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| 1. |
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lived too long now you've come to take me
to a place where i can die lost my soul lost my confidence in me can't be something but i'll try lived too long and waited to just drown in my self pity i keep falling down want to be your soldier want to be your slave i have no pride in myself only book that i own is called 'how to lose' pick a chapter i know them all just choose lived to long and waited to find a place where i can die lost my soul lost my confidence in me give me something but i'll try want to be your soldier want to be your slave have no pride in myself that's how i behave |
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| 2. |
| 3:46 |
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No more maybes
Your baby's got rabies Sitting on a ball In the middle of the Andes Yeah, i'm a freak of nature Yeah, i'm a freak If only I could be as cool as you As cool as you Body and soul I'm a freak I'm a freak Body and soul I'm a freak Try to be different Well get a different disease Seems it's in fashion To need the coldsore cream Yeah, i'm a freak of nature Yeah, i'm a freak I don't really know How to put on a cool show As boring as they come Just tell me where to go If only I could be as cool as you Freak Body and soul I'm a freak I'm a freak Body and soul I'm a freak |
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| 3. |
| 4:00 |
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Need to ask a question
Calling out my name Nothing seems to bother Wish I had a clue C'mon abuse me more I like it Well I don't think you like me Well I hate you as well No one seems to like you Wish I couldn't tell C'mon abuse me more I like it C'mon keep talking 'cause it's true C'mon abuse me more I like it C'mon keep talking 'cause it's true Throw the sailors overboard C'mon abuse me more I like it C'mon keep talking 'cause it's true Throw the sailors overboard |
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| 4. |
| 1:19 |
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Gonna be a liar? Lie to me
Yeah Gonna be a liar? Lie to me Gonna be a while? Lie to me |
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| 5. |
| 3:51 |
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You've never wanted to know me before
Little or no association Leave me alone, I want to live Stop sucking the blood right out of me Couldn't care less if I died right now Who am I? I don't know, you tell me You seem to know everything else Need a pathway need a guide Contemplating suicide Wish I could be like you You say you care, but do you? Do you? Burn |
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| 6. |
| 4:01 |
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Need a change Not to imitate
But to irritate All the ones who hate I may be late Always seem to get the wrong date Well, I guess it's fate I live in a cemetery Full of good will and integrity You see, I have no specialty Here's your warning I'll give you click click boom I live in a cemetery I need a change Not to imitate But to irritate I live in a cemetery I need a change Not to imitate But to irritate I live in a cemetery I need a change Not to imitate But to irritate I live in a cemetery I need a change Not to imitate But to irritate I live in a cemetery I need a change Not to imitate But to irritate I live in a cemetery |
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| 7. |
| 3:33 |
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Could've been like before Could've had to lock the door
Make your mind Let the door, let the door swing Only one Only one to let the door Wanted to pretend he's dead Didn't have to pretend Make your mind Let the door, let the door swing Only one Only one to let the door All this and more Makes no sense to me All this and more Makes me drown Let me know if it's alright Let me know if you just might Make your mind Let the door, let the door swing Only one Only one to let the door All this and more Makes no sense to me All this and more Makes me drown |
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| 8. |
| 3:11 |
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Addiction's held you back
But you don't care 'Cause you're on a high again And it's not fair Consuming alcohol While I gotta drive Take a hit from the drugs you stole And try to survive Since your life was over You haven't yet been sober You have held me back so long Everything you do is wrong Now I gotta dump you Continue my life too I tried to help you Don't care what you do You're state of mind's improved But we're still apart I visited you'd moved Don't know where to start Your life's an open cold sore Got to get out the cream Now I'm thinking positive But I know it's a dream Since your life was over you You haven't yet been sober you have held me back so long Everything you do is wrong Now I gotta dump you Continue my life too I tried to help you Don't care what you do You died yesterday You died yesterday You died yesterday You died yesterday |
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| 9. |
| 4:18 |
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I wanted to be friends with her too
So my relationship could be the same as yours I hated everyone just like you Hating you should be introduced as a new law Take the time to learn to hate Come and join the mass debate Take the time, take the time It's all uphill you've gotta climb You betrayed all the trust I gave you Now I need therapy to hate a little more You cannot help me to forgive you The drugs have given you all kinds of different sores As you pump drugs into your bloodstream I sit observing in disgust Hoping that you will finally come clean So I don't have to use this gun |
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| 10. |
| 3:59 |
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It's never gonna end
Open gash in my ribcage It's never gonna mend Take another picture off the wall Sinking deeper every time I fall Each day ends quicker And my mind gets slower too As my life just fades away I wouldn't have a clue Take another drawer out from the shelf I'm too weak to do it by myself Though you had the world at your feet You could see it I was blind Had the perfect job called life You didn't like it you resigned Brain's a square of grass Growing on petrol and chlorine On petrol and chlorine You could see it I was blind Had the perfect job called life You didn't like it you resigned On petrol and chlorine You know just what I mean On petrol and chlorine You know just what I mean |
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| 11. |
| 3:29 |
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Drained as drained can be
Life is gone from me Drained if drained is free If only I could breathe Smelling dead roses Take your mind with you There's no room for two I can't handle both Handle both of you Smelling dead roses But I won't fall down No I won't fall down But I won't fall down cause I won't fall down Smelling dead roses But I won't fall down No I won't fall down But I won't fall down cause I won't fall down |
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| 12. |
| 6:09 |
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Laying lost and wounded just myself to blame
Have no life and being hand-fed pain Head's a crying wasteland Filled with shame Cried for help before and Nobody came His father beats him no hesitation His face left dripping in humiliation Head's a crying wasteland Filled with shame Cried for help before and Nobody came As he lies wounded his father turns to clay A frozen statue can't walk away Head's a crying wasteland Filled with shame Cried for help before and nobody came To see what I can lose again For being the victim Ohhhhh~ |
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| 13. |
| 3:25 |
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Welcome to the closing Not for love what for? It's easy to be taken But to say Come again Leave again Waste of time Come again I'm all alone while you're having fun You have faith while I feel none Sleep till late to waste half the day But I'm happy to live this way And you know that you can't see my pain But you know that I can see your pain Me and shame are the same Me and shame take the blame Me and pain are the same Me and shame take the blame Welcome to the closing |
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