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1. |
| 2:57 | ||||
Love your hate, your faith lost
You are now one of us Love your hate, your faith lost You are now one of us Nothing from nowhere, I'm no one at all Radiate, recognize one silent call As we all form one dark flame... Incinerate Nothing from nowhere, I'm no one at all Radiate, recognize one silent call As we all form one dark flame As we all form one dark flame As we all... Love your hate, your faith lost You are now one of us Love your hate, your faith lost You are now one, one of us |
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2. |
| 3:32 | ||||
3. |
| 4:15 | ||||
I am exploring the inside
I find it desolate I do implore these confines Now as they penetrate, recreate me I'm hovering throughout time I crumble in these days I crumble, cannot, I cannot find Reflection in these days If you listen, listen, listen Listen close, beat by beat You can hear when the heart stops, I saved the pieces When it broke, and ground them all to dust I am destroyed by the inside I disassociate Hope to destroy the outside It will alleviate, elevate me Like water flowing into lungs I'm flowing through these days Like morphine cuts through, through deadened veins I'm numbing in these days So, if you listen, listen, listen Listen close, beat by beat You can hear when the heart stops, I saved the pieces When it broke, and ground them all to dust I know what died that night It can never be brought back to life Once again, I know I know what died that night It can never be brought back to life Once again, I know I know I died that night And I'll never be brought back to life Once again, I know I know I died that night And I'll never be brought back to life Once again, I know If you listen, listen, listen Listen close, beat by beat You can hear when the heart stops, I saved the pieces When it broke, and ground them all to dust So, if you listen, listen, listen Listen close, beat by beat You can hear when the heart stops, I saved the pieces When it broke, and ground them all to dust |
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4. |
| 4:12 | ||||
I, I came here by day,
But I left here in darkness And found you, found you on the way. But now, it is silver and silent. It is silver and cold. You in somber resplendence, I hold... Your sins into me, Oh, my beautiful one. Your sins into me. As a rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer and I'll beg for forgiveness. Your sins into me, Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one. Light, like the flutter of wings, Feel your hollow voice rushing Into me as you're longing to sing. So I, I will paint you in silver. I will wrap you in cold. I will lift up your voice as I sink. Your sins into me, Oh, my beautiful one, now Your sins into me. As a rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer And I'll beg for forgiveness. Your sins into me, Your sins into me Cold in life's throes. I'll fall asleep for you. Cold in life's throes. I only ask you turn away. Cold in life's throes. I'll fall asleep for you. Cold in life's throes I only ask you turn As you seep into me, Oh, my beautiful one, now... Your sins into me, Oh, my beautiful one. Your sins into me. As a rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer And I'll beg for forgiveness. Your sins into me, Your sins into me Your sins into me, Oh, my beautiful one, now Your sins into me. As a rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer And I'll beg for forgiveness. Your sins into me, Your sins into... Your sins into me Your sins into me, Oh my beautiful one! |
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5. |
| 2:28 | ||||
Will you join me in this dance, this dance of misery?
Cradled in imposs- impossibility Swooning, I am swept away Swept off my feet, with step by step by step We take the lead as drop by drop, we start to bleed Oh, we dance in misery, and we dance on, and we dance on Oh, we dance in misery, lost in the arms of our misery Oh, we dance in misery, and we dance on, and we dance on Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows Will you lend yourself to beauty that will horrify? Let me hide within your black, the still inside your eyes Deafened, caught within a cry So sensual, as step by step by step, I separate As breath to breath, as I suffocate Oh, we dance in misery, and we dance on, and we dance on Oh, we dance in misery, lost in the arms of our misery Oh, we dance in misery, and we dance on, and we dance on Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows So who will follow, who is the lead? I know I'll leave a stain because I bleed As we dance, we all dance We all have no chance in this horrid romance Oh, we dance in misery, and we dance on, and we dance on Oh, we dance in misery, lost in the arms of our misery Oh, we dance in misery, and we dance on, and we dance on Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows |
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6. |
| 3:11 | ||||
I'll lay me down tonight
Much further down Swim in the calm tonight This art does drown What follows me as the whitest lace of light Will swallow whole, just begs to be imbrued What follows has led me to this place Where I belong with all erased What follows All insects sing tonight The coldest sound I'd send God's grace tonight Could it be found? What follows me as the whitest lace of light Will swallow whole, just begs to be imbrued What follows has led me to this place Where I belong with all erased I'll lay me down tonight Much further down Watch stars go out tonight On sinking ground I'll lay me down What follows me as the whitest lace of light Will swallow whole, just begs to be imbrued What follows has led me to this place Where I belong with all erased What follows will swallow whole |
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7. |
| 3:59 | ||||
Of late, it's harder just to go outside
To leave this dead space, with hatred so alive Writhing with sickness Thrown into banality I decay, killed by the weakness But forced to return Turn it off I watch the stars as they fall from the sky I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying I feel the fallen stars encircle me Now as they cry Out there, so quickly, grows malignant tribes Post-human extinction excels unrecognized Feeling surrounded So bored with mortality I decay, all of this hatred Is fucking real Turn it on I watch the stars as they fall from the sky I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying I feel the fallen stars encircle me Now as they cry It won't be all right Despite what they say Just watch the stars tonight as they As they disappear, disintegrate And I disintegrate Cause this hate is fucking real And I hope to shade the world As stars go out and I disintegrate It won't be all right Despite what they say Just look to the sky As stars go out |
