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| 1. |
| 5:15 | 
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So you're suffering. I know it hurts a lot if it's the first time.
Whenever I begin, make sure to keep my empathy inside. The harder that it gets, the more the company will do you all in. Here comes another hit. This isn't dying, it's just a slow way of falling You place your frown heavely down on me and and try make me weak too lame to speak, I Only 'cause of love, (push me don't calm me. Can't win just blame me) love's the only thing that makes me do this. (We're on the edge of something) No power from above, (That says if your able) you do it to yourself, (survive this we've made it) I'll help you through this (It's out of my system, it hit while our playing) There's beauty in this place, (It helped me I'm staying) it took me all these years to realise. (These blows mark a new deal) (The truth is the threat's real) Hype up and go hatch a plan (Do you know what this means to me?) tag onto someone who can (You've respect and no dignity. Do you?) Believe it Noble designs slip away (With your backs to the outside you'll burn) Slide into morbid decay (Your bubble won't block out the sun) I'm leaving Come and feel what it does to me, so much more than fantasy put your panic on hold, amplify your very soul and keep breathing. So you're suffering. I know it hurts a lot if it's the first time. Whenever I begin, make sure to keep my empathy inside. The agony preserved, your eyes are slowly losing all their softness. The alcohol and thyme, so good must be a crime I see you're fighting |
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| 2. |
| 5:37 |
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Oh my sweet Sister Dew what have I done?
All my life I've only loved the one. I was taught to be tolerant and plain I was taught a million things I can't explain. It must have been the hatred in her eyes It must have been the power to her lies Sister tell me there's a place where I can hide Oh my sweet this is how it did unfold no my body never felt so calm and cold. All around us there were people in the park. No my senses never felt so clear and stark. And I swear that she saw it in my way and I'm sure that she heard it in my voice Sister tell me please I didn't have a choice. I enjoyed to see her being idle she never had no worries, nothing vital from the day I met her to the final... afternoon. There was something there I can't describe it we were kicking ass we didn't fight it. She never once suspected, that she had it... coming soon. Oh my sweet Sister Dew what have I done? all my life I've only loved the one. I was raised with compassion and they said I was loved for the loving that I spread Now the only thing remaining is this chill. and the only emptiness I need to fill is understanding what it is that made me KILL. Please forgive me if I keep on smiling but every sad story has a funny side in from that moment on I felt like crying... every day. All around us there were people screaming For half a second I thought I was dreaming my baby looked at me her eyes were beaming, I walked away. Oh my sweet Sister Dew what have I done? All my life I've never loved no one. So it dawned on me this should be the place now the only thing I crave is an embrace. So let your tender wisdom be mine and let me come to you like a child I'd like to stick around here for a while. |
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| 3. |
| 5:45 |
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Wasted and wounded, erased with the night
One man's conviction is another man's lie I said you could find me where the nighthawks fly and I'll be there a while, yes I'll be there a while. Dustpaper coupons, there's a guy by the door he said: "What makes me quit makes you go back for more". This place isn't real man, this girl is a whore watch me fall to the floor, but I'll go back for more. Sometimes I wander So I finally found you, and I lost you to love No it sure wasn't this I was... thinkin' of Put your silhouette on me and your sweetness above and I can't get enough, no I can't get enough. Wasted and wounded, this ain't no way to die one man's cold turkey is another man's high I said you could find me where the nighthawks fly and I'll be there a while, yes I'll be there a while. Sometimes I wander Down on the floor, got a closer look at hell You see, somebody pushed me, I just pretended that I fell. I said that I adored you, but I could never tell for all that I know I'll be gone when you go. Music went through you and took you to a place There ain't no doubt you'll find a welcoming embrace I said that I loved you, another hawk in space and you'll be there for a while and I'll be there for a while Finding my own inarticulate prose Weirding out strangers and laughing at those Jaundiced and jaded postured and posed Not that we're special, it's just that we're Closing in on a place where we might get to be Living real people regularly Send you some stuff and be good like you asked Must promise remember the sixth and the last Thanks for anonymous invisible Take us away Thanks for not breaking like they wanted Take us away Wake me and say "Take us away" |
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| 4. |
| 5:24 |
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I had a plan, was all made up
an angel was sent, for keeping all troubles away. 'Cause lady and I, we could not stop as cool as a sigh, as volatile as something you say. I had a dream, a simple plot I held out my hand as if she'd never pushed it away. The sun is still there, except it's not beside her I care to linger even though it's not safe. Godawful I adore you angels were there before you nothing can stop what we do it's breaking us up in two. Hey maybe should we ask it could our friends be worthier. Like things we trust for if we must We must burn them. And burn them good, real friends they would be understanding if it came to us and us we must we must turn to the God of small things. The God of small things. I had a plan, was all made up, as good it was then the magic hour seemed to be fading. 'Cause lady and I we could not stop as cool as a sigh, as murderous as something you say. Godawful I adore you angels were there before you nothing can stop what we do it's breaking us up in two. There is room if you can trust| for anyone like us. |
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| 5. |
| 4:59 |
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Stay by my side, it's over
