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| 1. |
| 1:39 | 
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and eye was like 13
and it was a Sunday morning eye think and eye think both my parents were still asleep eye remember eye was gonna play sick so eye wouldn't have to go to church that day and eye turned over and there he was holding a pillow he smelled of sweat & regret and he said .... shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh |
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| 2. |
| 4:04 |
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eye'm sorry
eye'm ugly all that i am and i can never live up eye'm failing eye'm angry afraid of the ways they pretend to be us its fuct up eye'm different wurdz remain my only escape art saves all of me evolving and now you're walking away!!! eye'm so afraid and now you're walking away eye'm so ashamed and now you're walking away!! voodoo spell my mistake was trusting you blood pigs with creating my fate with poetry and suffering i cannibalized every ounce of my pain eye'm still afraid everyday these greedy worms they devour my plagues eye'm not your slave eye'm conquering you see me rise & now you're walking away!!! eye'm not ashamed! and now you're walking away! eye'm not afraid! and now you're walking away!! you can't hurt me anymore you can't hurt me anymore fed from the wound from which we were bled vomiting filth in our soft cave heads chewing on tissue, tendon and fat destroying the things they do not understand! tyrant. betrayer. parasite. traitor!! and still u feed them and still u need them eye'm sorry eye'm ugly dangerous can't describe it enough eye'm failing eye'm angry i use my fear to empower my hate eye'm fuct up eye'm different wurdz remain my only escape art saves all of me evolving and now you're walking away!!! eye'm not ashamed and now you're walking away eye'm not afraid and now you're walking away! and now you're walking away! and now you're walking away voodoo spell my mistake! was trusting you! blood pigs with creating my fate! with poetry and suffering i cannibalized.... every ounce of my pain eye'm still afraid everyday u still suckle my plagues eye'm not your fucking slave so why you walking away??? blood pig! why you walking away blood pig! why you walking away blood pig! why you walking away |
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| 3. |
| 3:06 |
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to all u weak mcs all u hardcore wannabe'z
if u step into the ring be prepared to swing!! WHUT?? me be the best to impress with dictation? too far fetched? beyond your imagination? i'll rise to the occasion launching an invasion enterin your mental like a viral infestation wurdz be abrasive joints eye be lacin sacrificin mics to ignite the celebration its just amazing, poetically we blazing xen & otep a volatile combination DESTROY LIKE REVELATIONS! styles be liquid and flow like irrigation so make the preparation defeat is bittersweet, its all u'll be tastin sounding battle stations my war face in place total annihilation your existence has been erased its the renaissance time to switch up and change the path the paragraphs infiltrate your brain time risin from the ashes to lead the wretched masses back to the sufi shack defyin all the fascists wurdz burn with passion mentally enhancin i'm david to goliath or delilah to your samson kickin ass like cassius spreadin rhymes like rashes the satellites in flight how long before it crashes falling like avalanches crumbled and crushed my wild womyn get to sinning know the power of us i'm callin your bluff is it freedom or death? we're gettin it on in Babylon chokin on gods breath the infinite connects true soldiers alive the tribe will survive when armageddon arrives time the revolution is coming TAKE NO PRISONERS the revolution is coming COWARDS BEWARE FUCK! my war serpents rattle when its time to battle mental midgets eye got a fist full of shit for u flies to feast u lost control of your soul cuz your minds deceased unfulfilled satisfactions & chemical reactions my fate there's no escape life itself is the assassin eye'm blastin the worlds in ashes from the invasion EVERY WORD'S ANNIHILATION!! COME ON!! time the revolution is coming TAKE NO PRISONERS the revolution is coming your suffering will free u |
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| 4. |
| 5:32 |
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... my confession
because i'm diluted & perfectly flawed i shall live by passion & not by law and i'm insecure ... i need aggression to feed the spiders of perception and i'm supposed to be strong & have all the answers a cannibal in the new church of cancer but i'm nothing special i'm not unique i have many secrets & i eat the weak and i'm at an end i'm at an end ..... and there's ... NO WAY OUT!! (chorus) i need to find my sanctuary ..... someplace safe gotta get this outta me ..... this is my escape II. and i think about it all the time i'm volatile & afraid to cry but i'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anesthetics slowly wearing thin & i need to talk to someone new i need a different latitude & i'm in this void all alone! feeling needy ... hungry to grow but i'm suffocating -- can't come down and .... no .... THERE'S NO WAY OUT!!! (chorus) i need to find my sanctuary .... someplace safe gotta get this outta me! .... THIS IS MY ESCAPE!!! --- all i see is sadness all i see is sadness .... what's left? -- this will teach them. this will teach them, ......you've got to...... push. Push. PUSH.... YOUR WAY OUT!!! FOLLOW ME! FOLLOW ME! THIS IS YOUR WAY OUT!! ........you are not alone - this is where i hide my power - this is where i become free - this is where i take control - and slowly choke your fantasies - i want to know my day is coming - see my enemies be punished - shed my skin again - this will be my best revenge!! SHED MY SKIN AGAIN THIS WILL BE MY BEST REVENGE! |
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| 5. |
| 4:09 |
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resurrection .. is for those ..
