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| 1. |
| 4:25 | 
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Now a new look in my eyes my spirit rise Forget the past Present tense works and lasts Got shit on Pissed on Spit on Stepped on Fucked with Pointed at by lesser men (Pre) New life in place of old life Unscarred by trials (Chorus) A new level of confidence and power Demanding plea for unity between us all -- United stand Death before divided fall In mock military order Vulgar Power Impatient Because time is shorter (Pre) (Chorus) No fucking surrender Can't lose Life kills |
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| 2. |
| 5:50 |
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Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence
One step from lashing out at you... You want in to get under my skin And call yourself a friend I've got more friends like you What do I do? *is there no standard anymore? What it takes, who I am, where I've been Belong You can't be something you're not Be yourself, by yourself Stay away from me A lesson learned in life Known from the dawn of time **Respect, walk, what do you say?? Respect, walk, are you talking to me??? Run your mouth when I'm not around It's easy to achieve You cry to weak friends that sympathize Can you hear the violins playing your song? Those same friends tell me your every word * Repeat ** Repeat Are you talking to me? Walk on home boy |
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| 3. |
| 3:59 |
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A long time ago I never knew myself. Then the memory
Of shame birthed its gift. No more. The small one, the weak one, the frightened one. Running from beatings, deflating. I'm becoming more Than a man. More than you ever were. Driven and burning To rise beyond Jesus. I'm born again with snakes eyes Becoming Godsize I found my life was slipping through my hands. Perhaps Through death my life won't be so bad. I can see you, can fuck you, inside of you. Staring through Your eyes. Belittle your friends to serve me, to suck me, To realize my saving grasp. I of suicide. I the unlord. I'm born again with snakes eyes Becoming Godsize |
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| 4. |
| 5:36 |
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I see you had your mind all made up you group of
Pitiful liars. Before I woke to face the day, your master Plan transpired. -Something told me- this job had more to Meet the eye. My song is not believed? My words some- What deceiving? Now I'm unwhole. You've waged a war of nerves But you can't crush the kingdom Can't be what your idols are. Can't leave the scar. You cry for compensation. I ask you please just give us... 5 minutes alone I read your eyes, your mind was made up. You took me for A fool. You used complexion of my skin for a counter Rascist tool. -You can't burn me- I've spilled my guts out In the past. Taken advantage of because you know where I've come [from]. My past. You've waged a war of nerves But you can't crush the kingdom Can't be what your idols are. Can't leave the scar. You cry for compensation. I ask you please just give us... 5 minutes alone |
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| 5. |
| 4:29 |
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I don't want you to look at me while I'm shedding
Skin. I can't afford for you to see what's inside me. I'd rather shoot myself than have you watch me. I Feel you'd steal my skin to try and wear me. I was betrayed, one more day of my short life. You were Carried away. You had no shame. To suffocate my being. I was me, but you weren't you. You were sticking to me like a scab...so I peeled you away, and bled for days. Then Stepped out of myself. I'm shedding skin, changing within, I'm falling in. Through swollen eyes, I dreamed you died, caught inside. I'm shedding skin, spreading thin, severed stem. I created the end, I'm killing a friend. I'm shedding my skin. I don't think you belong in here, I feel I'm sick. Don't ask because You know damn well where I've been. I've kept a simple Woman through the thick and thin. But I've found the guts to sever from my Siamese twin. I throw you away. Everyday. A dead part of life. Strangling back. Seething black. In between my longing for torture. Blood on my face that came from your face. The mix Of kissing and bleeding. I put you away. I shut you away. I pissed you away. I threw you away. I'm shedding skin, changing within, I'm falling in. Through swollen eyes, I dreamed you died, caught inside. I'm shedding skin, spreading thin, severed stem. I created the end, I'm killing a friend. I'm shedding my skin. You're fucking, and sucking. You're friendless. It's endless. Your flower has soured. It's endless. You're friendless. It's harder. And stronger. But no one's been inside you longer. Or harder. Or deeper. To get you off, you need the fear. It's never love. Bloody touch. Broken wrist. Needle rust. Choking throat. Swallowed teeth. Head fuck. No peace. I'm shedding my skin to peel you off of me. You've got to love me. Ornament. Shrunken head. Playtoy. Snake strike. Poisonous. Syphillis. Drenched me. Soaked me. I'm shedding my skin to drain you out of me. You've got to hate me. |
