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| 1. |
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I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything I've said before All these words, they make no sense I've found bliss in ignorance Less I hear, the less you say You'll find that out anyway Just like before Everything you say to me Take's me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to pray 'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I've found the answers aren't so clear Wish I could find a way to disappear All these thoughts. they make no sense I've found bliss in ignorance Nothing seems to go away Over and over again Just like before Everything you say to me Take's me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to pray 'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break Everything you say to me Take's me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to pray 'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to BREAK (echo) Shut up when I'm talking to you! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up when I'm talking to you! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut ... UP! I'm about to break Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to pray 'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to pray 'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to BREAK! |
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| 2. |
| 3:25 |
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I don't know who to trust No surprise (Everyone feels so far away from me) Heavy thoughts sift through dust And the lies (Trying not to break) (But I'm so tired of this deceit) (Every time I try to make myself) (Get back up on my feet) (All I ever think about is this) (All the tiring time between) (And how) (Trying to put my trust in you) (Just takes so much out of me) I take everything from the inside And throw it all away 'Cause I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you Tension is building inside Steadily (Everyone feels so far away from me) Heavy thoughts forcing their way Out of me I take everything from the inside And throw it all away 'Cause I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you I won't waste myself on you Waste myself on you I take everything from the inside And throw it all away 'Cause I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you |
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| 3. |
| 5:06 |
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Are you lost, In your lies?
Do you tell yourself, I don't realize? Your crusade's a disguise Replace freedom with fear, You trade money for lives. I'm aware of what you've done. No, no more sorrow. I've paid for your mistakes. Your time is borrowed. Your time has come to be replaced. I see pain, I see need. I see liars and thieves, Abuse power with greed. I had hope, I believed. But I'm beginning to think that I've been deceived. You will pay for what you've done. No, no more sorrow. I've paid for your mistakes. Your time is borrowed. Your time has come to be replaced. Thieves and hypocrites. Thieves and hypocrites. Thieves and hypocrites. No, no more sorrow. I've paid for your mistakes. Your time is borrowed. Your time has come to be replaced. No more sorrow. I've paid for your mistakes. Your time is borrowed. Your time has come to be replaced. Your time has come to be replaced. Your time has come to be erased. |
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| 4. |
| 3:16 |
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Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste In my disgrace Stuck in my head again Feels like I'll never leave this place There's no escape I'm my own worst enemy I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fking is wrong with me I don't know what to take Thought I was focused but I'm scared I'm not prepared I hyperventilate Looking for help somehow somewhere And no one cares I'm my own worst enemy I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fking is wrong with me GOD Put me out of my misery Put me out of my misery Put me out of my Put me out of my fking misery I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fking is Wrong with me |
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| 5. |
| 3:19 |
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When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see When I pretend I can forget about the criminal I am Stealing second after second just because I know I can But I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay I'm just trying to bend the truth I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be So I'm lying my way from you No, no turning back now I want to be pushed aside, so let me go No, no turning back now Let me take back my life, I'd rather be all alone No, no turning back now Anywhere on my own because I can see No, no turning back now The very worst part of you is me I remember what they taught to me Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be Remember listening to all of that and this again So I pretended up a person who was fitting in And now you think this person really is me And I'm trying to bend the truth But the more I push, the more I'm pulling away Because I'm lying my way from you No, no turning back now I want to be pushed aside, so let me go No, no turning back now Let me take back my life, I'd rather be all alone No, no turning back now Anywhere on my own because I can see No, no turning back now The very worst part of you The very worst part of you is me This isn't what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said would have you running from me Like this This isn't what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said would have you running from me Like this This isn't what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said would have you running from me Like this This isn't what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said would have you running from me Like this You No, no turning back now I want to be pushed aside, so let me go No, no turning back now Let me take back my life, I'd rather be all alone No, no turning back now Anywhere on my own because I can see No, no turning back now The very worst part of you The very worst part of you is me |
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| 6. |
| 1:27 |
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mic up louder i got to say something
lightweights step it aside when we come in feel it in your chest / the syllables get pumping people on the street they panic and start running words on loose leaf sheet complete coming i jump in my mind and summon the rhyme i'm dumping healing the blind i promise to let the un in sick of the dark ways we march to the drum and jump when they tell us that they wanna see jumping f--- that / i wanna see some fists pumping rick something / take back what's yours say sometime that you know they might attack you for cause i'm sick of being treated like i have before like it;s stupid standing for what i'm standing for like this war's really just a different brand of war like it doesn't cater to rich and abandon poor like they understand you in the back of the jet when you can't put gas in your tank / and these f--kers are laughing their way to the bank / cashing the check asking ou to have compassion have respect for aleader so nervous in an obvious way stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay and the rest of the world watching at the end of the day in their living room laughting like what did he say |
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| 7. |
