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Found myself
Find myself End up delivered thru a flood so I run now cuz I can't crawl Habitually high on suggestion there's no passion in neutral A million close calls then a real one Snapped back my attention Memorial service when it's over Life's initiation Ask the right questions, while you're sleeping Ask the right questions, when you lie Ask the right questions, while you're weeping When you lie Addicted to calls of redemption, a lot of us rather drop for protection Committed to a life of extinction, cut connections if I feel you're a cancer Many of us sit on fear's shoulders, from that angle all we see is big boulders Hovering a sea of imposure, laughing while you gaze stuck in the mirror Who really ever knows if it's over? Ask an angel if you feel you can trust her Is it impossible to evade the syphon? Some of us would love to live forever |
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| 2. |
| 3:41 |
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Let's just end it,
It's suicide and I won't die pretending Settling while doves cry meddling suspended, I confess that I strayed till I found my medicine Throwing the word love around I want to choke, like you choked my hope in submissions yoke I'm offended Not just the flesh shit that's regression, the inflection of my spine was so bent and it's embarrassing My confession resurrects my instincts till they sting me all you did was leave me lifeless You and I were made for nothing, maybe fucking I used to hurt like an ugly duckling Disrupted Enough said, turn the page, fix my head I'm lucky Too many people got stuck feet who should be running I don't hate you, maybe still date you, if fate's true the definition can't be me and you As long as my heart beats I'm striving to live my life The time is right watch me dive in, my confession All you did was leave me lifeless Spit me out when you're done sucking this Resent you, I forever resent you, I forever resent you Time passes and harasses the pain away, my veins start to fade away as anger seems passe You downward spiral and I see you in your passive aggression, while you crush the collision smashed a villain, my confession Shallow |
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| 3. |
| 4:12 |
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Judging generations
hating at the speed of light What my grandfather seen was a fright Should I blame all of you who don't look just like me talk just like me, walk like me for your associations and bloodliness To the droppers of lighting Burn up the treaty unwritten Past forgiven Now ask their children are we cool? Or are we still wearing the same shoes As I bop my head to today's news changed views, strange clues millennium cues. Invade the minds of us struggle to push thought thru from behind the rush of krush grooves. Right now I speak with you, all new thought starts with few. And spreads itself like flu, to those receptive to new versions of the truth. Right now I give just one to you. Anyone can say anything and confuse it What would you really say facing the music Pinned down no choice to make we are the bruises, the world's changing it's face thru music Judging generations misunderstandings, criminals demanding to keep people in cages from slavery to cocaine bids. I said criminal, subliminal society. What I speak when I say that might surprise thee. I mean the power people beyond the reach of life's coliseum-like fight to the death mentality (Learning that) same rule applies, corporate jails make cash from your deflated sails if you can't afford to post bail. Stock options rise if poverty helps you fail, we're not far from having someone we're forced to hail. And that would be a living hell. Judging generations realize you can flip your thoughts, in 30 years sons and daughter might feel lost, if they played this back. The same way shame grabs you drop of a hat, if I mention a cruel fact. Now you know you can fight back you could do it out of respect, keep our past in check. Bull-heading to the future, find sutures. the world's a gaping wound we're the losers. Sooner or later drop death on neighbors. Our saviors are ourselves. I can't hate you we share the earth, I need you, you need me. Otherwise we're casualties, dinosaurs part two, tragedy |
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| 4. |
| 4:57 |
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Mole-hills or mountaintops,
