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| 1. |
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| 2. |
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Can you take away
every single day That we have given to another false prophet Can you give us all a reason not to fall Before you take away another broken promise Show your pretty face Hide the bitter taste You're still the rapist of an entire nation You wanna be the man you gotta be a man But you were nothing but a sad insinuation How can we ever live this down How can we ever live this down Keep your fingers crossed The truth is at a loss Big decision for an ordinary coward The only problem is your fucking rhetoric We're more in danger then before you took power Now it's just a game God you'll never change You'd sell us out if you could only find a buyer You don't give a shit As long as idiots Are in your corner you could set us all on fire How can we ever live this down How can we ever live this down You never want to be They only wanted a parody You want the world to be free What the hell is free about it Now we reached the end Just get it over with But this is building to an adamant conclusion Come what ever may There's gonna be a day When we have figured out a plausible solution Every thing you've done Is killing everyone A little smile on a homicidal bastard You wanna be a man You gotta have a plan Another failure is a guarenteed disaster How can we ever live this down How can we ever live this down You never want to be They only wanted a parody You want the world to be free She only wanted the world You never want to be They only wanted a parody You want the world to be free What the fuck is free about it What the fuck is free about it What the fuck is free about it |
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| 3. |
| 3:31 |
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I’m not a victim,
'till I let you take me down. I'm not a target at the sites of your mercy, I never asked for anything, I'm not asking now. I will not be afraid, I will not be afraid. I've done this on my own and I don’t care what you do to me, I won't hand over what is mine I've done this for too long, to let you take it away from me, it's too late to stop me 'cause I refuse to die. I haven't weakened just because I've shown my self I've taken everything, except what's for granted I'll leave hypocrisy for everybody else I will not be afraid I will not be afraid, I've done this on my own and I don’t care what you do to me, I won't hand over what is mine I've done this for too long, to let you take it away from me, it's too late to stop me 'cause I refuse to die. I’m not a problem 'till you make one out of spite I'll give you hell and consequences for trying, you don’t want an enemy, DON’T FUCK WITH MY LIFE I will not be afraid, I will not be afraid, I've done this on my own and I don’t care what you do to me, I won't hand over what is mine I've done this for too long, to let you take it away from me, it's too late to stop me 'cause I refuse to die. I've done this on my own and I don’t care what you do to me, I won't hand over what is mine I've done this for too long, to let you take it away from me, it's too late to stop me 'cause I refuse... I refuse... to die. I refuse to die! |
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| 4. |
| 4:10 |
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Freedom's just a word today Freedom's just a word When someone takes your word away it's seldom ever heard So take a sentence full of things you're not supposed to say Carry on, but don't write it down or you'll be gone Love is just a song today Love is just a song When someone takes the song away you seldom sing along So take those lyrics serious and sing your life away Carry on, but don't write 'em down or they'll be gone All we ever do is talk We like to ride but we never walk We make it so damn easy We get bored Why can't anybody see what's good for you is good for me I can't take your sillyworld I can't take your sillyworld no more Peace is just two fingers now Peace was just a phase When someone put it on a shirt you knew to count the days So take those fingers tape 'em up and shove 'em up your ass and carry on but don't try it now cause peace is gone All we ever do is talk We like to ride but we never walk We make it so damn easy We get bored Why can't anybody see what's good for you is bad for me I can't take your sillyworld I can't take your sillyworld no more We fight our instincts We go to extremes We fight our instincts We go to extremes We fight our lives [x13] |
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| 5. |
| 3:24 |
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This one came from looking
This one opened twice These two seem as smooth as silk, flush against my eyes This one needed stiches and This one came from rings This one isn't even there, but I feel them all because you don't care Yeah, Cut right into me Yeah, because I am Made Of Scars Yes I am made of scars This one had it coming This one found a vein This one was an accident, but never gave me pain This one was my fathers anger This one you can't see This one had me scared to death, But I guess I should be glad I'm not dead!! Yeah, Cut right into me Yeah, because I am made of scars Yes, I am made of scars God, Don't you believe it x3 oohhh, I Can't believe it x2 Ohh yeeahh, Ooh yeeahh You know I'll find a way Everything you are I will betray Oooh, I swear that I will find a way Everything you are is inside me- This one was the first one This one had a vice This one here I love to rub on dark and stormy nights This one was the last one, I don't remember how But I remember blood and rain and I never saw it coming again Yeah, Cut right into me Yeah, because I am made of scars Yes, I am made of scars That's what I'm made of!!! |
