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| 3:14 | 
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Seed, gotta let it grow, why ya gotta watch when I let it feed?
Better look into the mirror for the face you hide away, everyday But I don't give a fuck; I let it roll - I smoke the old Gotta run, gotta rend, gotta maim, gotta make it through another maze STAY AWAY! Please: wring the blood from my hands Don't pretend that you understand me I don't even want you looking at me Motherfucker, GET INSIDE! Get inside, get inside (motherfucker) Christ, have you seen this guy? Make ya sick, gonna peel away all the impurities Cuz all you wanna do is keep curin' me, but I don't give a fuck I kill everyone You'll be mopping up blood and guts and all the shit when I'm done Isn't this fun? Gimme a gun and I'll tell you all the secrets I hide BEFORE I RUN! Please: wring the blood from my hands Don't pretend that you understand me I don't even want you looking at me Motherfucker, GET INSIDE! Get inside, get inside (motherfucker) Maybe if you look away, I can slip away, gotta get away (RUN, MOTHERFUCKER) Right now I stare at shit, I'm a heretic, but I'll never give you none of it Tied up in the back of the lab, laid on the slab, got the gift of gab, what'choo want from me? I don't even know I got a damn disease, but I KNOW YOU WANNA KILL ME! Please: wring the blood from my hands Don't pretend that you understand me I don't even want you looking at me Motherfucker, GET INSIDE! Get inside, get inside (motherfucker) |
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| 2. |
| 4:24 |
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You hold me inside your iris
like a terminal stain on life You condescend to my primal brain and twist me around like a knife Can't begin to explain The feelings I have restrained Don't ask me how I am Because you're too busy planning your epitaph Let me tell you DON'T - try to be the ONE - person Who has STAYED - just to say They never left me! Aggravated, complicated, someone say it God, I never learn... You keep me hidden behind a curtain, an audible human display You feed me orchids to give me courage and keep me in line with disdain Can't begin to explain The feelings I have restrained Don't ask me how I am Because you're too busy planning your epitaph Let me tell you DON'T - try to be the ONE - person Who has STAYED - just to say They never left me! Aggravated, complicated, someone say it God, I never learn: I have nothing left for you... you left me with nothing I live at arm's length and die a little, between your constants by day I want my soul back before it's over, I can't even wish you away Can't begin to explain The feelings I have restrained Don't ask me how I am Because you're too busy planning your epitaph Let me tell you DON'T - try to be the ONE - person Who has STAYED - just to say They never left me! Aggravated, complicated, someone say it God, I never learn: I NEVER LEARN!! |
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| 3. |
| 3:41 |
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I... can only hurt your case
It's written on your face You always come to me I won't be used, but... I - can't fight you anymore I know I'll open up the door, oh... NO! I WON'T! I CAN'T! NOT ANYMORE! ONE MORE TIME AND I THINK I'LL FUCKING DIE! WHY? DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES? Stay... Away from who I am Cuz I know what you are I can't believe you're here Then again, you know that... I - can't fight you anymore I know I'll open up my soul, oh... NO! I WON'T! I CAN'T! NOT ANYMORE! ONE MORE TIME AND I THINK I'LL FUCKING DIE! WHY? DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES? Stop: I know your goddamn game It's always been the same The story hasn't changed Neither will you, but... I - can't fight you anymore I know I'll open up my soul NO! I WON'T! I CAN'T! NOT ANYMORE! ONE MORE TIME AND I THINK I'LL FUCKING DIE! WHY? DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES? |
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| 4. |
| 4:02 |
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I only wanted, only wanted just to touch you
I couldn't bear it, couldn't bear it if you leave It doesn't matter, doesn't matter if I scare you I only wanted, only wanted someone else's skin To feel you there Touch my face Keep me whole Help me see my life Give me your life I didn't wanna, didn't wanna be the first one I haven't ever, haven't ever been discreet It isn't over, isn't over by a long shot I didn't wanna, didn't wanna be the only one To feel you there Touch your face Keep you whole Help you see my life Give me your life INCREDIBLE AND CHEMICAL Before I show you where the secret is I want to turn you into this I want to give you all my nothingness I want to cover you with this See my life give me your life Let me see my life Give me your life INCREDIBLE AND CHEMICAL |
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| 5. |
| 4:17 |
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HEAR ME!!