look at us fly by thru the shell-shocks I dream on cloud nine no alarm clock, only wake if I feel the pain might stop Bird's eye view, flocking to this hope spot Everyday, every night seeking jackpots Rescue minds till you find us and combine this Nothing like hurt as a reminder, sometimes the truth does Feeling high with my eyes closed, Being told by these no-shows, how my life goes Suicide was my old clothes, realizing now how to think tactful I hate those that would grapple and try to choke my potential, make me feel existential Planting bugs in my mental, I erase you like a pencil I won't crumble Be what you want there's no excuses so be who you want there's no excuses so be what you will Grow roots and wings People fool you a lot or a little bit, you never know ideas blooming in their cockpit Personalities mesh or they're a tight fit, friends that I love rather clash than forfeit, and lend a crutch as we pass Luck cries wolf lies took as truths bend you from your roots shake you down like a confession in a church booth, a priest waits mute, your eyes then shoot but the set is bulletproof Outside the sky is blue, the sun don't shine for you I begged you for the glue, before I broke in two Emotions drooled Afraid of ourselves till, cooped up in our world we would talk shit, Still bitter? Not even a little bit I wave goodbye with a smile to our friendship See me fly while you cringe like a little bitch I wish you best at hitting curves, that's your Life's pitch As a submission here's advice and you might listen Caught in a vice of honesty my soul keeps squeezing Can you remember when I asked you to search yourself for beggar's wealth? Legs went stiff, ears went deaf, scared me half past death my thought process was humble You couldn't catch me if I stumbled |
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| 5. |
| 3:49 |
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Body parts and torn thoughts held tight
by the snapped strings of a life an individuals course Dreaming with the demons that take naps in my mind Like a suicide ride, but the scenery blinds Watch us evolve straight into a brick wall Brains collide like tough guys you can see it how we walk Lean, push off Lean, push off Lean, push off A million kings in New York Pretend I'm Human Witness riffs and useless gifts twist to console and council those who can't follow Excused for their civilness Egoist too proud to know which floor to kiss Known to prey on minds stake out crimes based on lines that confine Some are blind, some rewind when you hear the that's about to hit you You tell yourself half of the picture Pretend I'm Human Search for the definition in a suicide nation Shock is obsolete like a killer with compassion Rubber souls to feet bounce on city streets It's electric justified narrow mind protected Botched ideas, violent years, vacant tears Most severe is the day when my hero dies Look between my eyes for my vision Hotter than the life I've been living Pretend I'm Human |
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| 6. |
| 5:34 |
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There are certain times when I wished I wasn't so alive,
and I would take it out on people like they were dead I blow them away with words so red, it chops their skulls from their shoulders, and they run circles till they fall off the face of the earth it only works if I know enough about you to pierce your heart, your soul, and if you've pierced mine It only works if you've touched me soft with patterns of trust I disengage the bond if my paranoia seeps to the surface like vomit Why do you even bother? It happens when I hate myself to the bone Broken mirror I feel alone Did you ever wonder if I smiled at home away from your prying eyes? Did you ever wonder if I smiled at home away from my worldly disguises? Deep thought crushes me with bombs and ill-will feeds on interpretation until I'm inhuman, a beast I resent you for your cold streak Backwards I walk, talk, and think I lose myself in a cradle of a sadistic hate I slowly shake It rings in my blood, and I salivate like a chorus of cats in heat, for the slightest contact, with my sharp long looks and calls I starve for attention I run from myself towards a wall There's no escaping me, I jump and stall Your hand still clutching my ankle, I viciously let go with thoughts, yells, rivers, translations of my life from hell, in the split second before the concrete smashes my face They cut you deeply I smell your blood like a fiend, and reach even deeper, I masturbate mentally with the strange power pain has blessed me with I can't stop until you hit the floor My arms I hold out, I let you fall thru them Secretly smiling I bring you down to my level of broken-ness We're such dragons Maybe if I loved myself more I could stand to look myself in the eyes and wipe away those sharp tears I could blow you away, for how you hurt me You lock yourself in a path, if you feel I don't translate into your language at the time I needed you immensely Stuck to your guns, you watched from outside I was melting Now shuffled by the world you reach out for sympathy? With my eyes I remind you of scars only seen by God, who keeps account of each souls pain by weighing the bags that have grown so big, they almost block my vision I want to fuck you over with each decision I'm an animal when I feel unnoticed, unaccepted by those I build homes for in my heart Wrecked I check myself into your mind, and you do the same at the same time We recklessly crash thru memories spilling them in bursts, like long-held desire We hesitate then reach for each other Time instantly pauses Stuck leaning forward, our position slowly spins 360 degrees I see the thoughts in the back of your mind, the same way I see my crimes against your spirit I smell you bloody as guilt tints my vision towards reality, I see the one of your tears inches from the floor I lunge, grab it, it glistens stuck in the air Then hide it from the world's stare We're such dragons (You know I love you) We're such dragons |