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| 6. |
| 3:15 |
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I am walking through your streets
I am looking in your windows I am elemental now You'll never even know I'm there I am watching over you I am living in the shadows I am just a word to you, but I am very real and cold Cold to all of this Cold to how you feel Cold to all your loose reason OHHHH I AM EVERYTHING I AM ANYTHING I AM AUTOMATIC I AM YESTERDAY I AM EVERYDAY I AM GONNA BE,,, YEAH I am all there is to know I am all that you've forgotten I am enigmatic now You never even knew my name I am dressed in tragedy I am by design immortal I am just the last one left but I am always here and old Old and very strong Old as all you feel Old as all the world around you YEEAAAAAAAH I AM EVERYTHING I AM ANYTHING I AM AUTOMATIC I AM YESTERDAY I AM EVERYDAY I AM GONNA BE,,, REBORN (This is the start of something) REBORN (This is the start of something) REBORN (This is the start of something) RE-BORN (This is the start of something) I am just a secret now I am just a vague illusion I'm a lie you tell yourself that you never truely did believe I'm a wishper in the dark I'm a victim, and the killer I am almost ready now but you insist I don't exist That I don't exist That I don't exist That I don't EXIST OHHHHHH I AM EVERYTHING I AM ANYTHING I AM AUTOMATIC I AM YESTERDAY I AM EVERYDAY I AM GONNA BE,,, REBORN (This is the start of something) REBORN (This is the start of something) REBORN (This is the start of something) RE-BORN (This is the start of something) YEAH AHH AHHH AHHHHHHHHH MOTHERFUCKER MOTHERFUCKER MOTHERFUCKER |
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| 7. |
| 4:45 |
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What am I supposed to do now? Reveal to me this ugly thing I must've meddled by your head It's getting out of hand again Nobody sees it, but I can You thought of everything, I bet But did you think that I might die? I haven't really smiled, and I don't know how long you know Something's going to give again, somethings going to give again I try to fight, but did you listen? Even after you're gone, I'm never finished I can never be your God And I don't even think I want the job, anymore. Say something, anything to me. I did believe, but I have doubts So many reasons to hold on Conflicting interest isn't it I guess I'm better off in the end Coz you were always there to blame I havent' felt so bad, and I don't know how long you know I can't get away again, I can't get away again.. I try to fight, but did you listen? Even after you're gone, I'm never finished I can never be your God And I don't even think I want the job, anymore. [x2] What am I supposed to do now? How am I supposed to live now? All I ever did was try, but the story ends So I guess I'll have to die Where am I supposed to go now? Go ahead, and go away [x4] Go away. What am I supposed to do now? How am I supposed to live now? All I ever did was try, but the story ends So I guess I'll have to die What am I supposed to do now? How am I supposed to live now? What am I supposed to do Now? How am I supposed to live Now? How am I supposed to live? |
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| 8. |
| 4:43 |
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I`m looking at you through the glass
Don`t know how much time has passed Oh God it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever Feels like I`m sitting all alone inside your head `Cause I`m looking at you through the glass Don`t know how much time has passed All I know is that it feels like forever When no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head How do you feel, that is the question But I forget, you don`t expect an easy answer When something like a soul becomes initialized And folded up like paper dolls and little notes You can`t expect to bitter folks And while you`re outside looking in Describing what you see Remember what you`re staring at is me `Cause I`m looking at you through the glass Don`t know how much time has passed All I know is that it feels like forever When no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head How much is real, so much to question And never dare make up the mannequins Contaminating everything When thought came from the heart It never did right from the start Just listen to the noises (No more sad voices) Before you tell yourself It`s just a different scene Remembering is just different from what you`ve seen I`m looking at you through the glass Don`t know how much time has passed And all I know is that it feels like forever When no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head (REFRAIN): And it`s the stars The stars that shine for you And it`s the stars The stars that lie to you I`m looking at you through the glass Don`t know how much time has passed Oh God it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head `Cause I`m looking at you through the glass Don`t know how much time has passed All I know is that it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head (REFRAIN) [2x] The stars The stars that lie |
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| 3:20 |
