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| 1. |
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Bones in the water and dust in my lungs
Absorbing archaic like a sponge The ultimate way is the way you control But can you stay if you detach your soul? Bury the present and squeeze out the past The ones you endear to never last Chemical burns and the animalistic I'm just another headline pseudo-statistic Can you feel this? I'm dying to feel this Can you feel this? Blood on the paper and skin on my teeth Trying to commit to what's beneath To find the time is to lose the momentum You learn the lessons and immediately forget them Automatic and out of my reach Consult all the waste to find the key Minimal life and the polysyllabic I'm just another blank page - Push the button, pull the rage Can you feel this? I'm dying to feel this Can you feel this? I am all, but what am I? Another number that isn't equal to any of you I control, but I comply Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces I'm uneven I am the damaged one All my life and the damage done Can you feel this? I'm dying to feel this Can you feel this? I'm dying to feel this I am all, but what am I? Another number that isn't equal to any of you I control, but I comply Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces I am all, but what am I? Another number that isn't equal to any of you I control, but I comply Pick me apart, then pick up the pieces |
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| 2. |
| 3:20 |
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(pain!)
Here come's the pain! Enemy - Show me what you wanna be I can handle anything Even if I can't handle you Readily - Either way it better be Don't you fuckin' pity me Get up, get off... What the hell am I sayin'? I don't know about malevolent Sure as hell decadent I want somebody to step up, step off Walls! Let me fall! Fuck you all! Get a grip, don't let me slip 'till I drop the ball Fuck this shit, I'm sick of it You're goin' down, this is a war! Fuck it Who the fuck am I to criticize your twisted state of mind? You're leavin' me suspect, I'm leavin' you grotesque Feels like a burn from which you never learn Cause and effect, you jealous ass Press your face against the glass - suffer Fuck this shit, I'm sick of it You're goin' down, this is a war.... (Go) I've just begun It's about that time Gotta get mine (x4) You can't kill me Cuz I'm already inside you (x4) (Sic) (x4) |
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| 3. |
| 3:56 |
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(Yeah)
Insane - Am I the only muthafucka with a brain? I'm hearing voices but all they do is complain How many times have you wanted to kill Everything and everyone, Say you'll do it but never will You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes (x3) I am my Father's son He's a phantom, a mystery and that leaves me Nothing! How many times have you wanted to die? It's too late for me. All you have to do is get rid of me! You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes (x3) It's all in your head It's all in my head It's all in your head yeah I tried - You lied to me for so long Everywhere I go, there's a sense of it Freak on my antics and give me a choice Doesn't matter if I give a shit It's shit that you gave me You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes (x3) It's all in your head It's all in my head It's all in your head yeah Do you wanna feel pain? Takin' my name in vain Caring never felt so lame inside Anybody else got pride? Do you wanna take my life? Maybe I'll reverse my ride Who the fuck are you? Fuck you! Better suck it up cuz you bled through Better get away from me Stay the fuck away from me! I feel safe - Seems your saved (x2) Look me in my brand new eye (x3) (Motherfucker) Look me in my brand new eye (x3) Look me in my brand new |
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| 4. |
| 2:28 |
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I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see... Inside my shell, I wait and bleed (x2) Goodbye I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time Everything is 3D blasphemy My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up This is not the way I pictured me I can't control my shakes How the hell did I get here? Something about this, so very wrong... I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this Is it a dream or a memory? I've felt the hate rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see... Inside my shell, I wait and bleed Get outta my head cuz I don't need this Why I didn't I see this? Well I'm a victim - Manchurian candidate I have sinned by just Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away I've felt the hate rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see... Inside my shell, I wait and bleed (x3) Goodbye You haven't learned a thing I haven't changed a thing My flesh was in my bones The pain was always free (x2) I've felt the hate rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see... Inside my shell, I wait and bleed (x2) And it waits for you |
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| 5. |
| 3:38 |
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FUCK IT ALL!