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| 7. |
| 7:01 |
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Certain sides of temptation start to sprout,
wait I'm too clean for this leave me out From those depths comes the part of me, that's too fearless to back down Time to incinerate hesitation Flip my mode to devastation Liquid moves, no contemplation Pumped fascinations, need no persuasions Automatic internalizations That's what I really stand for You should know If fate pulls a trick on me You should know Vaporizes foes till death of me You cry slow If my brain blows a fuse then, I'd go into hiding for my safety don't make me turn this thing on and go crazy Dust off my crazy This became the rainy day for which I saved all my sick heat I attack like a break-beat To save myself from these silhouettes, That stand and shroud me on my right and left Tension builds at this address Don't contest my will to live that's a serious make me furious offense Do your thing God Bless, I transform out of nervous to the sickest cell that I possess It procreates like a threat When shit is life or death my body screams monstrous to build obscene montras, in the tongues of Gods and Mongers who used war like a fucking sculptor sculpts shit and lies it Can a madman be an artist? I lay you down to bed like your father as my thoughts grow darker Wait I'm too clean for this leave me out My thoughts grow darker What saves you from yourself? I consumed by years of passivity turned activity in split seconds My newest weapon is my state of calm Lowered alarms, I feel more peaceful adrenaline has its charms Wait I'm too clean for this leave me out From these depths I'm relentless, fearless, priceless, senseless, anxious On the edge of this ledge I sit, boundless I thank you that I found this Force me to these grounds with threats and motive, now I'm focused approachless I would have given a man my kingdom a year ago just to feel this My thoughts grow darker Who's that? Neipom's code name is propane Shake the game like loose change, giving to bums for their true pain From these two things, to my shoestrings I'm good things Like a shot of Hennerock on my hoop dreams It ain't a new thing I'm the sling slang kind To make a fool dance make his deuce-deuce sing What ya'll chattin bout, in a flash I'm out Poof Thanks Nothing but smoke, hating but you, loving it though Squatting on top of the globe Busting snot in your snow Yeah Neipom They should put my flow in jars, pop the top, enjoy the God And if I'm ice pull my toes apart for frozen bars That's the only way ya'll eat me, or dispose of Porn Our thoughts grow darker Wait, we're too clean for this leave us out Our thoughts grow darker |
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| 8. |
| 3:31 |
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I transmit with speed,
I'm an acid caress Like a viper tightening deaf but quiet Now there's some of us I'd like to forget When the rains die down and the world is perfect If my nerves just freeze in response I might let my reason drown them back to distress My relationship with God is a mess and there's some of us I'd like to forget Still Nameless Faceless Makes Us Worthless One more time we rid ourselves Keep in mind that anger swells Watch me crawl out of my skin Trust myself to stay within Depreciate by not moving Stuck inside this casing I just Stare If I let you breathe can I charge you for breath and if I succeed will you then seem impressed Check my life's pulse it's a state of unrest There's some of us I'd like to forget and if heavens free do you need a ticket, will they forget my soul has bathed with the wicked. In times of want and pain I fair best there's some of us I'd like to forget Alien |
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| 9. |
| 5:11 |
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You're walking on a knife,
you can feel it bound up like a city Stomach and your lungs fight to come up above, but how much of it's your fault? You couldn't have known it could have come this far unforgiven Your choice to stand up Your choice to lay down But you did what you did, and that makes you who you are And let me tell you that's fine with me I wish I could see the future I stand in one spot, frozen by luck Pinnacle of feeling, I wish I was fucked up Bent from the weight and my heads at hells gate, bend to kill wake thoughts dive into my altered states Where nothing exists, that I think I'll miss Where nothing exists, that I think I'll miss Vision can Kill just as simple as living in Fear Some of us hear bells, some of us don't Beyond explanation Nothing in this world, should tip you off your scales Nothing in this world, ever seems fair Nothing in this world is worth seeing you fail Nothing in this world is worth seeing you fail And let me tell you that's fine with me I wish I could see the future |
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