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Realized I can never win
Sometimes feel like I have failed Inside where do I begin? My mind is laughing at me Tell me, why am I to blame? Aren't we supposed to be the same? That's why I will never tame This thing that's burning in me I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me Sometimes I can never tell If I've got something after me That's why I just beg and plead For this curse to leave me Tell me, why am I to blame? Aren't we supposed to be the same? That's why I will never tame This thing that's burning in me I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me Betrayed I feel so Enslaved I really tried I did my time I did my time I did my time I did my time I did my TIME I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me Oh god the anger's changing me Oh god the anger's changing me |
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| 2. |
| 4:12 |
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Are you ready?
This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide You don't know the chances Would if I should die? A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances I'm so blind! Another place I find to escape the pain inside You don't know the chances Would if I should die? A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances I'm so blind! Deeper! Deeper! Deeper inside me! To live a life that seems to be a lost reality That can never find a way to reach My inner self I stand alone! How deep can I go in the ground that I lay? If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind This time I look to see what's between the lines! I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I can see, I can see, I'm going blind I'm blind, I'm blind, I'm blind, I'm blind |
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| 4:15 |
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Hey I'm feeling tired
My time is gone today You flirt with suicide Sometimes that's ok Hear what others say I'm here standing hollow Falling away from me Falling away from me Day is here fading That's when I would say I flirt with suicide Sometimes kill the pain I can always say It's gonna be better tomorrow Falling away from me Falling away from me Beating me down Beating me beating me Down down Into the ground Screaming some sound Beating me beating me Down down Into the ground falling away from me It's spinning round and round falling away from me It's lost and can't be found falling away from me It's spinning round and round falling away from me So down Beating me down Beating me beating me Down down Into the ground Screaming some sound Beating me beating me Down down Into the ground Pressing me they won't go away So I pray go away It's falling away from me It's falling away from me It's falling away from me Beating me down Beating me beating me Down down Into the ground Screaming some sound Beating me beating me Down down Into the ground Beating me down Beating me beating me Down down Into the ground Screaming some sound Beating me beating me Down down Into the ground |
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| 3:05 |
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'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away Just irritated and quite hated Self control breaks down Why's everything so tame? I Like my life insane I'm fabericating and debating Who I'm gonna kick around Right now Can't find a way To get accross the hate When I see you Right now I feel it scratch inside I want to slash and beat you Right now I rip apart the things inside That excite you Right now I can't control myself I Fucking hate you I'm feeling cold today Not hurt just Fucked away I'm devastated and frustrated God I feel so bound So why'd I feel the need? I think it's time to bleed I'm gonna cut myself and watch the blood hit the ground Right now Can't find a way To get accross the hate When I see you Right now I feel it scratch inside I want to slash and beat you Right now I rip apart the things inside That excite you Right now I can't control myself I Fucking hate you You open your mouth again I swear I'm gonna break it You open your mouth again, Oh God I cannot take it Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up! Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up! Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up! Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up! Right now Can't find a way To get accross the hate When I see you Right now I feel it scratch inside I want to slash and beat you Right now I rip apart the things inside That excite you Right now I can't control myself I Fucking hate you I Fucking hate you [x4] I Fucking hate you (Shut up!) [x3] |
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| 4:06 |
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Hate something, sometime, someway,
something kicked on the floor for me. Something, inside. I'll never ever follow. So give.me.some.thing.that is.for... real. I'll never ever follow. Get your boogie on. Hate something, somewhere, each day, dealing without forgiveness. Why? This shit inside. Now everyone will follow. So give... me... noth... ing... just... feel. And now this shit will follow. God begs me, the more I see the light he wants to see. God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say... God begs me he'll never see the life, he wants to see. God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say... Each day I can feel it swallow, inside something took from me. I don't feel your deathly ways. Each day I feel so hollow, inside I was beating me. You will never see, so come dance with me. Dance with me ME! God begs me, but now I see the light, he wants to see. God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say... God begs me, the more I see the life, he wants to see. God told me, I've already got the life... Got the life. Got... the... life. |
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| 6. |
| 4:20 |
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This time I'm taking it away, I've got a problem
When they getting in the way, not by my side So I take my face and bash it into a mirror I won't have to see the pain This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating I will fight the feelings again My hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh I cannot breath anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore My mind's done with this So hey, I've got a question Can I throw it all away? Take back what's mine So I take my time Driving humbly down the line Each cut, closer to the pain This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating I will fight the feelings again The hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh, I cannot breath anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore I'm here to stay (bring it down) Bring it down! Gonna bring it down Gonna break it down Gonna break it This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating I will fight the feelings again My hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh, I cannot breath anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore Give anymore |
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| 7. |
| 4:25 |
