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| 1. |
| 3:37 | 
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wait for hours in the line again take your check, go home, and buy your bread or maybe down a couple of drinks instead don't speak your mind now and it's time you ought to sleep to ease your mind... and nothing runs so deep and suicide is all you're left to eat and still you say to me bartender fix me one more drink you drink alone with me till 5 a.m. and she's waiting up to ask you questions you hear no answer but the rising red don't speak your mind now you'll wake her child and it's time you ought to sleep to ease your mind...and nothing runs so deep and suicide is all you're left to eat and still you say to me bartender fix me one more drink don't speak your mind now cause no one cares no one's there had enough of everything, everything i?e had big surprise the years go by...fix me one more drink need a car, and need some more, needed anything and still you say to the bartender fix me one more drink |
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| 2. |
| 3:12 |
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Open up and let me in
I was lucky to live, don't need to win Forgave myself and that's a sin It's not enough you'd even know it You did right to call my bluff 'Cause I won't say when I've had enough And I worked so hard to need this stuff And you tried so long to just ignore it Won't you come down where I am Words are hidden, understand I won't repeat myself again I will not repeat myself again It's another promise d.o.a. And despite my every hope there is no thruth behind my best intentioned oath Won't you come down where I am Words are hidden, understand Won't you come down Been away too long I know I have When you come down, help me stand There is healing in your hands Won't you come down where I am Words all leave me Been away too long I know I've been away too long I know I have |
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| 3:14 |
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nothing's so loud
as hearing when we lie the truth is not kind and you've said neither am i but the air outside so soft is saying everything everything all i want is to feel this way to be this close, to feel the same all i want is to feel this way the evening speaks, i feel it say nothing's so cold as closing the heart when all we need is to free the soul but we wouldn't be that brave i know and the air outside so soft, confessing everything everything all i want is to feel this way to be this close, to feel the same all i want is to feel this way the evening speaks, i feel it say and it won't matter now whatever happens to me though the air speaks of all we'll never be it won't trouble me all i want is to feel this way to be this close, to feel the same all i want is to feel this way the evening speaks, i feel it say and it feels so close let it take me in let it hold me so i can feel it say |
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| 4. |
| 4:00 |
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Another day I call and never speak
And you would say nothing's changed at all And I can't feel much hope for anything If I won't be there to catch you when you fall chorus: Again It seems we meet In the spaces In between We always say It won't be long But something's always wrong Another game of putting things aside As if we'll come back to them sometime A brace of hope A pride of innocence And you would say something has gone wrong chorus chorus |
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| 5. |
| 3:23 |
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it's hard to rely on my good intentions
when my head's full of things that i can't mention seems i usually get things right but i can't understand what i did last night it's hard to rely on my own good senses when i miss so much that requires attention have to laugh at myself sometimes and i can see that i'm not blind there's little relief give us reprieve for all the things i've left behind i'm positive that i'm not blind i'm not afraid things won't get better but it feels like this has gone on forever you have to cry with your own blue tears have to laugh with your own good cheer it's hard to rely on my good intentions when my head's full of things that i can't mention seems i usually get things right but i can't understand what i did last night there's little relief give us reprieve imagining the world outside i'm positive that i'm not blind i can't be hard on you 'cause you know i've been there too learned a lot of things from you but life gives little relief give us reprieve and when everyone is cold as ice i clinch my fists and close my eyes imagining the world outside but i can see that i'm not blind |
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| 6. |
| 4:07 |
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anyway now, it don't seem right
he is in there and you're on the outside over pine ridge to wounded knee there's blood on the ground as far as you see crazy life in the air i'm sensing a change of weather in the end a change is due does anyone remember here did you all think he'd just disappear crazy life what've you done with Peltier who did you think you'd taken away crazy life in the air i'm sensing a change of the weather in the end the path is clear burying won't stop it breathing forever underground it takes to root anyway now, it don't seem right he is in there and you're on the outside what've you done with Peltier who did you think you'd taken away crazy life it's not over |
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| 7. |
| 3:17 |
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i've come here a thousand times, some things never change
"yes i will, anything you say" i've quit this a million times, can't quite stay away just one more time...i'll be ok but i'm so damn tired when i come back down though i'm crazy to anything you want from me i'll do "hey joe, could you spare a buck i could use some food" what a laugh, one more fool two hours and it's back again, lapping at my heels stop yelling..i'll get through but i'm so damn tired i've come here a thousand time some things never change lay me down...take me away god, i'm so damn tired |
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| 8. |
| 2:59 |
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We spotted the ocean at the head of the trail
Where are we going, so far away And somebody told me that this is the place Where everything's better, everything's safe Walk on the ocean Step on the stones Flesh becomes water Wood becomes bone And half and hour later we packed up our things We said we'd send letters and all those little things And they knew we were lying but they smiled just the same It seemed they'd already forgotten we'd came Walk on the ocean Step on the stones Flesh becomes water Wood becomes bone (x2) Now we're back at the homestead Where the air makes you choke And people don't know you And trust is a joke We don't even have pictures Just memories to hold That grow sweeter each season As we slowly grow old |
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| 9. |
| 3:22 |
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She said "I'm fine, I'm okay"
