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| 1. |
| 3:23 | 
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Every time that I bleed it's my affection
Every time that I come clean it's my humiliation And everything that I say, I say to save myself Everything that I say makes My world come crashing down Every time you're near me I feel I'm crashing down Every time that I breathe it's to keep you alive Every time that I see it's to watch you say goodbye No more words inside my head To save my ass this time No more words inside my head When it all comes crashing down Every time you're near me I feel I am crashing down I feel I am crashing Every time I breathe I breathe for you And every time I move I move for you And ever time I see I see for you And everything I do has been for you Every time I breathe I breathe for you And every time I see I see for you And everything I do I do for you And everything I do makes it All come down Everytime you're near me I feel I'm crashing down |
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| 3:20 |
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Maybe I, I didn't seem to have a thing left to say
I bottled it far away Maybe I, I tried too hard to find someone to blame Maybe it's me who changed And now, I'm left with nothing again So what if I lost everything Would you want me if I was a failure So what if I lost everything Would you be there even when I am gone Maybe I, I didn't seem to give everything away Not because I needed you to stay, and I I couldn't face the fears I left far behind I try to answer every question to why I'm left with nothing again So what if I lost everything Would you want me if I was a failure So what if I lost everything Would you be there even when I am gone Maybe you couldn't see All the pain inside of me And now I feel like this was all for nothing 'Cause I'm left with nothing, I'm left with nothing again So what if I lost everything Would you want me if I was a failure So what if I lost everything Would you want me if I was a failure So what if I lost everything Would you be there even when I am gone So what if I lost everything Would you want me if I was a failure |
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| 3. |
| 3:20 |
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You see me walking away
What more could I say than sorry I failed by all your complaints You pushed a life change but it's not me And filthy hands lay apon my chest Lay upon my sin, but I do it for green And in your mind you are blind And your back turn so fine Where were you when I needed you most So mother so father I'm on my hands and knees So mother so father I'm scrounging for what's left of me My self-indulgence to blame For all of the shame in the family You don't know what it's like How I feel how I cry How I hate the way I hate my life So mother so father I'm on my hands and knees So mother so father I'm scrounging for what's left of me Pues madre, y padre Esta vida no quiero vivir So mother so father I don't want to live this way So mother so father I'm scrounging for what's left of me So mother so father I don't want to live this way So mother so father I'm scrounging for what's left of me |
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| 4. |
| 3:16 |
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I looks outside and see that everything is perfect
Except for me I'll always be the one who sits and stares And now it's killing me, it's just killing me I feel so empty inside 'Cause I'm a freak in your eyes I feel so empty inside And it's killing me I look outside and realize how much I'm different You'll never see inside of me, inside just who I am And now and then you're just my friend, Someone I could talk to And it's killing me, it's just killing me I feel so empty inside 'Cause I'm a freak in your eyes I feel so empty inside And it's killing me I--I'm outside and looking in I look into your eyes and see that you are perfect Except for me, except for me I feel so empty inside 'Cause I'm a freak in your eyes I feel so empty inside I feel so I feel so I--I feel so empty inside |
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| 5. |
| 2:37 |
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Please… leave me alone
For I… cannot let this go It's the lie (it's the lie) That I live (that I live) Everything (Everything) That I give SHUT THE FUCK UP Please tell me that I have grown For I have bruises left to show And I fall (and I fall) In between (in between) Everything (everything) Let me see Come on, get up Let me see your bruises Come on, get up Let me see your bruises Come on, get up Let me see your bruises 'Cause I will never let you know Never know (x3) ‘Cause I will never let you go Let you go (x3) Please leave me alone YEAH… Let me see, let me see, let me see Come on get up Let me see your bruises Come on, get up Let me see your bruises Come on, get up Let me see your bruises Come on, get up Let me see your bruises |
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| 6. |
| 3:17 |
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Why are we here I always seem to ask myself
Question averted by the thought of someone else And I'm hopelessly done with the things that I have tried to do Should I give up and let the way just fall on me Day by day I struggle endlessly There's nothing right There's nothing good about this There's nothing right There's nothing great about this life And I will never know How it's supposed to be <i>[Chorus:]</i> I keep fighting with the visions inside head I used to feel so much better than this I should be laughing but instead I'm just a mess It's not right, it's not right to feel this way I keep fighting with the visions inside head I turn how much I could take a things And now I feel I'm so drowning in it It's not right, it's not right to feel this way So you're gone what are we supposed to do I told myself not to care a true and true And all this times seems so wasted When end in end and it was all for nothing There's nothing right 'Cauz I'm in a fake madnessy There's nothing right 'Cauz I'm in a fake misery There's nothing right There's nothing good about this There's nothing right There's nothing great about this life And you will always be Another fake part of me <i>[Chorus]</i> Why do I always feel this way And why do I always feel this way <i>[x2]</i> And why do <i>[x4]</i> <i>[Chorus]</i> I keep hiding but drowning in it And I keep hiding but drowning in it <i>[x2]</i> And I keep, and I keep drowning in it <i>[x2]</i> |
