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I stepped out onto the midway. I was looking for the pirate
ship and saw this small, old tent at one end. It was blue, and had white lights hanging all around it. I decided to check out the tent, it seemed I could hear music coming from inside. As I walked toward it, I passed a crowd of people at the sideshow. I couldn't figure out why they would want to wait in line. I pulled back the drape thing on the tent. There was a crystal ball at the table, and behind it, a girl wearing a hat. She smiled, and asked me if I wanted my fortune read. I said okay, and sat down. I thought about it for a minute, and asked her if she would rather go on the roller coaster instead. Creeping up into the sky. Stopping, at the top and, starting down. The girl grabbed my hand, I clutched it tight. I said good-bye to the ground. Far below, a soiled man. A bucket of torn tickets at his side. He watches as the children run by. And picks his teeth. Spinning 'round, my head begins to turn. I shouted, and searched the sky for a friend. I heard the fortune teller, screaming back at me. We stuck out our hands, and met the winds. The girl falters as she steps down from the platform. She clutches her stomach, and begins to heave. The ticket-taker smiles, and the last car is ready. Who told you that you could leave? The sun was setting by the time we left. We walked across the deserted lot, alone. We were tired, but we managed to smile. At the gate I said goodnight to the fortune teller. The carnival sign threw colored shadows on her face, but I could tell she was blushing. |
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I live in a castle
I am a prince On days I try To please my queen Soon as I start to smile My smiling queen Who sits across the table By the food she made Like a bat I flushed the girl And I flew out my back door And I came to no one no more She ran without glances And railed like a red coal train Eyelids are open When the sun is high I slip away from my queen's Grey stare I can be settled down and be doing just fine Until I hear that old train Rolling down the line With the light she disappeared And set me in a whirl And I hope that beautiful girl I set a fire burning And I railed on through the night I set a fire burning And I railed on through the night She peeked around the corner She offered me her hand My teeth touched her skin Then she was gone again Now my queen is fine In her early grave After that girl I'll keep her warm There's nothing more to save |
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Don stepped outside.
It felt good to be alone. He wished he was drunk. He thought about something he just said And how stupid it had sounded. He knew he should forget about it And he decided to piss. But he couldn't. (A plane passed silently overhead, the streetlight, and the buds on the trees, and the night were still) It finally came, He took a deep breath. It made him feel strong And determined To go back inside. The light. Their backs. Their conversations. The couples, Romancing... so natural. His friends stare, With eyes like the heads of nails. The others. Glances. With amusement. With evasion. With contempt. So distant. With malice. For being a sty In their engagement. Like swimming underwater in the darkness. Like walking through an empty house, Speaking to an imaginary audience. Being watched From outside By a soul without a key. He could not dance to anything. Don left, And drove, And howled, And laughed At himself. He felt he knew what that was. Don woke up And looked at the night before. He knew what he had to do. He was responsible. In the mirror He saw his friend. |
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Goodnight my love
Remember me as you fall to sleep Fill your pockets with the dust and the memories That rises from the shoes on my feet I won't be back here Though we may meet again I know it's dark outside Don't be afraid Everytime I ever cried from fear Was just a mistake that I made Wash yourself in your tears And build your church On the strength of your faith Please Listen to me Don't let go Don't let this desperate moonlight leave me With your empty pillow Promise me the sun will rise again I too am tired now Embracing thoughts of tonight's dreamless sleep My head is empty My toes are warm I am safe from harm |
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