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| 1. |
| 5:06 | 
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Well, I never had a chance to learn
The dignity won't be returned I give you everything I have But I get what I have earned I talk about ? inside The dignity won't be denied If this what your heaven's like Well, I think I'd rather burn Now I lay me down to sleep And pray the Lord my soul to keep If I should die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take I can't afford this sinful pride I might as well be crucified I thank the Lord, I try to take This pain that has returned Sins of the flesh and naked aggression The only thing I hear is the voice of oppression Well, I take the pain every night Insanity's a dying fight And everything I ever knew Retreats like fantasies Visions of a perfect life Where every smile hides a knife Where all I get for what I gave Well, fuck your goddamned dreams Now I lay me down to sleep And then pray the Lord my soul to keep If I should die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take Now Jesus Christ a superstar Just not who I think you are Things I learned when I was young Are never what they seem |
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| 2. |
| 5:00 |
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You kiss my lips and bite my tongue
I'd like to fight it but I know I'd be wrong You're all that I wanted but nothing I need I'd like to hate you but I'm not that strong You run your fingers through my brain I haven't the words to describe the pain I see you standing there 'Cause you think that you want me but I find myself asking Why not, if you got nothing better to do Why not, if it don't mean nothing to you Why not, if you don't think I'm asking too much Why not, why not You turn my whole world inside out I just don't care what it's all about I've got to believe in something So it might as well be you I'd like to forget what you do to me But you keep reminding me that I'm not free I'm just slave You got my heart and my soul so I shouldn't have to ask Why not, if you got nothing better to do Why not, if it don't mean nothing to you Why not, if you dont think I'm asking too much Why not, why not I can't find words to describe the pain |
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| 3. |
| 3:35 | 
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| 4. |
| 4:11 |
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I have a long, long look inside your mind
And I couldn't even believe what I saw But when I look at you again I see a fine, sexy lady to come inside And you've even walked by, looking so cold God, I've been thinking about the time we have I think you're so tight up on the inside That if you eased up your mind, you'd just give yourself away Can you feel it? Can you feel it? What I feel when I feel for you I don't much care to think Now that I'm thinking of you You said you look so good So goddamned good to me I can hardly wait to touch you Do the things I know you'd like me to do |
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| 3:33 |
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Everything about you is what I want to do
Everything I'll ever need I thought I found inside of you Never had a chance to see that for you things weren't the same That you were just looking for another motherfucker to take the blame Don't let me down Never cared about the things I did when you were near Never gave a fuck about the things other people whispered in my ear All I know is when I'm with you nothing could go wrong Never thought that you would run away before too long Don't let me down |
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| 6. |
| 5:12 |
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I could have died for you, once maybe that was true
But now I've fallen to the depths of despair I don't know why you couldn't see what you wanted me to be But now it seems that you were being that unfair You tied this rope around my neck Then hung me out for all to see I didn't know anything You took advantage of me I'm not expecting you to apologize In fact, I'd give anything to hear more lies You're not my god - but I will follow you You're not my god - but I'll do anything for you You're not my god - but I'll find out what I do believe You're not my god, you're not my god I feel so ashamed that I let you have your way And didn't fight for what was mine all along You always told me that nothing was guaranteed That doesn't make it any easier to be strong You taught me everything I know Then left me out in the rain I've hurt for so long There's nothing left of my pain I hate myself to sleep at night I just don't care anymore what's wrong or right Body grinder, soul finder Sometimes I need a little reminder Put me on the straight and narrow Now that I'm more like an arrow Shoot your heart out, steal your mind I don't care about what I'll find Time to figure out what I need So when you cut me I don't bleed Smash a window, cut my fist Poke my eyes out, slit my wrist Listen when I scream for you Then you tell me what to do Walk all over me, I don't care Burn my body, ? I come up, but I won't see Why the fuck you're killing me |
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| 7. |
| 4:27 |
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Chemical traces, smiley faces
They hide the love the pain replaces I feel my body torn apart By the dying hold of the last embraces Nothing matters, time stops turning My mind in hatred hides the yearning I would cry a thousand times To end this sorrow, night returning Night returning Crucified love starts to remind Of the life that I left behind The only life I ever knew Was nailed to the love of you Nothing gained by fear and burning Never love and never learning I would cry a thousand times To end this sorrow, night returning Night returning |
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| 8. |
| 4:27 |
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Run, run until you die
Another day and the sun still shines Oh, what a mess you've got yourself in Don't ? just one of your sins Coming around to get you Trying hard to forget you There is nothing that you know That's gonna help you when you've got to go Tie you down and shoot you up Don't feel good, who gives a fuck? You always were the one to blame Always playing stupid games Now that it's time to learn You don't get nothing you don't earn Never look down the road And never, ever let go of your life Your life I gave you everything You always turned your back on me But you're too fucking blind to see That everything you say and do Is gonna come back to you Razor blade, heaven made Don't remember what I did today But everything goes by so fast It doesn't matter anyway And then you burn out ? But I think I may go too far The deal is made, the plan is laid It's time for me to give you yours Everytime you needed me I gave you all I had and more And now the game is over You've forgotten all that I did for Your life |
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| 9. |
| 4:16 |
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It could bring pain like a ball and chain
Well, this artificial loving got me going insane She took ? to go way too far But it matters aobut as much as tears in the rain All I wanted was just one more night Just one more chance to make it through alright But she fucked in my mind just like old times And I knew it was still the same She's my addiction Coming around to get me again Well, you think I know better than to trust a friend She always gets whatever she wants And I'll be the one that lost in the end She got no time to waste on someone like me She doesn't want the responsibility But as long as I'm there she might as well Have another go 'cause she knows She's my addiction You would think I'd learn my lesson by now I'd like to kick this habit but I don't know how 'Cause though I know she'll never want me again I'd like to think she will somehow Someday someone will take her place And I might be able to forget her face But for now all I have is a memory that I wish I could erase She's my addiction |
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