Maia Hirasawa - Though I'M Just Me (2008) by Maia Hirasawa (보컬) on maniadb.com

I looked up into the sky
I thought I catched your eye
You reminded me
There's nothing to see
But maybe you are wrong
Baby, I could come along
That would be quite fair
When you're never here

And it should, it should be winter now
But my mind is still june
And you should, you should
Have given me your wings by now
So I could catch your eye

And I am not alone
I'm here with someone
She never got the chance
And I hate myself for that
Cause my heart stopped to
But some just for a while
Should I be thankful? no
I hate you for that

It should, it should be winter now
But my mind's still june
And you should, you should
Have given me your wings by now
So I could catch your eye

It should, It should be winter now
But my mind still june
And you should, you should
Have given me wings by now
So I could catch your eye
So I could catch your eye

She's been spinnig for a little while - But it's not gonna last
Laughing, smiling says there's no way back - At least not to right track
But there's a cracker on the ground - And it will soon explode
There's some fireworks in the sky - And they will soon fade like you

Structure now, but in a little while -She's gonna run back
To the chaos isn't that what we all - Are heading back for
There's a cracker on the ground - And it will soon explode
There's some fireworks in the sky

The crackers are still on ground
But I know they'll soon make a big sound
There'll be a huge show in late December
Though there will be snow I know
That it will show, yeah it will show

And she will tell everyone about - Her spinning
Cause she has taken her stuff and - Just moved in
To this guy, though she hardly knows - His name
Well, she hopes that she is gonna - Feel the same

She will tell him he's the one and only
But in the night she dreams 'bout the dark and the lonely

She found you on myspace today
Sent a message wondering if you were okay
When she listened to the harmonies
Something behind her heart wanted to keep what's left of you

She waited for hours and then
You replied with a short "this is the end,"
No tears were running until
Something behind her heart wanted to kill what's left of you, though she's dreamin of you
And maybe...

Mattis and Maia goes travelling again
Maybe to another state or maybe to Japan
It might be warmer there, it might be prettiier
It might be easier, definetely quieter
Somewhere else

He closed his eyes as he fell
All things he didn't write but wanted to tell
He listened to her song
And something behind his heart knew it would come straight back again
But this isn't the end
And maybe...

Mattis and Maia goes travelling again
Maybe to another state or maybe to Japan
It might be warmer there, it might be prettiier,
It might be easier, definetely quieter
Somewhere else...

I'm standing on a parking lot, all alone and quite confused
I can't find my keys to the car, the sun's gone down and I'm too

I left them all behind, no tears, though stupid doubts
Now I'm trying to see the only one, though I just want to shout
But I'll sing it again, though everyone is sleeping

Aaa

I'm standing on this quiet night, walked all the way back home
Now the silence is making me numb, I just want them to come
And in the dark I'll sing, though everyone is sleeping
I sing

Though we had it all, I left it all behind
The pictures on the wall, says where I should stand
Skylark had it all, but we left it all behind, wanted to fly and not to fall
Now I don't know where I should stand

I don't know why they left it all
But if you ask me they would do it all again

We sat in the bus driving around
Running all over
Sweden's old towns
We spent to me hours
travelling around
Always searching in the
lost and found
Next city we arrived
to there was another band
And I immediately
tried to find a man
That I could love
at least for the night
And I found this boy
He knew my friends from home
But I swear I didn't know for sure
That he knew all about John
And Martin and Jim and Tom
Oh I wish I had not been
here before
And we talked about life
We talked about time
We talked about me
While he was looking around
He was searching for something
New and exciting
While I was standing there right
In front of him hello
And I found this boy
He knew my friends from home
But I swear I didn't know for sure
That he knew all about John
And Martin and Jim and Tom
Oh I wish I had not been here before
And don't say I'm desperate I'm not
Just trying to make my thoughts
On something else than
The only one I want too much
The only one I want too much
The only one I want too much
The only one I want too much
And I found this boy
He had a girlfriend at home
But I swear I didn't know for sure
And he said wait don't go
I can i walk you home
to your hotel or so
And I found this boy
He was drinking all night long
I wish I had not been here before
I wish I had not been here before
I wish I had not been here before