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| 6. |
| 4:20 |
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Out of my mind, gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution, live and learn Rape and turn Fret not family, nor pre-judged army This is for me, and me only, cowards only Try it *Don't you try to die, like me It's livid and it's lies and makes graves It's not worth the time to try, to replenish a rotting life I'll end the problem, facing nothing, fuck you off, fuck you all Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me for weakness is a magnet - watch me do it *Repeat Graves descending down Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it, doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice when a mind's made up to go ahead and die? What's done is done and gone, so why cry? *Repeat |
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| 7. |
| 5:21 |
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Truly, fuck the world, for all it's worth, every inch of Planet
Earth, fuck myself, don't leave me out, but don't get involved, don't corner me Inside, ulcer, unjust bastards, file out face first Meet the lies and see what you are *It's forcing you down, and it's grinding against you Let the war nerve break **For every fucking second the pathetic media pisses on me and judges what I am in one paragraph - Look here - Fuck you all Expect the worse, you bleeding heart, but kill me first before it starts, yes my cock is getting hard, we are born different after all Invite mayhem, produce weapons, shoot out, burn down No CNN or media now *Repeat **Repeat All the money in the fucking world couldn't buy me one second of trust or one ounce of faith in anything you're about Fuck you all Nothing is worth the sleep that I've lost Apologies unacceptable now A blistered revenge awaits in me This is fucking loveless Hate Hate mail is not read, in jail instead Hate The Lord knows, there's worse Ignore, this curse Hate |
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| 8. |
| 3:37 |
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There is nothing. No education. No family life to open my
Arms to. You'd say that my job is today, yet gone tomorrow. I'll be broke in a gutter. I know the opinion. A broken record. Fuck you and your College dream. Fact is, we're stronger than all. You're working for perfect bodies, perfect minds and perfect Neighbors. But I'm helping to legalize dope on Your pristine streets and I'm making a fortune. You're muscle and gall. Naive at best. I'm bone, brain and Cock. Deep down stronger than all. A sad state of affairs. A crippled America. A pipe dream Buttfucked. Immune. Stronger than all. A lament for a rookie officer, punk ass weak little lamb. For the mob, truly, does rule at this particular time. We've grown into a monster. An arrogant, explosive motherfuck. Hard as a rock. Shut like a lock. Finally, the president in submission. He holds out his hand on Your television and draws back a stump. It's too late for some. Far too late. No more holdbacks. No more paying a cops paycheck. Let him Bust his own child. The son that heeds my word and smokes my dope. The daughter that sucks me off and snorts cheap anything. Hail Kings. The new Kings. Stronger than all. A simple process to legalize. There would not be a choice but to Take our side. Be there no question of certain strengths. Know This intention. Forever stronger than all. |
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| 9. |
| 3:44 | 
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| 10. |
| 6:58 |
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If ever words
were spoken Painful and untrue I said I loved But I lied in my life All I wanted was the keeping Of someone like you As it turns out deeper within me Love was twisted and pointed at you (Never ending pain quickly ending life) You keep this love thing child toy You keep this love fist scar break You keep this love love love You keep this love love love You keep this love I'd been The tempting one stole her from herself This gift in pain her pain was life And sometimes I feel so sorry I regret this the hurting of you But you make me so unhappy I'd take my life and leave love with you I'd kill myself for you I'd kill you for myself You keep this love thing child toy You keep this love fist scar break You keep this love love love You keep this love love love You keep this love~ no more head trips~ You keep this love thing child toy You keep this love fist scar break You keep this love love love You keep this love love love You keep this love you keep this love You keep this love you keep this love You keep this love~ |
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| 11. |
| 4:27 |
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I wonder if we'll smile in our coffins while loved ones
Mourn the day, the absence of our faces, living, laughing, Eyes awake. Is this too much for them to take? Too young for ones conclusion, the lifestyle won. Such values you taught your son. That's how. Look at me now. I'm broken. Inherit my life. I'm broken. One day we all will die, a cliched fact of life. Force fed To make us heed. Inbred to sponge our bleed. Every Warning, a leaking rubber, a poison apple for mingled Blood. Too young for ones delusion the lifestyle cost Venereal Mother embrace the los$. That's how Look at you now. You're broken Inherit your life. I'm broken. |