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8. |
| 5:27 | ||||
I can remember a place I used to go
Chrysanthemums of white, they seemed so beautiful I can remember, I searched for the amaranth I'd shut my eyes to see Oh, how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones I knew they would appear, saw not a single one Oh, how I smiled then, waiting so patiently I'd make a wish and bleed While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away I can remember, dreamt them so vividly Soft creatures draped in white, light kisses gracing me I can remember when I first realized Dreams were the only place to see them While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away Hope was wasting away, faith was wasting away, I was wasting away I never, never wanted this, always wanted to believe I never, never wanted this, how could I have become? I never, never wanted this, from the start I'd been deceived I never, never wanted this, how could I have become? I never, never wanted this, I always wanted to believe I never, never wanted this I never, never wanted this, from the start I'd been deceived I never, never wanted this Inside a crumbling effigy But you promised So dies all innocence But you promised me While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away Hope was wasting away, faith was wasting away, I was wasting away |
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9. |
| 3:57 | ||||
Raise high monolithic statues so fragile as they fall
I am ever enthralled Gaze, lie and smirk in time, your arrogance will suit you well 'Til fashion is dispelled As waves of plastic fame go out of fashion You're going out, going out forever unknown These waves of plastic fame go out of fashion (These waves of plastic fame are drying up and I smile) You're going out, going out forever unknown (Because you're dying to become forever unknown, unkown) From above a rain of ashes descends Anathema I will remain, forever will remain From below, in my seclusion Look up to the sky to see paper wings and watch them burn Without habitation, you'll never find a soul inside No life, but nothing's died No lights, but quite the show (Just as long as no one ever knows All motion is pantomime) As waves of plastic fame go out of fashion You're going out, going out forever unknown These waves of plastic fame go out of fashion (These waves of plastic fame are drying up and I smile) You're going out, going out forever unknown (Because you're dying to become forever unknown, unkown) From above a rain of ashes descends Anathema I will remain, forever will remain From below, in my seclusion Look up to the sky to see paper wings and watch them burn Dancing in the rain of descending ash Dancing on your grave, I'll see you all falling Dancing in the rain of descending ash Dancing in your dust, I'll see you all falling I'd stop it, had you a heart (your heart) I'd stop it, had you a heart (your heart) From above a rain of ashes descends Anathema I will remain, forever will remain From below, in my seclusion Look up to the sky to see paper wings and watch them burn |
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10. |
| 4:11 | ||||
Calling tears from deep inside, oh you're so exquisite
And in the mirror, all midnight eyes Oh, if I could remain, but it's just a visit All midnight eyes read vacancy Twisted, twisting To the lovely dancing lights, I begged, may I cut in? But they never stopped playing their song Of a joyous song they sing, I've heard whispers On a freezing note, I resonate Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Just like a memory, it twists me Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Twist, twisting me You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance, I melt In the glitter, in the dark, sunk into velvet Praying this will never end In the shadow of a star, in static pallor I realized I never began Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Just like a memory, it twists me Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Twist, twisting me You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance, I melt All the colors upon leaving, all will turn to grey All the colors upon leaving, all will turn to grey All grey, all the colors All grey, upon leaving All grey, all will turn to grey Twisting me You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic You land as lightly as the new snow, and melt away You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Bathed in your radiance, I melt |
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11. |
| 2:46 | ||||
12. |
| 15:07 | ||||
Twenty-six years and seems like I've just begun
To understand my My intimate is no one When the director sold the show, who Bought its last rites? They cut the cast, the music and the lights This is my line, this is eternal How did I ever end up here? Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal Ungranted in dead time left me disowned To this nature so unnatural I remain alone Twenty-six years end, still speaking in these tongues Such revelations, while understood by no one When the new actor stole the show, who Questioned his grace? Please clear this house of ill-acquired taste This is my line, this is eternal How did I ever end up here? Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal Ungranted in dead time and left me disowned To this nature so unnatural I remain alone Give me Something Give me Something Give me Something Give me Something Give me Something Give me Something real I lay strewn Across the floor Can't solve This puzzle Everyday, another small piece Can't be found Oh I lay strewn Across the floor Pieced up In sorrow The pieces are lost, the pieces don't fit Pieced together incomplete And empty This is my line, this is eternal How did I ever end up here? Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal Ungranted in dead time and left me disowned In this nature so unnatural I remain alone This is my line, this is eternal How did I End up here? Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal Ungranted in dead time and left me disowned To this nature so unnatural I remain alone |