| RELEASE DATE: | 2005-12-02 |
| DURATION: | - |
| # OF TRACKS: | 66 |
| ALBUM TYPE: | 컴필레이션, live |
| GENRE/STYLE: | 락
데쓰 메탈 |
| ALSO KNOWN AS: | - |
| INDEX: | 54 |
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INTRODUCTION
멜로딕 데스 메탈의 진화에 대한 새로운 단어를 창조해야 한다면, 아마 그건 In Flames일 것이다. 지난 10년간, 이 스웨덴 5인조는 멜로딕 데스 메탈 이라는 영역에서 가장 혁신적인 밴드로 평가 받게 되었고 In Flames의 트레이드 마크 사운드는 수 많은 밴드들이 모방해왔지만 결코 이들을 뛰어 넘는 밴드들은 없었다. Jesper Stro mblad는 자신이 사랑하는 음악을 완성코자 Johan Larsson, Glenn Ljungstrom과 함께 1990년, In Flames를 결성했고, 한 장의 데모 앨범을 완성한 후, 이들 3인조는 Regain Records(전-War Music)와 정식 앨범 계약을 통해, 북유럽 데스 메탈 씬에서 가장 빠른 속도로 번져나간 명작, Lunar Strain을 완성하게 된다. 멜로딕한 스타일은 이들의 가장 중요한 요소로서 앨범의 성공에 큰 역할을 하게 되었고, Lunar Strain의 성공에 힘입어 Nuclear Blast와 계약한 Jesper, Johan, Glenn 그리고 새로운 멤버 Anders Friden(보컬), Bjorn Gelotte(드럼) 는 The Jester Race를 완성하게 된다.
Jester Race 앨범은 폭발적인 반응을 얻으면서 그 세력은 유럽은 물론 일본에 까지 전해져, Samael, Kreator, Grip Inc. 등과 함께 수 많은 공연과 투어 참여를 이뤄낼 수 있었다. 이후 1997년, Whoracle을 녹음하게 된 In Flames는 Johan과 Glenn의 탈퇴로 새롭게 Peter Iwers를 베이스, Niklas Engelin을 기타로 영입하면서 앨범 작업을 마치게 됨과 동시에 유럽 헤드라인 투어를 벌이게 되었는데, 새로운 멤버들로부터 얻게 된 에너지를 통해 Dimmu Borgir과 짧지만 성공적인 투어를 할 수 있었고, 이어지는 몇 개월 동안 역시 대 성공을 거둔 유럽 헤드라인 투어를 마무리 지을 수 있었다.
하지만 투어를 마치고 집으로 돌아온 Niklas는 자신의 프로젝트 Gardenian에 전념하고자 아쉽게도 In Flames를 떠나게 되었고, 근본적인 라인 업 재편성을 시작하게 되었는데, Bjorn이 드럼에서 기타로 포지션을 바꾸면서 Sacrilige의 Daniel Svensson이 새로운 드러머로 편입되어 1999년 마침내, Colony를 완성하게 된다.
유럽은 물론, 미국과 일본에서 Colony를 향한 폭발적인 성원은 In Flames를 금세 최고의 멜로딕 데스 메탈 밴드의 입지에 오르게 만들어주었음은 물론 이어진 2000년의 Clayman의 성공으로 이들은 수 많은 훈장과 열화와 같은 박수 갈채를 얻게 되었다. 엄청난 성공의 열기가 식기도 전에 The Tokyo Showdown을 발매한 In Flames는 자신들의 능숙한 실력을 엿볼 수 있는 기회를 주었고, 더욱 성숙하고 모던한 바이브를 담은 Reroute to Remain을 2002년 발매하여 자신들의 역사에 기념비적인 자취를 남기게 된다.
2년이 지나, 한 단계 더욱 발전된 모습을 담은 Soundtrack to Your Escape를 통해 스릴 넘치면서도 자신들의 전형적인 데스 메탈 뿌리와 모던함의 경계 사이에서 훌륭하게 균형을 유지하고 있는 모습을 보여줌과 동시에 Reroute to Remain의 논리적인 연장선과 같은 색채를 담아내었다. Used and Abused... In Live We Trust는 In Flames 역사상 최초의 DVD로서 이들의 강렬함과 관객들의 열정적인 모습들을 완벽하게 담고 있는데, 마치 여러분이In Flames의 공연장에 있다는 착각을 불러 일으킬 만큼 팬들과 멤버들의 땀 한 방울까지 볼 수 있는 자세함을 느낄 수 있을 것이다! 이뿐 만이 아니라 2장의 DVD에 2장의 CD가 포함되어 있고 한정반 사양으로 무려 48페이지에 달하는 부클렛을 선보이고 있는 이번 박스 세트에는 이들의 모든 걸작 트랙들과 새로운 모습들이 라이브 버전으로서, In Flames의 팬들이라면 반드시 놓쳐서는 안될 In Flames 최후의 종합 선물 세트일 것이다! ....  .... 
TRACKS
| Disc 1
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| 4:29 |
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As I aim for that bright white day
Conflict serum is my aura
It seems that life's so fragile
I guess I'll fly some other time
I lack from superhighway thoughts
Won't live as long as the city lights
Soaked by underwater times
Electric splash on a midnight drive
Wish I could rape the day
just something radical
Lost the sense of sweet things
Who's gonna take me widely?
Guided by the pinball map
The driver, still unknown to me
Who was sent to glorify?
Before we injected this common pride
Sometimes I don't belong
Release me from your world
Pacified by the small things in life
I wait for earthquakes to rearrange
Never been able to use the force
I only have it read to me
Despite all the misguided faith
I'll find a place in this mess
Wish I could rape the day
just something radical
Lost the sense of sweet things
Who's gonna take me widely?
Guided by the pinball map
The driver, still unknown to me
Who was sent to glorify?
Early morning moments
A glimpse of joy
But soon it's over
And I return to dust
As I try to be
Everything and everyone
I shrivel up and waste away
-Solo-
Wish I could rape the day
just something radical
Lost the sense of sweet things
Who's gonna take me widely?
Guided by the pinball map
The driver, still unknown to me
Who was sent to glorify?