Cover up your trembling hands There's indecision when you know you ain't got nothing left When the good times never stay And the cheap thrills always seem to fade away When will we fall When will we fall down Jump back, gotta get out of here Been too, too long this time Jump back, gotta get out of here When will, when will we fall down She hates her life, she hates her skin She even hates her friends Tries to hold on to all the reputations she can't mend And there's some chance we could fail But the last time, someone's always there for bail When will we fall When will we fall down Jump back, gotta get out of here Been too, too long this time Jump back, gotta get out of here When will, when will we fall down When will we, when will we fall down When will we fall She said "I'm fine, I'm okay" Cover up your trembling hands There's indecision when you know you ain't got nothing left For the last time conscience calls For a good friend, I was never there at all When will we fall When will we fall down Jump back, gotta get out of here Been too, too long this time Jump back, gotta get out of here When will, when will we fall down When will we, when will we fall down When will we fall |
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| 10. |
| 5:45 |
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One part of me just wants to tell you everything
One part just needs the quiet And if I'm lonely here, I'm lonely here And on the telephone, you offer reassurance I will not take these things for granted I will not take these things... How can I hold the part of me that only you can carry? It needs a strength I haven't found But if it's frightening, I'll bear the cold And on the telephone, you offer warm asylum I'm listening, flowers in the garden Laughter in the hall, children in the park I will not take these things for granted (x3) I will not take these things...anymore To crawl inside the wire and feel something near me To feel this accepting That it is lonely here, but not alone And on the telephone, you offer visions dancing I'm listening, music in the bedroom Laughter in the hall, dive into the ocean Singing by the fire, running through the forest Standing in the wind, the rolling canyons I will not take these things for granted (x3) I will not take these things...anymore |
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| 11. |
| 3:05 |
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Line of people to pass you by
Posing sympathy with its whitewash eyes With the ladies feigning their mourning cries And the men shaking hands: Weigh away Way away All the pictures in your mind As you're passed the thousandth time Thousandth photograph Listen to sympathetic lies As their reasons change under mourning guise With the gentlemen feigning sorrowed sighs And drinking champagne: Weigh away Way away As all the people pass and pose You hold back the tears And hold onto memories Small talk hangs like a dirty cloud Saying nothing real but deafening loud An urge to run away from the crowd And mourn all alone: Make a promise to no-one Wondering if you'd been worthwhile Turn away from the chatter And the hungry smiles |
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| 12. |
| 3:15 |
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one more time he says good-night
turns out the door and off the light cursing low as if she didn't know one more time he'd comfort her as if a word could break through her she's so quiet and he's sick of it too long, too late this time too far, too great in my mind one more time a run-around nothing meant by anyone fine with them, such a quite din says he wants to leave a while she just sits and tries to smile "that's ok, it was boring anyway" too long, too late this time too far, too great in my mind says she needs a worshiper someone who'll do anything at all for her wishful thinker he don't need this schizo bull each one misses by so far they don't see it come, but who ever does |
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| 13. |
| 3:04 |
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Take her arms and hold her down, hold her down, hold her down, hold her down
Until she stops moving Take her arms and hold her down, hold her down, hold her down, hold her down Until she stops kicking And they don't know her but what the fuck They've got nothing else they can do And they've no reason but still they come And I'd have a hard time facing you This crime, I've seen what a man can do Take her arms and hold her down, hold her down, hold her down, hold her down Until she stops screaming Take her arms and hold her down, hold her down, hold her down, hold her down Until she stops breathing And they don't know her but what the fuck They've got nothing else they can do And they've no reason but still they come And I'd have a hard time facing you This crime, the shame of what a man can do I would've died from all the hell that you've been through Take the night back, all they've stolen All we took from you |
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| 14. |
| 2:55 |
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There's almost nothing left
And you eat my kind for breakfast What did I expect, to come here and find anyone? Find open arms to greet me and friends to feed me I sicken myself so much And you eat my kind for breakfast, you eat my kind... [chorus] Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me Whenever I let my guard down Whatever I was, ignore it Whatever I fear the most is whatever I see before me Whatever I have been given Whatever I have been... Seeing myself this way, I am a monster I believe Seeing is believing, is there no doubt left? When I wake up I poison myself, And poison leaves no appetite I sicken myself so much Sicken myself so... [chorus] Do we expect these things to change By waking up and suddenly there they are? And all I need's a starting place And nothing ever seemed so hard |
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| 15. |
| 3:14 |
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I wanna see everything
the beautiful colors disintegrate under me as the crowd rushes closer i wanna feel it hit keep my eyes open wide keep my eyes open wide cancer and nicotene whiskey and water sleepless and cynical dreams to slaughter i need you to save me make me breathe i need you to wake me 'cuz i wanna see every, every little thing keep my eyes open wide keep my eyes open wide and i know this don't wanna live if there's no point to it you give me meaning 'cuz i'm gonna see, gonna see every little thing keep my eyes open wide (wanna see everything) keep my eyes open wide (wanna see everything) keep my eyes open wide (wanna see everything) keep my eyes open wide. |
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| 16. |
| 4:03 |
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green button like a lantern
illuminates this cavern and outside nothing matters anymore my instinct won't deceive me my senses will not leave me when there's no one left to grieve me I won't mourn good night, don't fear I always will watch over you my dear good night, sleep well I'll see you with the rest of them in hell my hand won't shake the console my handcuff will not rattle as I win the final battle of all wars and down beneath the ocean I'll dream of wings in motion a blinding glory that'll show 'em what freedom's for good night, don't fear I always will watch over you my dear good night, sleep well I'll see you with the rest of them in hell and so, for now, farewell... |
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