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| 2. |
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My hands shake cause today, I know you're gonna break my heart and, my life without you in it is a life thats not worth living. I'll be strong but I wish I was someone else, anyone but me tonight here I stand, all alone,tonight and I wish i was strong enough to breathe without you, in my life, I wish I was anyone but me. so I'll start to pretend I'm ok but you should know by now that my life is smoke and mirrors, the one thing is crystal clear that I'm the one wishing i was someone else, Anyone but me tonight here I stand (here I stand) all alone, (here I stand) tonight (here I stand) and I wish I was strong enough to breathe (here I stand) without you, (here I stand) in my life, (here I stand) I wish I was anyone but me. (Where do we go?) (Where do we go?) inside I start to fall apart. (Where do we go?) and i'll pretend I'm holding on (Where do we go?) so I guess i'll bleed in silence.(In silence) I guess i'll bleed in silence. here I stand (here I stand) all alone, (here I stand) tonight (here I stand) and I wish I was strong enough to breathe (here iIstand) without you, (here I stand) in my life, (here I stand) I wish I was anyone but me. here I stand (here I stand) all alone, (here I stand) tonight (here I stand) and I wish I was strong enough to breathe (here I stand) without you, (here iIstand) in my life, (here I stand) I wish I was anyone but me. |
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| 3. |
| 3:11 |
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to moonn6pence from shootingstar(papayeverte) I Remember My First Kiss The Butterflies, I Know You Felt Them Too I Can Still Taste Your Lips That Night I Wrapped Up All My Love In You But Deep Inside, I Always Knew I Must Hate Myself Cause I Also Knew What Day You'd Destroy Me But There's Something I've Gotta Know (Before We Say Goodbye) Will I See You Again? (Somewhere In Another Life) I Remember Our First Fight Your Skeletons Were All Up Over You I Can Still Taste That Night When You Told Me You'd Been Beat Up And Abused You'd Had It All, Bruised Mouths Don't Die It's Not Your Fault, It Was Never Your Fault That Evil World For An Innocent Girl It's Not Your Fault, It Was Never Your Fault There's Something I've Gotta Know (Before We Say Goodbye) Will I See You Again? (Somewhere In Another Life) Could've Tried To Be Okay (But I Need You To Know) Wherever You Are Now (That Here We Wouldn't Go) You Were Always Great At Running Away But You Said Forever, You Promised Forever I Forgive You, I've Forgiven You And Now I Just Miss You, I'll Always Remember You Go! There's Something I've Gotta Know (Before We Say Goodbye) Will I See You Again? (Somewhere In Another Life) Could've Tried To Be Okay (But I Need You To Know) Wherever You Are Now (That Here We Wouldn't Go) |
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| 4. |
| 2:31 |
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to moonn6pence from shootingstar She wraps her tragic moments tightly around her neck Then she hangs herself with them as I try to disconnect Cuz she wants to choke on her life again Breathing it in like a deadly poison. She cries cause she's lost and she doesn't even know what she wants Her eyes grow cold and she begs the world to just let her go (But I won't let go) to moonn6pence from shootingstar She lives and breathes in a world that brought her to her knees And now I'm addicted to her cuz that girl is just like me And I'm gonna choke on her life again I'm breathing it in like a deadly poison. I just want to get through to her, Before her last breath. She cries cause she's lost and she doesn't even know what she wants Her eyes grow cold and she begs the world to just let her go She cries cause she's lost and she doesn't even know what she wants And she hides all alone inside the pain that she wont let go Watching her life pass her by, watching it all through her watering eyes But I'll be chasing dragonflies from her darkest skies until the day she dies. |
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| 5. |
| 3:37 |
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ro moonn6pence from shootingstar It's late at night the worlds asleep And I'm trying not to think I take some pills cause my mind bleeds I'm thinking what is wrong with me Because the only thing I know about honesty Is every lie I told that you believed I'm afraid, to be alone I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out And you'll be amazed At the secrets I keep You'll be amazed At my mouth full of lies I'm too afraid to come clean My life's still free in the house of cards Now I can't look you in your eyes Because the guilt is killing me I try disconnect my heart again Just so I can breathe I wanna be myself again But I just can't cause I'm afraid, to be alone I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out And you'll be amazed At the secrets I keep You'll be amazed At my mouth full of lies I'm too afraid to come clean My life's still free in the house of cards It's such a shame what I've become After years of breaking down My whole life has come undone Cause I'm trying to fake it all And I know that you love someone But that someone isn't me Isn't me, no to moonn6pence from shootingstar And you'll be amazed At the secrets I keep You'll be amazed At my mouth full of lies I'm too afraid to come clean My life's still free in the house of cards You'll be amazed |
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| 6. |
| 3:20 |
