이제는 전설로 추앙받고 있는 시카고 밴드 SMASHING PUMPKINS! 2005년 빌리 코건의 솔로 데뷔 앨범 빌리 코건이 표현하는 ROCK적 아름다움 첫 싱글 <WALKING SHADE>는 라디오헤드와 마릴린 맨슨 등의 뮤직비디오로 유명한 PAUL BROWN 감독이 제작했으며 빌리 코건의 의식세계를 잘 끄집어 내었다는 평을 얻고 있다. 이외에 QUEEN의 <TO LOVE SOMBODY> 커버 곡을 포함해 총 12곡 수록 빌리 코건 그만의 언어로, 그만의 음색으로, 그만의 아름다움을 표현한 앨범 .... ....
all things change never rest, never sure what is worth fighting on for all things change never rest, never sure what is worth fighting on for
all things change around all is faith unwound
I found a lead a single furtive reason my senses reeled in seeking youthful madness I trust belief belongs to me someone will come to spit the seed a single weed gets respect I’ll change my quills to break the will forever must hold
all things strain be they changed be they fair be they hope masked as care
all things change never rest, never sure what is worth fighting on for
all things change never rest, never sure what is worth hangin’ on for
you might be there God knows skies stare taste dirt you hurt swallow shallow forgive this day summon courage no light comes in shadows laughin’
all things change never rest, never sure what is worth fighting on for
the siren calls outside they want to kill us all innocents, wounded souls full of rage nowhere to go consequences be they may I resolve to never change I so vow to never yield
can I give my old heart TO YOU? can I give my old heart TO YOU?
cause when this feeling starts that’s when I blow it all away
“here, you’re born” they’ll say “to die afraid, to lie awake”
it’s plain the wars have won the days of judgement rise for innocents, wounded souls how could they know? they’re burning cold paranoias be they may I resolve to never change
can I give my old heart TO YOU? ..x3
cause when this feeling starts that’s when I rip it all apart
alright! the end’s in sight we’re born to die one thousand times
I’m just one wish away I’m just one wish away from you kid I’m just one wish away I’m just one wish away from you kid I’m not so innocent I’m not so innocent now kid
can I give my old heart TO YOU? can I give my old heart TO YOU? my old heart…
there's a light a certain kind of light that never shone on me I want my life to be lived with you, lived with you there's a way everybody said to do each and every little thing but what does it bring if I a'int got you, a'int got you
you don't know what it's like you don't know what it's like to love somebody, to love somebody the way I love you
it's the same I see your face again I know my frame of mind you a'int got to be so blind am I so blind, blind to believe? I'm a man can't you see this is what I am I live and breathe for you but what good does it do, if I a'int got you?
you don't know what it's like you don't know what it's like to love somebody, to love somebody
stay with me just a little lay with me just a little stay with me just a little more
YOU ARE LOVE YOU ARE SOUL YOU ARE REAL TO ME
some might say my love devours you whole some might say that life is my love
fools like us remind me trust the way I feel surround you up
some might say my love is reaching you some might say that life is waiting… alone
YOU ARE LOVE YOU ARE SOUL YOU ARE TEARS YOU I KNOW
and I could love you I could love you home and all I ask for is that I love you that I love you more I would say empty things have empty dreams that find me
some might say my love devours you whole some might say that life is my love
fools like us remind me trust the ways I feel surround you up
and I could love you, I could love you home in ways I feel surround you
YOU ARE LOVE YOU ARE REAL YOU ARE SOUL YOU I FEEL
stay with me just a little more…
cause fools like us remind me trust the ways I feel LOVE do I feel love?
I receive your signal, “down” so you see I found you out shoot the lights we’ll get out right and follow this heart shoot the lights we’ll get out right and follow this heart something fades away I never lost you circle my mistakes I never lost you for good ain’t I somethin’ I feel nothin’ I could never hide am I bluffin’? am I just denied?
mirror, mirror reflect this scream I’ve held my belief beside these dreams
I can’t guess where we’ll be tomorrow just one wish… rumours of tomorrow can I face tomorrow with you?
to the nines you want it all I perceive you’ll sell me out shoot the lights we’ll get out right and swallow this heart shoot the lights we’ll get out right in time
mirror, mirror reflect this scream I’ve held my belief beside these dreams
can I face tomorrow with you? can I face tomorrow with you? drag me to the hollows and choose…
the lanterns swing, the swans lie low we stand alone…
ain’t I somethin’ I feel nothin’ I can’t help but try am I bluffin’? have I just denied?
