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I'm on a mission
To see what's been missing My favorite song is on repeat But it's just not helping me My eyes have been wider but never been brighter Something else is going on I need a reminder of why I feel this way There's a fine line between Living a lie and feeling alive There are times that I've been Looking from the outside in And here I go again Falling behind losing my mind I'm pretending it's alright Listening to the soundtrack of my life Wo-oh Listening to the soundtrack of my life I still believe in Facing all my demons And everything that people promise Everything I've always wanted My mouth has been open My words have been stolen It may have been used against me It's starting to affect me And now I feel this way There's a fine line between Living a lie and feeling alive There are times that I've been Looking from the outside in And here I go again Falling behind losing my mind I'm pretending it's alright Listening to the soundtrack of my life Wo-oh Listening to the soundtrack of my life And it goes like this... And it takes me back... And it spins around And round and round And round and round And it goes around And always leads to black There's a fine line between Living a lie and feeling alive There are times that I've been Looking from the outside in And here I go again Falling behind losing my mind I'm pretending it's alright Listening to the soundtrack of my life Wo-oh Listening to the soundtrack of my life <i>[x3]</i> |
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| 2. |
| 3:29 |
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"A Still Life Franchise"
I remember that I kind of laughed at the sparks that spread the flames Over all the ugly memories these past three years have made Then I waited for the smoke to fill my lungs and suffocate my pain away So I say goodbye and I just say so long Almost feeling paralyzed My still life with vital signs And I'll just say so long My good intentions felt so wrong Left me feeling so far gone Well I'm gone, woah, woah. I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone I remember when I found the place for the ends to list that normal scene Living in this haunted house on this otherwise normal street Postcards and photographs of who we were start to burn and fade away So I say goodbye and I just say so long Almost feeling paralyzed My still life with vital signs And I'll just say so long My good intentions felt so wrong Left me feeling so far gone My good intentions felt so wrong Left me feeling so far gone Well I'm gone, woah, woah. I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone So I say goodbye and I just say so long Almost feeling paralyzed My still life with vital signs And I'll just say so long My good intentions felt so wrong Left me feeling so far gone And I'll just say so long My good intentions felt so wrong Left me feeling so far gone And I'll just say so long |
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| 3:11 |
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"Overrated (Everything Is)"
Maybe I'm jaded and bored Always looking for more Wait around for the next big fix I know I'm a wreck, I'm a mess But I couldn't care less Don't know what it would take to change me Everybody's so afraid to be different Please excuse me now if I don't get it I think sex is overrated So is always getting wasted Designer drugs and dead end jobs And classic rock is so outdated I'm so sick of therapy And all the things it's done to me How can I be satisfied? When everything is overrated Maybe the problem is me But I won't make believe And I can't take this mediocrity What if this is a test? And I deserve what I get? Will I wake up with all the answers? Everybody's too afraid to be different Please excuse me now if I don't listen I think sex is overrated So is always getting wasted Designer drugs and dead end jobs And classic rock is so outdated I'm so sick of therapy And all the things it's done to me How can I be satisfied? When everything is overrated (Woah, woah). When everything is overrated. Can't stand the normal Can't stand the ordinary Find me anything that's extraordinary Show me something Show me anything Am I the only one? Am I the only one? I think sex is overrated So is always getting wasted All my friends and family They make my life so complicated I'm so sick of apathy and TV show reality How can I be satisfied? When everything is overrated. Woah, woah. When everything is overrated. |
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| 4. |
| 3:09 |
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Frustration that I've been facing
I don't remember how but I've lost motivation I can't stop this sinking feeling from creeping over me I can't stop myself seeing the darkness in front of me It's not that hard to just fall apart, fall apart. It's not that hard to just fall apart, I'm falling apart. It's not that hard to just fall apart, from the start. It's not that hard to just fall apart, I'm falling apart. Repeating, I keep retreating, I don't remember how, but I lost all my meaning. Can't stop mistakes I'm making from hanging over me, Can't stop myself from facing the darkness in front of me. It's not that hard to just fall apart, fall apart. It's not that hard to just fall apart, I'm falling apart. It's not that hard to just fall apart, from the start. It's not that hard to just fall apart, I'm falling apart. I remember when I'm reaching my breaking point, Pressure pushing on me till I lost my voice, I don't think I ever had a choice, With this every day decay and destroy. It's not that hard to just fall apart, fall apart. It's not that hard to just fall apart, I'm falling apart. It's not that hard to just fall apart, from the start. It's not that hard to just fall apart, I'm falling apart. |
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| 2:48 |
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Rescue me from boring times it's a story