| 3:24 |
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i dreamed i was missing
you were so scared but no one would listen cause no one else cared after my dreaming i woke with this fear what am i leaving when i'm done here so if you're asking me i want you to know when my time comes forget the wrong that i've done help me leave behind some reasons to be missed don't resent me and when you're feeling empty keep me in your memory leave out all the rest leave out all the rest don't be afraid i've taken my beating i've shared what i made i'm strong on the surface not all the ay throught i've never been perfect but neither have you so if you're asking me i want you to know when my time comes forget the wrong that i've done help me leave behind some reasons to be missed don't resent me and when you're feeling empty keep me in your memory leave out all the rest leave out all the rest X2 forgetting all the hurt inside you learned to hide so well pretending someone else can come and save me from myself i can't be who you are X2 |
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| 8. |
| 3:46 |
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Linkin Park-numb(Live At Miton Keynes)
I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless Lost under the surface I don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes Caught in the undertow Just caught in the undertow Every step that I take is another mistake to you Caught in the undertow Just caught in the undertow I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired So much more aware I'm becoming this All i want to do is be more like me and be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly Afraid to lose control Cause everything that you thought I would be has fallen apart right in front of you Caught in the undertow Just caught in the undertow Every step that I take is another mistake to you Caught in the undertow Just caught in the undertow And every second I waste is more than I can take I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired So much more aware I'm becoming this All I want to do is be more like me and be less like you and I know I may end up failing too but I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired So much more aware I'm becoming this All I want to do is be more like me and be less like you I've become so numb Tired of being what you want me to be I've become so numb Tired of being what you want me to be |
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| 9. |
| 7:20 |
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Water grey
through the windows Up the stairs Chilling rain Like an ocean Everywhere Chorus: Don't want to reach for me do you? I mean nothing to you The Little Things Give You Away And now there will be no mistaking The levees are breaking All you've ever wanted Was someone to truly look up to you And six feet / under water I do (End Chorus) Hope decays Generations disappear Washed away As a nation simply stares Don't want to reach for me do you? I mean nothing to you The Little Things Give You Away But now there will be no mistaking The levees are breaking All you've ever wanted Was someone to truly look up to you And six feet under water I do All you've ever wanted Was someone to truly look up to you And six feet under ground now I Now I do Little things give you away Little things give you away Little things give you away Little things give you away Little things give you away (Little things give you away) All you've ever wanted Was someone to truly look up to you (Little things give you away) All you've ever wanted Was someone to truly look up to you (Little things give you away) All you've ever wanted Was someone to truly look up to you (Little things give you away) All you've ever wanted Was someone to truly look up to you (Little things give you away) All you've ever wanted Was someone to truly look up to you (Little things give you away) All you've ever wanted Was someone to truly look up to you (Little things give you away) |
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| 10. |
| 4:25 |
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Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again I dont want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause I'm the one that fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight |
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| 11. |
| 4:17 |
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i close both locks below the window i close both blinds and turn away sometimes solutions aren't so simple sometimes goodbye's the only way and the sun will set for you the sun will set for you and the shadow of the day will embrace the world in grey and the sun will set for you in cards and flowers on your window your friends all plead for you to stay sometimes bginnings aren't so simple sometimes goodbye's the only way and the sun will set for you the sun will set for you and the shadow of the day will embrace the world in grey and the sun will set for you and the shadow after day will embrace the world in grey and the sun will set for you
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| 12. |
| 4:58 |
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Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear is never ending Controlling, I can't seem To find myself again My walls are closing in Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced That it's just too much pressure to take I've felt this way before So insecure Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting, reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem... to find myself again my walls are closing in without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take I've felt this way before so insecure crawling in my skin these wounds they will not heal fear is how I fall confusing what is real crawling in my skin these wounds they will not heal fear is how I fall confusing, confusing what is real there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface consuming confusing what is real this lack of self-control I fear is never ending controlling confusing what is real |
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| 3:50 |
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It starts with
One thing I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It's so unreal Didn't look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on but didn't even know Wasted it all just to Watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard One thing I don't know why Doesn't even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme To explain in due time I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you fought with me I'm surprised it got so far Things aren't the way they were before You wouldn't even recognize me anymore Not that you knew me back then But it all comes back to me In the end You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall And lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter I put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go And for all this There's only one thing you should know |
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| 14. |
| 3:19 |
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I've lied to you
The same way that I always do This is the last smile That I'll fake for the sake of being with you The sacrifice of hiding in a lie The sacrifice is never knowing Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away I've tried like you To do everything you wanted too This is the last time I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you The sacrifice of hiding in a lie The sacrifice is never knowing Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away Pushes me away |
