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| 1. |
| 2:27 | 
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This music is my time
To reel out and rewind I'll be brutal with truth I'd rather be honest with my soul Be the pile of trash A bum picks through to get a bite to eat I'm filthy I'm horny I'm dirty nasty dirty I'm strong and fearless Only 'cause I got rock 'n' roll I'm knee-deep in our blood Only 'cause I got rock 'n' roll C'mon Baby c'mon Yeah Baby c'mon Break it Crazier than I ever was I'm bloodied up I beat my skull in Comin' home in a body bag And I'm ready to die for rock 'n' roll I can't change the world I can only change myself I'm as sharp as a knife As high as a kite Demented as the night is long I'm not sheddin' a tear I'm blowin' some steam Stuck in between Living a dream Baby c'mon |
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| 2. |
| 4:05 |
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My mind has been shut down
My friends have been let down What is the reason There's millions of reasons Single me out Tear off my front Make me expose what I conceal Life is a bullet The bloodstains prove it It's tearing through you and me Not caring about you or me Now I could explain everything You cursed the fire Now fuck the flame What is the reason There's millions of reasons Blindfold me now Spin me around Picking me up When I fall down Today I feel blue My head is in the clouds Separate me My soul from my body Feeling so lonely I'm not the only one Separate me My soul from my body I'm in love with too many things And I hate every thing |
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| 3. |
| 2:59 |
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3.Yes I did it and I'll do it again
It doesn't matter if I am your best friend I don't think so You're not that smart Over and over it breaks my heart The cycle continues time for your crime The pain comes back in an ugly design Her makeup smears The tears that she cries Over and over every night Emotional swords slash my soul And now the pain takes control I think about you I think about me Think about the way that it used to be I need a bottle I need some pills I need a friend I need some thrills A shoulder to cry on a friend to depend on When life gets rough Time and time again You think about yourself before you think about me Time and time again You think about yourself before you think about me It's like a fight every single day It's always easy when you have it your way Deep in my heart In the depths of my soul My selfish ways are out of control I'm sorry that it comes down to this I punch through the wall as I break my fist The makeup smears Tears that we cry Over and over every night You're so selfish You're making me want to end this relationship You're making me want to end this Loving ties unwind Lost time behind Loving ties unwind Lost time behind |
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| 4. |
| 3:05 |
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Wish I could see you for one last time wish
I could say goodbye to you it's hard to deal with you dying it's time to say goodbye to you bloody faced kissing death walking through barbed wire I'll let you go let me go digging through myself good luck in your next life walk as tall as the trees be gentle as the spring winds and have the warmth of the summer sun I would die die for you I'd walk right through barbed wire I blame myself for your death it's tearing me apart |
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| 5. |
| 3:59 |
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Here today gone today
Hurry up and wait I'm never there for you or me Can't you read the story of our lives Death to me and life for you Something isn't right And I need some space to Clear my head to think about My life And I can't be alone I just need some space To clear my head to think about my life With or without you We fight it out We work it out Give me some time to unwind I must confess I'm falling apart Breaking your heart Crying with you on the phone We're walking on thin ice I hope it doesn't break Mile by mile we're farther apart And it's one empty bottle And two broken hearts Night after night we are falling apart Now it's two broken bottles And four empty hearts Decompression Depression period |
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| 6. |
| 3:50 |
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Fed-up
Tired Sick and twisted One-man army I'm enlisted Trust yourself trust no one else Fuck a hero be yourself I don't need your lousy hand-out Clinched fists i'll fight my way out Fighting my way out Find my way out People wake up and sing along I trust no one My trust is gone Born with nothing Die with everything In a daze These days go by Faster and faster I speed through life Now I've got to take control Of my mental and my physical Never sheltered from life's hard storms I was cold but now I am warm Inside I'm warm Searching and finding the truth inside myself Inside myself My soul was starving I was born with nothing I'll die with everything |
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| 7. |
| 3:30 |
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When I see her eyes
Look into my eyes Then I realize that she can see inside my head So I close my eyes Thinking that I could hide Disassociate so I don't have to lose my head The situation, Is to adjuration If she cut me off would this be an amputation? I don't know If I care I'm the jerk, life's not fair Fighting all the time This is out of line She loves me not, loves me not! Do you realize I won't compromise She loves me not, loves me not! Over the past five years I have shed my tears I have drank my beers and watch my fears fly away Then until this day She still swing my way But its sad to say sometimes she says she loves me not But I hesitate To tell her I hate This relationship I walked out today this is over I don't know If I care I'm the jerk, Life's not fair Fighting all the time This is out of line She loves me not, loves me not! Do you realize I won't compromise She loves me not, Life's Not Fair I'm the jerk! Line for line, rhyme for rhyme Sometimes I be writin' all the god dam time It's making' me sick Relationship is gettin' ill This your stupid man On the real, could you feel What I feel, what's the deal girl We're tear in' up each others world We should be in harmony boy and girl That is a promise we made Back in the day You told me that things wouldn't be this way I think we should work this out 'Cause all I didn't mean is to scream and shout I don't know if I care I'm the jerk, life's not fair Fighting all the time This is out of line She loves me not, loves me not! Do you realize I won't compromise She loves me not, loves me not! Life's not fair! Life's not fair! Life's not fair! I'm the jerk! Life's not fair! She loves me not! Loves me not! |