who didn't get it right - the first time ... sinner! say whut u need to save your soul but don't fuck with me - eye'm losing control eye'm so tired of this - so sick of u my tongue is battered & bruised from all these attitudes so teach me the magick of your sacred pomes conjuring a voice of signs & omens prophecies guide the breeze w/syllables symbols breed behind the eyes we climb the vine to sacrifice our wounded minds in soft wurd trances seek insanity i can't save u cuz i hate me the lord is my weapon - i shall shoot pawns womyn is a devil - your GOD IS A FRAUD everyone u knew - everything u've ever done suffer for your freedom - RISE & OVERCOME say whut u need to save your soul but leave your religion at the door we're smoking all of Krsna's weed eye'm sick of these weak anarchies u see me as a place to make a bruise but in my reality eye'm a slave to the muse fuck those hypocrites - together we'll fight the tyranny of squares - SQUIGGLES UNITE all u sinners and blasphemers! BURN IN THE PIT!! SINNER! BURN! save me WHY? SALVATION |
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| 6. |
| 4:22 |
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simple souls overload as i explode data banks
cuz the earth & space gave birth to this paleface supreme linguistic mental machine your brain cells swell the intellects extreme fire fills my veins as eye proclaim my resistance to the mind-swapping parasites that feed off my existence as eye skin the burn to relearn the royal plan somewhere out beyond the edges in the depths of spirit land its authentic, apocalyptic destroyer damaging challengers resurrection, disorder a monument of crisis eye strikes this your dead line my nest with your soul cleansed in bloodshed BATTLE READY! poets gonna take control BATTLE READY souls violate parole BATTLE READY violently invade your home breaking the bones OF THOSE WHO POSE commanding the mic striking up a verb-fest mass destruction is my function time to put it to the test in combat --- attacking since way back in the days eye drew praise for the way that eye slayed facts formulating flows in revolutionary science its the catastrophic prophet from the anarchist alliance freaking techniques this creature of speech ewe feel the fury of devastation cuz ewe ewe tasted defeat eye'm alone on my throne in this uni of fear royalty divides my soul in this role eye'm revered as the pinnacle al master queen of disaster eye ruin brain fluid the UNKNOWN IS WHUT EYE'M AFTER BATTLE READY! breaking the bones OF THOSE WHO POSE BATTLE READY! poets gonna take control BATTLE READY! souls violate parole BATTLE READY! violently invade your home breaking the bones OF THOSE WHO POSE shaking up the world just like the 2nd coming of christ when eye write thrice divine with this goddess sight wurdz will flow wounds will grow ewe know bones will be exposed from the force that eye unload its THE SOUL EATER!! mic bleeder with the voice of chaos eye got the nectar of the gods flowing from my mental pod gather the flock alarm your block tell them the shepherds have come & got the keys to unlock a holy war thru your veins it courses more al artillery than the armed forces supernatural styles be volatile its the mind manipulator the WAR CHILD BATTLE READY! poets gonna take control BATTLE READY! souls violate parole BATTLE READY! violently invade your home breaking the bones OF THOSE WHO POSE COME! SHADOW SOLDIERS! we came to defy ewe living life as a lie we embryonic satellites need our freedom to fly TO WATCH EWE DIE! agonizing cries are heard in stereo eye'm visualizing battlefield scenarios in the line of fire watching empires fall into attack position ELIMINATE ALL!!! MY SPECIES!!! BATTLE READY! breaking the bones OF THOSE WHO POSE BATTLE READY! poets gonna take control BATTLE READY souls violate parole BATTLE READY violently invade your home breaking the bones OF THOSE WHO POSE MY SPECIES!!! MY SPECIES! NO SURRENDER |
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| 7. |
| 3:59 |
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eye remember
suffering eye remember feeling the sting of childhood & injections holy bruises sweet infections soaked in a stew like drowning cockroaches whose only crime was the greed of inherent hunger u know where eye'm fragile u know how to kill eye'm fragile u know how to kill kill all fall away all fall today PAIN!! i can't keep pain. this rage in me can't keep pretending can't be this emtee anymore i can't keep this rage in me can't keep pretending can't be this emtee anymore i can make it go away make it go away |