the ride isn't what I told you the painkiller-side of this life is to not look behind it's over I have been told about longing a feeling so old, it's dead I must have been misled so stay by my side, I'm sorry. I'm drawing myself the ideal crash but I know I won't believe me. There'll be a time you'll leave me. Stay by my side, it's sexy the way that we talk about stuff the way that we laugh with love the way that we're falling off. CRASH you're life's gone sucking cause you wanna mess around, can anybody down you with a CRASH another way of saying that you like to make it up as you move along. If it's a lot, show them what you got. Stay by my side, I want you continue the theme that's us even though it's only lust the painkiller-side of this life. I'm drawing myself the ideal crash and I know I won't believe me. How can a man kill gently how long before it's all done how can he leave someone how can he do it softly ? CRASH you're life's gone sucking cause you wanna mess around, can anybody down you with a CRASH another way of saying that you like to make it up as you move along. If it's a lot, show them what you got. CRASH you're gonna go to hell with a certain inclination try and make it sell and then you CRASH you're gonna have to take yourself out of circulation If it's a lot, show them what you got right now I need my hands, to cover this shit up I need my eyes to see were I'm going, and I need someone......... Stay by my side, it's sexy the way that we talk about stuff the way that we laugh with love the way that we're falling off. |
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| 6. |
| 6:16 | 
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| 7. |
| 5:00 |
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You drive too fast
can you please shut up I'll call the police if you don't stop. You're just trying to scare me you want me to know that you're not this precious little thing you hold. You're afraid you say (and you're never sure) of the coming day (if what you've seen before) and I'm not that handsome (is what you'll see again) anyway (In remembering) But I'm feeling good and if you don't exist you're still one illusion that I can't resist Now you're holding back and I'm holding on Heaven knows what you want. 'Cause kicks like these they're coming fast but watching how long they last. It's a funny time to fall in love feels like something pulled me up to see me fall right off. You drive too fast but I don't care wherever's fine just take me there. Now I'm holding back and you're moving on Heaven knows what I want 'Cause on a day like this I'd believe anything I don't know where to begin. One for your coming two for your shoes Your buccaneer loving and suicide moods I wanna move don't figure out much into the new out of the blue, out of the darkness into the new, out of the blackness... |
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| 8. |
| 4:49 |
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So everybody came, but you're here to have some fun
And everyone's the same, well that's faster said than done. And you're such a lovely guy but it doesn't take so much to get all there is out, all the dirt and all the sludge. You're stepping on my sun and it's such a lot of fun better smile before it's gone you're stepping on my sun And the liquor that you had is playing twister with your mind you been artificially sad but never naturally high I was flashing on a thought on a party in this town if I said what's on my mind there'd be not a soul around. You're stepping on my sun and it's such a lot of fun better smile before it's gone you're stepping on my sun It's easier to trust if it comes down to this my friend I will help you if I must I will kill you if I can experience is cheap and you know that in the end I will kill you if I must I will help you if I can You're stepping on my sun and it's such a lot of fun better smile before it's gone you're stepping on my sun Cause everybody's weird and they all think they're God but the biggest one they fear is that precious thing you got. The fire in your eyes is a subtlety I know and you will not be denied but the service is so slow You're stepping on my sun and it's such a lot of fun better smile before it's gone you're stepping on my sun |
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| 9. |
| 6:25 |
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I was walking down the river
playing solitary quiver I was thinking about a million different lives. She came dancing up a mountain spread her whiteness like a fountain and an hint of broken turquoise in her eyes. She came all the way to say I didn't stand a single chance the state that I was in I said: "Your sould is a-swaying". She said: "Hey that's a pretty saying, but unfortunately it is not true". She said: "You're just looking for another to love you". Now we all know the world is dying and expenses multiplying but you could try to take it easy too. Let me take you for a ride I will take you for a ride 'Cause in time you'll be mine when you're mine it'll be oh so fine yeah! At the time I wasn't feeling that good. At the time I wasn't feeling that good. I wasn't longing for a strange delight I wasn't flashing on the dark of night I wasn't going for no periodic mood. I wasn't suffering no odd decease I never thought of it as no unease but when it called me I just had to let it loose. It never made me wonder or even think just merely tapping tapping on my instinct it left me there but I wasn't left to choose. Now I heard stories about this kind of thing it haphazardly just sucks you in, makes you do stuff you never thought you'd do One night it drove me to despair What if anybody had seen me there? to this day I still wonder how they knew. They started spreading rumors about my state you know how it goes around this place, now and then they just need someone to screw. My senses numb but I could feel four, five years been taken out of me. If you'd ask me, there's no way I could prove. The smell of hysteria was chemical, the air around me thick and physical, my mind was racing but myself I couldn't move. It had me running, running, running... Now I heard stories this kind of thing, it doesn't lose it just let's you win with a little bit of luck you don't come out too bruised. Such anger that I couldn't vent so much energy I couldn't spend it would have fucked me over if I hadn't cut it loose. YEAH. I wasn't suffering no odd decease I never thought of it as no unease, next time it calls me I'll be ready 'CAUSE I KNOW. I'll be ready I'll be ready |
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| 10. |
| 6:33 |
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My little dreamone, you O. K.?
I'm thinking about you everyday along with your smile, I took my belongings along with the sunshine, I went away There is a space here, there is a void I need to find, a little more time gimme time Of all of the fuckups that I do I've saved up the best one for you heaven and moonshine, you gotta be kidding you wanted to give it a try and I didn't I never wanted to be looking back I need to find a little more insight gimme insight I'm getting better everyday I just don't care what they say people are talking, they were talking before they don't even know who we are anymore I never wanted to be looking back I need to find, some peace of mind gimme peace of mind My little dreamone, you O. K.? I'm thinking about you everyday along with your smile, I took my belongings along with the sunshine, I went away There is a space here, there is a void I need to find, a little more time gimme time Whispered in The way you cling We find made Our special thing Stone Madly I Hellbent on my Coming for you |
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