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When all is said and done
I'll always be your son But all is not forgiven Well I'm on my knees pleading Just 'cause I'm grown you think I don't need Much more than what you've ever given me [Chorus] So when we gonna get together Seems there's no time for me You act like you got forever You've got time, but you ain't got time for me You said you've got time But you ain't got time for me Now that you've gone and tossed The bottle away now will ya Start a new life with the new wife Well she'll never be my mother I suppose that you know you oughta Remember the ones you left behind [Chorus] You're just letting it slip away now You act like things are fine I know you think you've been born again But this time You're leaving your son behind This time This time This time |
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| 2. |
| 1:55 |
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I got the razor at my wrist
'cause I can't resist I've got this fever burnin' fist That does as I wish But when I get downtown And see what's around I just know there's got to be A better place to be found Oh, God help me The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' Well I know there'd come a day When my mind would say "Hey are you afraid" Well all I know is that I been down here tryin' Well, I'll bleed on through the night I suppose I'll be dead by the morning light So don't be suprised if you mind when you find me The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' The river runs red and I think I'm dyin' Oh, God help me |
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| 3. |
| 3:05 |
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You got that look in your eye again
It's working overtime Worried about where I'm gonna spend my life But it's much too late, I said it's much too late I said it's much too late to start picking fights You said: Where ya been, where ya going Where ya going to, where ya going to, where are ya going? 'Cause I'll be right here, yeah Can it wait, can't you wait, can't you wait Just a minute now, just a minute now, come on I need some air to breathe I need some space, just leave 'Cause I'm colder than ever colder than ever I said I'm colder than ever I'm empty empty through and through Someday they'll see, someday I'll be Unwanting of somewhere to hide But for now I'll take shelter Deep in the back of my mind Can it wait? Can't you wait? Can't you wait? 'Cause I ain't ready to lay it on the line I still shake, I still shake I still shake And from this chill in my spine I've got this chill oh yeah In the back of my spine Baby all the time now Chilling my bones, chilling all alone now Find a way, find a way, I've found a way To cope with the everyday now Raise your hands if you understand 'Cause I'm colder than ever colder than ever I said I'm colder than ever I'm empty empty through and through Smiling's just a phrase yeah And nothing can phrase me Smiling's just a phrase yeah And nothing can phrase me Come on |
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| 4. |
| 5:40 |
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Am I to blame?
If I won't speak her name, if I won't face her grave Maybe I'm to blame, maybe I'm to blame Since you're gone, I've never fealt the same Well maybe I'm just a bad seed Of the family I'll get my sleep without tear-stained sheets And I'll never come cryin' for sympathy Well I need a place to run to Yeah I need a place to hide Yeah I need a place where I don't need a smile as my disquise Am I to blame? If I won't gace your grave Am I to blame? Am I to blame? If I cannot bear to face your grave And mother please shine down on me Show me that I'm not the bad seed Maybe I'm to blame, maybe I'm to blame Since you're gone I never felt the same Well maybe my mind's deceiving me But I think you took the easy way out You left me standing there empty handed As soon as you put that gun in your mouth So please don't keep on asking If theres something wrong 'cause you know damn well if I was fine I would've never ever written this song Am I to blame? If I won't face your grave |
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| 5. |
| 4:41 |
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If you don't walk with me, I will walk alone
Hard enough to believe in myself When I know they don't believe in me Unwilling to change for society I'll be who I want to be I want to tear it up, tear it out Get my aggression out This is what we're here for, control the dance floor This is why we're here I said, this is why we're here So when will it end, when will it end When will they comprehend, comprehend That we will overcome this system I said this is why we're here They keep on kicking me down, kicking me down Tryin' to keep me underground, underground But did I mention we were paving the way For the new breed of bad seed We'll never let up until we hear every voice scream Screamin' these words, screamin' these words 'Til every voice is heard, voice is heard They keep on screamin' these words, screamin' these words 'Til every voice is heard... Calling from the underground! I can feel it in the air I breathe! I can see we all agree Unwilling tochange for society We'll be who we want to be We are the underground We are the underground |
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| 7. |
| 3:45 |
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Why do I feel so alone in a crowd of people I know
Is it wrong to feel so insecure so unappealing? Why walk around in disquise with a fake grin on my face? What would it prove? What would I gain? I'd still feel so out of place Damned if I do Damned if I don't But I won't turn out like you Midlife crisis at age 22 Who knew? I need some answers Cross the street and down the avenue I stopped for the woman Paid five bucks and got my palm read And she said You shouldn't be smiling boy This life line ays you're already dead Just keep on moving forward never turning back But with every step ahead I take they pull me two steps back They pull me two steps back |
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| 8. |
| 3:41 |
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If I knew what to do I'd do it.