Before we injected this common pride
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2. |
| 3:44 |
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I can not frame, that’s why I lose control I aim, I stumble and I fall Our adaptation can’t be faithful Your world does not attract me This is the end you see There is no more truth in me As if you would deserve it You are my enemy I can’t ignore the way you make me bleed I hate when you throw my thoughts against the wall Got to wake up and make a stand The desperation forces another mistake I count again….I know who to blame My life in vain Who said I was sane Follow your instinct It usually takes you home Don’t let these words tear you down You see me hanging by the end of the rope I tell you……Slow I go And the wait seems to be over. All I know Is that my life has become such a waste for you I blame and run, sadly all too often I dive into the day without your sympathy I tend to try but lack the focus Becoming a distant memory What once was is quickly forgotten All wrapped up inside Delete all resemblance I feel your relief
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3. |
| 3:30 |
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Call me by my astral name
Breeding fear through wordless tongue
Heavenly thirst - unspeakable pain
Emptied from all human motion
Confront the faceless wrath
Beckoning silent from a sphere behind space
Through twisted ruins of uncompleted dreams
Sights of towers reaching for the moon
Clawing at the skies - they gonna pull it down
Intensity - I feel the lava rushing through my veins
Stars are reforming - to enter the fourth dimension
Beyond all galaxies
Through timeless eons of frost
Unearthly hunger - angels descent
We are entering dimensions behind space
Beyond all galaxies
Through timeless eons of frost
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4. |
| 4:41 |
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People like you
You live in a dream world
You despise the outside
And you fear you're the next one
It's in your dream
There's just one question
Should I kill?
Or should I be left behind?
Sick and tired
Of all your complaints
This is the hour
We bring it down
I've come to realize
Every little glimpse, you fade
I was told that I could fly
When least expected, cloud connected
You seem to be
So introverted
How come we fail?
With all that is given?
You crossed the line
You remember my name
Time runs backwards
As long as you are heading that way
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5. |
| 3:33 |
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It hurts to think
Can't get the sums together
Would you draw my bitterness
Make the pictures fade
Could it be that I see
What's beneath when we fall
The truth in ever
I'm scared that I'll be
The sentence is light
But my eyes see a different world
And all I do is turn into flames
Will time open my vault
New solution, I'm begging
Break the fuse that holds me back
The I is lost in me
But I'm ready
To give you the M
It might even be the E
As I begin to search for I
The I is lost in me
Distract, push me in another direction
This wall that I stare into
It's getting old
Give me faith to reach for the new
Pull me apart and do me all over
I'll need a re-make
To make up for my mistakes
What if I stop to care?
What if I let you fall?
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6. |
| 3:47 |
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Spinning further, deeper
I know you're out to try me
I'm not in this to be a slave
Push the dirt
Make me feel
Locate what swallows life
Night bird, you build, build my world
And then I close my eyes
And then I close my eyes
Judge me now
Used to be afraid to let it show
Bow down
A king in my own mind
Everything's in place
So much brighter from today
Drown the monster
Make all bad dreams go away
Whatever it takes to keep your hands free
Open scars
The quiet place
All the bridges fall to the ground
And you say you sacrificed
And then I close my eyes
And then I close my eyes
Judge me now
Used to be afraid to let it show
Bow down (bow down)
A king in my own mind
Everything's in place
So much brighter from today
A king in my own mind
(Judge me now)
A king in my own mind
(Judge me now)
A king in my own mind
(Judge me now)
Used to be afraid to let it show, bow down (bow down)
A king in my own mind
Everything's in place
So much better from today
A king in my own mind...
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7. |
| 4:40 |
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Have we lost the spark or a guide?
What's the latest on the screen?
Can't be too late to turn around
I need all the help from you
I need to find something to blame
for a long lost time
I am running from something, I don't know
I am searching for something, which way to go?
I am trying to separate what't real
I'm running in a wheel
Is it dark or is it bright?
What's the latest on the screen?
Can you please tell me my name,
I haven't checked it today
I am running from something, I don't know
I am searching for something, which way to go?
I am trying to separate what't real
Im running in a wheel
From green to red our days pass by
Waiting for a sign to tell us why
Are we dancing all alone?
Collect some stars to shine for you
And start today there are only a few
The sign of times my friend
Avoid infinity?
Are you for real?
Just scratch the surface, and you will find
Something to blame for a long lost time
From green to red our days pass by
Waiting for a sign to tell us why
Are we dancing all alone?
Collect some stars to shine for you
And start today there are only a few
The sign of times my friend
Just scratch the surface, and you will find
Something to blame for a long lost time
From green to red our days pass by
Waiting for a sign to tell us why
Are we dancing all alone?
Collect some stars to shine for you
And start today there are only a few
The sign of times my friend.
From green to red our days pass by
Waiting for a sign to tell us why
Are we dancing all alone?
Collect some stars to shine for you
And start today there are only a few
The sign of times my friend.
From green to red our days pass by
Waiting for a sign to tell us why
Collect some stars to shine for you
And start today there are only a few
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8. |
| 3:20 |
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Reaching depths of clarity
I'm not supposed to be like this
I should be on the top of the world
Is anybody out there like me?
I followed - something's missing
Self control - forcing me down
Whispers consume the air
Above her I'm endless
When the rain comes falling
I'll freeze, I'm so afraid
When things start to flood me
I'll drown in seconds
Fear - there's a way out
Touch of red
Break away
Nothing has it all
Bury the place I've been
I fear there's a way out
As if I ever had a choice
All in the hands of the energy
Once again I feel the quicksand
Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle
Fear - there's a way out
Touch of red
Break away
Nothing has it all
Bury the place I've been
I fear there's a way out
The weak in me should know
I'm as sober as I could be
Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle
The weak in me should know
I'm as sober as I could be
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9. |
| 4:33 |
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I'm selling heavenly sketches
A world out of my mind
Ready to explode in purity
To fill the holes inside
An ever moving stream
With glowing rays of light
Emotions tied to past lies
And I know I should let go
Tamed with confidence of brighter future
I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out
Fueled these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more
Another dawn collapses
Do I need to be reminded?
A glimpse of my safe home
A path to hide all anger
I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out
Fueled these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more
In circles I catch
A torch carried by the immortal
From depths that I created
In vain echoes fade
Burn out
Fueled these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more.
Fueled these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more.
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| Disc 2
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| 3:27 |
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| 3:17 |
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I'll always belong to the shadow
Don't show me new results
I'll never enter your heaven
Make the most out of my dirty cell
Creeps infected by control
That's what put me in here
Dig deep don't think you ever get
To the place where they buried me
The last glimpse that I have
Fragments, pieces of some things valuable even though it doesn't make sense anymore
I release my last tear
My frustration
My conversation
Why are we even here? the abuse
That we use
I do not longer care
The cold worms and me
We are all right
We are free
The dead light inside
Fuel to new seed
New world I hide
When there are only my bones
Please put them in use
Want to be part of a new dawn
The day darkness disappears
Don't release these chains
Never been closer to myself
All your mistakes run through
As I realize what we become
The end is here to bid farewell
I'll turn to ash and hear them sing
Songs about my emotions dead and alone
Don't make an effort
You don't know me anyway
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3. |
| 3:38 |
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I can be as angry as I want to be
Just watch me burn (need to be motivated)
I think you're way to cold
Just watch and learn
I'll never sleep here anymore
My house is not my home
I like you better dead
I'm better off alone
Destiny will you cure me?
