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| 1. |
| 1:12 | 
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All I want in life is to be happy (happy)
It seems funny to me How fucked things can be Everytime I get ahead I feel more dead |
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2. |
| 4:31 |
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Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time, is gone today You flirt with suicide Sometimes, that's ok Hear what others say I'm here, standing hollow Falling away from me Falling away from me Day, is here fading That's when, I would say I flirt with suicide Sometimes kill the pain I can always say 'It's gonna be better tomorrow' Falling away from me Falling away from me *Beating me down Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground Screamings of sound Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground (falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (falling away from me) It's lost and can't be found (falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (falling away from me) So down * Repeat Pressing me, they won't go away So I pray, go away It's falling away from me * Repeat |
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| 3. |
| 3:27 |
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How did it start?
Well, I dont know. I just feel the craving. I see the flesh and it smells fresh. And it's just there for the taking. These little girls they make me feel so god damn exhilarated. I feel them up, I can't give it up. The pain that I'm just erasing. I tell my lies and I despise. Every second I'm with you. So I run away and you still stay. So what the fuck is with you. Your feelings I can't help but rape them. I'm sorry I don't feel the same. My heart inside is constantly hating. I'm sorry I just throw you away. I don't know why I'm so fucking cold? I dont know why it hurts me. All I wanna do is get with you. And make the pain go away. Why do I have a conscience? All it does is fuck with me. Why do I have this torment? All I want to do is fuck it away. I tell my lies and I despise. Every second I'm with you. So I run away and you still stay. So what the fuck is with you. Your feelings I can't help but rape them. I'm sorry I don't feel the same. My heart inside is constantly hating. I'm sorry I just throw you away. Your feelings I can't help but rape them. I'm sorry I don't feel the same. My heart inside is constantly hating. I'm sorry I just throw you away. |
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| 4. |
| 1:42 |
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This shit right here is for you
All your faces I can see You all think it's about me I'm about to break Is this my fate? Am I still damned to a life, of misery and hate? You will never know What I've done for you What you are Got me through I'd do it for you I could have, never lived If it wasn't, for you |
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| 5. |
| 3:54 |
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Everyone is looking at me
I can't get out of bed There is evil in my head Everyone just let me be Because when I hit the stage It is gone and I am free Goddam you say you'll get up for me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me Goddam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me Tell me, how could this fade? I am going in insane And I could not have my pain Everyone please let me be Beause when I hit the stage It is gone and I am free Goddam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me Goddam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me I feel the shame I'm not insane The things I feel now Aren't the same Who gives a fuck, if my life sucks? I just know one thing I won't give up Everyone just let me be Goddam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me Goddam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me Goddam you say you'll get up with me You're the crowd, come on give it back to me You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me |
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| 6. |
| 3:55 |
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I am watching the rise
and fall of my salvation There's so much shit around me Such a lack of compassion I thought it would be fun and games Instead it's all the same I want something to do Need to feel the sickness in you I feel the reason as it's leaving me no not again Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad All I wanna do it look for you And when I fix you needed to Just to get some sort of attention attention What does it mean to you For me its something I just do I want something I need to feel the sickness in you I feel the reason as it's leaving me no not again Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad I feel the reason as it's leaving me no not again Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad I feel the reason as it's leaving me no not again Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad I feel the reason as it's leaving me no not again Its quite decieving as I'm feeling the flesh make me bad Just make me bad Just make me bad Just make me bad |
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| 7. |
| 1:31 |
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Fu.., fu.. fu.., I got this bad cold
I don't want this to go away (go away) I'm so scared (oh so scared) I can't think of going on We all crumble We crumble under pressure (pressure) Pressure (pressure) (It's gonna go away) .... go live it up We're livin it up |
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| 8. |
| 4:08 |
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Wake the fuck up!