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| 15. |
| 5:02 |
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In this farewell,
There’s no blood, There’s no alibi. ‘Cause I’ve drawn regret, From the truth, Of a thousand lies. So let mercy come, And wash away… What I’ve Done. I’ll face myself, To cross out what I’ve become. Erase myself, And let go of what I’ve done. Put to rest, What you thought of me. While I clean this slate, With the hands, Of uncertainty. So let mercy come, And wash away… What I’ve Done. I’ll face myself, To cross out what I’ve become. Erase myself, And let go of what I’ve done. For What I’ve Done I start again, And whatever pain may come. Today this ends, I’m forgiving what I’ve done. I’ll face myself, To cross out what I’ve become. Erase myself, And let go of what I’ve done. (Na na na, na na na, na na na, na na na) What I’ve done. What I’ve done. Forgiving What I’ve Done. |
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| 16. |
| 3:02 |
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Now can I get an encore, do you want more
Cookin raw with the Brooklyn boy So for one last time I need y'all to roar uh uh uh uh Now what the hell are you waitin forrrr!!! After me, there shall be no more So for one last time, make some noise get 'em jay Who you know fresher than Hov'? Riddle me that The rest of y'all know where I'm lyrically at Can't none of y'all mirror me back Yeah hearin me rap is like hearin G. Rap in his prime I'm, young H.O., rap's Grateful Dead Back to take over the globe, now break bread I'm in, Boeing jets, Global Express Out the country but the blueberry still connect On the low but the yacht got a triple deck But when you Young, what the -- you expect? Yep, yep Grand openin, grand closin God your man Hov' cracked the can open again Who you gon' find doper than him with no pen Just draw off inspiration Soon you gon' see you can't replace him with cheap imitations for these -generations Now can I get an encore, do you want more Cookin raw with the Brooklyn boy So for one last time I need y'all to roar Now what the hell are you waitin forrrr!!! After me, there shall be no more So for one last time, make some noise What the hell are you waitin forrrr!!! Look what you made me do, look what I made for you Knew if I paid my dues, how will they pay you When you first come in the game, they try to play you Then you drop a couple of hits, look how they wave to you From Marcy to Madison Square To the only thing that matters in just a matter of years (yea) As fate would have it, Jay's status appears to be at an all-time high, perfect time to say goodbye When I come back like Jordan, wearin the 4-5 It ain't to play games witchu It's to aim at you, probably maim you If I owe you I'm blowin you to smithereens Cocksucker take one for your team And I need you to remember one thing (one thing) I came, I saw, I conquered From record sales, to sold out concerts So muh if you want this encore I need you to scream, 'til your lungs get sore Tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes Caught in the undertoe, just caught in the undertoe Every step that I take is another mistake to you Caught in the undertoe, just caught in the undertoe And every second I waste is more than I can take!!!!!!! I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired, so much more aware I'm becoming this, all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you I've, become so nuuuuummmbbb! (Can I get a encore? Do you want more, more, more, more) I've, become so numb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (So for one last time I need y'all to roar! One last time I need y'all to roar |
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| 17. |
| 5:11 |
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I am
little bit of loneliness A little bit of disregard A handful of complaints but I can't help the fact That everyone can see these scars I am What I want you to want What I want you to feel But It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you To just believe this is real so I let go Watching you Turn your back like you always do face away and pretend that I'm not but I'll be here 'cause you're all I got I can't feel the way I did before Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored time won't heal this damage anymore don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored I am A little bit insecure A little unconfident 'cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make sense I am What you never want to say But I've never had a doubt It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out so I let go watching you Turn your back like you always do face away and pretend that I'm not but I'll be here 'cause you're all I got I can't feel the way I did before Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored time won't heal this damage anymore don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored NO hear me out now you're gonna listen to me like it or not right now hear me out now you're gonna listen to me like it or not right now I can't feel the way I did before Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored I can't feel the way I did before Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored time won't heal this damage anymore don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored |
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| 18. |
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Here we go
for the hundredth time Hand grenade pins in every line Throw 'em up and let something shine Going out of my fucking mind Filthy mouth no excuse Find a new place to hang this noose String me up from atop these roofs Knot it tight so I won't get loose Truth is you can stop and stare Bled myself out and no one cares Dug a trench out laid down there With a shovel up out to reach somewhere Yeah someone pour it in Make it a dirt dance floor again Say your prayers and stomp it out When they bring that chorus in I bleed it out Digging deeper just to throw it away I bleed it out Digging deeper just to throw it away I bleed it out Digging deeper just to throw it away Just to throw it away Just to throw it away I bleed it out Go stop the show Choppy words and a sloppy flow Shotgun opera lock and load Cock it back and then watch it go Mama help me I've been cursed Death is rolling in every verse Candy paint on his brand new hearse Can't contain him knows he works Fking this hurts I won't lie Doesn't matter how hard I try Half the words don't mean a thing And I know that I won't be satisied why try ignoring him Make it a dirt dance floor again Say your prayers and stomp it out When they bring that chorus in I bleed it out Digging deeper just to throw it away I bleed it out Digging deeper just to throw it away I bleed it out Digging deeper just to throw it away Just to throw it away Just to throw it away I bleed it out I've opened up these scars I'll make you face this I pulled myself so far I'll make you face this now I bleed it out Digging deeper just to throw it away I bleed it out Digging deeper just to throw it away I bleed it out Digging deeper just to throw it away Just to throw it away Just to throw it away I bleed it out Digging deeper just to throw it away I bleed it out Digging deeper just to throw it away I bleed it out Digging deeper just to throw it away Just to throw it away Just to throw it away I bleed it out I bleed it out I bleed it out |
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