Trust will you age with me?
Hear me scream
Destiny will you cure me?
Hear me scream
As I face tomorrow
Your vision may be in colour
But you look all pale
In these times we should be learning
But with you I'll always fail
Destiny will you cure me?
Trust will you age with me?
Hear me scream
Destiny will you cure me?
Hear me scream
As I face tomorrow
I need to save myself before I drown
It took so long to see
The world your mind creates
It Pushes me under
Destiny will you cure me?
Trust will you age with me?
Hear me scream
Destiny will you cure me?
Hear me scream
As I face tomorrow
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4. |
| 3:50 |
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We were one in words
You finished my sentences
I could never attract tomorrow
It pushes me aside
I sink in waters deep
Your presence kept me floating
Far from depths where secrets lie
Maybe in another lifetime
I could be the first you meet
I once read a poem
Held my breath
But that moment's gone
First time I felt
life somewhat hurts
I need an option, a reason, and some hope
Yell at me, I want to be your light that shines
But my ground is shaking and I might fall
I wish that I could say
I wish that I could be your evil in a closet
Yell at me, I want to be your light that shines
But my ground is shaking and I might fall
I wish that I could say
I wish that I could be your evil in a closet
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5. |
| 4:06 |
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Take a knife and carve it in
Want to see your faults
As a part of your pretty skin
Everyone has a tragedy
I want you to wear yours in pain
Oblivion can no longer shade you
Reminder by the tattered tissue
Bleak silence
Errors stigmatised in you
A weak worn out friend
There's nothing left for me
Again and again
Your face reminds me of a bleak future
Despite the absence of hope
I give you this sacrifice
You're so far
Behind being my hero
Drift away
Save yourself
Don't end up zero
Cause I'll look the other way
I will crawl into your vault
Pass snakes and old rotten thoughts
Leaving a hotbed of virulence
Your world inside slowly redesigned
Again and again
Your face reminds me of a bleak future
Despite the absence of hope
I give you this sacrifice
You're so far
Behind being my hero
Drift away
Save yourself
Don't end up zero
Cause I'll look the other way
Again and again
Your face reminds me of a bleak future
Despite the absence of hope
I give you this sacrifice
You're so far
Behind being my hero
Drift away
Save yourself
Don't end up zero
Cause I'll look the other way
You're so far
Behind being my hero
Drift away
Save yourself
Don't end up zero
Cause I'll look the other way.
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6. |
| 4:02 |
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I am the past
Future
I've been chosen
You think it's over
But I'm ready to go
I am what you fear
I've been chosen
The world as you know it just died
It's the end of all time
I am a surprise
Even to myself I'm a genious
Superhero of the computer rage
In plastic I'll bury
I am what you fear
I've been chosen
The world as you know it just died
It's the end of all time
Everything you say is denied
I'll be the devil on this ride
Dark clouds in your heaven
Your end has only begun
You can scream but the re's no rescue
I promise I'll make you sure you die in time
I am the maggot
In your infected life
No matter how hard you try
I'll leave without a scar
I am a legend
In your infotainment life
It's when I say it's over
It's you who's been chosen
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7. |
| 3:32 |
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Could it be a new day?
Fear in me so deep
You push me out, I feel far
The absence, close to me
The otherside I crawl
You push me out, I fall
Heal my wounds with everything
Away you complicate me
Sick of cycles, drop to zero
A while just like last times
My least favourite re-run
Sick of cycles, I bounce in grey
Escape familiar home
Memories remains alone
Reality trapped inside
The wicked descend - I hide
Testing higher mentality
I conquer myself through this
A furious path to walk
New space does exist beyond
In silence I dwell
Displeased
Remain with the seed of unfulfilment
Try to remove obstacles as they appear my master said
Don't look too far, you'll stumble before you're even there
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8. |
| 3:08 |
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I really don't have anything to say
Just pass me by
Don't ask me the same questions
Just deny I'm there
Like the time around me
This room is filled with nothing
Fell awkward in a place with many
Leave this space to me
I channel the pain through this
The paper, the pen, your eyes
To stare into what's next
It frightens me
No control, no reward
Still and breathless
I don't care what's behind
To you I look for energy
To catch my breath again
I channel the pain through this
The paper, the pen, your eyes
To stare into what's next
It frightens me
No control, no reward
I'm in circles again
I'm in circles again
The world looks old to me
Tonight I drink myself sober
Soon this could be over
Tale a picture of the pale
New morning knocking
Feels just like always
Pen down my regrets
I reach to you again
I channel the pain through this
The paper, the pen, your eyes
To stare into what's next
It frightens me
No control, no reward
I'm in circles again
I channel the pain through this
The paper, the pen, your eyes
To stare into what's next
It frightens me
No control, no reward
I'm in circles again
I'm in circles again
I'm in circles again
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9. |
| 3:08 |
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Stood there leaning to the city moon,
Casting silhouettes tall to grip her white rooms
The black-clad voyeur in his black-clad masque
In the serpentine sun of tragedy basked
Stood there cursing at the soul-dead mass
With their fabled illusions, the vain dreams that passed
Splinters of a life rushing by in the whirl
Alone, silent warrior in a fantasy world
He cried for night / but night could not come
So, swept in the shroud of misanthropia he went away
And fed the empty galleries
With the artifacts of the black rain
Sunken into the shadows with a dry, sardonic smile
He made the footprints a part of his heart
To rouse a sacred confrontation
Stood there carving on the monument to lies
Digging of the Earth, making friends with the soil
As the all-mother rises and bares her bleeding thighs
He disappears into her cold and icy womb
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10. |
| 4:27 |
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Tired of dull ages, I walk the same ground
Collecting the tragedies still
Hollow ambitions in a hollow mind
Carried my cross to the hill
And how I lust for the dance and the fire
Deep of the nectarine sunset to drink
Spill me the wind and its fire
To steal of the colors
I’m the Moonshield
Shattered hope became my guide
And grief and pain my friends
A brother pact in a blood-ink pen
Declared my silent end
Naked and dying under worlds of silent stone
Reaching for the Moonshield that once upon us shone
Naked and dying under worlds of silent stone
Reaching for the Moonshield that once upon us shone
How I lust for the dance and the fire
Deep of the nectarine sunset to drink
Spill me the wind and its fire
To steal of the colors
I am...
I am...
I am...
I'm the Moonshield
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11. |
| 4:10 |
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Shame marries the guilt,
Introduces itself to the concept of total loneliness!
Sensations repressed,
Make friends with suicidia!
And here the leeches begin
To suck away the lust for life!
[Chorus:]
Escape takes the lead into a world unknown,
Uncontrolled by all,
Where borders are erased and potential infinite.
Chosen cells, glands and transmitters
Blast the body with joy!