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I remember now, but I still have my doubts I think it's gonna be today Everybody came, but it's just not the same Why did it have to be today? Now my chest is tight - no, I am not all right It doesn't have to be this way Why does it have to be this way? I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG, IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY Freedom in a cage - no sun and too much rage I don't know how much i can take Push it down inside,but it knows just where to hide I know that "normal" is hard to fake BLeeding into life - it's like a thousand knives Are slowly turning me into this Why does it have to be like this? I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG, IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY [x2] I lost again, today... NOW I KNOW WHAT'S WRONG, IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY LIVING WITH A CURSE, SOMETIMES IT'S EVEN WORSE IT SLOWLY KILLS ME EVERYDAY SOMETHING I DESPISE IS GONNA TAKE MY LIFE I GUESS I'LL TRY AGAIN TODAY |
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| 10. |
| 4:02 |
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Why - is everything so grey - is everything so strange Is everything so thrown together by mistake? Why - is everything contrite- is everything a plight Is everything so insincere and out of sight? WHY - DOES EVERYTHING SEEM WRONG DOES EVERYTHING LOOK DRAWN DOES EVERYTHING SEEM BLASTED LIKE IT DON'T BELONG? I wanna make it a way - I wanna make it a waste I wanna make it a gross misadventure I WANNA MAKE YOU ALL! I WANNA MAKE YOU ALL! I WANNA MAKE YOU... lie to me... lie to me... When - did everything go bad - did everything fall flat Did everything decay and lose itself so fast? When - did everything succumb - did everything go numb Did everything lobotomize what it's become? WHEN - DOES EVERYTHING COME BACK DOES EVERYTHING RELAPSE DOES EVERYTHING SAVE FACE AND FIND ITSELF AT LAST? I wanna show you the way - I wanna show you the waste I wanna show you the worst misadventure I WANNA SHOW YOU ALL! I WANNA SHOW YOU ALL! I WANNA SHOOW YOU HOW TO... die for me... die for me... I wanna give it a way - i wanna give it the waste I wanna give it the worst misadventure I WANNA GIVE IT ALL! I'M GANNA GIVE IT ALL! I'LL NEVER GIVE UP! Lie to me... die for me... Now - everything's a lie - everything's your lie Everything's a face inside another lie Now - everything's a side - everything's one side Everything depends on just which side you're on... |
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| 11. |
| 4:41 |
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This fluid feels like pain - this stoic mood is all in vain I reach into the dark - I tear this other me apart How many years ago - how many deaths I can't let go My flesh is temporary - my God extrodinary you.. can't.. kill.. MY... MIND a man delivered... can never make his way in darkness I know tonight will end but I won't give this life away again Sifting through the seen debris - oh my father call to me This smoke is in my blood - this home is just no good Save me from my bitterness - give me up I did my best Shock this system full of shit - lock this fucker astonished you.. can't.. kill.. MY MIND a man delivered... can never make his way in darkness I know tonight will end, but I won't give this life away I won't give this life away - AGAIN A man surrendered can... never find his own forgiveness I know my life will end, but i won't give tonight away I won't give tonight away again (solo) This fluid feels like pain - this ruin feels like rain I reach into the past - my future's fading fast How many years ago - how many I let go My flesh is all I have - my face is happenstance This smoke is in my blood - this life is not enough This life is not enough - this life is not enough |
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| 12. |
| 4:02 |
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I don`t know how else to put this
It`s taken me so long to do this I`m falling asleep and I can`t see straight My muscles feel like a malee My bodys curled in a you shape I put on my best but I`m still afraid Propered up by lies with promises Saving my place as lifes forgets Maybe it`s time I saw the world I`m only here for a while But patiences is not my style And im so tired I gotta go What am I suppose to want now What am I supposew to do Did you really think I wouldn`t see this through Tell me I should stick around for you Tell me I could have it all I`m still tired to care and I gotta go I get to go home in one week But I leaving home in three weeks They throw me a bone just to pick me dry I`m following suit and directions I crawl up inside for protection I`m told what to do and I don`t know why I`m over existing in limbo I`m over the myths and placebos I don`t really mind if I just fade away I`m ready to live with my family I`m ready to die in obscurity Cause i`m so tired that I gotta go What am I suppuse to want now What am I suppose to do You still dont think I`m going see this through Tell me I`m a part of history Tell me I can have it all I`m still to tired to care and I gotta go Oh yeah Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah. Still to tired to care and I gotta go Still to tired to care and I gotta go Still to tired to care and I gotta go Yeah Yeah Still to tired to care and I gotta go Yeah Yeah Still to tired to care and I gotta go Yeah Yeah Still to tired to care and I gotta go |
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| 13. |
| 3:42 |
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Ah Come on!