I don't know what you're staring at, your eyes are always open
You said you hade a really bad day
And I don't know what to say to you

But close your eyes and try to see
I know it's hard for you to keep your mind relaxed
In this wounded world in this wounded soul of yours

I was standing at the balcony and you didn't know what to say to me
But you should know my friend, this is not the end
Although sometimes I just can't

I just can't close my eyes and try to sleep
A little bit more before this beautiful day arise
Just look at me
Cause I just can't see my own beauty

You were sinking lower soon at the bottom of the sea
And I was sinking lower soon at the bottom of the sea
Five, six, seven years can't imagine how it feels

Trams coming in, there's wind from the sea
But I don't feel cold, it's not shivering me
And I thought I didn't like this city but I've changed

Pass the place were I lived in 2002
And I can see the square close to my old school
In the middle of North town, just feeling good
Did not think I liked this city,
Thought I, thought I hated this city but

Gothenburg I came back to you
Now you be nice to me, then I'll be nice to you
Gothenburg I thank you
You gave me someone to love, and I really owe you

Walk up to the hill, there is someone I like
He has those wrinkles close to his eyes
But they're not from crying, he laughs more than I
Did not think I liked this city
Thought I, thought I hated this city but

Gothenburg?

R. Kelly on the stereo, a boy is dancing
Around in the living room it's Monday morning
And I don't ever want to go home again
Did not think I liked this city
Thought I, thought I hated this city but

I got a new friend now
I dont know, but I hope it is for real
But somehow I really doubt
'cause she comes and goes
Can never know for sure

She arrives when Im alone
She has beautiful plans
And I am always strong
And she makes me sweet and young,
But when somebody else comes
She doesnt want to come along

I dont know why she doesnt want to come along

I wish that she could stand
Behind my back and smile
When I dont know what
I should do, do with all this crap
But she never shows up, and what kind of friend is that

Crying on the kitchen floor
I dont know what happened
But she wasnt there for sure
And how can I, how can I know
Is my new friend gone
Or is she coming back for more

I dont know why she doesnt want to come along

She comes at four
I make some tea
Sits down at the table in front of me
She talks in 185
She doesn't feel good, I know exactly why

'cause this has happened before, and I know why
This will happen again for sure
So please just dare
And say it loud and clear

Say good bye
To all of these
Ghosts in your head, there's one sleeping in your bed
And the scariest from home who don't seem to care
Say goodbye

I say to her that I've felt the same way
But I know my words don't count today
'cause I'm not there right now and she knows
I'm where she wants to be, but the wind seems to blow

Too hard on her, she pushes it away
But it all comes back to her
We've been through this over and over again
My friend

Say good bye
To all of these
Ghosts in your head, there's one sleeping in your bed
And the scariest from home who don't seem to care

'cause the ghosts in your head, they won't stop until you're dead
And leave the other ones so they'll be able to realize
That you're too beautiful
To look that sad
Too beautiful
To not be happy, not be glad

Beautiful you're not alone
Beautiful 'cause I sing this song for you
Say goodbye

Roselin's preparing a big party
Shes been cooking, for at least 50
Peoples coming, but not to her own house
Shes always helping, always helping someone else out

Roselin put a lot of trust in her God
Shes thankful for all the things she got
She sleeps on the floor, she says
Thats the most comfortable way to get some rest

Roselin's birthdays on the 26th - Aaaa
Dont know what I should do, what I should get - Aaaa
Wish I could be there, wish that I could see
But shes million miles away from me

Roselin, takes care of little Cathleen
Shes been abandon by her family
Didnt know that life could be that hard
And she never complains not even to her own God

Roselin's birthdays on the 26th
Dont know what I should do, what I should get
Wish I could be there, wish that I could see
But shes million miles away from me

Roselin's birthdays on the 26th
Dont know what I should do, what I should get
Wish I could be there, wish that I could see
But she is always gonna be
More than million miles away from me

Roselin doesnt know how to be saved
Hasnt got a family, she chose another than they gave
And evening hes gone with his bottles of beer
While shes alone, wish I could be there