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| 12. |
| 4:36 |
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Under the lights where we stand tall
Nobody touches us at all Showdown, shootout, spread fear within, without We're gonna take what's ours to have Spread the word throughout the land They say the bad guys wear black We're tagged and can't turn back You see us comin' And you all together run for cover We're takin over this town Here we come reach for your gun And you better listen well my friend, you see It's been slow down below, Aimed at you we're the cowboys from hell Deed is done again, we've won Ain't talking no tall tales friend 'Cause high noon, your doom Comin' for you we're the cowboys from hell Pillage the village, trash the scene But better not take it out on me 'Cause a ghost town is found Where your city used to be So out of the darkness and into the light Sparks fly everywhere in sight From my double barrel, 12 gauge, Can't lock me in your cage You see us comin' And you all together run for cover We're takin over this town Here we come reach for your gun And you better listen well my friend, you see It's been slow down below, Aimed at you we're the cowboys from hell Deed is done again, we've won Ain't talking no tall tales friend 'Cause high noon, your doom Comin' for you we're the cowboys from hell |
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| 13. |
| 7:53 |
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Reverend reverend is this some conspiracy?
Crucified for no sins An image beneath me Whats within our plans for life It all seems so unreal I'm a man couldnt have feel this world Left in my misery... The reverend he turned to me Without a tear in his eyes It's nothing new for him to see I didn't ask him why I will remember The love our souls had Sworn to make Now I watch the falling rain All my mind can see Now is your (face) Well I guess You took my youth I gave it all away Like the birth of a New-found joy This love would end in rage And when she died I couldn't cry The pride within my soul You left me incomplete Memories now unfold. Believe the word I will unlock my door And pass the Cemetery gates Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder aloud If you're watching over me Some place far abound I must reverse my life I can't live in the past Then set my soul free Belong to me at last Through all those Complex years I thought I was alone I didn't care to look around And make this world my own And when she died I should've cried and spared myself some pain... Left me incomplete All alone as the memories still remain The way we were The chance to save my soul And my concern is now in vain Believe the word I will unlock my door And pass the cemetery gates |
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| 14. |
| 3:56 |
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| 15. |
| 5:11 |
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When the world pronounced me dead
put me in the grave the cut off my legs it was not long I couldn't hold my mouth I ran my head I ran my head It's strange to be around again things might have killed me but not the bastard in the skies I was fucking with the plan asking for it all, call it karma or guilt being dragged down the road call it wisdom or ignorance But it's still alive and it's in me now and it lives and breathes but, I can't give a fuck I've got a big mouth and there's a lot to learn from a bottle of whiskey it's where you come from (the south) A remedy to the curse cold turkey, drop the bomb on harder wares control suspend above, become one Look at what's around It may piss you off It might be shit But I just can't lie around Feeling sorry for myself I could care less (from weed and whiskey) I fell in front of my friends I dropped out in front of the world you call that supernatural? I ain't Black wings will weather your flight for some there's no second time following paths of your life I stepped off the mountain to the sky watch your ass no it's where you come from it's where you come from |
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| 16. |
| 2:17 |
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I've written about my inner wars,
but i could give a shit about right now, most of me is all strength and all of me is at war with dope but my eyes are clear in sight my guts are blazing, i might have a life I can't hide, to erase, what I've done- last year, and the years before It still takes assholes of all kinds on that fact I am still clear, (cause) I should know and now I do I'm one of them I'm just like you I'm just like you A man that stands his ground with strength Last year, and years before Can't hide myself I won't try It makes me strong It makes me strong It makes me strong It blows away weakness It blows away detachment It blows away the depression inside It blows away the mental withdrawal It blows that shit away |
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