
| 4:31 |
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blasting and ripping it apart,
intense pain numbing to a pinch tearing the fabric of the soul, killing is inch by inch listen to the words of the sick fuck, c'mon and drop to your knees you want compliance, you want control, devastation done with ease sonic homicide, a torture that's burning through the ears sonic homicide beware the killing is for real stone cold, a victim of the freeze, ice pick stabbing through the heart airwaves, as deadly as can be, the damage has been done right from the start slipping into madness, can't deny the blame, can't make out reality, can't deny the shame years and years of torment, life just hanging on, it's time to change the coarse, time to see the dawn call up the power, and bring on the faith, bring on the demons, this match is made I'll face the anger and I'll raise my head to fight this beast and wake the dead stone cold, a victim of the freeze, ice pick stabbing through the heart airwaves, as deadly as can be, the damage has been done right from the start |
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| 10. |
| 4:50 |
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