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to moonn6pence from shootingstar(papayeverte) Too long in the same place I'm sinking into this town. I've charmed the same old snakes I think we gotta get out Before I break away from me Cuz this place is my lobotomy. Imagine we were dead Counting all the things we never did. I remember when you told me I should live like I'm dying And not to close my eyes While everything burns. What are we waiting for? These years are dying slowly, Today is still in front of us And we're breaking out Cuz today is now or never. I can't contemplate the earth All while my heads in the sand Cuz I've been buried alive So take my bleeding hands And breathe life into me Cuz right now I'm suffocating. So imagine we were dead Counting all the things we never did. I remember when you told me I should live like I'm dying And not to close my eyes while Everything burns. What are we waiting for? These years are dying slowly, Today is still in front of us And we're breaking out Cuz today is now or never. to moonn6pence from shootingstar I don't want a life of agony I wont be another tragedy And close my eyes while everything burns. And I won't pretend I don't exist Invisible until I turn to dust, Open your eyes we're still alive. Standing still is criminal And never lasts forever. The safest place in life is now, Today's the day we're breaking out.. I remember when you told me I should live like I'm dying And not to close my eyes While everything burns. What are we waiting for? These years are dying slowly, Today is still in front of us And we're breaking out Cuz today is now or never. |
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| 7. |
| 3:25 |
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to moonn6pence from papayeverte
The way you dance it turns me on But you know that I'm spoken for The way your sweat drips off your chest You know that I'm wanting more The lust, the sex, the heat, this sweat And nothing else matters But you and me without your dress. I already forgot her You, you have no idea what you do to me And you, you have no idea what you're doing to me Pandora, I don't know how you charmed your way into my heart And I don't know how you snuck your way into my arms But I know that I'll regret what I did And I know that I'll regret it forever as I throw my life away, Pandora The girl I love sits at home and I know that she's lonely But I'm watching you take off your clothes You're the star of this moment The love, the hate, the guilt, my fate Is hanging in the balance You, you have no idea what you do to me Oh you, you don't even care what she means to me Pandora, I don't know how you charmed your way into my heart And I don't know how you snuck your way into my arms But I know that I'll regret what I did And I know that I'll regret it forever as I throw my life away, Pandora And by the time that I come home she's already sleeping Sit on the bed and take off my clothes My nerves they're shaking The lust, the sex, the heat, this sweat Your body is quaking The love, the hate, the guilt, my fate Against this temptress I'm a shame I'm a shame Pandora, I don't know how you charmed your way into my heart And I don't know how you snuck your way into my arms But I know that I'll regret what I did And I know that I'll regret it forever as I throw my life away (forever as I throw my life away) Forever as I throw my life away, Pandora |
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| 4:00 |
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to moonn6pence from shootingstar(papayeverte) We walk past a dead end street to the top of a hill so we can be alone. Under the moon it's beautiful. The stars clear the black of night when I’m with you. Nervously I take your hand and promise you I'll take you for a ride... "Someday we'll have it all, you and we're gonna be stars" We’ll runaway from everything you hate, runaway to everything you've wanted take my hand let's get famous. Runaway from everything you've fought runaway to everything you've loved take my hand lets get famous I’m amazing how things can change. How the real world can chase our dreams away. How did you give up so easily? to moonn6pence from shootingstar Cuz I’d rather make them bury me... so let's Runaway from everything you hate, runaway to everything you've wanted take my hand let's get famous. Runaway from everything you've fought runaway to everything you've loved take my hand lets get famous Our names in lights across the sky, it's beautiful and our whole lives will be headlines across the whole world... |
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| 4:27 |
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to moonn6pence from shootingstar(papayeverte) I'll take your crystal ball and make this crystal clear, that I won't stand back and i won't drown right here I'll never wait I'll make a million mistakes but to be content is to be a disgrace they crawl in your head they dig in your bones if you let them, they wont let go they have no hope they have no soul if you let them they'll take yours I think it feels better on the other side cause their grass is green and your grass is diseased every day drowns in lethargy but to be content is to burn way they crawl in your head they dig in your bones if you let them, they wont let go they have no hope they have no soul if you let them they'll take yours when you die you want the world to remember you for who you really are and when you die you want to love yourself cause you'll be all alone they crawl in your head they dig in your bones if you let them, they wont let go they have no hope they have no soul if you let them they'll take yours they crawl in your head don't fear the unknown, cause you'll let them take control so let yourself go, and let yourself go don't you let 'em take you a hold |
