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| 5:36 | 
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I shout these words,
To those who never listened, I pen this letter with the utmost conviction, It's been dark in here, cold and relentless, It's been too long: I can no longer fight this, Too late to change my mind. Nothing remains. I've silenced the pain. All the years passed, No one heard my true feelings. You continued to act like you knew me, Did you ever stop to think that I'd be able, To look in your eyes and say that I'm stable. Too late to change my mind. Nothing remains. I've silenced the pain. Don't tell me that, I'm taking the easy way out. I'm taking the easy way out. No underlying message to figure out, What you got from me is what I put out. What you got from me is what I put out. No one knew a thing about me, Just longing to be accepted, Wait 'til you see what I've become. My lifelessness. Too late to change my mind, Nothing remains. I've silenced the pain. |
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| 2. |
| 5:09 |
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What a Shame, breaking Down
What is getting the best of you Take a breath'm it's not complex I'm going to put your mind at ease Innocent People are not meant to suffer We're making negative energy power This will be Our Truth Can you feel us, we're stronger We Pray on the Weak and conquer No Longer care for those, Who try to condemn and Oppose We'll save Ourselves You're afraid that I'm right, I know it eats you up inside Well listen to me and you will see You have to let those fears fly free The only danger in the world is to be Weak minded with insecurities This won't be our truth Can you feel us, we're stronger We Pray on the Weak and conquer No Longer care for those, Who try to condemn and Oppose We'll save Ourselves Why do you fear everyone of us Why do you hate everyone of us, you crush us Why do we feel we are wasting our time Go away, end this now You need to get down off this cloud Start focusing and Listening And feel it's the time to change things When I'm alone, I don't feel hopeless at all The day must come where we can stand tall And this will be our truth Can you feel us, we're stronger We Pray on the Weak and conquer No Longer care for those, Who try to condemn and Oppose We'll save Ourselves |
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| 5:29 |
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A Blank Expression
Pales eyes wide cocked back The sheer stagnation Shame to all who thought this an act The best years of this life Felt wasted protecting a secret Insecurities fed on like a rat Depression True fears of dependency Affliction The scars on such a fragile little body Look Take a look inside the horror Take a look inside Visualize the horrors inside Burning Sensation To live just one day In pure elation Blame the ones who took this away Can't provide shelter from The dangers festering outside Can't provide safety from Monsters trapped within the mind Depression True fears of dependency Affliction The scars on such a fragile little body Look Take a look inside the horror Take a look inside Visualize the horrors inside Shake the hand of God As the blade moves closer The reflection is brighter than the sun The perception becomes weaker The sun starts to fade away The blank expression on the blade Skin Calloused yet easy to pierce On the floor, blood mixed with, tears Look Take a look inside the horror Take a look inside Visualise the horrors inside Shake the hand of God As the blade moves closer The reflection is brighter than the sun The perception becomes weaker |
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| 4. |
| 5:21 |
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Endless nights filled with misery
Sick of familiar patterns Bruise after cut Can't wash away my scars This is the night of, salvation On the Night of Salvation This life always pained me Tired of the same old routine All lies I've told Can't hide the little things This is the night of, salvation On the night of salvation Life has been left behind me I will not cower away Adrenaline stronger than ever Feel it all come together On the night of, salvation On the night of salvation Life has been left behind me I will not cower away |
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| 5. |
| 4:44 |
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I am the constant chill
I am the versatile one I am the constant chill I am the versatile one I am the god you loved I am the addiction I am the god you loved I am the addiction I am inside I am constant chill That moves up and down your spine I am the versatile one That moves in and out your mind I am the dark abyss That haunts before your prayers And I am the nemesis That haunts in your nightmares You can feel when I am inside And you know that I control you I enslave you I destroy you and leave you comatose I am the god you love That moves in and out your veins I am the addiction That buries you in shame You can feel when I am inside And you know that I control you I enslave you I destroy you and leave you comatose I've wrapped these chains so tight You can't break through The smell of fear is so enticing It's so inviting There is nothing more that I love Than to tear you apart I am inside and you know that I control you I enslave you I destroy you and leave you comatose I've wrapped these chains so tight You can't break through I am the constant chill I am the versatile one I am the god you loved I am the addiction I leave you comatose |
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| 6. |
| 5:42 |
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Greed has caused you to become a monster