Astral feet running up
To dimensions covered with gold!
Stairs of glowing ectoplasma,
Sapphire, onyx, and buzzing vibrations!
A dead men's banquet,
Food for the gods!
There's only one real world,
Our Earth is but a shadow!
Created from a child's heart, a living jewel,
From now on abode for a soul in its setting!
[Chorus]
Cutting the bloodline,
Re-tie the bleeding roots
To a heavenly slip of glass!
And let it drift in passive arrogance
In a one-word dialogue with the stars!
[Chorus]
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12. |
| 3:36 |
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I often dream of huge numb buildings
Jet-black sinister architecture
Being installed when nobody sees
Their appearance so sudden
That few would take notice
And when I wake up
I imagine being crushed by one
Imagining its weight, its silence
And the absence of excuses for a havoced life
And the privilege of a 22-kilometre tombstone
Jotun
A body of black
That carried no reflection
Defying its own room
Un-earthly eggs of decreation
There would be colonies
Mushroom-scattered forever out of context
Rising spores from a dying world
To pollute to chase away what's left
Sun-white pulverised desert stone
And serpentine lizard mouths
Pales away the pyramids
Rewriting 4500 years of history
Raping the statue of liberty
Outplays the acropolis
Inverting the fjords
Invades the NY skyline to
Dream its own existence in one single final word
Jotun
A body of black
That carried no reflection
Defying its own room
Un-earthly eggs of decreation
Jotun
A body of black
That carried no reflection
Defying its own room
Un-earthly eggs of decreation
Can we identify them
As the flint buried in our reptile skulls
Or the time-bomb coded in our DNA?
Jotun
A body of black
That carried no reflection
Defying its own room
Un-earthly eggs of decreation
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in your world, the day is no threat
in my world, there is an absence of light
'genetic superior cell' controlled
by the fathomless and unbearable
a radical new Form of plastic and rage
biologically optimized
but with a strangling pulse
in your world, you find me worthy
in my world, I 'parashoot' my life
a virtual drugstore populated
by the fathomless and unbearable
machine, meat and blood
in an intimate relationship
the new - superior -
more effective than all the preceding
when we can no longer
cry and reality is torn
then it's easy to forget
that the responsibility lies on us all
in your world, the night is no threat
in my world, the darkness
transforms to a vision of hell
populated by fathomless and unbearable
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I can't tolerate your sadness
Cause it's me you are drowning
I won't allow any happiness
Cause everytime you laugh, I feel so... guilty
I feel so guilty
Am I forced to have any regret
I've become the lie, beautiful and free
In my righteous own mind
I adore and preach the insanity you gave to me
Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak
No need for a sympathy, the misery that is me
I've lost the ability to paint the clouds
Cause it's me you're draining
I'm stuck in this slow-motion dark tale
Cause everytime you run, I fall.. behind
I fall behind
And so I hear my voice again
The tale of the bitter man here I am
Shake the silence and hear what it says
The tranquil pride that become the lie
Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak
No need for a sympathy, the misery that is me
Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak
On bleeding knees, oh, I accept my fate
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As I aim for that bright white day
Conflict serum is my aura
It seems that life's so fragile
I guess I'll fly some other time
I lack from superhighway thoughts
Won't live as long as the city lights
Soaked by underwater times
Electric splash on a midnight drive
Wish I could rape the day
just something radical
Lost the sense of sweet things
Who's gonna take me widely?
Guided by the pinball map
The driver, still unknown to me
Who was sent to glorify?
Before we injected this common pride
Sometimes I don't belong
Release me from your world
Pacified by the small things in life
I wait for earthquakes to rearrange
Never been able to use the force
I only have it read to me
Despite all the misguided faith
I'll find a place in this mess
Wish I could rape the day
just something radical
Lost the sense of sweet things
Who's gonna take me widely?
Guided by the pinball map
The driver, still unknown to me
Who was sent to glorify?
Early morning moments
A glimpse of joy
But soon it's over
And I return to dust
As I try to be
Everything and everyone
I shrivel up and waste away
-Solo-
Wish I could rape the day
just something radical
Lost the sense of sweet things
Who's gonna take me widely?
Guided by the pinball map
The driver, still unknown to me
Who was sent to glorify?
Before we injected this common pride
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I can not frame, that’s why I lose control I aim, I stumble and I fall Our adaptation can’t be faithful Your world does not attract me This is the end you see There is no more truth in me As if you would deserve it You are my enemy I can’t ignore the way you make me bleed I hate when you throw my thoughts against the wall Got to wake up and make a stand The desperation forces another mistake I count again….I know who to blame My life in vain Who said I was sane Follow your instinct It usually takes you home Don’t let these words tear you down You see me hanging by the end of the rope I tell you……Slow I go And the wait seems to be over. All I know Is that my life has become such a waste for you I blame and run, sadly all too often I dive into the day without your sympathy I tend to try but lack the focus Becoming a distant memory What once was is quickly forgotten All wrapped up inside Delete all resemblance I feel your relief
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People like you
You live in a dream world
You despise the outside
And you fear you're the next one
It's in your dream
There's just one question
Should I kill?
Or should I be left behind?
Sick and tired
Of all your complaints
This is the hour
We bring it down
I've come to realize
Every little glimpse, you fade
I was told that I could fly
When least expected, cloud connected
You seem to be
So introverted
How come we fail?
With all that is given?
You crossed the line
You remember my name
Time runs backwards
As long as you are heading that way
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It hurts to think
Can't get the sums together
Would you draw my bitterness
Make the pictures fade
Could it be that I see
What's beneath when we fall
The truth in ever
I'm scared that I'll be
The sentence is light
But my eyes see a different world
And all I do is turn into flames
Will time open my vault
New solution, I'm begging
Break the fuse that holds me back
The I is lost in me
But I'm ready
To give you the M
It might even be the E
As I begin to search for I
The I is lost in me
Distract, push me in another direction
This wall that I stare into
It's getting old
Give me faith to reach for the new
Pull me apart and do me all over
I'll need a re-make
To make up for my mistakes
What if I stop to care?
What if I let you fall?
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Spinning further, deeper
I know you're out to try me
I'm not in this to be a slave
Push the dirt
Make me feel
Locate what swallows life
Night bird, you build, build my world
And then I close my eyes
And then I close my eyes
Judge me now
Used to be afraid to let it show
Bow down
A king in my own mind
Everything's in place
So much brighter from today
Drown the monster
Make all bad dreams go away
Whatever it takes to keep your hands free
Open scars
The quiet place
All the bridges fall to the ground
And you say you sacrificed
And then I close my eyes
And then I close my eyes
Judge me now
Used to be afraid to let it show
Bow down (bow down)
A king in my own mind
Everything's in place
So much brighter from today
A king in my own mind
(Judge me now)
A king in my own mind
(Judge me now)
A king in my own mind
(Judge me now)
Used to be afraid to let it show, bow down (bow down)
A king in my own mind
Everything's in place
So much better from today
A king in my own mind...
