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1. |
| 3:14 | ||||
there's almost nothing left
you eat my kind for breakfast what did i expect? to come here and find anyone? find open arms to greet me and friends to feed me i sicken myself so much and you eat my kind for breakfast you eat my kind whatever i fear the most is whatever i see before me whenever i let my guard down, whatever i was ignoring whatever i fear the most is whatever i see before me whatever i have been given, whatever i have been seeing myself this way i am a monster i believe and seeing is believing is there no doubt left when i poison myself and poison leaves no appetite i sicken myself so much i sicken myself so whatever i fear the most is whatever i see before me whenever i let my guard down, whatever i was ignoring whatever i fear the most is whatever i see before me whatever i have been given, whatever i have been did we expect these things to change by waking up and suddenly there they are and all i need's a starting place and nothing ever seemed so hard... whatever i fear the most is whatever i see before me whenever i let my guard down, whatever i was ignoring whatever i fear the most is whatever i see before me whatever i have been given, whatever i have been |
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2. |
| 3:16 | ||||
open up and let me in
i was lucky to live, don't need to win forgave myself and if that's a sin it's not enough you'd even know it you did right to call my bluff 'cause i won't say when i've had enough and i worked so hard to need this stuff and you tried so long to just ignore it won't you come down where i am words are hidden, understand i won't repeat myself again i will not repeat myself again it's another promise d.o.a. and despite my every hope there is no truth behind my best intentioned oath won't you come down where i am words are hidden, understand won't you come down been away to long, i know i have won't you come down, help me stand there is healing in your hands won't you come down where i am words all leave me been away too long i know i've been away too long i know i have |
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3. |
| 2:56 | ||||
are you the plane
that shapes the board part of a history smoothed and worn and oh, the windy weather dry spells, brushfire isn't it strange to see my life you must cut me down to look inside and oh, the simple pleasures this ring tells of rain and this one summer good years, nightmares how is it i remember knowing that i would live forever isn't it strange how truth can change and oh, the windy weather this ring tells of rain this one, summers dry spells, brushfire |
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4. |
| 4:05 | ||||
is it this place that makes me fall from you
forget the words that once rang so true did we expect that life was ever fair, my god... i sowed a field of rose and reaped a whipping rod and everything i've held too tight inside could make a part of me die and if my lips could only speak the name the dam would break what is this ice that gathers round my heart to stop the flood of warmth before it even starts it would make me blind to what i thought would always be the only constant in the world for me and every hours of every day i need to fight from pulling away and if my mind could only lose the chain the dam would break for all the things i hid away and all the words i could not say the dam would break |
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5. |
| 3:38 | ||||
i want to be clean, i want to be whole
i want revenge, i want control i want to give up, i want to give in destroy all i have been i want to be cruel, i want to be cold i want a chance to sell my soul i want to break out, i want to dive in to lose myself in sin i don't need anything i'm just wanting just wanting i don't need anything i'm just wanting just wanting desire all desire is desire feeds desire desire all desire is desire breeds desire i want to scream, i want to shout i want to have faith and never doubt i want to bend, i want to break to sleep and never wake to break down walls and to escape be alone and hide my face i want to feel, i want to touch want to stop wanting it so much i don't need anything i'm just wanting just wanting i don't need anything i'm just wanting just wanting desire all desire is desire feeds desire desire all desire is desire breeds desire |
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6. |
| 4:15 | ||||
lead me well, don't clear my way
it's fascinating how the pallor can stay upon your face when you are light like a little boy flying kites and shouting to the world you're shouting to the world your joy don't fade, you're staying here with me don't fade, i need to know that someone still believes look around, see for yourself he led us down and at the water's edge we knelt petals in the lake and red upon my face she's crying as we pray and it all comes down to money, again how could you forsake the love of god that way don't fade, you're staying here with me don't fade, i need to know that someone still believes. |
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7. |
| 4:04 | ||||
little man big man who came first
what is the measure of our worth if there was a storm rolled in who'd run inside who'd go walking little man big man what's inside it's all in the places where we find our pride if there was a soul lost by the road who'd pass by who'd take it home where is the beast lying is there a beast hiding little man big man who is who it's all in the damage that our toys can do if there was a rock and a window pane who'd throw stones who'd walk away where is the beast lying is there a beast hiding are we learning are we moving little man big man fade away it's all in the in the violence of the games we play it's all in the in the violence of the games we play it's all in the love we give today |
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8. |
| 3:06 | ||||
take your cautionary tales
take your incremental gain and all the sychophantic games and throw 'em all away burn your tv in your yard and gather 'round it with your friends and warm your hands upon the fire and start again take the story you've been told the lies that justify the pain the guilt the weighs upon your soul and throw 'em all away tear up the calendar you've bought and throw the pieces to the sky confetti falling down like rain like a parade to usher in your life take the dreams that should have died the ones that kept you lying awake when you should've been all right and throw 'em all away with the time i waste on the life i never had i could've turned myself into a better man 'cause there ain't nothing you can buy and there is nothing you can save to fill the whole inside your heart so throw it all away won't fill the whole inside your heart help me empty out this house the wool i've gathered all these days and thought i couldn't do without and throw it all away |
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9. |
| 4:23 | ||||
here, i need your help
deliver me from myself take me where i'm wanted or make me someone else never mind what they said forget about the things you read it was something you'll never know never see, never understand just leave it now if you can tell me when they come for you who will there be to speak and when they come for you who will there be left to speak for you? the final solution's back in style we are the ones letting it ride i never knew we were so blind amnesia in comfort, so unkind tell me when they come for you who will there be to speak and when they come for you who will there be left to speak for you? |
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10. |
| 3:46 | ||||
life is suffering
tee-hee, ha-ha life is suffering tee-hee, ha-ha cold and shuddering tee-hee, ha-ha cruel and pummeling tee-hee, ha-ha smile on little buddha, smile on little buddha, smile on it's only illusion then it's gone lost and struggling tee-hee, ha-ha life is suffering tee-hee, ha-ha smile on little buddha, smile on little buddha, smile on it's only illusion then you're gone maya |
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11. |
| 4:11 | ||||
anyway now, it don't seem right
he is in there and you're on the outside over pine ridge to wounded knee there's blood on the ground as far as you see crazy life in the air i'm sensing a change in the weather in the end the path is clear does anyone remember here did you all think he'd just disappear crazy life what have you done with Peltier who did you think you'd taken away crazy life in the air i'm sensing a change in the weather in the end the path is clear burying won't stop it breathing forever underground it takes to root anyway, it don't seem right he is in there and you're on the outside what have you done with Peltier who did you think you'd taken away it's not over... |
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12. |
| 3:48 | ||||
call me up when you need
strangers often deceive and there's something so freeing to call out a name and someone's believing i've been changing my mind through with looking behind it's a crash course in life the best you can do is get by no getting out alive i'll hold a light for you to see all things in time, all you'll ever need something i can't explain keeps me running, afraid and every day looks me in the face and says "who'd you think you were, anyway?" if you'll hold a light for me to see all things in time, all we'll ever need well, you told me so that we'd seen all this before so what is it that keeps us coming back for more? i'll hold a light for you to see all things in time, all you'll ever need all things in time, all we'll ever need |