i know line by line different deep on the inside, isn't different if you have to try i'm borderline day after day waiting to get knocked off my feet again time passes by like a slow parade waiting to get knocked off my feet again knocked to my knees again. the measurements of my success, are always measured in not making sense my motivation's taking bets it's apologies or arguments with a head filled full of cans and can'ts. i try and try and try to remember why i think it's now or it's never. i'm borderline day after day waiting to get knocked off my feet again time passes by like a slow parade waiting to get knocked off my feet again knocked on my knees again. |
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| 6. |
| 3:16 |
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I could hear all the plans we had when the wind hits me just right
and i'm so sick of wanting all the things i'm haunted by my sympathy goes to the oldest joke that's survived another year i wonder where i'm going from where i'm at i wonder why i'm still here. the writing on the subway walls reminds me why your words don't console me anymore while i'm lying wide awake on my bedroom floor. i'm the lucky one, i'm getting out of here this is my last chance to disappear. i'm the lucky one, i'm getting out of here, i think i may freeze on the last days of summertime. the local papers always opened up to obituaries and engagements cause i keep track of all the fresh starts and he dying famous and there's a hate of second-hand smoke underneath the summer stars along with conversations we had on this subway car. the writing on the subway walls reminds me why your words don't console me anymore while i'm lying wide awake on my bedroom floor. i'm the lucky one, i'm getting out of here this is my last chance to disappear, i'm the lucky one, i'm getting out of here, i think i may freeze on the last days of summertime. remember when, when you said, you said take these words and do what you want with them. the writing on the subway walls reminds me why your words don't console me anymore, while i'm lying wide awake on my bedroom floor. i'm the lucky one, i'm getting out of here this is my last chance to disappear. i'm the lucky one, i;m getting out of here, i think i may freeze on the last days of summertime. |
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| 7. |
| 2:59 |
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<i>[Verse 1]</i>
Dear "you won't answer me" Did you honestly Think I'd ever leave? If you'd somehow just believe me You've gotta know right now that these words still sting I've lost everything I've ever touched <i>[Pre-chorus:]</i> The results were eating me up For once I've had enough <i>[Chorus:]</i> Landmines-landslides no matter how I try Landmines-landslides every single time <i>[Verse 2]</i> I fell asleep while watching TV While the living dead They walk my streets this evening This sitting target's been Stuck on the couch again Pretending I'm stable when the panic sets in <i>[Pre-chorus]</i> <i>[Chorus:]</i> Landmines-landslides no matter how I try. I'm destined for disaster a failure by design Landmines-landslides every single time. I'm destined for disaster I'm trapped on every side <i>[Bridge:]</i> You know how hard I try sometimes You can see it in my eyes It's always eating me alive The day to day of getting by Self-control from all the helplessness I've known I'm a wreck Lacking confidence there's no arguments you know <i>[Chorus:]</i> Landmines-landslides no matter how I try. I'm destined for disaster a failure by design Landmines-landslides every single time. I'm destined for disaster I'm trapped on every side. |
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| 3:33 |
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I fell asleep last Saturday
Underneath polluted skies I walked alone on those Jersey nights, and I Saw the boardwalk start to fall The emptiness starts to drown The quiet corners off this town, and I-- Late last night, I made my plans It was the only thing I felt I could do Said goodbye, to my best friend Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth It's gonna kill me... The rest of my life Let me apologize while I'm still alive I know it's time to face all of my past mistakes It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life This is my all time low Somehow it feels so familiar Somehow it seems so familiar I feel like letting go And every second that goes by I'm screaming out for a second try Said goodbye, to my best friend Sometimes there's no one left to tell me the truth It's gonna kill me... The rest of my life Let me apologize while I'm still alive I know it's time to face all of my past mistakes I've got to live with them rest of my life This is the mess I've made These are the words I can't erase This is my life support, shutting down, for the final time And it twists like a blade And kills me for the rest of my life If you won't forgive me The rest of my life Let me apologize while I'm still alive I know it's time to face all of my past mistakes It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life... |
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| 9. |
| 3:14 |
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I can't seem to recognize, either side of this modern version or
fading person i was, i tried to memorize dates and times of old accidents and the failed attempts now, i'm still afraid of those mistakes i've made. i'm mostly memories, most missed opportunities, mostly minor tragedies, i'm mostly you and me. i'm mostly memories, mostly missed opportunities, mostly abnormalities, i'm mostly you and me, and you and you and me. i can't seem to recognize, either side of my conversations or contemplations i've done, i've tried to memorize the truth and lies, of the facts and fictions and the half truth admissions i've done. i'm still afraid of those mistakes i've made. i'm mostly memories, mostly missed opportunities, mostly minor tragedies, i'm mostly you and me. i'm mostly memories, mostly missed opportunities, mostly abnormalities, i'm mostly you and me, and you and you and me. out of luck and had enough out of trust and out of touch, out of time i'm hanging up i'm mostly memories, mostly missed opportunities, mostly minor tragedies, i'm mostly you and me. i'm mostly memories, mostly missed opportunities, mostly abnormalities, i'm mostly you and me, and you and you and me. |
