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Most people don't care Some people just fear There's so much pressure That our lives will feed us Don't need a reason I will get even This is the season Where I feel so manic You hurt yourself And blame me when you fall (codependent) You have lost control And crashed into a wall (codependent) Life has found a way Where karma slaps you in the face You depend on me For everything (codependent) I am the bad seed It fuels my own needs I never was scared To take my chances I see the downfall Cause I'm no social I've got my own life And you can't stand it Codependent Codependent Codependent Codependent |
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| 2. |
| 2:24 |
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I woke up this morning and knew That the world would test me come unglued Is it me or do you feel my pain This world makes my blood boil again You rip the heart out of me You rip the heart out of me You make it look easy Control and deceive me I've tried to everything to please you Gone out of my way like a fool What makes me break down like a bitch It's so hard to crawl out of this ditch |
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| 3. |
| 3:04 |
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He says he love's you But the make up will not cover up the bruises He left on you I tried to stop the cycle for you this relationship is wack You bastard don't touch her anymore Stand up stand up He's a drunk and abusing Stand up stand up He thinks that you'll never leave him Stand up stand up I won't let him get near you Stand up stand up It's not your fault when he hurts you I think you should have the chance To enjoy the friends you have He wants to erase them I know that you are trying hard not to show it But the coward is an asshole he's shameless Abusing no more no more Abusing no more no more |
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| 4. |
| 3:12 |
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I wanted to know who you really are I needed the chance to stitch up my scars I'm closer to you then I was in the start Come dive right in and tear me apart I'm trapped and we can't get along I thought that I was strong We are so unstable In bed I'm strung out from your touch But I won't give you up We are so unstable I wanted to learn about the dark side of you You bring me down like a bottle of pills I hate the way that you make me feel I keep coming back I never get killed |
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| 5. |
| 4:16 |
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I went outside to take a walk So I could relive memories I thought that you would lend a hand But you were never ever there It's all in your mind You do what you wanna do Your promises are all played out You've got your wish you've worn me down I treated you the best I could I realize that I don't need you I lost my way when you left home I thought that you could change your life What did I do why do you lie You've walked back in my hands are tied I'm tired I'm so damn angry With you Your not gonna change I see who you really are Your promises your promises They're all played out Your so played out your so played out There all played out |
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| 6. |
| 3:55 |
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I'm always gonna be one life behind That's why I'm all alone What's it gonna take to make you see That we are falling apart I wonder can we throw away the past So we can stop the screaming match I'm not gonna break down anymore I've found my way to the door I can see through both of us It's an issue over trust It's killing me it's killing me To watch you leave me I've tried to talk about what's really wrong I see that look of discontent The volume starts to rise and then it's on That's why I have to go Dealing with the pain is all that's left Because we can not get along You wanna put the blame on me again I think that we have reached the end It's your turn to watch me leave you It's your turn to watch me leave you It's your turn to watch me leave you |
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| 7. |
| 3:47 |
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I never thought I was strong enough To handle raising my own son You'll always fear what you've never done I hope he'll know me when I come home Nothing gonna change My love for you I love my child He's got his mother's smile I'm so fortunate so fortunate Life can get tight But I will make it right I'm so fortunate so fortunate I had to learn what meant more to me My family's became everything I miss you more than you'll ever know I wish that I could just leave go home |
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| 8. |
| 3:37 |
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The weight of the world has been put on my shoulders I looked in mirror and know that I'm older I try to escape but the rain makes it colder Why do I let all our problems take over There's nothing I can do There's nothing I can say We need to try to find the right way Stress me out stress me out God has turned his back on me Stress me out stress me out There's nothing left for us to say Stress me out stress me out God has turned his back Stress me out stress me out There's nothing left to bleed Nothing left to bleed nothing left to bleed I've tried to explain what it's doing to me Arguing over the simplest things You wanna make life how you want it to be Upset everyday isn't something we need You're letting me down your letting me down You're letting me down again |
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| 9. |
| 3:27 |
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Are you looking down on me right now I feel your presence beam down Watching you get ill it changed our lives Your hand went limp and we cried I didn't realize you had to go Emotionless overflow I wish I had the chance to tell you I'm so sorry... Do you here me Praying to you x2 [where can I find you I'm thinking of you darling, darling, darling] I know that you are in a better place Somewhere you can escape I'm looking for a sign from up above That you still care and have love I was really young and didn't know I wish I had the chance to tell you I'm so sorry Work harder for nothing To come up I'm fading Work harder for nothing at all To find you you're nowhere |
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| 10. |
| 3:04 |
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I'm sitting on the edge of the water Contemplating my strange life The sun starts to fall into the ground A breeze picks up off the waves And everything is fine I know that I am not alone Everyone makes mistakes and starts to learn with time There's nothing more I need to say I'm happy with my life Let go of all of the pain Let go of all of the pain Let go and you'll escape You'll be happy with yourself Let go of all of the pain |
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| 11. |
| 3:22 |
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I watched you change and never That you would be like all the rest You were so true to good to be true I trusted you and feel apart again I can not change the fact That your not coming back So depressed I'm your slave Betrayed me your not the one To be trusted with my love Betrayed me your not the one Who should be trusted with my love I had to leave so I could breath I hate to fight that's not what I want You were so true to good to be true I trusted you and feel apart again |
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| 12. |
| 3:09 |
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To Live, Do you want to... Live!? Do you wanna live? Do you wanna live? Do you want to live? I know this girl with a needle in her eye The red dragons fucking circles through her skull 16 dragons to appease the tracks apon her soul Grip the shit twice a day, to shut out all the pain I can't take it anymore I can't take it anymore. Take this needle from my vein Take it from my vein All I feel is pain All I feel is pain There's nothing left But blood stains The tracks around me tell a tale, of what your hell on earth would feel Do you want to live? Do you want to live? Take that needle, fly away, remove it from your eyes Do you want to live? Well, do you want to live? I can't take it anymore I can't take it anymore. Take this needle from my vein Take it from my vein All I feel is pain All I feel is pain There's nothing left But blood stains When it all comes down, does the one thing end your life And you make the world that we hate inside Everything, is crying on me, it's gone, I've become your god I can't take it anymore I can't take it anymore. Take this needle from my vein Take it from my vein All I feel is pain All I feel is pain There's nothing left But blood stains Why does everyone have answers, (problems) Everybody has answers (problems) Problems [x18] |
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