Remember all the times you bent our truth and crossed our lines? All things considered, it was just our normal way of life But somewhere in the middle, we got caught and dragged away So my tribunal brings us here so I can fall today All - you want is soulless All - you got to break us All - I have to do is Stop - your fucking nonsense I CAN'T BETRAY! I CAN'T BETRAY - MYSELF! I stand before you as a victim, as the system rots I couldn't focus, so I staggered when I heard the shots There are no labels and no rehabilitation here You are surrounded by the very fucking thoughts you fear All - you want is soulless All - you got to break us HEAR ME!!! All - I have to do is Stop - your fucking nonsense I CAN'T BETRAY! I CAN'T BETRAY - MYSELF! I watch the hope I had disintegrate before my eyes I take a minute and reflect on all your fucking lies Behind the door, you have two choices, but you don't get to choose You can survive or you can die - either way you lose All - you want is soulless All - you got to break us All - I have to do is Stop - your fucking nonsense I CAN'T BETRAY! I CAN'T BETRAY - MYSELF! Choose! |
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| 6. |
| 3:46 |
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Is this wrong of me? I've come so far, so fast
I'm in the dark about a lot of things Seems so real - TO ME! I'VE CONSECRATED! I WISH THAT I COULD HATE IT I SAW MY BLOODY HANDS COME CLEAN... BEFORE MY EYES! And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me? And I hear a different kind again, someone stop me And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy? And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within Visions plague my dreams - oh God, what beast did this? I couldn't have: oh Jesus, I just don't know What's inside - OF ME? I'VE DESECRATED! MY GOD, I LOVE TO HATE IT! MY HANDS ARE BLOODY AGAIN, THERE'S NO REASON WHY! And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me? And I hear a different kind again, someone stop me And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy? And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me? And I hear a different kind again, can you stop me And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy? And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within WITHIN! |
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| 7. |
| 4:26 |
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Come one and all and see the broken man, talking to himself
He sits and waits for something better, he'll never find it here The people touch his hair and pinch his cheek; he can't even feel it There it goes again, he's listening to someone He hears the bitter laughter And all he wants to know is... Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore) You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better He wipes his hands on anything in reach, he never feels clean He shakes at night because his nerve is gone, every muscle hurts Come one and all and see what happened...that broken man is me There it goes again, I can hear it louder It doesn't feel good anymore All I want to know is... Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore) You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better NOW I KNOW I DISAPPEAR! I CAN'T FIND MY WAY FROM OUT OF HERE! EVERYTHING IS FADING ON ME! SOMEONE TELL ME... someone tell me... Someone - tell me Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore) You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better WHY?! YOU'VE GOTTA TRY!! |
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| 8. |
| 4:00 |
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Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on: I'll never live down my deceit |
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| 9. |
| 4:37 |
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Somewhere between my tongue and cheek
I can feel the hands on me Pulls me in so we are face to face I don't wanna see it...I don't wanna see Hold my head up, can't avert my eyes Spots and rats on me, I don't wanna see Claw the ground up, get me out of this Never wanted this - NEVER NEEDED THIS! And you left me / and I left you And you left me / and I left you, too Chair is stained and I can't stay awake Bring forth evidence to keep me sane I can't keep this riddle locked inside Seven ways to keep my secrets tied Can't believe this, I belong in chains Separated, it was me and something else Now I'm numbing, get me out of this Never wanted this - NEVER NEEDED THIS! And you left me / and I left you And you left me / oh, but then I left you and: And you left me / and I left you And you left me / and I left you, too Arms stretched out, giving thanks to pain Spotlight looking down, I'm ashamed Kneeling with my forehead to the ground I can't help but flinch before I'm found I DON'T NEED YOU! Can't you see behind? Doesn't matter now - DOESN'T MATTER ANYMORE! Maybe made me, get me out of this Never wanted this - NEVER NEEDED THIS! And you left me / and I left you And you left me / and motherfucker, then I left you and... And you left me / and I left you And you left me / and I left you, too SAFE! I JUST WANT TO BE SAFE! SAFE! I JUST - WANT TO - BE SAFE! SAFE! DON'T YOU WANT TO BE SAFE? SAFE! WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME BE - SAFE? |
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| 10. |
| 3:43 |
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Never even knew
what you meant to convey You handed us a retrospect 'til you didn't have a thing to say No one questions you Even someone set out to do Now it'snothing... but dead and gone LET'S GO Better with a lie than the world's ever seen You wanted all the recognition until you lost the means No one talks to you Even someone set out to do Take a number... your time has come CUZ YOU'RE ANOTHER ONE! YOU'RE ANOTHER SOUL TO FEED TO THE MAN'S MACHINE! My excuses lay me down My emotions make me drown My endeavor takes blame At least I have a name CUZ YOU'RE ANOTHER ONE! YOU'RE ANOTHER SOUL TO FEED TO THE MAN'S MACHINE! |
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| 11. |
| 3:57 |
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Stuck to the dog, pissin' out both ends
