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And to reflect is to regret throwing it all away
And apathy, my one way street, it took so much from me Separated by this divide I created through my fears And in your tears you tried to show blind eyes and tell deaf ears If we can make it through the landslide standing We'll lift each other up to see the bliss on the horizon Been looking in from the outside lately I've seen who I used to be and it's not me And we can keep healing And we can keep holding on I just want to take you where our time won't waste anymore Through the mountains on the water We'll stay engulfed in one another And when I can wake up to see the sunrise in your eyes Then we'll finally be free and I'll know I've made it home So let's go out west and bask in the overcast And walking through the rain we'll see the beauty in life again And to reflect is to regret throwing it all away And apathy, my one way street, it took so much from me Separated by this divide I created through my fears And in your tears you tried to show blind eyes and tell deaf ears We can keep healing Oh I know we can keep holding on |
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| 2. |
| 4:13 |
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It’s been a long night, waiting to sleep the day away
and it's been a long time coming along with me every step of the way the confinement binds you and nothing scares me, nothing thrills me I've fooled myself into believing that nothing ails me, nothing kills me the confinement binds you and nothing scares me, nothing thrills me I’ve fooled myself into believing that nothing ails me, nothing can kill me the stagnant time is a breeding ground for regrets and wrongdoings and resolutions take their time that's if they even come at all always seeking redemption through the echoes I’ve listened and still came up missing always seeking redemption through the echoes I’ve listened and still seeped through the cracks the stagnant time is a breeding ground for regrets and wrongdoings and resolutions take their time that's if they even come at all the confinement binds you and nothing scares me, nothing thrills me I’ve fooled myself into believing that nothing ails me, nothing kills me the confinement binds you and nothing scares me, nothing thrills me I’ve fooled myself into believing that nothing ails, me nothing can kill me These wounds will heal nothing can stop me now These wounds will heal nothing can stop me now These wounds will heal These wounds will heal These wounds will heal |
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| 3:48 |
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Gone are the days of evasion
existence is how you create it what ever compels you to keep on embrace it so long as the missing piece of the puzzle split down the middle we had better prepare ourselves for perpetual winter why do we do this to ourselves continuous escape a living hell like those other lovers hidden under the covers it's so empty in the arms of another see what you've done you're irresistible with your sordid stories the morbid glory of it all remember when times were worth celebrating pour the wine for the fallen friends and foes singing in unison my hell is a blank piece of paper staring back at me my hell is wasted potential haunting me |
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| 3:42 |
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This moment marks the severing of senses comatose distinctions
the gathering of flies on a irrational mind filled with broken conviction I've seen how lies take form in your eyes your suspicious ways followed a hollow gaze you fucking left me to rot but one day you'll see first hand how I've paid for your biggest mistake sound the surrender embraced in vain what will you gain from this what will you lose secrets hidden behind your back your silence it serenades deceit secrets hidden behind your back your forever ideal fantasy sound the surrender you have gained all you could from this sound the surrender but you've lost only one |
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| 1:34 | 
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| 6. |
| 3:05 |
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Injected venom sucking the life from us away for eighty days
it's white noise just white noise staying awake for the music's sake they say they listen but never hear a thing mass deception illusion deception we say they listen to white noise can this really be our time are we found to find the line disillusion me again can we really be the only ones who see this charade the meaning is fleeting all these egos competing searching for an identity through the series of misleading disillusion me again |
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| 1:21 |
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| 8. |
| 2:28 |
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We are the expatriated
our fate cards have played us neighbors displaced us we’ve seen that these demographics are targets shot down by the market I’ve felt the wrath of the greedy now complete with more monsters I’ve seen the needs of a city completely ignored surrounded by vultures we are the sons and the daughters expecting betrayal neglecting out passions we know your plans don’t include us that’s why we’ve made our own destroyers of culture insatiable their appetite the gluttons who consumed their way to the top |
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| 9. |
| 3:09 |
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My heart's been racing with my mind to the finish line of these fevered times
stuck down again this turbulence has overcome tranquility pounding the walls inside these thoughts I can't control and shooting through my veins these heightened senses overwhelming confusion replaces clarity a neurotic rearrangement you know the feeling when down feels up to it's old tricks again so misleading when it hits like a ton of bricks to the chest out of breath on the bathroom floor and I'll make light of this night and night of this day it's what I tell myself to sleep when I dream myself awake |
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| 3:45 |
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After midnight's glow and morning's gloom has settled in its self-inflicted sense of self-loathing
waking up from the longest dream where we're all running away it's a sobering experience still sinking still spinning still hanging by a thread I've been thinking I'll stop wasting the days away and make life worth living controlling these demons and stopping sirens from screaming lapsing in and out of this great escape a love-hate relationship we're all stuck in our ways and as we drown everyday we revel in our self-indulgence and wonder why we feel so trapped in our bodies in our rooms in our cities with our words |
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| 11. |
| 6:23 |
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This decaying flesh is coming back to life
reanimate me give me a chance and I'll be right here where the sun hits the sea watching these waves wash the pain away and it will radiate so brilliantly that we can keep pushing on and get on with life cause we deserve it now I know that the worst is behind us now onward and upward we take flight on bruised and battered wings we soar above our clouded thoughts never looking back we can regain a sense of balance that's been gone so long give me a chance to reason with the odds to pick myself back up regain a balance gone so long |
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