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| 6:05 | 
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I find it difficult to think
When I'm shaking this much Why don't you try to understand If you understand so much I've been awake I've been awake for so long And the man in the moon Has got it in for me He's been a-messing with my mind I've been a-messing with my own mind Here comes the next line I don't want to die Waiting for the next line Still don't want to die Over it's over No more Never again The whole of living invention Has got it in for me They've been a-listening in OPO-radio listening in I'm still awake I'm still awake after so long Here comes the next line I don't want to die Waiting for the next line Still don't want to die Over it's over No more Never again |
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| 2. |
| 4:46 |
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Try to remember the time
for the rest of your life is close by Christ - I've remembered again that the rest of my life's wandering by And it's killing me It is killing me It is killing me Cause inside me it feels like I'm falling But I can't let go, no I can't let go Just holding on to the life that holds me cause I can't let go No I just can't let things go The dream that I had Was a dream in a waking world Just a dream that I had In my dreaming world That I had was a dream in a waking world And it's a waking world So why do I always return here just to try and forget for a while Christ - what on earth will it take me to realise I can't get out of my mind Cause inside me it feels like I'm falling But I can't let go, no I can't let go Just holding on to the life that holds me cause I can't let go No I just can't let things go No-one will love you in a thousand years No-one will love you in a thousand years No-one will love you in a thousand years No-one will love you in a thousand years What I want to know Is what I want to love Is what I want to love now Try to remember the time for the rest of your life is close by Christ - I've remembered again that the rest of my life's wandering by And it's killing me It is killing me It is killing me Cause inside me it feels like I'm falling But I can't let go, no I can't let go Just holding on to the life that holds me cause I can't let go No I just can't let things go No-one will love you in a thousand years No-one will love you in a thousand years No-one will love you in a thousand years Just holding on to the life that holds me cause I can't let go No I just can't let things go |
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| 3. |
| 5:56 |
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Quiet day
Reminds me of ice Quiet sound Lies stark against my life For in my head there is a rattling noise A carnival of so much meaningless noise Tins a-clattering Full of this and that Urging me forward Pushing me back Turn away Turn yourself away again Screaming into sleep the pain of Quiet day I see a grey girl from my window passing by I put my drink down and cry Things are shattering Everywhere around Is telling me something Breaking me down Turn away Turn yourself away again Screaming into sleep the pain of Quiet day You can't do anything You can't do anything You can't do anything No you can't No you can't No you can't Quiet day Reminds me of night Quiet sound Push still against my life For in my head there is a movement of noise The electricity of meaningless noise Wires a-rattling Sending this and that Urging me forward Pushing me back You can't do anything You can't do anything You can't do anything No you can't No you can't No you can't |
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| 4. |
| 3:18 |
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And I'm standing in the sand above your head
I'm gonna pack my flag and dance now, while I'm dying And the pair of fools stood there and I'm stood here Because it's closer in my mind and I don't have to tell'm just how I feel And all the while I feign sleep And all the while I feign sleep Reflecting I can see nothing more The words that I cannot understand And people within faces I'll forget I'm not real anymore And all the while I feign sleep And all the while I feign sleep And now I'm working in the way of mystery I'm gonna kill that inspiration that might save me And the shame that's in my head it carved me through It's a shame I can't explain why each moment a confusion that is always And all the while I feign sleep And all the while I feign sleep |
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| 5. |
| 5:59 |
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Good morning grey
Replace me for another day And fill my time So all that's here cannot remind World and me Tend to somewhat disagree You and I Are like the world and me But I don't mind because I'm losing touch Of the twisting in, of the senselessness Of the words you spoke and yet are still unlocked They will return I will burn Goodbye my true I can't forget you'd see me through You'd see me through Once upon a life unseen Thoughts and you They were the difference that I knew Thoughts and you The only difference that I knew Walking from the day that just returns And now before and now behind again This memory I feel has yet to come I will burn |
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| 6. |
| 4:41 |
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So I bought another day
And sitting cold I watched it quietly slip away I don't believe another day They go so slow they go so quickly in another way But it don't matter anymore Cause nothing thrills me anymore Not anymore My expectations were too much I should have known the things that mean That much can only ever fall Disallusionment has hold Though I'm not certain what this means to me at all Cause it don't matter anymore Cause nothing touches me at all No not at all I can only go this far People only go this far I can only go so far People only go so far So I'll buy another day And sitting cold I'll watch it quietly slip away I don't believe another day They go so slow they go so quickly in another way But it don't matter anymore Cause nothing thrills me anymore Not anymore I can only take so much People only take so much I can only take this much People only take this much |