I got a hundred lethal weapons that I call my friends Ain't a person on Earth who could take my life I wish they would so a man could get some sleep at night But my design is a mixture of descent and decay I see a monster in the mirror fucking everyday Can a man ever wash his hands of blood? Perpetual deja vu, isn't that enough? Peel back the layers... and see what I've become Satisfied? Now I feel nothing Stay away - I swear it wasn't me! See if you can relish if you close both eyes Every time I make an issue of it, someone dies Carried out like a hit man, set in stone Don't know why I even bother to be left alone In my opinion, it's a self-serving fucked-up phase Got a picture in my wallet that I keep, in case I Gotta go, gotta split, gotta make it to a higher level than this But I could be wrong, what I say is wrong, what I really want to say is: Peel back the layers... and see what I've become Satisfied? Now I feel nothing Stay away - I swear it wasn't me! Run------ it doesn't matter, I need all the miracles that I can gather Run------ I can't pretend I put myself in idle hands again Here's how it ends, just a bit too soon River deep in all the shit I let myself get into Doesn't anybody like it here? Blank looks, television drama and no fear Let another person fuck with your mind I bet you become the person who will fuck in time Man I just stopped caring, the music is blaring I feel you glaring, WHY WON'T YOU STOP STARING? Peel back the layers... and see what I've become Satisfied? Now I feel nothing Stay away - I swear it wasn't me! Run------ it doesn't matter I need all the miracles that I can gather Run------ I can't pretend I put myself in idle hands again GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME!! Stuck to the dog, pissin' out both ends I got a hundred lethal weapons that I call my friends Ain't a person on Earth who could take my life I wish they would so a man could get some sleep at night But my design is a mixture of descent and decay I see a monster in the mirror fucking everyday Can a man ever wash his hands of blood? Perpetual deja vu, isn't that enough? Peel back the layers... and see what I've become Satisfied? Now I feel nothing Stay away - I swear it wasn't me! See if you can relish if you close both eyes Every time I make an issue of it, someone dies Carried out like a hit man, set in stone Don't know why I even bother to be left alone In my opinion, it's a self-serving fucked-up phase Got a picture in my wallet that I keep, in case I Gotta go, gotta split, gotta make it to a higher level than this But I could be wrong, what I say is wrong, what I really want to say is: Peel back the layers... and see what I've become Satisfied? Now I feel nothing Stay away - I swear it wasn't me! Run------ it doesn't matter, I need all the miracles that I can gather Run------ I can't pretend I put myself in idle hands again Here's how it ends, just a bit too soon River deep in all the shit I let myself get into Doesn't anybody like it here? Blank looks, television drama and no fear Let another person fuck with your mind I bet you become the person who will fuck in time Man I just stopped caring, the music is blaring I feel you glaring, WHY WON'T YOU STOP STARING? Peel back the layers... and see what I've become Satisfied? Now I feel nothing Stay away - I swear it wasn't me! Run------ it doesn't matter I need all the miracles that I can gather Run------ I can't pretend I put myself in idle hands again GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME!! |
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| 12. |
| 4:04 |
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GODDAMN YOU!!
Haven't let you in 'cause I'm in you Haven't let you in 'cause I'm in you Must have been a bitch, must have been a pain Take me off the "innocent" Put me in your vein! IT'S IMPROBABLE IT'S IMPROBABLE Haven't said a word 'cause you're still on Haven't said a word 'cause you're still on Mustn't take offense, mustn't take a bow Used to be a derelict Now I have to live with it! IT'S IMPROBABLE IT'S IMPROBABLE IT'S IMPROBABLE YOU CAME BACK, BUT I KNOW BETTER, BOY Trip my light fantastic Rub me in your wound I'm not broken, I'm not plastic I'm no whore... Used against me - use me up again IT'S IMPROBABLE IT'S IMPROBABLE IT'S IMPROBABLE YOU CAME BACK BUT I KNOW BETTER, BOY (sometimes I think I'm crazy; other times I know I'm not) Got no time to time to time (once again) You don't want me, you don't need me! |
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| 13. |
| 2:55 |
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What a skeletal wreck of MAN this is
Translucent flesh and feeble bones The kind of temple where the whores and villians try to tempt the HOLISTIC DOMES Running rampant with free thought to free form in the free and clear WHERE the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a laundromat to sift and focus on the bigger, better, now We all have a little sin than needs venting virtues for the rending and laws and systems and stems ARIFF from branches of office do you know what your post entails? Do you serve a purpose? or purposely serve? Wind down inside of your outer-vistical GALORE the value of a Summer spent and a Winter earned For the rest of us there is always Sunday. the day of the week that reeks of rest but all we do is catch out breaths so we can wade naked into the bloody pool and place our hand on the big black book. To watch the knives zig-zag between our aching fingers. A vacation is a count-down T minus your life and counting time to drag your tongue across the sugar-cube and hope you get a taste what the FUCK is all this for?! (What the hells goin' on?!) SHUT UP!! I could go on and on, but, lets move on shall we? Say, your me and im you and they all watch the things we do and like a smack of spite they threw me down the stairs haven't felt like this in years the great magnet of malicious magnanamous refuse let me go and PUNCH me into the dead spot again. Thats where you go when theres no-one else around its just you and there was never anyone to begin with now was there? Sanctomonious pretentious dasterdly bastards with their thumb on the pulse and a finger on the trigger CLASSIFIED MY ASS! thats a FUCKING secret and you know it! Government is another way to say Better Than You. Its like ice but no pick a murder charge that wont stick its like a whole other world where you can smell the food but you cant touch the silverware hah, what luck fascism you can vote for isn't that sweet and we're all gonna die some day because thats the American way and ive drunk too much and said too little when your gaffer taped in the middle say a prayer, save A face get yourself together and (see whats happening) SHUT UP! (FUCK YOU!) FUCK YOU! Im sorry i could go on and on but its time to move on so Remember your a wreck, an accident forget the freak, your just nature Keep the gun oiled and the temple clean shit, snort and BLASTPHEME Let the heads cool and the engine run Because in the end, everything we do is just everything we've done. |
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