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| 1. |
| 3:35 | 
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... I hope that I can seem flawless to you
And always take away the pain that you'll go through My impression is not always what it seems You're more of a reflection of what I used to be ...So why do I feel hollow when I look at your photograph? You take down my fortress and kill me with a smile Please hold that thought a while And I'll try to put you on this path I hope you find the road I couldn't see You won't be by yourself I'll live for your problems and think of you when I'm gone Don't worry now it won't be long Once I was you I thought the world was safe A new perspective; everybody is insane Protecting you is a paranoid excuse I know that you'll do better than I could ever do ... And thoughts of self-destruction Are now all buried in the past You take down my barricade and melt away my heart If loving hurts so much I want this pain to always last I hope you pass the test that I have failed You won't be by yourself I'll live for your problems and think of you when I'm gone Don't worry now it won't be long I apologize to you for the words not spoken yet Don't want you to look back and live in regret Some day you'll ask me why I was away... |
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| 2. |
| 2:42 |
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Staring out the window she sees glimpses of last night
And everyone is silent but speaking through their eyes Walking to the bus stop where the court of judges wait To sentence her to live her life Like she should always be ashamed Been around so many times it wears out what you are Accepting sarcasm and false sincerity As words that people mean Rejection redefined by giving up just what they're after Someone would tell you If they could speak above all this laughter Think you would learn somehow the time just isn't now Got a reputation now and no one's holding back Wearing scars on your sleeve, so exposed to their attack All her friends have pulled the plug on respect and reserve Behind her back they prey on weakness It's not what you deserve Shot down, humiliated, pummeled by their words Devoted you lay down with misplaced loyalty Its misery you seek No longer called by name when everybody's got your number When dignity is gone That's when depression drags you under To depths you didn't know beneath and under No longer called by name when everybody's got your number When dignity is gone That's when depression drags you under To depths you didn't know beneath the undertow |
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| 3. |
| 2:41 |
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I can't even think of words to match the way I'm feeling
I don't even think a book could say enough for you I can only try my best, to put it in a song I guess You try to speak, I know you tell the truth If I could freeze our small amount of time together Then we could make believe this world would never end (make believe this world would never end) Unfortunately truth is cold So you stay young while I get old But always know, I'm your best friend Nothing is the same Everything is a better change Sometimes I see silence in your eyes Let it all crash down When it ends it begins with you I'm gonna learn every time you do And I'm as scared as anybody who has done this I wouldn't give it up for nothing free You took my life, turned it around And put my feet back on the ground I owe you, eternally Nothing is the same Everything is a better change Sometimes I see silence in your eyes Let it all crash down When it ends it begins with you I'm gonna learn every time you do I'm always I'm always I'm always here I'm always I'm always I'm always here Nothing is the same Everything is a better change Sometimes I see silence in your eyes Let it all crash down When it ends it begins with you I'm gonna learn every time you do |
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| 4. |
| 2:36 |
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Fall into nowhere, fading out
Afraid of who we are, get used to it somehow Like sad and distant memories Time is something that we never can replace A long and fucked up road but everyone's at home Where it's dysfunctional and safe You can hide inside your kingdom where the guards refuse to change Without noticing the doubt in people these days faces tell the story of a broken heart, Together we fall apart Is anyone alive in here? Acceptance has become a common state of mind, We love stupidity, it doesn't hurt as much It's worse to feel than be out of touch This is failure through conforming Paranoia is trend as life hangs in the balance of the weak-minded Free prescription of placebo for us all We only stand when it's safe to fall |
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| 5. |
| 1:41 |
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It's funny how blind faith often is used
Like a net to fall on in desperate times Like a crutch for regret as a last resort I won't let emotions take me And rely on this fence that's fallen on my head Guilt is an entity of its own fall from grace And self-worth is their reminder To feel out of place in your own home Another excuse to divide us and keep the siege at bay As long as thoughts are suppressed we'll think the same |
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| 6. |
| 2:51 |
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Up here sedated in my seat,
Can't wait until i can see my feet And run away from stupid things i've said I'll be here a few days from now, We'll talk about it when i come down If we make it this time, I'll clean the stain i've bled Our worlds collide in new beginnings It's an emergency permission to bail out So when the heart crash lands, What memories will survive? I thank my black box that i'm alive I feel unlucky today, can't wash the panic off my face Didn't learn a thing from the last time I'ts so selfish to be so confused, Heart beats like rapid fire So close to the edge but far away in mind Two days to go until i see you Looks like we can call the ambulance down there My head is touching down i've learned to be afraid I thank my black box that you're the same |
