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You know how it feels when the real world encroaches
Rubbing elbows with the unemployed and you You're so beautiful You're so rude Peeling mangos on a fold out couch I'm scooped out You're inscrutable You're all mine Swimming is a 'lude Wine opens your mind Your guitar's a race car Sex is your best friend What's your dirty answer? My fantasies are unloved histories You know what it's like when mistakes go unmade It was beautiful It was you I'm giving up the ugly I thought you'd make pretty I'll be goddamned This is beautiful Hold my hand Swimming is a 'lude Wine opens your mind Your guitar's a race car Sex is your best friend What's your dirty answer ? I don't judge people I just watch them 'til it's time to look away I want to look away now Somebody's coming I don't want to live backwards, I don't want to even look backwards It's not my fault It's not my fault you don't love me It's not my fault you don't love me When I'm drunk I'm wiped I'm so tired Carry me for a little while |
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Four days in Spain
Smoky Spain And I take off again Then I take off again, smiling back The engine is idling And the car seems to be expanding Weird Blindfolded kissing Looking for the truth in your tiny moves I hate to loose Four days in Spain Spooky Spain And you're my missing thing: Too sweet and pointless Complete and somewhere else I was sick of being asked I didn't want to to anyways Sucking down mother's milk Singing my throat away It's not an awful secret, you know It's just a secret Spitting out your blue gum Kissing your breath away I wanted you to sleep with her and Hate yourself instead of me I wanted you untrue, Hating yourself like me After all, what am I missing I haven't missed before, Sucking down the precious lies I should have swallowed way before? |
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Let the ache out
Spread it around You want to fly him in You want him Play a grownup 'Til you grow up If you could you would I swallowed some bad voodoo Caught it in the gut Wish you were here Wish I was not You hear someone wanting you How can I fume Then be bursting with kindness? A gracious cocoon in the shadows We're in good company Us lefty Lucy's Play a grownup 'Til you grow up If you could you would This is a touch prayer Praying for you Wish you were here Wish I was too Come see how okay we are Come see how okay we can be Picture her Silica Lifting her shirt to the sun Cherry neck sea Easy now |
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Let's back up and act like we're sober
Newborn clean Head over heals for a cold blooded creature Limbic somersaults For a toxic thing you sure smell pretty Summer, salt and wine For an ugly boy you sure look pretty A cowboy frankenstein I dreamt you were playing along I dreamt you were playing along I dreamt you were playing along In your dreams When it's touch and go you blow your wad Like no one ever fails For a quiet boy you sure talk dirty A velvet bed of nails I dreamt you were playing along I dreamt you were playing along I dreamt you were playing along In your dreams While I did nifty somersaults You were thinking after all After it all I don't have to talk I don't have to talk But when I do and this is true There's nothing I won't say |
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Trouble Oh trouble set me free
I have seen your face And it's too much too much for me Trouble Oh trouble can't you see You're eating my heart away And there's nothing much left to me I've drunk your wine You have made your world mine So won't you be fair So won't you be fair I don't want no more of you So won't you be kind to me Just let me go where I'll have to go there Trouble Oh trouble move away I have seen your face And it's too much for me today Trouble Oh trouble can't you see You have made me a wreck Now won't you leave me in my misery I've seen your eyes And I can see death's disguise Hangin' on me Hangin' on me I'm beat, I'm torn Shattered and tossed and worn Too shocking to see Too shocking to see Trouble Oh trouble move from me I have paid my debt won't you leave me in my misery Trouble Oh trouble please be kind I don't want no fight And I haven't got a lot of time |
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I Lost a boy
And now I look for him Through every window And behind every door My son went down This isn't trauma It's not even drama anymore I was born With a sad song in my mouth He gave me a reason to sing it It's like this boy Took all my clear cold nights Left me hot and dry And when he falls I can't hear it This isnt vodka It's not even chocolate I don't know how long I can stay straight And still see straight He gave me a reason to say it Don't wait for pain To find out you exist Don't look for shame Your better off without it Life is unkind This isn't candyland I know you don't understand So nice not to be ashamed So nice not to be creeped out Ice is unkind 'Till it freezes your enemies Life is unkind 'Till it burns up your memories Life is unkind He gave me a reason To live it |
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Do you have a face
I can measure the day by How alive? |
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We were awake together all night long
Sharing paraphernalia 'till dawn You didn't dissapoint me Not at all You never disappoint me You lubricate the morning Shining and yawning You were nice but twisted the same old story We were a match made in purgatory You didn't disappoint me Totally You never disappoint me You animate the morning Shining and yawning You come off like a distant moth Aimless and driven Yet you seem to be living it up Walking around in your busted shoes Like you've got nothing better to do I don't like I was I don't know what I've become But shaken out of my pallour I'm filled up You didn't disappoint me Not once You never disappoint me you mutilate the morning Shining and yawning You run by like a spazzing fly Shameless and smiling Yeah, you seem to be living it up Driving around in your souped-up jeep Like you've got somewhere better to be |
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There's always drooling zombies
Or at least one dick I'm having trouble focusing 'Cause all I see in front of me is You when we're finally alone He was the bone king Dead to all the world Maybe dead's like being Really high without the low But I enjoy hangovers here I could see them on the flipside of a molecule But I have all the energy I can take for now Holy floating We're holy floating Holy shit I think I'd rather be on the ground than flying We're still fucking up in a healthy way for now How dare you save my life Then try to break my heart You make alone so goddamn lonely Makes me want to fall in love with Everything and float above the ground These days I do the same thing Commit the same damn crime If I'm not feeling out the flipside Maybe I'm supposed to be here, Maybe you're supposed to be here too I could see them on the flipside of a molecule But I have all the energy I can take for now Holy floating We're holy floating Holy shit I think I'd rather be on the ground than flying We're still fucking up in a healthy way for now And my feet dont touch the ground |
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Listerine covers your tracks
Doesn't do shit for the facts I'm lying on the couch Scary memories fill my mouth How did I love a breaking thing? How did I sleep through a kidnapping? How'd I trust a band who'd leave me one by one? I only wanted the spark I only wanted your hearts It's hard It's hard and stupid I'm the one who let you do it I only wanted the high Wasn't much more to my life I couldn't wait to come down There's nothing here but the ground |
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