Greed has caused you to become so cold You said you loved him, then you put him away "Till death do us part" means nothing to you Greed has caused you to betray your family Greed has caused you to become so jaded We've got some news for you, every dollar you save Will cushion your pillow in hell You act like we're blind, deaf and dumb Betrayal has now left us numb We're sorry we can't escape from This choice now we all must succumb He's been thrown away, left for dead This is the only father we've had Thrown away, left for dead How could you choose money instead Greed has caused you to become a monster Greed has caused you to become so cold We've got some news for you, every dollar you save Will cushion your pillow in hell You act like we're blind, deaf and dumb Betrayal has now left us numb We're sorry we can't escape from This choice now we all must succumb He's been thrown away, left for dead This is the only father we've had Thrown away, left for dead How could you choose money instead We will never forget that you're the reason This sadness has overwhelmed us This grief is too much to bear How can we look you in the eyes How could you ruin his life After all the years of of joy he brought us There is no 'we' anymore There is no 'us' anymore You will have to live your last days in infamy How could you do this How could you choose to have him Thrown away, left for dead This is the only father we've had Thrown away, left for dead How could you choose money instead |
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| 6:17 |
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Can't sleep with all this frustration, intoxication
I no longer have regret So what If I cause hysteria, It's not my dilemma I'm only here to inflict pain I will never forgive the ones who pushed me away Like a tumor, rage grows inside me Reminding me every day, I will retaliate A thorn in my spine for ?(8) years The Man who sheds no tears I am here to expose you All of the poison that you take All people you violate Your faith can't save you now I will never forgive the ones who pushed me away Like a tumor, rage grows inside me Reminding me every day, I will retaliate I am your family with the power To end everything Everything you love You should be paranoid I guess I no longer share this vision I guess I have a new agenda While you sink down into your hole I am proud watching you lose control I will never forgive the ones who pushed me away Like a tumor, rage grows inside me Reminding me every day, I will never forgive the ones who pushed me away Like a tumor, rage grows inside me Reminding me every day, I will retaliate I am your family with the power To end everything Everything you love |
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| 7:19 |
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Your true definition of me
Your idea that I'm real All of this is an illusion Even though you can feel My touch and my eyes They lie and they victimize My touch and my eyes Pierce through, make you realize I never wanted this world to be better I always wanted this world to suffer My flesh, my blood, all my animosity Give me strength and define me A bloodlust, it's all I trust No more boundaries to cross There is nothing uncommon Indifferent to the pain I've caused This confession means nothing My touch and my eyes They lie and they victimize My touch and my eyes Pierce through, make you realize I never wanted this world to be better I always wanted this world to suffer My flesh, my blood, all my animosity Give me strength and define me A bloodlust, it's all I trust This demon cannot be hushed These cowards will all be crushed No longer will I hide from them My ways are set in stone Nobody has ever known me A life truly spent alone Your true definition of me Your idea that I'm real All of this is an illusion Even though you can feel My touch and my eyes They lie and they victimize My touch and my eyes Pierce through, make you realize I never wanted this world to be better I always wanted this world to suffer My flesh, my blood, all my animosity Give me strength and define me A bloodlust, it's all I trust |
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| 9. |
| 5:53 |
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Everything was perfect before I found my dream
You were the world to me When I used to hate myself for trying Now relying on you for direction seems so trite Your attitude was quick to change when you thought One minute might go by without being sought Who do you think you are, manipulator How did it get this far I will make you pay, pay for all the lives you've ruined Pray you're able to breathe while I strangle you I'll stop at nothing, don't doubt me You've reined enough The lies you've been telling, you've been caught Your enemy is reality Your fatal flaw, meeting me I will make you pay, pay for all the lives you've ruined Pray you're able to breathe while I strangle you Pray for all the lives you've ruined Everyone you have betrayed will watch you burn Everyone you have betrayed will watch you burn Everyone will watch you burn I will make you pay, pay for all the lives you've ruined Pray you're able to breathe while I strangle you |
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| 10. |
| 7:36 |
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Eleven five ninety four, six thirty morning
Woke up panicked, sweating, with a mouth full of vomit No idea what could be wrong Blew it off as this illness is common Went back to sleep, then the phone rings Fell to the ground As the news was haunting, haunting Lazarus ended his life, ungodly sacrifice, no reason why Eleven eight ninety four six thirty evening The first time we're seeing Lazarus unconscious Dressed in the clothes he loved Laid out with all of his favorites The tears of so many friends Look around, and this view was haunting, haunting Lazarus ended his life, ungodly sacrifice, no reason why Never had an explanation Never had a chance to thank him Never had a chance to watch Lazarus rise Never had a chance to thank him Never had an explanation Never had a chance to say goodbye Lazarus ended his life, ungodly sacrifice, no reason why Never had a chance to say goodbye |
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