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Have we lost the spark or a guide?
What's the latest on the screen?
Can't be too late to turn around
I need all the help from you
I need to find something to blame
for a long lost time
I am running from something, I don't know
I am searching for something, which way to go?
I am trying to separate what't real
I'm running in a wheel
Is it dark or is it bright?
What's the latest on the screen?
Can you please tell me my name,
I haven't checked it today
I am running from something, I don't know
I am searching for something, which way to go?
I am trying to separate what't real
Im running in a wheel
From green to red our days pass by
Waiting for a sign to tell us why
Are we dancing all alone?
Collect some stars to shine for you
And start today there are only a few
The sign of times my friend
Avoid infinity?
Are you for real?
Just scratch the surface, and you will find
Something to blame for a long lost time
From green to red our days pass by
Waiting for a sign to tell us why
Are we dancing all alone?
Collect some stars to shine for you
And start today there are only a few
The sign of times my friend
Just scratch the surface, and you will find
Something to blame for a long lost time
From green to red our days pass by
Waiting for a sign to tell us why
Are we dancing all alone?
Collect some stars to shine for you
And start today there are only a few
The sign of times my friend.
From green to red our days pass by
Waiting for a sign to tell us why
Are we dancing all alone?
Collect some stars to shine for you
And start today there are only a few
The sign of times my friend.
From green to red our days pass by
Waiting for a sign to tell us why
Collect some stars to shine for you
And start today there are only a few
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Reaching depths of clarity
I'm not supposed to be like this
I should be on the top of the world
Is anybody out there like me?
I followed - something's missing
Self control - forcing me down
Whispers consume the air
Above her I'm endless
When the rain comes falling
I'll freeze, I'm so afraid
When things start to flood me
I'll drown in seconds
Fear - there's a way out
Touch of red
Break away
Nothing has it all
Bury the place I've been
I fear there's a way out
As if I ever had a choice
All in the hands of the energy
Once again I feel the quicksand
Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle
Fear - there's a way out
Touch of red
Break away
Nothing has it all
Bury the place I've been
I fear there's a way out
The weak in me should know
I'm as sober as I could be
Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle
The weak in me should know
I'm as sober as I could be
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I'm selling heavenly sketches
A world out of my mind
Ready to explode in purity
To fill the holes inside
An ever moving stream
With glowing rays of light
Emotions tied to past lies
And I know I should let go
Tamed with confidence of brighter future
I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out
Fueled these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more
Another dawn collapses
Do I need to be reminded?
A glimpse of my safe home
A path to hide all anger
I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out
Fueled these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more
In circles I catch
A torch carried by the immortal
From depths that I created
In vain echoes fade
Burn out
Fueled these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more.
Fueled these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more.
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Spinning further, deeper
I know you're out to try me
I'm not in this to be a slave
Push the dirt
Make me feel
Locate what swallows life
Night bird, you build, build my world
And then I close my eyes
And then I close my eyes
Judge me now
Used to be afraid to let it show
Bow down
A king in my own mind
Everything's in place
So much brighter from today
Drown the monster
Make all bad dreams go away
Whatever it takes to keep your hands free
Open scars
The quiet place
All the bridges fall to the ground
And you say you sacrificed
And then I close my eyes
And then I close my eyes
Judge me now
Used to be afraid to let it show
Bow down (bow down)
A king in my own mind
Everything's in place
So much brighter from today
A king in my own mind
(Judge me now)
A king in my own mind
(Judge me now)
A king in my own mind
(Judge me now)
Used to be afraid to let it show, bow down (bow down)
A king in my own mind
Everything's in place
So much better from today
A king in my own mind...
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I'll always belong to the shadow
Don't show me new results
I'll never enter your heaven
Make the most out of my dirty cell
Creeps infected by control
That's what put me in here
Dig deep don't think you ever get
To the place where they buried me
The last glimpse that I have
Fragments, pieces of some things valuable even though it doesn't make sense anymore
I release my last tear
My frustration
My conversation
Why are we even here? the abuse
That we use
I do not longer care
The cold worms and me
We are all right
We are free
The dead light inside
Fuel to new seed
New world I hide
When there are only my bones
Please put them in use
Want to be part of a new dawn
The day darkness disappears
Don't release these chains
Never been closer to myself
All your mistakes run through
As I realize what we become
The end is here to bid farewell
I'll turn to ash and hear them sing
Songs about my emotions dead and alone
Don't make an effort
You don't know me anyway
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Reaching depths of clarity
I'm not supposed to be like this
I should be on the top of the world
Is anybody out there like me?
I followed - something's missing
Self control - forcing me down
Whispers consume the air
Above her I'm endless
When the rain comes falling
I'll freeze, I'm so afraid
When things start to flood me
I'll drown in seconds
Fear - there's a way out
Touch of red
Break away
Nothing has it all
Bury the place I've been
I fear there's a way out
As if I ever had a choice
All in the hands of the energy
Once again I feel the quicksand
Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle
Fear - there's a way out
Touch of red
Break away
Nothing has it all
Bury the place I've been
I fear there's a way out
The weak in me should know
I'm as sober as I could be
Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle
The weak in me should know
I'm as sober as I could be
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I can be as angry as I want to be
Just watch me burn (need to be motivated)
I think you're way to cold
Just watch and learn
I'll never sleep here anymore
My house is not my home
I like you better dead
I'm better off alone
Destiny will you cure me?
Trust will you age with me?
Hear me scream
Destiny will you cure me?
Hear me scream
As I face tomorrow
Your vision may be in colour
But you look all pale
In these times we should be learning
But with you I'll always fail
Destiny will you cure me?
Trust will you age with me?
Hear me scream
Destiny will you cure me?
Hear me scream
As I face tomorrow
I need to save myself before I drown
It took so long to see
The world your mind creates
It Pushes me under
Destiny will you cure me?
Trust will you age with me?
Hear me scream
Destiny will you cure me?
Hear me scream
As I face tomorrow
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I'm selling heavenly sketches
A world out of my mind
Ready to explode in purity
To fill the holes inside
An ever moving stream
With glowing rays of light
Emotions tied to past lies
And I know I should let go
Tamed with confidence of brighter future
I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out
Fueled these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more
Another dawn collapses
Do I need to be reminded?
A glimpse of my safe home
A path to hide all anger
I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out
Fueled these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more
In circles I catch
A torch carried by the immortal
From depths that I created
In vain echoes fade
Burn out
Fueled these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more.
Fueled these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more.