You won't admit it but it's true I'm happy without you I turn away and let your drama pull you in You always said I was a fool But something carried through I never wanna see your face again So many problems left behind I'm sorting out my mind This idiot has turned into a better man I found my soul in someone else It doesn't feel like hell Doesn't make me wanna kill myself (No! No!) I have every right to hate you (No! No!) I have every right to hate you I was leaving, Stop believing That I end up right back in your arms Now I'm bleeding, fucking seething I was through with you a long time ago Some people suffer for no reason But they're the ones to blame So walk away and let it go and save yourself Before you tell yourself a lie Just tell that one goodbye How much more can you take before you fucking die? (No! No!) I have every right to hate you (No! No!) I have every right to hate you I was leaving, Stop believing That I end up right back in your arms Now I'm bleeding, fucking seething I was through with you a long time ago (No no no no) (No! No!) I have every right to hate you (No! No!) I have every right to hate you I was leaving, Stop believing That I end up right back in your arms Now I'm bleeding, fucking seething I was through with you a long time ago Suffer! Suffer! Suffer! Suffer! |
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| 14. |
| 4:00 |
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Got a pit in so tight ??wish I never had a blast that night,
I can hear'em though the walls for me Try to run but they always find me All in all, this is all I can take ??when I fell it was my first mistake, but Broken-hearted must've wilted, cause everything's all tilted I keep a little place in the back of my mind I take a little trip when they use up my line But as soon as I can, I'll find another reason again Hang around like a head on a leash ??keep it all just a little out of arms reach I can hear'em through the walls for me Try to run but they always find me Now I know why I can't go in ??all the blurs have a different set of keys again, but Broken-hearted must've wilted cause everything's all tiled I keep a little place in the back of my mind I take a little trip when they use up my line But as soon as I can, I'll find another reason again Oh yeah, keep a little place in the back of my mind Take a little trip when they use up my line But as soon as I can, I'll find another reason again Oh you don't wanna hurt me You Don't Wanna Hurt Me YOU DON'T WANNA HURT ME ANYMORE Bring it on, one more time??br> <i>[Solo ??Jim]</i> I'm the one with the skeleton face ??I'm the one with the full nine disgrace I can hear'em through the walls for me Try to run but they always find me I never wanted it to end this way ??I wish I had a little more to say, but Broken-hearted must've wilted cause everything's all tiled??br> I keep a little place in the back of my mind I take a little trip when they use up my line But as soon as I can, I'll find another reason again Oh yeah, keep a little place in the back of my mind Take a little trip when they use up my line But as soon as I can, I'll find another reason again Oh you don't wanna hurt me You Don't Wanna Hurt Me YOU DON'T WANNA HURT ME ANYMORE Bring it on, one more time??br>Take it away, oh take it away??again?? |
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What a waste of life this is, every altercation I permit is
Like a quiet sigh From a man resigned to a place that was never his And the hours are long, even in a world where I belong Every second stays, every minute counts against my sentence I Fall??I had to let you go??br> What I tried to accomplish died ??every offer of faith I had To fight and a dream unfolds The moon is cold because the sun left early And the days go by, even when my conscience just won't try Every week decays, every month is rotten - I AM FORGOTTEN I fall??I had to let you go I fall??my mind is all I know I fall??the table turns to dust I fall??today, I let go of my trust What a waste of time I am, every ounce of life is Just dead flesh I can't forget, but then again you can't let me remember When I try to speak, every word I say comes out so bleak I don't want this, I don't want you But I DON'T WANT ANYONE I don't want anyone??br> I fall??I had to let you go I fall??my mind is all I know I fall??the table turns to dust I fall??today, I let go of my trust I let go of my trust |
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| 2:44 |
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<lyrics>My face is horrid and I'm constantly slouching