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| 8. |
| 4:55 |
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Lost in the hot cyclops anarchy
Possession Invention Blood blood Spirits spirits Spirits spirits Calling calling Where will these visions lead How far dare I go Where will this song take me Into the deep unknown Yeah Spirits spirits Come come All the prophets and the gods came prepared for theirs So we dine on divine of the mind impaired Preaching werewolf prayers on a nightly flight It's taken all we ate in the pale moonlight Feel the urge of the power surge connect us all Bringing kingdoms under siege with the words that I control Got an arsenal ganja blunts and such Only love can set me free from this patriotic quest Speaking testaments in our secret dialogue While the drones begin to feast on the feces of the hog Walk in the wilderness of the mind Soul decides to die and leave infinity behind Possession, Invention Invite discovery Surrender to pleasures Lost in ecstasy Survive Alive you are my enemy You die for lies, slaves to misery Down on the battle ground Laying wasted competition I'm collecting intellects and exhaling solar systems I decree mutiny It's revolution us against the patriarchy The assembler of souls full of knowledge untold While I'm spinning webs of wisdom prophecies unfold Into attack mode to decipher the code Of Babylon's terror spawn tyranny reloads Mental states apathy erases Urgency of rage in its frightening little places Prepare for warfare The afterbirth of knowledge is America's nightmare Yeah Possession, Invention Invite discovery Surrender to pleasures Lost in ecstasy Survive Alive you are my enemy You die for lies, slave to misery Sometimes I sit and ask myself what have I become What have I become What have I become What have I become What have I become What have I become Something's taking over me Something's taking over me Something's taking over me Something's taking over me You paint your face with the blood of the weak Self sacrifice everyone you meet Scream at demons in my face There's voices of the dead nurturing my pain I survive, I'm alive I render fever to watch you burn Kill your leaders to help you learn I survive, I'm alive |
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| 9. |
| 4:10 |
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nothings changed
the senates still corrupt & the emporer remains insane and everyday is a new strain of slaughter supply lines are less protected evil on all sides eye can smell the death on your flesh creeping in trapped within the twisting fingers of fear and all eye see is ewe that face those eyes burning like leprosy eye can see u there poisoning the air prostituting Nationalism and eye want to attack to rip out your heart and lay your flat on your back and vomit a world of agony and truth into your throbbing illness of memory and hate guides our way eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back for the acceptance of death and blind cave war the giving sleep of depression the sweet elucidation of savage, meaningless aggression chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples in the harem tents - outside just beyond the edges - eye ride a cycloptic mare in the fires of imagination feeding my disease a river of plagues eye need something to remind me eye am still sinning that pain in important that wurdz matter that healing in possible that eye am not alone ... in this guard the houses triple the watch maidens, dig up your sorcery sirens, sharpen your rocks ewe will eat my pain again whatever u need unite messiah ME |
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| 10. |
| 3:36 |
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lying naked alone
on the bathroom floor i keep waiting? pain, fear no more and i can't get his sins off me she wants to be a messiah without the crucifixion she wants to fuck delilah without samson's intervention she wants to be a deity and rule us everyday and punish the wars of your rich gods and the martyrs that they slay she wants to see galaxies all the planets and the stars she wants to be a fallen angel without the swollen scars unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me she wants to free the kingdom be worshipped by the earth she wants to be the prophet for ten times what shes worth she wants to break free from eve and leave them all behind to be born again in the thrill of sin and revive her dying mind she wants to stand raid the king slaughter the guards and kill everything burn the world and let her soul be free light the noble of eternity unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me don't touch me there oh, i know you're scared kill the need in me and i remain unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me why should i be afraid? it's not the first time i've tasted pain why should I be afraid? it's not the first time i've tasted pain unclean and i can't get his sins off me and i can't get his sins off me |
