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Feel scared and lonely I've asked myself Is something wrong with you My girlfriend told me I need some time alone To deal with issues Something makes me carry on Typical to understand What I always want to find I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom of a bottle You always call me And ask me how I make it through the day I'm always fallin' I guess it's just God's way of making me pay Something makes me carry on Typical to understand What I always want to find I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom of a bottle I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom of a bottle And I wonder why I try and I wonder why I bother and I wonder why I cry why I go through all this trouble I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom of a bottle I do it for the drugs I do it just to feel alive I do it for the love That I get from the bottom of a bottle |
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| 2. |
| 3:51 |
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silhouettes above the cradle hold me down they won't let me go the wrong way my mother taught me all the fables, told me how in the end all the sinners have to pay but... i don't wanna live like my mother i don't wanna let fear rule my life and i don't wanna live like my father i don't wanna give up before i die he worked so hard his bones are breaking he wore them down but long ago he lost the feeling his good intentions leave me shaking, show me how i don't ever want to end up like he did and... [chorus] when i have kids i won't put any chains on their wrists, i won't i'll tell them this there's nothing in this world that you can't be if you want it enough |
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| 3. |
| 4:17 |
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In the land of dirt and plaster Lies and army of a 1000 nowhere kids losing ground and falling faster into a life that no one should have to live we the people that you hate we are the bastards that you've created a generation with no place a generation of all you sons and daughters behind the fake family image behing the smile of a 1000 moms and dads inside the cage that we've been given I see an image of the future that we dont have we the people that you hate we are the bastards that you've created a generation with no place a generation of all you sons and we are the people that you hate the fucking bastards that you've created a generation with no place a generation of all your sons and daughters and what did you expect a perfect child raised by tv sets abandoned eveery mile never get respect never a fair trial no one gives a shit as long as we smile, smile, smile, smile we the people that you hate we are the bastards that you've created a generation with no place a generation of all you sons and we are the people that you hate the fucking bastards that you've created a generation with no place a generation of all your sons and daughters |
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| 4. |
| 4:26 |
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i'm just a normal man i wouldn't hurt nothing at all but here we are our leaders have a plan i'd only kill if it's for them now here we are i drove in a car and flew in a plane to come to your house and kick your door in now it's down to this, it's just you and me i'll blow your fucking head off for my country i go to church and tithe - ?? i go to work in a suit and tie but this is war i'm really not sure why but the tv says that you are wrong now here we are [chorus] my feet hurt from the sand but still i march on gun in hand cause this is war this isn't what i planned i wanted to be so much more but this is war [chorus] |
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| 3:04 |
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too many weeds in the flowers too many pills in the pharmacy now too many bugs in the shower there's too much shit in the air we breathe now there's too much anger inside me there's too much scarring when i bleed there's too much therapy i need there is no god that i have seen there's too much doubt in my mom's words there's too much fear in the way she sees life i wonder if i'm just like her i wonder if i can make myself right you try to help you listen well you cannot change the way i see |
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| 6. |
| 4:13 |
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i waited for you i died inside my own head and i'd die again for you i'm faded and tired completely uninspired and i'd die again for you so kill me with the love that you won't give to me and pack the wound with salt i want to feel it bleed i'm searching for reasons to keep away the demons and i'd die again for you i wish you were near me could feel it when you hear me say i'd die again for you so kill me with the love that you won't give to me and pack the wound with salt i want to feel it bleed you wanted me to crawl so now i'm on my knees why's it always have to be me that's always left out to burn and i'll never learn |
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| 7. |
| 3:05 |
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stand there with your ball and chain bitch about what you've created all caught up in the masquerade you've already been paid and made it so don't pretend to know what it's like to feel the things that we must live through you only see with your dying eyes there's only one thing i will ask of you can you take this life can you make it right do you have the words to say to make it all go away you act so wise and so refined u can keep your lies cos i'm never gonna go your way promises of a better life but what's wrong with the one i'm leading everyone has a different fight a different wound that keeps them bleeding so what's wrong with a little fun everybody needs to find their something is this how your gonna treat your son fuck 'em up and give em nothing [chorus] everybody needs to find their own way through life everybody needs to find their own way |
