Goldfinger - Disconnection Notice (2005) by Goldfinger (보컬) on maniadb.com

I know you take away my everything
...my everything
I know your everyway
I know you make your way to everything
...into everything

I know your thread runs deep
I know you in my sleep
and all this time...
I find it hard to swallow
I know your history
I know what you mean to me
...my everything
...my everything

I know your mystery will not be clear to me
...my everything
...my everything
I know your thread runs deep
I know you in my sleep
and all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

I know your mine to keep
I know I'm always beat
all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

I know you take from me
I know you take away my everything
...my everything
I know your everyway
I know you make your way to everything
...into everything

I know your thread runs deep
I know you in my sleep
and all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

I know your mine to keep
I know I'm always beat
all this time...
I find it hard to swallow

I'm wasted again
Passed out don't know who I am
I'm so wasted again
Blacked out don't know where I've been
Or who I am

I thought I could make it on my own
I thought I was indestructible
I had an excuse cause i was young
I thought I was so untouchable
I would throw it all away
I would throw my life away

I'm wasted again
Passed out don't know who I am
I'm so wasted again
Blacked out don't know where I've been


I couldnt admit that I was wrong
I didnt fit in didnt belong
I was young
I was stupid
A life of despair
I was proud
I was angry
I just didnt care
I was everything I never wanted to be
I became my enemy
I would throw it all away
I would throw my life away

I'm wasted again
Passed out don't know who I am
I'm so wasted again
Blacked out don't know where I've been
or who I am

They Said I had potential
They said I got whats coming to me
They say I got the devil (the devil)
and I dont know whats wrong with me
whats wrong with me

I'm wasted again
Passed out don't know who I am
So wasted again
Blacked out don't know where I've been
I'm wasted again

Passed out don't know who I am
So wasted again
Blacked out don't know where I've been
Cause I'm wasted again (so wasted)
I'm wasted again (so wasted)
I'm wasted again (so wasted)
I'm wasted again (so wasted)
(so wasted)
(so wasted)
(so wasted)

Yeah ah, Yeah
Yeah ah, yeah

I never wanted
I never needed anything but you
Or any dreams come true
I never wished for
I never asked for all your little games
Or all your guilted shame

Now you're acting like you just don't care
Like you could find this one anywhere
It isn't fair

My life is an open book

My feelings and my meanings
Are oceansized
Long before i ever met you
Yeah, my feelings and my meanings
Are oceansized
Long before i ever met you

So now i'm asking to what had happened
To all the words you said
Well now you want me dead
If you were made for
The thing you stayed for
All that time ago

Now you're acting like you lost a friend
Like we were only pretend
Is this the end

Cuz my life is an open book

My feelings and my meanings
Are oceansized
Long before i ever met you
Yeah, my feelings and my meanings
Are oceansized
Long before i ever met you
(long before i ever met you)
Long before i ever met you

I wanted to take back my life
Cuz i gave it all to you
I just want to make it right
So i'm waiting on you
Yeah i'm waiting on you

My feelings and my meanings
Are oceansized
Long before i ever met you
Yeah, my feelings and my meanings
Are oceansized
Long before i ever met you

Uncomfortable
I wish i was comfotable
Cuz I could show you lovable
I d sit another hour with you

Sympathy
I need a little sympathy
u asked me what i wanna be
I want a little time with you

If i could just see you again
I d show you who I am
If I could be with you again
I d show you what , I d show you what

Uncomfortable
I wish i was comfotable
Cuz I could show you lovable
I d sit another hour with you

Apathy,
I wish that wasnt half of me
i hope its not the end of me
not wishing never made it come true

If i could just see you again
I d show you who I am
If I could be with you again
I d show you what , I d show you what

Uncomfortable
I wish i was comfotable
Cuz I could show you lovable
I d sit another hour with you

Too many nights
with too many faces
I dont know where I ve been
And too many days
with too many places
I dont know who I am

Drive into the lights
the streets are like rainclouds
drippin into the night
Wheels keep on turning
the sky is still burning
thunderclouds start to fly
far away from home

Too many nights
with too many faces
I dont know where I ve been
And too many days
with too many places
I dont know who I am

Alone in backhills
the sea is my homeland
wishin upon a car
and miles and minutes
the days are my cities
recording my life on a map

Far away from home

Too many nights
with too many faces
I dont know where I ve been
And too many days
with too many places
I dont know who I am

and the stars make a picture
and the stars are my heaven to see


Too many nights
with too many faces
I dont know where I ve been
Too many nights
with too many faces
I dont know where I ve been
And too many days
with too many places
I dont know who I am
I dont know who I am
Yeah I dont know who I am

When I come home
I know it's you that I'll find
pacing the floors once again
I know that i'm bored
I'm staying in bed too long
Counting the holes in the door

Damaged is the way i feel
My life is running away

Alone I'm a mess
I don't care how long it's been
I know i'm just wasting away
The clothes on the floor
just like the mountains outside
The prison i live every day