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We were one in words
You finished my sentences
I could never attract tomorrow
It pushes me aside
I sink in waters deep
Your presence kept me floating
Far from depths where secrets lie
Maybe in another lifetime
I could be the first you meet
I once read a poem
Held my breath
But that moment's gone
First time I felt
life somewhat hurts
I need an option, a reason, and some hope
Yell at me, I want to be your light that shines
But my ground is shaking and I might fall
I wish that I could say
I wish that I could be your evil in a closet
Yell at me, I want to be your light that shines
But my ground is shaking and I might fall
I wish that I could say
I wish that I could be your evil in a closet
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It hurts to think
Can't get the sums together
Would you draw my bitterness
Make the pictures fade
Could it be that I see
What's beneath when we fall
The truth in ever
I'm scared that I'll be
The sentence is light
But my eyes see a different world
And all I do is turn into flames
Will time open my vault
New solution, I'm begging
Break the fuse that holds me back
The I is lost in me
But I'm ready
To give you the M
It might even be the E
As I begin to search for I
The I is lost in me
Distract, push me in another direction
This wall that I stare into
It's getting old
Give me faith to reach for the new
Pull me apart and do me all over
I'll need a re-make
To make up for my mistakes
What if I stop to care?
What if I let you fall?
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Take a knife and carve it in
Want to see your faults
As a part of your pretty skin
Everyone has a tragedy
I want you to wear yours in pain
Oblivion can no longer shade you
Reminder by the tattered tissue
Bleak silence
Errors stigmatised in you
A weak worn out friend
There's nothing left for me
Again and again
Your face reminds me of a bleak future
Despite the absence of hope
I give you this sacrifice
You're so far
Behind being my hero
Drift away
Save yourself
Don't end up zero
Cause I'll look the other way
I will crawl into your vault
Pass snakes and old rotten thoughts
Leaving a hotbed of virulence
Your world inside slowly redesigned
Again and again
Your face reminds me of a bleak future
Despite the absence of hope
I give you this sacrifice
You're so far
Behind being my hero
Drift away
Save yourself
Don't end up zero
Cause I'll look the other way
Again and again
Your face reminds me of a bleak future
Despite the absence of hope
I give you this sacrifice
You're so far
Behind being my hero
Drift away
Save yourself
Don't end up zero
Cause I'll look the other way
You're so far
Behind being my hero
Drift away
Save yourself
Don't end up zero
Cause I'll look the other way.
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I am the past
Future
I've been chosen
You think it's over
But I'm ready to go
I am what you fear
I've been chosen
The world as you know it just died
It's the end of all time
I am a surprise
Even to myself I'm a genious
Superhero of the computer rage
In plastic I'll bury
I am what you fear
I've been chosen
The world as you know it just died
It's the end of all time
Everything you say is denied
I'll be the devil on this ride
Dark clouds in your heaven
Your end has only begun
You can scream but the re's no rescue
I promise I'll make you sure you die in time
I am the maggot
In your infected life
No matter how hard you try
I'll leave without a scar
I am a legend
In your infotainment life
It's when I say it's over
It's you who's been chosen
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Could it be a new day?
Fear in me so deep
You push me out, I feel far
The absence, close to me
The otherside I crawl
You push me out, I fall
Heal my wounds with everything
Away you complicate me
Sick of cycles, drop to zero
A while just like last times
My least favourite re-run
Sick of cycles, I bounce in grey
Escape familiar home
Memories remains alone
Reality trapped inside
The wicked descend - I hide
Testing higher mentality
I conquer myself through this
A furious path to walk
New space does exist beyond
In silence I dwell
Displeased
Remain with the seed of unfulfilment
Try to remove obstacles as they appear my master said
Don't look too far, you'll stumble before you're even there
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I really don't have anything to say
Just pass me by
Don't ask me the same questions
Just deny I'm there
Like the time around me
This room is filled with nothing
Fell awkward in a place with many
Leave this space to me
I channel the pain through this
The paper, the pen, your eyes
To stare into what's next
It frightens me
No control, no reward
Still and breathless
I don't care what's behind
To you I look for energy
To catch my breath again
I channel the pain through this
The paper, the pen, your eyes
To stare into what's next
It frightens me
No control, no reward
I'm in circles again
I'm in circles again
The world looks old to me
Tonight I drink myself sober
Soon this could be over
Tale a picture of the pale
New morning knocking
Feels just like always
Pen down my regrets
I reach to you again
I channel the pain through this
The paper, the pen, your eyes
To stare into what's next
It frightens me
No control, no reward
I'm in circles again
I channel the pain through this
The paper, the pen, your eyes
To stare into what's next
It frightens me
No control, no reward
I'm in circles again
I'm in circles again
I'm in circles again
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Call me by my astral name
Breeding fear through wordless tongue
Heavenly thirst - unspeakable pain
Emptied from all human motion
Confront the faceless wrath
Beckoning silent from a sphere behind space
Through twisted ruins of uncompleted dreams
Sights of towers reaching for the moon
Clawing at the skies - they gonna pull it down
Intensity - I feel the lava rushing through my veins
Stars are reforming - to enter the fourth dimension
Beyond all galaxies
Through timeless eons of frost
Unearthly hunger - angels descent
We are entering dimensions behind space
Beyond all galaxies
Through timeless eons of frost
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Stood there leaning to the city moon,
Casting silhouettes tall to grip her white rooms
The black-clad voyeur in his black-clad masque
In the serpentine sun of tragedy basked
Stood there cursing at the soul-dead mass
With their fabled illusions, the vain dreams that passed
Splinters of a life rushing by in the whirl
Alone, silent warrior in a fantasy world
He cried for night / but night could not come
So, swept in the shroud of misanthropia he went away
And fed the empty galleries
With the artifacts of the black rain
Sunken into the shadows with a dry, sardonic smile
He made the footprints a part of his heart
To rouse a sacred confrontation
Stood there carving on the monument to lies
Digging of the Earth, making friends with the soil
As the all-mother rises and bares her bleeding thighs
He disappears into her cold and icy womb
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Tired of dull ages, I walk the same ground
Collecting the tragedies still
Hollow ambitions in a hollow mind
Carried my cross to the hill
And how I lust for the dance and the fire
Deep of the nectarine sunset to drink
Spill me the wind and its fire
To steal of the colors
I’m the Moonshield
Shattered hope became my guide
And grief and pain my friends
A brother pact in a blood-ink pen
Declared my silent end
Naked and dying under worlds of silent stone
Reaching for the Moonshield that once upon us shone
Naked and dying under worlds of silent stone
Reaching for the Moonshield that once upon us shone
How I lust for the dance and the fire
Deep of the nectarine sunset to drink
Spill me the wind and its fire
To steal of the colors
I am...
I am...
I am...
I'm the Moonshield
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Shame marries the guilt,
Introduces itself to the concept of total loneliness!
Sensations repressed,
Make friends with suicidia!