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| 3:27 |
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to moonn6pence from shootingstar(papayeverte)
She looked at me her eyes were watering Then I knew that this was about to end Frozen in that moment, Time was standing still I could feel my heart, sinking, fragile Goodbye, She said I found somebody New... cause I gave u every waking moment I gave u everything u wanted and now, I know u`re giving me up she walked away and I could hardly breath turn around and fell down to my knees I`m shivering as the truth Is settling I`m sure tomorrow has nothing to do with u I knew someday You`d find someone else like this but before, you go could u Just leave me one more kiss? cause I gave u every waking moment I gave you everything u wanted and now, I know u`re giving me up and I can`t lie still when there`s someone else beside u and I can`t lie still cuz I`m all alone this time cuz I`m all alone this time cuz I`m all alone this time I remember when u were falling and I was their just holding onto u and I remember all those scars I wear that u carved in me and I gave u every waking moment I gave you everything u santed and now, I know u`re giving me up and I can`t lie still when there`s someone else beside you and I can`t lie still cause I`m all alone this time cause I`m all alone this time I`m all alone this time to moonn6pence from shootingstar(papayeverte) |
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| 3:08 |
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to moonn6pence from shootingstar(papayeverte)
Sometimes I try not to hate myself For everything I never said When you were here And so I'm burning up photographs Of what was a perfect past 'Cause I'm still here But I'm barely holding on Where did I go wrong Choking on the difference Between me and the world And ever since you've been gone I've been torn apart I know that you can't hear me but I'm still hurt And I wish you were here It's so hard that I try to bury it Pretend that you didn't exist So I can be strong But I feel sick And I feel diseased 'Cause everyone abandons me And I can't move along 'Cause I'm barely holding on Where did I go wrong Choking on the difference Between me and the world And ever since you've been gone I've been torn apart I know that you can't hear me but I'm still hurt And I wish you were here I can not pretend you didn't exist Misery is just a state of mind Hiding from the world's no way to live So I'll convince myself that I'll be fine I'll be fine But since I lost you I'm barely holding on Where did I go wrong Choking on the difference between Me and the world And ever since you've been gone I've been torn apart I know that you can't hear me but I'm still hurt So I look up to the stars And wonder out loud Why everything I had in life Has fallen from my arms Can you even hear this song? I'm screaming at the clouds Screaming to a galaxy That never cared at all That I need you here |
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| 3:43 |
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to moonn6pence from shootingstar(papayeverte) Cut my eyes on visions of you Memories aren't clear I lost touch with the boy I knew While you were still here Have you met your god? Does he know I'm in pain? Does he even have any plans For me to see you again? Morning sadness So we meet again Pack your bags 'cause we're leaving Tonight Damage done by a lost loved one You can never forget Questioning my faith in God I know evil exists So I look past the sky It's where we're going tonight Morning sadness So we meet again Pack your bags 'cause we're leaving Tonight On a mission to find her in heaven Maybe we'll get to sleep next to God tonight There's a razor with my name It carves my life away And I'll find out who's real Right now Morning sadness So we meet again Pack your bags 'cause we're leaving It's the only way To untie the pain From a heart that has suffered It's the only way To untie the pain From a mind that is strangled |
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| 3:55 |
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to moonn6pence from shootingstar(papayeverte) If i lost it all in a fireball would you be there for me if the moneys gone and the future falls would you walk away cause my confidence is vanishing will you leave me starving here to wither down and disappear as you walk away (...) i'll never trust, never feel, never love again, i chose this bitter tasting love they always say true love is all you need but when the love is gone you need something more they say true love will never leave but my true love is gone, and i can't go on i'm in the catacombs of a broken heart where you used to be when i loved you for all the reasons that you hated yourself cause you were desperate and pathetic but just as beautiful to me as the day you left and i became just a memory (...) i'll never trust, never feel, never love again, i chose this bitter tasting love they always say true love is all you need but when the love is gone you need more they say true love will never leave but my true love is gone, and i can't go on it's 4 am and i'm picturing the way things used to be but all i see is your looking at him like you used to look at me they always say true love is all you need but when the love is gone you need something more they say true love will never leave but my true love is gone, and i can't go on i can't go on... |
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