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| 8. |
| 3:58 |
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i walk into the room you don't have to scream i can hear you bad trip, the needle sticks you get your kicks from confrontation i try to make it past i don't wanna get into it right now can't this family have one day to get away from all the pain and through the night i see the light shining from the neighbor's windows i dream of life where i'm safe in a home where i am not alone some day i will lay me down on the grass where everything is greener it always seems so good on the other side i'm sick of all the heat you can taste the hate in the air running through this family, uncomfortably it's burning me is anybody there in your eyes there's nothing to see just because your dreams have died don't drag me down, i've still got mine [chorus] neighbor boy runs up to me, his eyes all black and blue i say what happened to you boy, he said my daddy flew off the hook cos i was playin too loud i guess he couldn't hear the tv he said son i'm a teach you a lesson and then he .... and then he.... maybe it's not so good on the other side maybe it's not so good on the other side but it always seems so good, on the other side it always looks so good .... it always seems so good |
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| 9. |
| 3:45 |
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i don't want your solutions and i don't wanna deal with your mistakes no matter how much medication the doctor says i need to take i still say.... you're the ones that kill your babies you're the ones that fuck your kids you're the ones that throw each other away you're the ones sitting in church every sunday and i don't want your religions and i don't need your sympathies and i don't want a part of all your hatred no matter how much you yell at me i still say... |
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| 10. |
| 3:43 |
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i let myself fall into a lie i let my walls come down i let myself smile and feel alive i let my walls come down no matter how i try i don't know why you push so far away you wrapped your hands tight around my heart and squeezed it full of pain with this knife i'll cut out the part of me the part that cares for you with this knife i'll cut out the heart of me the heart that cares for you i can't believe the way you took me down i never saw the pain coming in a million broken miles like poison in my veins [chorus] the hate and the fear the nightmares that wake me up in the tears the nightmares and (the hate)... |
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| 11. |
| 3:09 |
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run to me i can't live without you i've walked up walls, over them all so don't think you're such a queen you're mine in a sick way you're my radio in a hole, covered up you're all the love that could be but never was care for me like i need you you're in my mind, it's only time before the drug you feed me ends it all [chorus] it's ok to be what you are don't pretend to smile it's ok to be what you are don't pretend to smile |
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| 12. |
| 3:16 |
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by now i should have been somwhere or gone to school, or fixed my hair back down tell it to someone else who gives a shit and needs your help cos i found what i needed and i don't need you to tell me how you feel and if i fall you are not the one that has to cope and deal all my problems are for me my god look at his tattoos and those earrings he could never get a good job go home and beat your kids so they don't turn out as bad as me cos i found what i needed and i don't need you to tell me how you feel and if i fall you are not the one that has to cope and deal all my problems are for me i don't need your eyes to see i will be what i will be stop coming around cause you bother me stupid mutherfucker pull your head out your ass and see what don't you get, was i stuttering i don't need to take your shit get away from me |
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| 4:15 |
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i try to be the man i am in times of broken lives and shattered dreams and plans standing up to fight the pressures and demands staring at the knife and holding in your hand what used to be your life this world is crazy my dreams are fading i want my life you fight your fucked up holy wars fire anti-christ jesus will come down and help us win tonight now how should i feel i think i feel alright so tell me where to aim i'm blinded by the light this world is crazy my dreams are fading no one can save me i want my life and when i wake up you'll be here and it will be the way it was |
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| 4:13 |
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some days are better, they're better than others can't run forever, you're pushing me under what a way to live my life i'm hiding from the battles i don't want to fight what i've become and now it's going grey all the lines are blurring and decayed i can't recall exactly who's to blame..... anymore is it me or is it you , something isn't right of all the things that we could do we just wanna fight someday i will find the courage to embrace you someday i will find the strength to erase you some days i think i'm nothing without you sometimes i wish that i could just kill you what a way we live our lives it's hard to breathe it feels like i'm infected by my dad's disease and now it's going grey and you're the one i chose to feed me pain and i'm the one you bring home so ashamed.....through their eyes [chorus] and i see myself in heaven if i can free myself from this hell |
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