My place is lower so I'm constantly crouching I don't believe it, I saw the man again And he won't hear a word I say I have delusions so I'm constantly shouting I have compulsions so I'm constantly counting I don't believe it, there goes my world again And I don't understand a word I say Just because I'm paranoid it doesn't mean I'm annoyed and Just because I'm not prepared doesn't mean I'm not aware The smoke is infinite, I'm constantly panting The truth is imminent, I'm constantly ranting I don't believe it, I took a chance again and People I don't know won't let it go I've got some problems, I'm constantly bitching I've got some rashes I'm constantly itching I don't believe it, forgot the pills again I just woke up a million miles from home Just because I seem sedate it doesn't mean I'm not irate and Just because I'm not immune it doesn't mean I'm scared of you Just because I'm incomplete it doesn't mean I'm obsolete and Just because I'm out of view it doesn't mean I'm not like you |
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| 4:27 |
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The world was on fire and one could save me but you
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do I'd never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you I'd never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you No I don't want to fall in love No I don't want to fall in love With you With you What a wicked game to play to make me feel this way What a wicked thing to do to make me dream of you What a wicked thing to say you never felt that way What a wicked thing to do to make me dream of you And I don't want to fall in love No I don't want to fall in love With you With you The world was on fire and no one could save me but you It's strange what desire will make foolish people do And I'd never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you And I'd never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you No I don't want to fall in love No I don't want to fall in love No I.... No I.... Nobody loves no one |
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The girls on the streets all look sad in this gold encrusted little town
Why is that? Isn't this the town of dreams? yeah... But it comes with a price It's a town that never does anything and yet takes all the credit A place that promises so much, But never has a thing to say, Or a care in the world There is no memory here No dream for itself but the dreams of others And all over the world you talk of a place you've only seen in re-runs Immortalized for it's vice, and deified for it's carnage (There's money in the air there) (All you have to do is reach up and grab it) In basements, garages, parking lots, empty lots, schoolyards, town cars, back rooms and more Diamonds are fashioned from expectations and fortified on a steady diet, of simple lives and red carpets The ejaculating zeitgeist in night vision Culture is a punchline and emotion is blood in the water The sharks here play games you can't fathom But you flock here anyway On college money and credit cards Spend a week bullshitting yourself that it was all true All of it Just to watch in horror as it all falls to pieces under the gravity of reality The starry eyes fade as it dawns on you Nothing is guaranteed You are a part of the great divide The chosen or the frozen Now your mouth's away without a net Your college money's a collage of debt and your credit cards are all snapped in fucking half time to wander a landscape bereft of mercy This is now the back lot of your failed movie A waking dream re-written without your permission The real luster, the soft focus, the... Soap opera vision is just the hindsight of a world who's been lied to Of sad surfs and untouchable lords You took a chance didn't you? But chance didn't have a par for you this time around, maybe next life And you can't even walk home The girls on the streets all look sad in this cardboard cut-out little town (huh) No wonder That's the only thing here that's real The gold is for fools And paradise is lost but the hungry have never bothered with the cost Day by day they fall away like rose pedals Like ink that won't dry or fade It just runs wild down cracks and crevices, grooves and folds so I hope someone saves you before you get cold I really do Because the girls are all sad in this little black book If you don't believe me, take a closer look if you can |
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