Each day, more frightening All of us wanna die The pressure's tightening I don't even want to try Should I take all the stupid bullshit What makes them think they can get away with it? Im not happy I wish they just... Wake the fuck up! I can take no more What are we fighting for? You are my brothers Each one I would die for Please just let it go All the heads are blown Let's just take the stage And remember why we play for No more fighting! I swear I'm gonna leave Talking shit to spite me I wish they just.. Wake the fuck up! I can take no more What are we fighting for? You are my brothers Each one I would die for Please just let it go All the heads are blown Let's just take the stage And remember why we play for Remember why we play for |
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| 9. |
| 0:59 |
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Am I going crazy
Am I going insane and dazed Am I too lost to face this And what will it cost to escape Nothing is right I am so scared |
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| 10. |
| 3:44 |
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Let me see
All my life has been taken This demon haunts me They are hating me Help me You fuck me up I get down bow You pick me up When I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them Hey daddy They are taking me Away By Facing me My soul There eating Please help me You fuck me up I get down bow You pick me up When I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them They say this thing inside me Wants to get out All it does is scream and shout I'm trying not to let them out They tell me not to hurt myself They tell me not to hurt myself They tell me not to hurt myself But I'm not gonna listen You fuck me up I get down bow You pick me up When I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them You fuck me up I get down bow You pick me up When I am down I cannot live without them I do not live without them Hey daddy Hey daddy Hey daddy |
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| 11. |
| 3:47 |
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I can't stand to let you win
I'm just watching you And I don't know what to do Feeling like a fool inside Feeling all that you hide Thought you my friend Seems it never ends I need somebody someone Can somebody help me All I need is some pain Not just for me Giving you with this and that Giving gave nothing back It's all related to All the things I do Feeling like a fool inside Seeing all the things you tried I am nothing I need somebody someone Can somebody help me All I need is some pain Not just for me I look I sign I need someone Inside to help me out With what I'm trying I'm crying I'm praying In a pile of Shit I'm dying I'm dying I'm dying I need somebody somebody someone I need somebody somebody someone Someone |
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| 12. |
| 4:08 |
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Lately things won't go my way
Lately everything is grey It feels like something It feels like nothing So I came too far To end up this way Feeling like I'm God Feeling is no way So I'm angry for today Anger's the only thing I've made It feels like something No it's nothing So I came too far To end up this way Feeling like I'm God Feeling is no way To live this way Hating, feeling, falling To the place where people haunt me I can't help but give up Falling to the place where people know me I can't wait To give them these feelings of hating Keeping in side me For all to take Picking at me They're ripping at me Ripping at me So I came too far To end up this way Feeling like I'm God Feeling is no way |
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| 13. |
| 3:41 |
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When it's crying take me on second place
Which you don't often find I see a family walking Always thinking of being somewhere else in time So I fall, face down in a rut I can't seem to get out of please wake me Please give me some of it back The feelings I had Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It doesn't matter each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle Let's get this party started I'm sick of begging you You make me feel insane which I did to you Let's get this party started You make me feel insane I want to be the one to make myself sign Time is ticking It makes me feel content With what I have inside Constant paranoia surrounds me Everyone I see is out to get me So I fall, face down in a rut I can't seem to get out of Please wake me Please give me some of it back The feelings I had Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It doesn't matter each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle Let's get this party started I'm sick of begging you You make me feel insane Which I did to you Let's get this party started You make me feel insane I want to be the one to make myself sign You make me feel insane Sometimes I wish I could be strong like you It doesn't matter each time I wake I'm somehow feeling the truth I can't handle Let's get this party started I'm sick of begging you You make me feel insane which I did to you Let's get this party started You make me feel insane I want to be the one to make myself sign |
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| 14. |
| 1:07 |
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I am going insane
This shit is all of a pain I cannot maintain As the shit gnaws at my brain I wish you could be me And then the shit would see How tired I am And how shit got the best of me At least you could look at me While you are ripping me You are taking my life and selling it, tehehe Why should I complain At least it helps my pain I am very cool now And it's gossip 'bout my fame I am going insane This shit is all of a pain I cannot maintain As the shit gnaws at my brain I wish you could be me And then the shit would see How tired I am And how you get the best of me At least you could look at me While you are ripping me You fuckin pussy |
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| 15. |
| 3:38 |
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I came back
To face what's growing in my head Please get away from me Take advantage of what I feel Yes you do One day you'll beg for me So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more As I'm scheming all my fate You will be there counting You just see me as something you throw around You were there for me Beating down to the ground Yes it always seems You take more from me So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more As I'm scheming all my fate You will be there counting It's funny how we've just started They get the money for the things on you They give ya money, and the girls and the fame I only do it for the fun and the games It's funny how we've just started They get the money for the things on you They give ya money, and the girls and the fame I only do it for the fun That's my game So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more As I'm scheming all my fate You will be there counting So I'm saying nothing Each day taking that much more As I'm scheming all my fate You will be there counting |
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| 16. |
| 7:50 |
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Keep knocking Noones there
Pouring down Near people My head By myself All alone Ripping my hair out I hurt so bad inside At least you can see The world through my eyes It stays the same I just wanna laugh again Keep hoping Nothing to spare So my life Isn't quite there Feel like a whore A dirty whore Such a whore Dirty My head By myself All alone Ripping my hair out I hurt so bad inside I wish you could see The world through in my eyes It stays the same I just wanna laugh again I'll die again I'll wilt again Into you You dirty little fuck Dirty little fuck You dirty little fuck (I will take it ) You dirty little fuck I hurt so bad inside I wish you could see The world through my eyes It stays the same I just wanna laugh again |
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