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| 7. |
| 4:09 |
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Out there
Out so far I know you can't see Oh so close, so close you can't see They are living their lives just to crucify me In here I wonder what the meaning could be I wonder why it's following me I am living my life to pretend that I'm not me World outside my window Falling down World outside my inside Upside down Out there They are out to get me you know They're trying to find out just what I know They are using their time just to petrify me Oh let me go Let me go, I don't know I don't know, I don't know World outside my window Falling down World outside my inside Upside down Everybody has told me That they know what is true Everything that they've told me Amounts to nothing I can use In there In so deep that no one can see Over what they don't want to see They are living this lie in order to single out me In here I want to stay in here, make it clear Stay away from me, can't you see I am living this way just to keep you away World outside my window Falling down World outside my inside Upside down World absurd World outside |
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| 8. |
| 3:04 |
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I think I can rememberof a picture in my eyes
Something of dreams that was taken away I'm trying to remember through my clouded dull and restless mind The thoughts they try and stop me now From finding a way Like thorns in my way It's something of dreams that was taken away The return of the real me The return of the real me I feel I am recalling to a long-forgotten time I'm making out a clearing in my only once but useless mind Somewhere I had that was taken away The return of the real me Oh, the return Of this frightened child Who could see through their lives Who could see what he liked Just what he liked Just what he liked Oh please say you'll never leave here Now I've found me after so long Time for one to take things over I can sleep now this is over Praise the return of the real me Praise the return of the real me - |
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| 9. |
| 3:24 |
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I'm a minstrel strolling through your garden
There's a place I ran free as a child There's my face of innocent reflection Living in the water and the sound I will play my music while you're sleeping You will wake and take me by the hand I will wonder of this moment sometime later Frozen by the change inside my head And all because of you- I can sing or stare across the ocean Shout a cry beneath the various sky Walk around in circles 'til I'm dying Make the shapes accustom while I hide But all of which I felt was of a meaning Colours that would fascinate each time The songs that kept me living in a strange world No longer hold a radiance in my eyes And all because of you - |
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| 10. |
| 7:00 | 
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| 11. |
| 2:55 |
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I forgot myself today
The living daylights far away I made my pictures dance and say "We're not feeling any pain" There was no one even near To remind me of the fear Laughing with everything- I could stay here for a while In a trance that lasts for miles I'd make my words float round and smile They're not feeling any time Laughing with everything- I forgot myself today Prison ship tied far away Words and pictures make me say "I'm not feeling any pain" Laughing with everything - |
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| 12. |
| 3:47 |
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You are a lonely child
Nobody prays for you Sadly, faces will remind That you're not real anymore Shadow sleep softly Dreams will fill your mind You are a frightened child Nobody knows of you Sadly, people that you never understood Bring you more heartache Sleep softly Dreams will fill your mind When I was young and scared of the dark I used to just lie there and shake 'Til I built a dream that made this okay Its music would sing me asleep To a special place Wherefore I know not But the voices were soft all around Over their breeze Me and my kite friend Would laugh at the heavy ground You are the only one Nobody cares for truth Sadly, faces will remind That you're not real anymore Shadow, sleep softly Dreams will fill your mind Dream softly Sleep will fill your mind Dreams will fill your mind - |
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| 13. |
| 10:57 |
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Voice that leads me on
As distant as the days before are gone Something I have lost Has left a space that keeps me stumbling on Search through the rain and the sun or the night for the day I will find Watch all the moments are tumbling through Like the clouds I will leave them behind They fade I want to fade Is there a place for me Somewhere Is there a place for me From stone against stone against stone in my way Cry that holds me down Is closer than the fear of what's to come Somehow I must change Uncertainty has left me here undone Search through the stars and the shapes in the sky for the day I will find Look for a sign with my eyes I could see as it quiets my mind They fade I want to fade Is there a place for me Somewhere Is there a place for me From stone against stone against stone in my way Out, Out of my hands These prisoner's hands that carved me through with stone And that's the stone of my heart A prisoner's heart that can't feel love I'm told Told of another time Another place Another Is there a place for me somewhere I've got to find somewhere |
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