And here the leeches begin
To suck away the lust for life!
[Chorus:]
Escape takes the lead into a world unknown,
Uncontrolled by all,
Where borders are erased and potential infinite.
Chosen cells, glands and transmitters
Blast the body with joy!
Astral feet running up
To dimensions covered with gold!
Stairs of glowing ectoplasma,
Sapphire, onyx, and buzzing vibrations!
A dead men's banquet,
Food for the gods!
There's only one real world,
Our Earth is but a shadow!
Created from a child's heart, a living jewel,
From now on abode for a soul in its setting!
[Chorus]
Cutting the bloodline,
Re-tie the bleeding roots
To a heavenly slip of glass!
And let it drift in passive arrogance
In a one-word dialogue with the stars!
[Chorus]
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I often dream of huge numb buildings
Jet-black sinister architecture
Being installed when nobody sees
Their appearance so sudden
That few would take notice
And when I wake up
I imagine being crushed by one
Imagining its weight, its silence
And the absence of excuses for a havoced life
And the privilege of a 22-kilometre tombstone
Jotun
A body of black
That carried no reflection
Defying its own room
Un-earthly eggs of decreation
There would be colonies
Mushroom-scattered forever out of context
Rising spores from a dying world
To pollute to chase away what's left
Sun-white pulverised desert stone
And serpentine lizard mouths
Pales away the pyramids
Rewriting 4500 years of history
Raping the statue of liberty
Outplays the acropolis
Inverting the fjords
Invades the NY skyline to
Dream its own existence in one single final word
Jotun
A body of black
That carried no reflection
Defying its own room
Un-earthly eggs of decreation
Jotun
A body of black
That carried no reflection
Defying its own room
Un-earthly eggs of decreation
Can we identify them
As the flint buried in our reptile skulls
Or the time-bomb coded in our DNA?
Jotun
A body of black
That carried no reflection
Defying its own room
Un-earthly eggs of decreation
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I demand nothing
But I want it all
What privilege do we get under the sun,
That gives us the right to the throne
Species come and go,but the earth stands forever fast,
All river runs towards the sea, but the sea is never full,
To discover the loneliness, and to be proud to show the wounds,
Will forever wander alone through the years?
But I wont let you near,begging for you to understand,
The fear that lives in my soul which is an untouched spring
Read, what is written on the silent mouth,
What is written in the soul,
For which is written in the shining silence,
We all have to read
My body will be bent from the burdens,
When the shaking floor of life force,
Reveals it's chasm underneath,
If only one could be two steps ahead
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in your world, the day is no threat
in my world, there is an absence of light
'genetic superior cell' controlled
by the fathomless and unbearable
a radical new Form of plastic and rage
biologically optimized
but with a strangling pulse
in your world, you find me worthy
in my world, I 'parashoot' my life
a virtual drugstore populated
by the fathomless and unbearable
machine, meat and blood
in an intimate relationship
the new - superior -
more effective than all the preceding
when we can no longer
cry and reality is torn
then it's easy to forget
that the responsibility lies on us all
in your world, the night is no threat
in my world, the darkness
transforms to a vision of hell
populated by fathomless and unbearable
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As I aim for that bright white day
Conflict serum is my aura
It seems that life's so fragile
I guess I'll fly some other time
I lack from superhighway thoughts
Won't live as long as the city lights
Soaked by underwater times
Electric splash on a midnight drive
Wish I could rape the day
just something radical
Lost the sense of sweet things
Who's gonna take me widely?
Guided by the pinball map
The driver, still unknown to me
Who was sent to glorify?
Before we injected this common pride
Sometimes I don't belong
Release me from your world
Pacified by the small things in life
I wait for earthquakes to rearrange
Never been able to use the force
I only have it read to me
Despite all the misguided faith
I'll find a place in this mess
Wish I could rape the day
just something radical
Lost the sense of sweet things
Who's gonna take me widely?
Guided by the pinball map
The driver, still unknown to me
Who was sent to glorify?
Early morning moments
A glimpse of joy
But soon it's over
And I return to dust
As I try to be
Everything and everyone
I shrivel up and waste away
-Solo-
Wish I could rape the day
just something radical
Lost the sense of sweet things
Who's gonna take me widely?
Guided by the pinball map
The driver, still unknown to me
Who was sent to glorify?
Before we injected this common pride
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I can't tolerate your sadness
Cause it's me you are drowning
I won't allow any happiness
Cause everytime you laugh, I feel so... guilty
I feel so guilty
Am I forced to have any regret
I've become the lie, beautiful and free
In my righteous own mind
I adore and preach the insanity you gave to me
Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak
No need for a sympathy, the misery that is me
I've lost the ability to paint the clouds
Cause it's me you're draining
I'm stuck in this slow-motion dark tale
Cause everytime you run, I fall.. behind
I fall behind
And so I hear my voice again
The tale of the bitter man here I am
Shake the silence and hear what it says
The tranquil pride that become the lie
Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak
No need for a sympathy, the misery that is me
Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak
On bleeding knees, oh, I accept my fate
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Have we lost the spark or a guide?
What's the latest on the screen?
Can't be too late to turn around
I need all the help from you
I need to find something to blame
for a long lost time
I am running from something, I don't know
I am searching for something, which way to go?
I am trying to separate what't real
I'm running in a wheel
Is it dark or is it bright?
What's the latest on the screen?
Can you please tell me my name,
I haven't checked it today
I am running from something, I don't know
I am searching for something, which way to go?
I am trying to separate what't real
Im running in a wheel
From green to red our days pass by
Waiting for a sign to tell us why
Are we dancing all alone?
Collect some stars to shine for you
And start today there are only a few
The sign of times my friend
Avoid infinity?
Are you for real?
Just scratch the surface, and you will find
Something to blame for a long lost time
From green to red our days pass by
Waiting for a sign to tell us why
Are we dancing all alone?
Collect some stars to shine for you
And start today there are only a few
The sign of times my friend
Just scratch the surface, and you will find
Something to blame for a long lost time
From green to red our days pass by
Waiting for a sign to tell us why
Are we dancing all alone?
Collect some stars to shine for you
And start today there are only a few
The sign of times my friend.
From green to red our days pass by
Waiting for a sign to tell us why
Are we dancing all alone?
Collect some stars to shine for you
And start today there are only a few
The sign of times my friend.
From green to red our days pass by
Waiting for a sign to tell us why
Collect some stars to shine for you
And start today there are only a few
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People like you
You live in a dream world
You despise the outside
And you fear you're the next one
It's in your dream
There's just one question
Should I kill?
Or should I be left behind?
Sick and tired
Of all your complaints
This is the hour
We bring it down
I've come to realize
Every little glimpse, you fade
I was told that I could fly
When least expected, cloud connected
You seem to be
So introverted
How come we fail?