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| 8. |
| 3:49 |
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Blood of my blood
Skin of my skin A normal human being Solder and wires Circuitry We're far from human beings He's sick of his skin It's time to trade it in A galaxy of emotions Your soul is what it costs We walk the same path No body could get in our way Dangerously We passionately never hesitate Keep the soul That's control Now you put in the metal Biological Spiritual Electrical Digital S.I.D. Willing to make the change Surrender the flesh and bones Against the grain Pushing beyond the limits of ourselves This body is just a cage You're dead and you're in a grave We're losing our minds That's just fine Living forever Bleed out my blood Skin off my skin Solder the wire Transformation Take my body and Release me from this cage You can't put a spirit in a grave Singular Indestructible Droid Bloody-human-robot |
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| 9. |
| 4:02 |
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This is making me crazy
These black clouds following me So I look for signs of light But rarely I see them I return to my shelter And I crawl in a bottle I'm losing my will for this So over emotional Black clouds They rain down but They can't kill the sun Confession of depression This life I'm second-guessing Like ashes to ashes I always seem to fall down I'm tired of running It's time to face my demons Confession of depression This life I'm second-guessing My emotions are storming And tears fall just like rain Pain strikes like lightning Despair is becoming my friend I'm pushing myself to a point of self-destruction Black clouds They rain down but They can't kill the son inside |
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| 10. |
| 4:05 |
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I was scatterbrained
When I found the time to find That times are evil Sick and disjointed My skin is thick Thick and calloused I'm ready to shed the shell Ready to shed the shell So you think you have figured me out A young man lost in his problems Some problems aren't that easy to solve And you can't break our code of energy I'm bent out of shape There is no happy ending I've come to a point Where I just don't give a fuck My skin is thick Thick and calloused I'm ready to shed the shell Ready to shed the shell The code of energy Hi I'm paranoid Goodbye I'm in the void Haunted by insecurity Bipolar asymmetry Our new vision of passion and obsession Is planetary ingestion There is no time for question..... |
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| 11. |
| 3:12 |
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Human behavior
Peculiar it seems Some thrive on hate Some love the dream Everyone's got a purpose and wants to be loved I think I found my purpose I think I found love Hidden inside myself Tragedy Strikes when you least expect it Hate and destruction crashed down on our world The stars and the stripes The boys and the girls It's sad it took war just to bring us together I believe in love I believe in forever Hidden inside ourselves You better run You better run For your life For your life Shed a tear Shed a tear Live in fear Tragedy day Tragedy day Tragedy day |
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| 12. |
| 2:08 |
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Gouge away
You can gouge away Stay all day If you want to Missy aggravation Some sacred questions You stroke my locks Some marijuana If you got some Gouge away You can gouge away Stay all day If you want to Sleeping on your belly You break my arms You spoon my eyes Been rubbing a bad charm With holy fingers Gouge away You can gouge away Stay all day If you want to Chained to the pillars A three day party I break the walls And kill us all With holy fingers Gouge away You can gouge away Stay all day If you want to |
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| 13. |
| 3:07 |
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Wish I would never have said it
But if only you meant it And I will tell you the truth cause that's all I know So pathetic, you can't ignore that he wants you He sat you down and he taught you And you obeyed every rule that he made Cause he bought you, now he owns you So don't go away, don't go away I got something to say about the dark side of me Dead side of me, light side of me Dark side of me, dead side of me I lied to you and you caught me I shoulda learned what you taught me And the truth cuts just like a knife, When you cut me And I'll do all that I told you I loved it when I would hold you But those are just things that I said in my head But she told you, shoulda told you I said don't go away, don't go away Got something to say about the dark side of me Dead side of me, light side of me Dark side of me, dead side of me Just let me be, what I want to be I said I haven't told you anything I hold it all inside in vain I think of you and I think of pain Now I've told you everything I said don't go away, don't go away I got something to say about the dark side of me (I said I haven't told you anything) Dead side of me (I hold it all inside in vain) Light side of me (I think of you and I think of pain) Dark side of me (Now I've told you everything) Dead side of me I said I haven't told you anything I hold it all inside in vain I think of you and I think of pain I never tell you anything I said I haven't told you anything I hold it all inside in vain I think of you and I think of pain Never said it, so forget it |
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