Running out of ways to run I can't see, I can't be Over and over and under my skin All this attention is DOING ME IN! FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST! DON'T GIVE ME A SHIT! DON'T EVER JUDGE ME! Picking through the parts exposed Taking shape, taking shag Over and over and under my skin All this momentum is DOING ME IN! FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST! DON'T GIVE A SHIT! DON'T EVER JUDGE ME! You got all my love, livin' in your own hate Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back Every damn word I say is a sneak attack When I get my hands on you Ain't a fuck thing you can do Get this cuz you're never gonna get me I am the very disease you pretend to be I am the push that makes you move I am the push that makes you move I am the push that makes you move I am the push that makes you move FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST! DON'T GIVE A SHIT! DON'T EVER JUDGE ME! |
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| 6. |
| 2:40 |
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Since you never gave a damn in the first place
Maybe it's time you had the tables turned Cuz in the interest of all involved I got the problem solved And the verdict is guilty... ...MAN NEARLY KILLED ME Steppin' where you fear to tread Stop, drop and roll - you were DEAD FROM THE GIT-GO! BIG MOUTH FUCKER - STUPID COCKSUCKER Are you scared of me now? Then you're dumber than I thought Always is, never was Foundation made of piss and vinegar Step to me, I'll smear ya -Think I fear ya? BULLSHIT! Just another dumb punk chompin' at this tit Is there any way to break through the noise? Was it something that I said that got you bent? It's gotta be that way if you want it Sanity, Literal Profanity HIT ME! SPIT - IT OUT All you wanna do is drag me down All I wanna do is stamp you out Maybe it's the way you spread a lotta rumour fodder Keepin' all your little spies and leavin' when you realise Step up, fairy I guess it's time to bury your ass with the chrome Straight to the dome You heard me right, bitch, I didn't stutter If you know what's good - sit, shut up and beg, brother Backstab - Don't you know who you're dissin'? Side swipe - we know THE ASS THAT YOU'RE KISSIN'! BIGIDY-BIGGIDY BITCH BOY, HALFWAY HAUSER Can't hear shit cuz I keep gettin' louder Step up, and you get a face full o' tactic Lippin' off hard, goin' home in a basket You got no pull, no power, no NUTHIN' Now you start shit? Well, ain't that somethin'? Payoffs don't protect, and you can't hide if you want But I'LL FIND YOU - Comin' up behind you! SPIT - IT OUT All you wanna do is drag me down All I wanna do is stamp you out 'Bout time I set this record straight All the needlenose punchin' is makin' me irate Sick o' my bitchin' fallin' on deaf ears Where YOU gonna be in the next five years? The crew and all the fools, and all the politix Get your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna make you sick You got DICK when they passed out the good stuff Bam Are you sick of me? GOOD ENOUGH - HAD ENOUGH FUCK ME! I'm all out of enemies! FUCK ME! I'm all out of enemas! SPIT - IT OUT All you wanna do is drag me down All I wanna do is stamp you out |
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| 7. |
| 2:54 |
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Kill Me
Tattered and torn Something aches Tattered and torn Bad things slither Tattered and torn My floors are burning down Tattered and torn And I can't find a window Tattered and torn This is medieval Tattered and torn This is cerebral Tattered and torn Suffocated Tattered and torn Melodramatic Tattered and torn Driven to the verge of Tattered and torn I make you my enemy The nerves you sever Tattered and torn Can serve you better (laughs) Tattered and torn In the blink of an eye Tattered and torn In the space of a second Tattered and torn Open my wrists Tattered and torn Give me my lessons Tearing myself apart From the things that make me hurt! (x8) |
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| 8. |
| 2:39 |
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Giving in to what has got me
Feeling claustrophobic, scarred Severed me from all emotion Life is just too fucking hard Snap! Your face was all it took Cuz this need ain't doin' me no good Fall on my face, but can't you see? This fucking life is killing me! Tearing me / Inside Too far gone, I'm catatonic Leaving you to criticize Empty shell and running naked All alone... lobotomized Back and forth between my hang-ups It isn't easy to be hated Where do ya go? Whaddya do? Simpleton, impromptu, crazy eight I never cared, not once Gotta get away! Tearing me / Inside I wasn't promised a thing You keep mocking me But you will never again Before you know - after you're gone Gone Somos feos apestamos y pero reinamos joto muthafucka |
