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| 1. |
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this tragedy fills my mind
daughter of a whore born from lust I can see it in your eyes throw it away pushed to the side a pipedream reality in my father's veins I want to scream you killed my dreams when I look in the mirror it's not you, it's me so spread your legs and feel the disease come and rape me I'll pull you with me as I bleed so spread your legs and feel the disease come and rape me I'll pull you with me as I bleed I hate you with all my heart you motherf**ker horror is the look on your face a thousand times you have been raped mother look into my eyes do you see my father's face? do you? |
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| 2. |
| 2:16 |
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everyday my dreams slip away
I won't go out-without a fight everyday my life is taken from me I won't go out-without a fight treat me as the bastard life is cold, I’m so lost these days drag on and on minutes to years, years that I’ve lost bastard, bastard bastard, the life you gave is the life that you took bastard, the life you gave is the life no one deserves bastard, bastard |
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| 3. |
| 0:55 |
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I feel I’m lost to the world
out of touch and far behind put my passion to the test I feel I’ve lost it all look at me with hate in your eyes a reflection of you is what I feel inside all I’ve done and all I gave-years have passed nothing’s changed NOW YOU’LL WALK ALONE NOW YOU’LL WALK ALONE I hope the lesson you’ve learned all these years of work NOW YOU’LL WALK ALONE a loss of mind, family, love, respect NO RESPECT |
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| 4. |
| 1:35 |
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I've been down before
so I chose to drink it away used to wake up pour it down hurt the ones I love everyday today's a new day a fresh start for me now look through sober eyes at the life I've made love-almost threw away not gonna lose this time gotta think straight fight for what's mine too many times I've chosen the wrong path stumbled my life through over and over again I've seen the look of pain on your face I hope it never comes back found love in my best friend you stood by through it all until the end a true friend always by my side by my side, by my side by my side, been down before over and over again stumbled my life through I'm stronger now that I have you |
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| 5. |
| 1:23 |
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drama makes me step
everyday it gets worse my stomach twists in fear when the shit starts to turn a friend pulls a knife and starts to attack I'd take their life If I could get you back I'll fight you fucking all myself I would kill I hate this bastard life enemy of this world I search for relief there's no place to hide tired of being depressed I hope you all fucking die I search for relief there's no place to hide tired of being depressed I hope you all fucking die drama makes me step everyday it gets worse my stomach twists in fear when the shit starts to turn days in hades you all hope for the best so much to give too much of a test I feel myself fold under the weight of this hell still hope for the best, I still hope for this world days in hades we all hope for the best so much to give too much of a test I feel myself fold under the weight of this hell still hope for the best I still hope for this world search for relief there's no place to hide tired of being depressed I hope you all fucking die |
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| 6. |
| 2:47 | 
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| 7. |
| 1:20 |
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| 8. |
| 2:06 |
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from day one it's been a test for the best
a road straight down prayers at my bed time and time again waiting to see our fall you can't kill what's dead undead inside myself learned my lessons well no god can tame this beast your heaven's inside my hell no god-died for me undead-inside myself his love-I've thrown away now god-can drink from me it's time to pay for your sins drink from me pray for your sins pray for your sins his time to pay the price for what you've put us through children slain everyday-true sickness was born in you no god would drink from me |
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| 9. |
| 1:19 |
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I'm so sick
you f**king pigs putting strains on my life spreading all your f**king threats just a bunch of f**king lies you're just a f**king cop no better than me you're my f**king enemy blow off your f**king head a kick to the face you're a pussy with a badge you fill me with hate blow off your f**king head a kick to the face you're just a pussy ass cop |
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| 10. |
| 1:57 |
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what you said I believed
words led me astray lies of friendship you let me down a hypocrites truth always the same LIES (4x) you motherfucker you're next on your list to deceive your life is worthless hallowed cries I fail to believe force fed me your fucking lies words I'll never believe force fed me your fucking lies words I'll never believe force fed me your fucking lies words I'll never believe force fed me your fucking lies words I won't believe |
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| 11. |
| 1:50 |
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walk down these streets of starvation and death
where mothers sell their pussies to feed their kids all alone in a cold place that I can't escape walk down these streets of starvation and death where mothers sell their pussies to feed their kids paint the walls red and slit your wrists HOODS-916 all these years and all this pain I watch you die every fucking day toxic is our air, our skies, our pain sun comes up over our graves filth on the street it never goes away whores and drugs our child's play where needles and pills are king and queen walk down these streets of starvation and death where mothers sell their pussies to feed their kids paint the walls red and slit your wrists HOODS-916 filled with sorrow today's a new day these scars on my body will never go away these years I've lost I drank them all away sick inside I still pray walk down these streets of starvation and death where mothers sell their pussies to feed their kids paint the walls red and slit your wrists-HOODS-916 |
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| 12. |
| 1:46 |
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I don’t want to die but I feel that this is it
stomach in knots twenty pounds less a weekend of hell six months depression lost in a love sick world of pain I cry cause you’re gone I’m dying in pain, in pain my love for you is forever I promise this sick world I’ll never forget I wrote you this note I put this razor into my skin the tub overflows I awaken in pain I choke on my own blood I hear the phone ring back to reality Pat and I are off to the city drunk for six months straight I’m drowning myself in alcohol and pain depression magnifies times ten the blood in my veins is starting to run thin I don’t want to die I feel that this is it my face is in my hands(x2) again I slit my wrists I want to watch you kill yourself |
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| 13. |
| 2:04 |
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I watched you every day saw the addiction get worse
you fuckin’ lied when you cried and stole from your friends I stood by your side and watched you grow thin saw you pullin’ tricks sucking dicks to get the next taste saw you under the freeway taking handouts of cash I know you ain’t eatin’ yo that shits for your stash your food is dope there’s no hope when your needles are friends these days are too short when your life’s at its end this shit kills us all to see you like this I know how it feels to feel this is it I wake up every day not knowing what’s next and lately lifes not doing us right and the feelings not there I sleep these days away at night I drown in my fears I wish you were here death wont steal you away not this time Im by your side we wont lose caught up heroin sick life brings us all down death wont steal you away not this time Im by your side we wont lose caught up heroin sick life brings us all down |
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| 14. |
| 2:20 |
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going nowhere fast
everywhere at once no one is king and there is no god so if life is a test then I’ve failed you all put the steel to my head and watch me fall-fall I scream from inside lock myself out I look to the past where’s the innocence lost too proud to be heard as my heart turns to stone when you turned your back is when I lost it all-all scream from inside just outta reach I look for your help you give me nothing no words to express in the hostile times killed these dreams when I believed your lies-lies going nowhere fast everywhere at once no one is king and there is no god so if life is a test then I’ve failed you all put the steel to my head and watch me fall I scream from inside lock myself out I look to the past where’s the innocence lost? too proud to be heard as my heart turns to stone when you turned your back is when I lost it all-all |
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