If I knew where to go I'd get there someday. If I knew where to fly I'd fly away, forget about life for a while. But it never is that easy to just pick up and go and do as you're told like. 'cause life never works out that way. If it were true the skies would be full everyday. If I knew how to fly, I'd fly away. If I knew how to fly, I'd fly away. If I knew how to fly, I knew how to fly away. Well I'm lost at 22 and I've got no fucking clue. No I don't know if things will work out right. I'm lost and confused. I'm lost at 22 and I don't know if my life's gonna end up right. 'cause they keep on telling me that I'm young, dumb and naive. But that's just what they want me to believe. Well I'd rather be lost at sea than become part of this society. Where the grass is always green and the air is always clean. At least that's what they want me to believe. At least that's what they want me to believe. I'm lost at 22. I'm lost at 22. I'm lost. |
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| 4:04 |
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There's blood on the floor
And you're not even moving Don't really know if it's mine or yours But you aint moving Eyes are ide as you grin at me You know there's a place that you'd rather be But if you should die and I survive How could I go on knowing that I am still alive Here breathing There's a beast that's living deep within me Forcing me to feed all my needs Yeah he's in me And he brought us here to end our fears To wave goodbye to all of the tears To start a new life on the other side of the river Well my world would be over Hold on, hold on, I won't be long Wait for me, man, I won't ne long You were such in a rush to reach the other side Look at yourself with that look in your eye Smilimg wide and pre-occupied with that river Well my world would be over |
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| 10. |
| 3:58 |
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In the stilness of the night my eyes are closed.
My mouth is wide. I could see her face. Her beautifull hair I could recognize. She looks at me cold. She probably don't know who I am. Mommy it is me, it's Keith. You had me back when... But sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me, that she holds me. Sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me, that she holds me. I guess I can't, 'cause she doesn't know who I am. My mind it's dreaming, God it's so misleading. Do you thing it's 'cause I've grown old. Is it true that what I was told? You cried to leave me? You know I know it's not your fault. You had a husband who was (now you're ?) selfish and cold. Believe me I know. And now I hear you used to treat me cold. You disappeared and left me all alone. I'm sure you didn't know right from wrong. 'cause both of you were always getting stoned. But sometimes I like to pretend. But sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me Sometimes I like to pretend, that she holds me. Sometimes I like to pretend, that she knows me. Sometimes I like to pretend, that she holds me. I guess I can't, 'cause she doesn't know who I am. |
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| 11. |
| 4:35 |
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I wonder how it would be if my mother was still around
The types of talk The relationships we could have had The three of us Me, you and dad My mouth went dry My stomach felt queasy too So empty and scared It's all because of you A dead body that turned out not to be dead No one understands Wish I really knew what happened to my mom Because my family they told me nothing but lies They figured if they just told me the truth I'd break down and cry Feel betrayed and hurt Profoundly insecure Want to knock ten times on heaven's door Still suffering from old emotional wounds I was getting worse Can't depend on them and their lies Why did see leave? How did she die? And when it gets colder outside I'll be back next year With that feeling to make me cry Wanna go visit her grave Because it's been a long, long time Want to pick a peach rose And rest it on it's side Say a prayer eventhough I don't believe And say goodbye Don't get me wrong I have a mind to keep me strong But there's this feeling of not knowing what went wrong And how she's dead and gone Don't think anyone thinks Of you as much as I do |
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| 4:09 |
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Funnel down straight through the clouds
Like an ever flowing stream Like an ever flowing steam Take a bite of the fruit of life Cause the fruit of life is sweet Cause the fruit of life is sweet You're my tangerine Let the spirits speak through me Ecstasy and energy Let it come your wildest dreams A full bloom's glow melts the winter's freeze New day, stressless without disease Would you be my tangerine ? You're my tangerine I can't stop searching for more and more... Still hung over from the night before Cosmic hunger, I'm your fruitful whore Soul sun searching, let your spirit soar Still hung over from the night before You're my tangerine... |
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| 4:07 |
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I look in the mirror and guess what I see
A baby blue eyed spirit who seeks your everything My mind is chaotic, unless I choose to be free Sometimes I just can't help myself, sometimes I just can't help myself My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be Hideous devastations, lifeless serenity My abstract emotions, somehow, get the best of me Lord take away my sorrow, Lord take away my pain Erasing life tomorrow, ain't the motive to the game My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be My mind dangerous, that's who I'll always be Erasing life tomorrow ain't the motive to the game Erasing life tomorrow ain't the motive to the game |
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| 4:09 |
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If tomorrow never shows
I want you all to know That I loved you all, you're beautiful And I had myself a ball I've wasted so much precious time Been skating along these fine lines Now these weeds have grown where the sun once shown And my life has passed me by And my life has passed me by And I don't know why I keep searching for something that I never found While these weeds get deeper as I turn around And time grows older and I've grown colder So long has passed that I forgot to count These weeds have grown where the sun once shown And I can feel it Today I cut off all the ties Been led blind for all this time But somewhere in between the lies Are the hearts and minds of those who tried And although I've heard your lies This space between us |
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| 4:00 |
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I used to spend my time thinking I'll be fine
Murder isn't crime, I witnessed you commit and smile Rusty breeze, let me in your casualty Mellow leaves, you're falling from an angry tree An angry tree And everybody is slipping over the edge And everybody is And everybody is slipping over the edge And everybody is Everyday that's slipping, come closer, the quicker to death Drink up the magic potions, now you see me in your head Rusty breeze, let me in your casualty Mellow leaves, you're falling from an angry tree An angry tree Can you see the world I see? Everybody slips including....me |
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| 3:25 |
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