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| 9. |
| 3:07 |
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Liberate - My madness
(One of me, all of you) Liberate - My madness I just want to... Section off myself Put a wall up/What the hell have I done Keep the dog at bay Survive by saving me! Values and the game Not a fuck-up - Not a part of your lie I am one, I am all - I'm above and beyond! Back off of the shit Stand off or I'll spit So soft, you forget Your garbage in is garbage out You don't give a shit I won't play the fit Get off, get on this Your garbage in is garbage out Liberate my madness... Liberate - My madness (One of me, all of you) Liberate - My madness I just want to... I am not ashamed What is vital, isn't always humane You can break in vain But you can't break away Even in my face Lotta bullshit, not alotta the truth I can't see from here But I can smell your fear Back off of the shit Stand off or I'll spit So soft, you forget Your garbage in is garbage out You don't give a shit I won't play the fit Get off, get on this Your garbage in is garbage out Saved - You're such a slave - I don't expect a Name - You don't care - I wasn't witness - I can't be a part of a system such as this Hard eyes - Glow right - In my - Darkness - Again With the sickness, rengade blisters, sisters, Salivate, litigate, liberate, madness, sadness Fuck this - How long have I had this? I don't need this - Outta my business Insert, engage, betrayed, my God Fraud Liberate - My madness (One of me, all of you) Liberate - My madness I just want to... |
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| 10. |
| 4:58 |
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Even if you run... I will find you
I decided I wanted you Now I know...I need If you can't be bought, tougher than I thought Keep in mind - I am with you Never left out fate, can't concentrate You will be mine! Ah, fucking you will be mine! Ah, fucking you will be mine! Ah, fucking you will be mine! I found you Leanin' out of an open window You laughed (my fingers clenched) Too perfect, far too careless I couldn't help myself - I just took you Dammit man I knew it was a mistake (x4) (You brought it outta me) mistake (x4) Better make yourself out home You're here to stay You won't bother me...If you let me bother you All the doors are locked, all the windows shut Keep in mind - I watch you Never leave my side, never leave me, fucker Even if you run What the fuck is different? Man, I can't believe I'm doin' this (x6) (Dammit) man I knew it was a mistake (x4) (You brought it outta me) mistake (x4 |
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| 11. |
| 2:47 |
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My freedom is best
Whole country's on house arrest And everyone's a suspect You can't feel the flow because you died Face down on a "suicide" The muthafucker's on self-destruct Nobody guardin' your back, it's all a front Save this! My rage is bliss! I'm takin' names and gettin' pissed! Where's Chuck D when ya need him? You ain't shit, just a puddle on the Bed spread The maniac psycho Cool j screamed the shit But I still can't believe it Man, it's funny that you scare me so Just enough to fuck me up again and again Hard life is hard as hell Better back the fuck on up Cuz this is... No kind of life! This is no kind of life! (I've got to get out!) It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life! (You can't blame me!) Can't be real no more - Your mask is skin and bone Savor every flavor you want cuz it's not your own Bad-ass at bat, man Forget about the battle, it's the war we gotta win Breathe! Amer-cult, Breathe! On more - Seethe! Freak like you gotta pair Won't be my fault When you're painted in the corner of a no-good life This is... No kind of life! This is no kind of life! (I've got to get out!) It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life! (You can't blame me!) I can't remember, I don't understand, Is it malice that makes you this way? Carry it with you 'til someone forgives you I laugh cuz there's nothing to say You can't begin to consider the Palpable hate in the air when you're here None of us wonder what weather you're under You're making it perfectly clear! Lights ain't on - shit ain't right Never had peace so I had to fight Can you look in my eyes when my back's against The wall, slash at my eyes, surprise, you'll never get me You're all reality and sound bites And the freedom is never in plain sight The feelings, the question, the price is too Human, for fucking sake - This is... No kind of life! This is no kind of life! (I've got to get out!) It's no kind of life! This is no kind of life! (You can't blame me!) |