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| 7. |
| 4:08 |
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So I sit here alone
Trying to find my own way To cope with everything That I've done wrong So I try real hard not to see What you've done to me But I couldn't find my heart And there won't be any silence till it's gone There won't be any silence till I'm gone Look away, you're watchin me as I slip away 'Cause everything I know just falls apart So try real hard not to see What you've done to me But I couldn't find a way Then I'll see my own way To cope with everything that I've done wrong And there won't be any silence till it's gone There won't be any silence till I'm gone Look away, you're watchin me as I slip away 'Cause everything I know just falls apart Now it's me as I slip away 'Cause everything I know falls, it just falls apart 'Cause I'm not enough to bring you down I'm not enough to bring you down I'm not enough to make you happy I'm not enough to make you stay |
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| 8. |
| 5:28 |
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Sunlight warms my face
It's hard to take in An overwhelming grace From the way that I live So close to you I feel so ashamed This must be new 'Cause I've fallen again The stench smells so real Like I've been here before Emotions will kill The life I've always known Because of their lies The world seems to change But since you've arrived I feel no more pain 'Cause I have become the one thing I hate I have become the smile on your face There's no need to save the me that I've made 'Cause I have become the one thing I hate The unwanted things That breathe in my skin Have filled all the void In which I live in And every time you bounce I feel so alive So many ways to count The many times I've died 'Cause I have become the one thing I hate I have become the smile on your face There's no need to save the me that I've made 'Cause I have become the one thing I hate So close to you, so close to you |
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| 9. |
| 4:13 |
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I feel like I don't exsit
I'm trying to hard to cope with this 'Cause if it means too much Then it means too much to me I'm pulling your strings but' you're pulling away Its half-past noon Another fucking bad day 'Cause I'm screaming At the top of my lungs If I don't get my way (You better watch your back) It's all the same to me I feel so incomplete I never want to change, But I think I'm gonna fold It's all the same to me I wanna let you know Maybe I just don't wanna let you go 'Cause if it means that much Then it means that much to me I got a new job but my pocket is broke I want a revolution but I just can't revolt And there's gotta be something out there That makes me feel this way (You better watch your back) It's all the same to me I feel so incomplete I never want to change But I think I'm gonna fold It's all the same to me I feel I'm gonna fold |
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| 10. |
| 3:30 |
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'Cause it moves just like you
And it breaks just like me And it lies just like them And these walls are protecting me And so the story goes Strip down it's the same And so the story goes In a blink of an eye you become history 'Cause it plays just like you And it fades just like me And it steals just like them It's neverending it's neverending for me And so the story goes Strip down it's the same And so the story goes In a blink of an eye you become history I put my blinding faith in you My philosophy says I should stop And so the story goes Strip down it's the same And so the story goes In a blink of an eye you become history |
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| 11. |
| 2:55 |
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Can't simplify all the things that burn inside
But when you ask, I'm fine but I'm lying all the time It's tough to say when you laugh at me this way But in my mind I'm crying, I'm crying all the time So pick up the vide, make me want to justify Every word that's coming out your mouth No looking back, you better choose a side I'm sinking within You fake, you lie You're making me hate you You fake, you lie You're making me want you even more Can't see any good side of you But I am trying, I'm trying I can't explain all the damage you can bring But when I'm blind I'm dying, I'm dying all the time So pick up the vibe, make me wanna justify Every word that's coming out of your mouth No lookin back, all I wanna see Is that you're sinkin within You fake, you lie You're making me hate you You fake, you lie You're making me want you even more Yes I will always be Torn by what I see Yes I will always be the same Even though I stop thinking of you Can't simplify all the things that burn inside But when I try, I'm dying, I'm dying all the time You fake, you lie You're making me hate you You fake, you lie You're making me want you even moreYou fake, you lie You're making me hate you You fake, you lie |
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| 12. |
| 3:25 |
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Sometimes I lie awake in bed
Thinking about the things you said So lost for words, so lost to tell you how I feel So terrified of changing what I thought was real It's too bad, you're gone It's too bad, you're not alone And I know that you couldn't see That it's too bad that you're gone And not here with me Standing here, trying to make some sense of this There's nothing between us Still I can feel your awkwardness You're so lost for words So you just tell me I'm your friend There must be one reason Only one reason in the end It's too bad, you're gone It's too bad, you're not alone And I know that you couldn't see That it's too bad that you're gone And not here with me So why are you pulling away It must be from things that I say And I'm thinking you're thinking of him So why do I even care at all |
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