I want to know if this is real
All of these things that I feel
I want to know if this is real
All of these things that I feel

When I come home
I know it's you that I'll find
Pacing the floors once again

Funny to think I trusted you
Funny to think that I have spent my whole damn life supporting you
Funny that I believed in you,
Funny I thought that you'd be there if I should ever call on you

So now I'm jaded
Friends turned to enemies

Now that I know you work for them
Now that I know your life is based around such lies and corporate greed
You only believe what you are told
You only defend laws that are old - because it's law don't make it right

So now I'm jaded
Friends turned to enemies

All my life I've done what I've been asked
So who is right? The one behind the mask

So now I'm jaded
Friends turned to enemies

Funny to think I trusted you
Funny to think that I have spent my whole damn life supporting you
Funny that I believed in you,
Funny I thought that you'd be there if I should ever call on you

All my life I've done what I've been asked
So who is right? The one behind the mask
All my life I've done what I've been asked
So who is right? The one behind the mask

Don’t want to spend my time, wishing you were here
Don’t want to spend my time alone
Don’t want to waste my life, dwelling on the past
Don’t want to lock myself at home

‘Cause I want, I need, nothing less than you
I want nothing else at all

Don’t want to make my excuses
Explaining it away
Just want to spend my time with you

Don’t want to walk on ice
Don’t want to live on edge
‘Cause on the edge
I’m looking down

I want more, I want more

Don’t want to spend my time
Wishing you were here
Don’t want to spend my time alone

Standing in the road and it’s rush hour
Wishing I was far from this scene
Standing in the road and I’m freezing
It’s hard to breathe

This morning I was dreaming of angels
Covered in the warmth of their wings
This morning was a different lifetime I’ve come to believe

So now I’m answering a million questions
Racking up my legal fees
Everyone’s assuming I’m guilty

So now I’m watching as my house is raided
Like I’m some sort of terrorist
I thought that they were democratic, not an iron fist
More like an iron fist

Sitting on my couch like a leper
Interrogated sociopath
One hand is resting on their holster the other their staff
In my life I’ve been trained to respect them
Bred only to protect and serve
Now I know that they are paid by the wealthy
The meek won’t be heard

If I become what they had taught me that is wrong
I lose allegiance to the country that I’m born
The country that I am born

I always knew that they would find nothing
No weapons, just a mind of my own
This country was built only on treason
These homes for the slaves
Homes for the slaves

They say people have their ways
And people stay the same
Accept the way it is
Accept that things don't change
Some people make it worse
Some people don't want to listen
In the end it all works out
In the end, they learn their lesson

But I don't believe this shit
I know I can make things better
I know it will take some work
But I'm not afraid of the dirt

What if I do nothing?
What if I just turn my back on you?
If I say nothing
What if I just walk away from you?

Walk away
I could never walk away from you

I want to give you life
I want to give you shelter
I want to take away your pain
I want to give you freedom
I want to educate the world
I want to educate my parents
I want to turn all the wrongs right
And save the lives I can

They say people have their ways
And people stay the same
Accept the way it is
I know that I can change

Walk away
I could never walk away from you

I ask myself
Where has passion gone?
Have I grown up
Am I too old
I don’t feel like I did
I need to feel
There’s nothing else
Nothing left
But your taste in my mind
Where have I gone?
Where have I gone?

Then you come along to sing this song
Restore my faith like nothing’s wrong
You come along to sing this song
Restore my faith like nothing’s wrong
But I sing a new song

I feel sick
I need more than this
Where have I gone?
Where have I gone?
What shuts me down
Tears me apart
I don’t know what I am
Where’s the man
The man with dreams
One man alone
I haven’t changed a thing

She calls me on the phone
Hoping that I'm home
And that I'm all alone
But when I say, "Hello?"
I only hear dial tone
She thinks that I'm her own

Outside my window she crept
Watching my every step

Oh, uh oh
She's following me
Oh, uh oh
She's out of her tree
Oh, uh oh
She's off of her rocker
I wanna marry my stalker!

Oh oh oh oh oh, uh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh, uh oh

Sometimes she says she's my mom
Looks like she doesn't belong
She's my own peeping-tom
Flowers everyday
The cops, they tell her to stay
500 feet away

She's sleeping on my doorstep
She hasn't heard me yet

Oh, uh oh
She's following me
Oh, uh oh
She's out of her tree
Oh, uh oh
She's off of her rocker
I wanna marry my stalker!

This morning she wasn't there
I hope she still cares

I almost gave up hope
But today I awoke to a private note
She said she's going to jail
For going through my mail
But she'll stay on my trail

Oh, uh oh
She's following me
Oh, uh oh
She's out of her tree
Oh, uh oh
She's off of her rocker
I wanna marry my stalker!

Oh, uh oh
She's following me
Oh, uh oh
She's out of her tree
Oh, uh oh
She's off of her rocker
I wanna marry my
I wanna marry my
I wanna marry my stalker!