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| 7. |
| 2:28 |
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Alone on stage without song
so where is jesus now and where do I belong What is faith if there is no proof? The answer is the same but not for anyone, the question lingers on So out of desperation Humans do their worst the find out what that is A mystery known to many as the divine... it's their dime If What they wrote is what he said, to equally forgive, We read the whole thing wrong And guidance should be used like a tool When it gets handed down It tends to get so damn confusing for a fool And every word they preach is only opinion That's why our love divides itself into a thousand pieces Like bullets shot in vain, without sight |
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| 0:41 | 
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| 9. |
| 3:19 |
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I'm sick of everything, I can't get out of bed
Just lay here, someone pull me out I'm tired of these thoughts, the world moves outside Feel like a ghost, rejected by the living Everybody is so impressed with the things the say I take a look at what a joke it is and then lock myself away Come on ego you fool, I see your apparition in the doorway Beckoning me, promising to be here When the planet lets me down, you'll still be around Unconscious and awake, miscounting all the sheep Too late for a peaceful night of sleep A nightmare comes and goes, I can't remember it It's sinking, the holes are filling my ship Everybody is laughing at the man out on the blow I'm learning now that nothing in common Is better than finding out Come on ego you fool, I see your apparition in the doorway Beckoning me, promising to be here When the planet lets me down, you'll still be around I'm sick of everything, I can't get out of bed just lay here like I'm dead |
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| 10. |
| 3:24 |
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I'm sick of everything, I can't get out of bed
Just lay here, someone pull me out I'm tired of these thoughts, the world moves outside Feel like a ghost, rejected by the living Everybody is so impressed with the things the say I take a look at what a joke it is and then lock myself away Come on ego you fool, I see your apparition in the doorway Beckoning me, promising to be here When the planet lets me down, you'll still be around Unconscious and awake, miscounting all the sheep Too late for a peaceful night of sleep A nightmare comes and goes, I can't remember it It's sinking, the holes are filling my ship Everybody is laughing at the man out on the blow I'm learning now that nothing in common Is better than finding out Come on ego you fool, I see your apparition in the doorway Beckoning me, promising to be here When the planet lets me down, you'll still be around I'm sick of everything, I can't get out of bed just lay here like I'm dead |
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| 11. |
| 2:59 |
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I'm sick of everything, I can't get out of bed
Just lay here, someone pull me out I'm tired of these thoughts, the world moves outside Feel like a ghost, rejected by the living Everybody is so impressed with the things the say I take a look at what a joke it is and then lock myself away Come on ego you fool, I see your apparition in the doorway Beckoning me, promising to be here When the planet lets me down, you'll still be around Unconscious and awake, miscounting all the sheep Too late for a peaceful night of sleep A nightmare comes and goes, I can't remember it It's sinking, the holes are filling my ship Everybody is laughing at the man out on the blow I'm learning now that nothing in common Is better than finding out Come on ego you fool, I see your apparition in the doorway Beckoning me, promising to be here When the planet lets me down, you'll still be around I'm sick of everything, I can't get out of bed just lay here like I'm dead |
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| 12. |
| 3:10 |
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Everyday is passing quickly like a bullet train
And time is not impressed with your complaints Try moving faster just to get ahead of everyone your misconceived beliefs are killing you faster than anyone It's been so long I can't remember getting kicked around like that If we all follow our dreams to live the easier it seems But the truth we are slowly fading fast Simple minds are hard to please When denying the fact your life is not a test You have to let it go before you get it back I'ts been so long I can't remember getting kicked around like that If we all follow our dreams to live the easier it seems But the truth we are slowly fading fast I don't recall any time that you did it by yourself I look at a photograph of you and everyone that you take is a fake And if this ride is so long then i just haven't seen the proof The picture isn't you |
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| 3:14 |
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The flowers have wilted on the sill
And words have been kept so small and still And yet if the great opinion speaks Then sadly we nod our heads and agree Barely a mention of your name On deaf ears a distant whisper Whatever, no one gets it It's already overdue you will not be heard by many now But I'll always be amazed by every sound your ever made While building a tolerance to them You made sorrow sound like a good friend The well where the poison pen was drawn The same place you trusted then but was gone Enemies battled in your mind Until all the blood shed leaked down Dried up and rusted the fight It's already overdue you will not be heard by many now But I'll always be amazed by every sound you ever made And since I did not know you, I can only say but a few words Too bad they won't hear your song that I've been singing all alone |
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