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| 11. |
| 4:52 |
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killing me
he's killing me we killing me me killing me killing me infectious human waste forefather cancer hunter prostate gods killer KILLER a testosterone feeding drone multiplying, multiplying hungry clones time to DEFY the HIVE KILL YOUR MASTERS! MENOCIIIIDE! killer our time has come!!! you're just as weak as me but not as strong! just as imperfect! but twice as flawed! i see your skin and i hate the way you look at me! and softly invade eye'm afraid! insane! rage intensified! i'll feel no fear or hate as i ... commit .... menocide! menocide! girls in the playroom house-wives servants in the workplace slaves to lies!! RISE! RISE! those who refuse to grow we leave behind !give death to them! with an evolved state of mind no one's listening save your cries everything they taught was a lie hear me now this battlecry DIE! DIE! CONCUBINE! what to wear what to eat what to feel what to think how to act how to speak insecure incomplete!! what to wear what to eat what to feel what to think how to act how to speak insecure insecure ENOUGH!!! apple eater! deceiver! protector of the way! this is the beginning of my Liberation! my Liberation! THIS IS THE BEGINNING!! BRIDES & BREEDERS!! Lillith, Eve, Isis, Kali GIVE ME FREE!! always REMEMBER!!! FEE-MALE CIRCUMCISIONS! BURNING! LIKE SALEM WITCHES! NEVER AGAIN! NEVER AGAIN! no compassion kill your masters! MENOCIDE! no compassion kill your masters! MENOCIDE! no compassion kill your masters! MENOCIDE! no compassion kill your masters! MENOCIDE! kill your masters kill your masters kill your masters MENOCIDE kill your masters kill your masters kill your masters MENOCIDE |
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| 12. |
| 9:48 |
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and I remember him fucking me.
and I remember liking it I didn't know any better, and I remember the smell, and the pain, & the shame and I remember being afraid and thinking everyday every single day that it was my fault... oh but what happened to that little girl, who used to dream of one day ruling the world, who used to draw pretty pictures, in my room---beneath the moon destroying to create softly praying to god, what do I do now? what do I do now? as I secretely masturbate... but then I'd hear his hooves coming down the floor with a bible in his hand... softly opening my door and he'd say... DAUGHTER! the day of your attonement is due! well there's 3 million sinners out there... and that includes YOU! no daddy don't! (2x) LEAVE ME ALOOOOONE! (3x) NO I DON'T WANT TO BE FREE! (2x) SO TAKE YOUR DICK OUT OF ME! PLEASE TAKE YOUR DICK OUT OF ME! (3x) I'm bleeding, it's not fair you see there's this little place I like to go, I like to run and hide deep inside, where all the nightmares are real, and all the monsters come alive, oh, but the things I've seen in soft, soft visions and terrifying prophecies, like serpents on the take & gods coming in all sizes & shapes nothing seems fulfilling anymore well your temples are swollen in deceit & the body of your missionary he's rotting... rotting in defeat mama? MAMA! are the aliens coming to take us away? mama? is armageddon gonna happen again today? LOOK WHAT HE DID TO ME!! WHY DID YOU DO IT TO ME? HOW COULD YOU DO IT TO ME!! WHY DID YOU DO IT TO ME? I WILL NOT CRY I WILL NOT CRY I PREFER DIE!!! than live this life of LIES!!! KILL WHAT U CAN CHALLENGE EVERYTHING vengeance is mine. hey...I'm sorry...baby... please come back inside we can laugh a little & live & die no wait. see, eye got this hot pot of jonestown tea & its been brewing for you & me oh, it only takes one sip come one baby surrender your lips I can take u someplace nice I can take u...someplace NICE. breed my disease be my disease and vengeance will be mine its closer than u think... so I entered his room at 32 past noon with my little ritual knife... I cut out his tounge liberated his wife she loved me for it other world woman, well, thats what she called me destroyer the one who sets yo free we all die like cartoons, surrender your children, kids who like to kill, lies |
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