With all that is given?
You crossed the line
You remember my name
Time runs backwards
As long as you are heading that way
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I can't tolerate your sadness
Cause it's me you are drowning
I won't allow any happiness
Cause everytime you laugh, I feel so... guilty
I feel so guilty
Am I forced to have any regret
I've become the lie, beautiful and free
In my righteous own mind
I adore and preach the insanity you gave to me
Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak
No need for a sympathy, the misery that is me
I've lost the ability to paint the clouds
Cause it's me you're draining
I'm stuck in this slow-motion dark tale
Cause everytime you run, I fall.. behind
I fall behind
And so I hear my voice again
The tale of the bitter man here I am
Shake the silence and hear what it says
The tranquil pride that become the lie
Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak
No need for a sympathy, the misery that is me
Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak
On bleeding knees, oh, I accept my fate
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your self control makes me fell alone
i've tried confidence, had it breakfast today
i've lost the perfection,a mess without words
(and) as the seasons change i'll continue to ignore
the image i project - me without me
the picture that i scanned is borrowed
after the education you stopped making sense to me
seems to me that it's all the same, time and time again
slowly, all that i believed in, turning into a lie
to aim and miss, my supernatural art
spending to much time with myself
trying to explanin who i am
how come it's possible
i wish there was a way
(suddenly) i feel so invinsible
i'm the sculpture made out of clay
i need someone to break the silence
before it all falls apart
i need something to cling onto
before i break you in parts
so afraid of what you may think
and all the plastic people that surrounds me
i have to find the path to where it all begins
to teach the world my supernatural art
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Spinning further, deeper
I know you're out to try me
I'm not in this to be a slave
Push the dirt
Make me feel
Locate what swallows life
Night bird, you build, build my world
And then I close my eyes
And then I close my eyes
Judge me now
Used to be afraid to let it show
Bow down
A king in my own mind
Everything's in place
So much brighter from today
Drown the monster
Make all bad dreams go away
Whatever it takes to keep your hands free
Open scars
The quiet place
All the bridges fall to the ground
And you say you sacrificed
And then I close my eyes
And then I close my eyes
Judge me now
Used to be afraid to let it show
Bow down (bow down)
A king in my own mind
Everything's in place
So much brighter from today
A king in my own mind
(Judge me now)
A king in my own mind
(Judge me now)
A king in my own mind
(Judge me now)
Used to be afraid to let it show, bow down (bow down)
A king in my own mind
Everything's in place
So much better from today
A king in my own mind...
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Reaching depths of clarity
I'm not supposed to be like this
I should be on the top of the world
Is anybody out there like me?
I followed - something's missing
Self control - forcing me down
Whispers consume the air
Above her I'm endless
When the rain comes falling
I'll freeze, I'm so afraid
When things start to flood me
I'll drown in seconds
Fear - there's a way out
Touch of red
Break away
Nothing has it all
Bury the place I've been
I fear there's a way out
As if I ever had a choice
All in the hands of the energy
Once again I feel the quicksand
Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle
Fear - there's a way out
Touch of red
Break away
Nothing has it all
Bury the place I've been
I fear there's a way out
The weak in me should know
I'm as sober as I could be
Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle
The weak in me should know
I'm as sober as I could be
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I'm selling heavenly sketches
A world out of my mind
Ready to explode in purity
To fill the holes inside
An ever moving stream
With glowing rays of light
Emotions tied to past lies
And I know I should let go
Tamed with confidence of brighter future
I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out
Fueled these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more
Another dawn collapses
Do I need to be reminded?
A glimpse of my safe home
A path to hide all anger
I found a flame in the burnt out ashes... burn out, burn out
Fueled these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more
In circles I catch
A torch carried by the immortal
From depths that I created
In vain echoes fade
Burn out
Fueled these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more.
Fueled these new shores burn
Dark past lies cold
Shadow, my sweet shadow
To you I look no more.
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I can not frame, that’s why I lose control I aim, I stumble and I fall Our adaptation can’t be faithful Your world does not attract me This is the end you see There is no more truth in me As if you would deserve it You are my enemy I can’t ignore the way you make me bleed I hate when you throw my thoughts against the wall Got to wake up and make a stand The desperation forces another mistake I count again….I know who to blame My life in vain Who said I was sane Follow your instinct It usually takes you home Don’t let these words tear you down You see me hanging by the end of the rope I tell you……Slow I go And the wait seems to be over. All I know Is that my life has become such a waste for you I blame and run, sadly all too often I dive into the day without your sympathy I tend to try but lack the focus Becoming a distant memory What once was is quickly forgotten All wrapped up inside Delete all resemblance I feel your relief
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Could it be a new day?
Fear in me so deep
You push me out, I feel far
The absence, close to me
The otherside I crawl
You push me out, I fall
Heal my wounds with everything
Away you complicate me
Sick of cycles, drop to zero
A while just like last times
My least favourite re-run
Sick of cycles, I bounce in grey
Escape familiar home
Memories remains alone
Reality trapped inside
The wicked descend - I hide
Testing higher mentality
I conquer myself through this
A furious path to walk
New space does exist beyond
In silence I dwell
Displeased
Remain with the seed of unfulfilment
Try to remove obstacles as they appear my master said
Don't look too far, you'll stumble before you're even there
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Could it be a new day?
Fear in me so deep
You push me out, I feel far
The absence, close to me
The otherside I crawl
You push me out, I fall
Heal my wounds with everything
Away you complicate me
Sick of cycles, drop to zero
A while just like last times
My least favourite re-run
Sick of cycles, I bounce in grey
Escape familiar home
Memories remains alone
Reality trapped inside
The wicked descend - I hide
Testing higher mentality
I conquer myself through this
A furious path to walk
New space does exist beyond
In silence I dwell
Displeased
Remain with the seed of unfulfilment
Try to remove obstacles as they appear my master said
Don't look too far, you'll stumble before you're even there
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Reaching depths of clarity
I'm not supposed to be like this
I should be on the top of the world
Is anybody out there like me?
I followed - something's missing
Self control - forcing me down
Whispers consume the air
Above her I'm endless
When the rain comes falling
I'll freeze, I'm so afraid
When things start to flood me
I'll drown in seconds
Fear - there's a way out
Touch of red
Break away
Nothing has it all
Bury the place I've been
I fear there's a way out
As if I ever had a choice
All in the hands of the energy
Once again I feel the quicksand
Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle
Fear - there's a way out
Touch of red
Break away
Nothing has it all
Bury the place I've been
I fear there's a way out
The weak in me should know
I'm as sober as I could be
Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle
The weak in me should know
I'm as sober as I could be
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2005-12-02 |
드림온 레코드, 신나라뮤직 (PARK-9057, 8809053138829) 2CD+2DVD |
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