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Something takes a part of me. Something lost and never seen. Everytime I start to believe, Somethings raped and taken from me... from me. Lifes got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light) Cant they chill and let me be free? (So do I) Cant I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light) I try to every night, all in vain... in vain. Sometimes I cannot take this place. Sometimes its my life I cant taste. Sometimes I cannot feel my face. Youll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me. You and I were meant to be. A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me. Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light) Feeling like I have no release. (So do I) How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light) Nothing in my life is free... is free Sometimes I cannot take this place. Sometimes its my life I cant taste. Sometimes I cannot feel my face. Youll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me. You and I were meant to be. A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me. Boom na da mmm dum na ema Da boom na da mmm dum na ema GO! So...fight! something on the... Fight...some things they fight So...something on the... Fight...some things they fight Fight...something of the No...some things they fight Fight...something of the... Fight...some things they fight Something takes a part of me. You and I were meant to be. A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me. Part of me... |
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| 8. |
| 8:21 |
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Daddy's flown across the ocean
Leaving just a memory A snapshot in the family album Daddy, what else did ya leave for me? Daddy, whatcha leave behind for me? All in all it was just a brick in the wall All in all it was all just bricks in the wall We don't need no education We don't need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers, leave them kids alone Hey, Teachers, leave those kids alone All in all its just another brick in the wall All in all you're just another brick in the wall We don't need no education We don't need no thought control No dark sarcasm in the classroom Teachers, leave them kids alone Hey, Teachers, leave those kids alone All in all you're just All in all you're just - 간 주 중 - I don't need no arms around me I don't need no drugs to calm me I have seen the writing on the wall Don't think I need anything at all No, don't think I need anything at all All in all it was all just bricks in the wall All in all you were all just bricks in the wall Goodbye Cruel World I'm leaving you today Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye Goodbye, all you people There's nothing you can say To make me change my mind Goodbye |
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| 4:27 |
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I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream Deep down inside I feel to scream This terrible silence stops me Now that the war is through with me I'm waking up, I cannot see That there is not much left of me Nothing is real but pain now Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please, God, wake me Back in the womb it's much too real In pumps life that I must feel But can't look forward to reveal Look to the time when I'll live Fed through the tube that sticks in me Just like a wartime novelty Tied to machines that make me be Cut this life off from me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please, God, wake me Now the world is gone, I'm just one Oh God, help me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please, God, help me Darkness imprisoning me All that I see Absolute horror I cannot live I cannot die Trapped in myself Body my holding cell Landmine has taken my sight Taken my speech Taken my hearing Taken my arms Taken my legs Taken my soul Left me with life in hell |
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| 3:50 |
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Honestly, somehow it always seems that
I'm dreamin' of something I can never be It doesn't matter to me 'Cause I will always be that pimp that I see in all of my fantasies I don't know your fuckin' name So what, let's... Screaming to be the only way That I can truly be free from my fucked-up reality So I dream and stroke it harder 'Cause it's so fun to see my face staring back at me I don't know your fuckin' name So what, let's fuck All day I dream about sex All day I dream about fucking All day I dream about fucking... All day I dream about sex Yes all day I dream about sex And all day I dream about sex Yes all day I dream about sex And all day I dream about sex Yes all day I dream about sex And all day I dream about sex Yes all day I dream about sex All day I dream about sex All day I dream about fucking All day I dream about sex All day I dream about fucking. |
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| 12. |
| 4:51 |
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Dun nun nun, dun nun nun, dun dun dun
My mama's talkin' to me Try to tell me how to live But I don't listen to her 'Cause my head is like a sieve My daddy, he disowned me 'Cause I wear my sisters clothes He caught me in the bathroom With a pair of pantyhose My basketball coach, He done kick me off the team For wearing high heel sneakers And acting like a queen Gonna tie my pecker to a tree, to a tree Gonna tie my pecker to a tree Gonna tie his pecker to a tree Get your boogie on Go head The earth is coming to an end And I don't give a damn As long as I have my bitch Oh and my fly gear It don't bother me If people think I'm funny 'Cause I'm a big rock star And I'm makin' lots of money Money! money! money! money Are you talking pesos? Money, ka-ching! ka-ching Ha ha ha ha ha ha Lots of money(x3) I'm so bloody rich Lots of money Lots of muthafuckin' money I get rich Ha ha ha ha ha ha I own shopping centers, and parking lots And stars, and all that shit Ha ha ha ha ha ha I own you! ha! you too! you three For me, hee hee, hoh hoh Get your groove on Let's bring it back one more time, Jonathan Jonathan on them drums, getting ever slower More groovin', slow that shit down crazy slow Come on, death, right here, slow, ah Don't give a fuck, break it out You even know boy George is on heroin We don't give a fuck Rick James is in the crack house I'm f****n' paying, that's all that matters Ha, ha, ha, ha, ahh, ha, ha, ha! The bomb is a fuckin in the house Loco! ooooh ahhh oooo Gimme some Ha ha ha ha ha ha ------------- Lyrics Powered by LyricFind Written By THOMAS CHONG, RICHARD MARIN, GAYE DELORNE <i>Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group</i> |
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| 3:27 |
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Must you keep looking at me
before you looked the other way. Must you keep glaring at me I know you look inside, and see what you made. You took no pride in me but now I'm your everything it's finding out ya own me not all of your gloating. Must you keep looking at me. Now you see what I am. Trust, I knew what it was. I don't forget things, thinking I'm nothing. You took no pride in me but now I'm your everything it's finding out ya own me not all of your gloating. Pride of me No Pride Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Must you keep looking at me Before you looked the other way Trust, I knew what it was I don't forget things, look what you've made. You took no pride in me but now I'm your everything it's finding out ya own me not all of your gloating. You took no pride in me but now I'm your everything it's finding out ya own me not all of your gloating. |
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