mirror, mirror I’ve lingered long perchance to dream the sweetest dream mirror, mirror reflect this scream for dreams that long to be
can I face tomorrow with you? can I face tomorrow with you? drag me to the hollows and choose alone choose the loss choose the sea the longest walk
peace colours what’s left of mine I used to find pennies crushed on tracks it’s a long way back to the station
now and then I could be a friend I could be a friend now and then now and then to you I could be a friend of use so hide me when you go back amongst the reeds
cable coils around my neck whatever’s best it seems insane to me can’t escape the family tree roots are buried deep deep as you can climb I’ll do I could be a friend to you
now and then I could be a friend now and then I could be a friend now and then to you I could be a friend of use no second chance at this I’ll watch you making love with them
build a fire behind the school come and visit soon if you’re blue and alone hold my hand they’re coming back for more there’s always one more score I’m sure to balme for this I’ve got to get this change through and through
now and then I could be a friend I could be a friend now and then I could be a friend I could be a friend now and then now and then
I'm ready oh Lord I'm ready I'm ready, ready, ready to roll ready to leave I'm ready oh Lord I'm steady now I'm ready, ready, ready to flee ready to turn
it's your fascination I could live without too much information leaves my heart no doubt oh Lord I'm ready now I'm ready, ready, ready to know ready to learn
push the world away from your life cast away the pearls that bring their swine to us whatever shatters light has no right
conversations spill your will conversations I can't feel I'm ready I'm ready
I'm ready oh Lord I'm patient now whoever I was wanting to be I already am
tell me alienation hasn't found you out too few condemnations fill your heart with doubt
oh Lord I'm ready now oh Lord I'm ready oh Lord I'm ready now I'm ready to throw away the world from your life cast away the pearls that bring their swine to us whatever shatters light has no right
conversations say you will conversations I can't feel I'm ready I'm ready
conversations spill your will conversations they can't steal I'm ready ready for love I'm ready ready for love I'm ready ready for love
look at you now look at you torn estates took forever couldn’t wait on words, on sound
I just want you so you’re everything, so cold the perfume of your rose in bloom I just want you so anywhere I go the chase, the bells below taken from my soul
on the 9th day God created shame
I’m out walking shade to brush these fires aside to calm the rising fight to build you a new life
should you choose I’ve picked the best for you it’s your turn and my time to test I’ll second guess the rest
look at you now look at you nothin’s faced took advantage of my faith and called me out
I just want you so you’re everything I’m told dumb enough to scold this tongue I just want you so anywhere I go a kingdom for your rain a pocket for your soul I just want you so you’re everything although the risk is getting close to you
I’m out walking shade the sun is going out the word is getting round that I just want you so
first touch and listen I light the light she’ll come in blushes so I must hide make sure on pages we never die
(in blue) there’s changes that never stray false starts that draw the shine of rage I touch the face of my own age cause nothing yet has blessed me yet from sorrow sorrow sorrow
come what may it’s here I must wait to keep the dogs at bay ok? ok sorrow sorrow
under a moment your eyes turned blue I choose to love you and never lose stay true and sign the cross in you (slain by Cain)
dear love, come what may let fear charge the gates I’m here, I’m here, I’m here, here to stay Ok, ok sorrow sorrow sorrow
wind a spire survey the hours I’m secrets, secrets spillin’ on the floor find a love a just because I need you, so much beggin’ till I’m poor wanting so much more this hurts kid strangers find the eyes, just the same
every time I start reachin’ out to find you loneliness abounds pretty, pretty STAR only you remind me that only you can find me, in you in all I choose
wait remind my life is mine so many travelers carry past the word flowers jake the sun afraid I’m blinkin’ softly wishin’ on your name wonderin’ who to blame next, low this crawlin’ towards the door, just the same
every time I start reachin’ out to find you loneliness abounds pretty, pretty STAR only you remind me that only love can blind every time I start emptiness confounds me loneliness astounds me pretty, pretty STAR it’s me and you in all I choose
show me there’s no other tell me I’m your lover make me wonder who you are to stay finish what you started vanquish your departed others wiltin’ in the shade
can I ask where you are tonight? do you know where I am right now? pretty, pretty STAR emptiness surrounds me loneliness confounds pretty, pretty STAR only you remind me that only love can find me
the gifts I share the love I kept inside for you there’s no one there but failed soldiers and dare we feel we shared a light that won’t go out but goes on what’s farther than the noonday sun?
you know I’m true I wasn’t born to follow you know I’m true I wasn’t born to follow you are what you are to me you are what you are to me
I take things down I play chess from both sides now there’s no regrets just junk sayings what is the price if you won’t play?
you know I’m true wasn’t born to follow you know I’m true wasn’t born to follow you stay with me you stay with me when I go you know I’m true wasn’t born to follow yeah yeah you know I’m true wasn’t born to follow