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| 10. |
| 2:22 |
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Going back and forth inside my shut up brain again
You gotta let her go, gotta let her go Worlds apart, I'm torn apart, I'll stall up my senses You gotta let her go, gotta let her go Somehow through it all we've become defenseless You gotta let her go, gotta let her go I'm living this lie and I can't pretend You gotta let her go, gotta let her go And I know I'll get that feeling when we meet again And I know I will be stronger in the end I think I'm gonna lose my mind 'Cause I don't wanna say goodbye I think I'm gonna lose my mind 'Cause I don't wanna say goodbye Now we realize the compromises you and I You gotta let her go, gotta let her go You fell from heaven to heartbreak in the blink of an eye You gotta let her go, gotta let her go And I know I'll get that feeling when we meet again And I know I will be stronger in the end I think I'm gonna lose my mind 'Cause I don't wanna say goodbye I think I'm gonna lose my mind 'Cause I don't wanna say goodbye You gotta let her go, gotta let her go You gotta let her go, gotta let her go You gotta let her go, gotta let her go You gotta let her go, gotta let her go If I leave right now, get up and walk away Our yesterdays will begin to fade You gotta let her go, gotta let her go You gotta let her go, gotta let her go I think I'm gonna lose my mind 'Cause I don't wanna say goodbye I think I'm gonna lose my mind 'Cause I don't wanna say goodbye I think I'm gonna lose my mind 'Cause I don't wanna say goodbye I think I'm gonna lose my mind 'Cause I don't wanna say goodbye You gotta let her go, gotta let her go You gotta let her go, gotta let her go You gotta let her go, gotta let her go You gotta let her go, gotta let her go If I leave right now, get up and walk away Our yesterdays will begin to fade You gotta let her go, gotta let her go You gotta let her go, gotta let her go |
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| 3:59 |
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I have this feeling inside that i wouldn't like me if i met me. it seems like a losing fight, if you can see thru my eyes then you'd believe me. the truth is that i'm overrated, I can't think straight I'm formulaic, the truth is that it's sad to say it, but you can't help me. you don't see me that way, you hear the words that i say, you just tell me that my heart's in the right place, it's the world that's confused and it's never too late to save a hopeless case i've always known a ghost like me, can disappear in a moment, i'm my own worst casualty, everything i touch can get broken, the truth is that i'm self-destructive, i'm insecure, i'm out of focus, the truth is that i've had enough but you still help me. you don't see me that way, you hear the words that i say, you just tell me that my heart's in the right place, it's the world that's confused and it's never too late to save a hopeless case. you're giving me perspective, it's better than mine, and i'll still be defective and you're wasting your time.
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| 4:06 |
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It's never been so crystal clear that i've been dying six months a year arguing with strangers about why i'm still here. no on lets me forget questions about my relevance and i'm starting to believe their arguments in my self-defense it's just my self-destructiveness and always wasting all my breath and it's still a mystery to me why i'm doubting all my dreams all the things that i say will someday fade away when the message in the songs has kept me sane all along. the years hit like like fist to face and some days i've tried to replace this person with the same god-given name. some days i shake till noon i've tried to explain to overcrowded rooms across these states my narrow point of view. but what can i do it's just my self-destructiveness and always wasting all my breath and it's a mystery to me why i'm doubting all my dreams all the things that i say will someday fade away when the message in these songs has kept me sane all along.
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| 13. |
| 2:36 |
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Trying not to hold my breath
But my lungs are filled inside this chest I've been hopeless and I couldn't have cared less Of anything that could or has been said In the future past and present tense Been my own best friend With Clouds over my head Been on this sinking ship Decided that it's sink or swim The water's comin' in Foundations wearin thin Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be missed If you swim with the ship again Trying not to hold my breath But my lungs are filled inside this chest I've been hopeless and I couldn't have cared less Of anything that could or has been said And what those words mean or what they meant In the future past and present tense Been my own best friend With Clouds over my head Been on this sinking ship Decided that it's sink or swim The water's comin' in Foundations wearin thin Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be missed If you swim with the ship Givin up inch by inch In twenty words or less I'll describe this mess I've drank to forget, full of hopelessness Never cared what they said I'm on this ledge in crisis and I couldn't care less Been my own best friend Clouds over my head Been on this sinking ship Decided that it's sink or swim The water's comin' in Foundations wearin thin Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be missed If you swim with the ship Givin up inch by inch And I've lost my own bestfriend |
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