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| 3:23 |
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I'm cold, I'm ugly
I'm always confused by everything I can stare into a thousand eyes But every smile hides a bold-faced lie It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes My heros are dead, they died in my head Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain Something inside me has opened up again Thoughts of me exemplified All the little flaws I have denied Forget today, forget whatever happened Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this? I save all the bullets from ignorant minds Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens I decrease, while my symptoms increase God what the fuck is wrong You act like you knew it all along Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing All I ever wanted out of you was Something you could never be Now take a real good look at What you've fucking done to me What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this? Gimme any reason why I'd need you, boy Gimme any reason not to fuck you up Gimme any reason why I'd need you, bitch Gimme any reason not to fuck you up I see you in me I keep my scars from prying eyes Incapable of ever knowing why Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer Why am I so fascinated by Bigger pictures, better things But I don't care what you think You'll never understand me What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this? Fuck! |
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| 2:27 |
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Pain - made to order
I'm not the second coming, I'm the first wave Better get an army, cuz the fire left me unscathed You betcha bottom dollar I'm the top of the shit pile So stick around cuz I'll get to you in just a few Step off the achtung, get back or get stung Idiotic sense of yourself, are you that dumb? Entire legion of me, totalitarian The one and only muthafucka, top of the world man Cuz I can't stand it, planned it, gonna crash land it In other words, consider me branded Another version of me, another version of you Both barrels - what you gonna do? All I hear is human noise You made your own fuckin' choice I belong to only me Silence for my revelry I can over die over time Filthy hands, stay away from mine Every reason is a right to hate Painful clutch - death is fine, gimme mine Only one of us walks away Somebody explain this You don't care cuz you don't exist What the fuck is this another joke? Reckoning! |
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| 14. |
| 8:25 |
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I play doctor for five minutes flat
Before I cut my heart open...and let the air out Three bugs, a pound of dust Some wind spilled over me In the strangest manner that had Broke away my tear spout As I lie there With my tongue spread wide open A black widow had offered me A sweatheart tube As I injected The candid heart that I selected She said don't hesitate Just do what you have to do! It's hard to stay between the lines of skin Just cuz I have nerves, don't mean that I can feel I wasn't very much fun to be with anyway Just let the blood run red CUZ I CAN'T FEEL! Biding my time until the time is right Biding my time until the time is right Biding my time until the time is right Biding my time... It's time It is time |
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| 2:46 |
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Meet the man that made me
Greet the can that I came from Oh the fucking sacred heart of Jesus BLEW it in the back room Feelin' like a real goon Slam the fuck aside, man I'M ON - YOU'RE NOT I AM THE GREAT BIG MOUTH I AM THE GREAT BIG MOUTH BURN! Good riddance - though I'm sad to say I didn't get to kill you............ Rhetoric - Better look both ways I gotta get an arm through.......... STAIN What the fuck is up? Get the fuck away Run if you want to............ Innocent? You're a guilty conscience A jumped on - break through STAIN Prepare you fucker......... (x4) I don't give a shit, bitch I don't give a fuck, bitch I don't understand this You don't matter I don't give a fuck, man I don't give a shit, man I don't really care, man I'm the super sized man Fuck......... Fuck.... You.......... Your Mine........... I AM THE GREAT BIG MOUTH STUPID FUCK FUCK.......... (x3) STUPID FUCK STUPID FUCKING STUPID FUCK (x2) FUCK STUPID FUCK STUPID FUCK (TAKE THAT MOTHERFUCKER) |
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