새드코어의 여신 Chan Marshall의 자아가 곧 캣 파워다. 캣 파워란 페르소나 속에 숨어 극소량의 음악을 토해내고 있는 그녀는 언제나처럼 고통 슬픔 절망 고독의 극단적 감정선 위에 위태로이 매달려 있다. 늘 낭하를 앞에 두고 부르는 듯한 이 루저의 노래를 듣게되면 어느새 삶의 소름이 점점이 돋아나곤 한다. 본 작은 그녀의 1996년 두번째 결과물로서 그녀의 슬픔이 앨범 속에 포박 당한체 고스란히 담겨져 있다. .... ....
Here you go Say it that she's ill Here you go Marriage and kids and Drug Addiction All the lies aside I believe I am the Luckiest person alive Hell we all die Sometimes Hell we all try Somewhere Money always sees Money always draws The light Hope you can see Through the beggers In the clear Do you happen to know Where I am from? I'm lost in this Sore far from home Far from home Do you happen to know Where I am from? I'm lost Far from mum All the lies aside I believe I am the Luckiest person alive Hell we all die Sometimes Hell we all try Somewhere X4 Stand on my feet So I can see yours Standing on my hands I found my way home Standing on my head
I am like powder, I am like relaxation I am the snow, I am the snow, I am the snow
I live in a desert And I let the wind make love to me I dig in this ocean and i try to fill it with gold Fill it to the top, fill it to the top, fill it to the top Do you look for hope in other people's eyes Well that may be your worst redemption
Do you feed and clothe yourself Well that may be your best defense
I am from the moon, I am from the moon, I am from the moon,
So they say, so they say, so they say
Facing, confronting, branding each other We were made through one another
Great expectations, great expectations, great expectations
In the light that I Feel I see crucifixes and Expectancy And I feel So safe Foot by foot I feel like a Beat cast-off I feel so Ashamed Top expert on the Supernatural Tell us oh how do we Catch a ghost in the Dark 10 years richer with my Magnet shield I feel Crucified Backwards Not too close And I still feel so Safe Being olderly But feel like I'm passing I winning I winning And I still feel so Ashamed Top expert on the Supernatural Tell us oh how do we Make it in the shade Hey made of shame Hope you don't hate it In the shade Like a ghost In a jar
Today I passed you on the street And my heart fell at your feet I can't help it if I'm still in love with you
Someone else stood by your side She looked so satisfied I can't help it I'm still in love with you
A picture from the past came slowly stealin' As I brushed your arm and walked so close to you Then suddenly I got that old-time feelin' I can't help it I am still in love with you
It hurts to know another's lips will kiss you And hold you just the way I used to do Oh heaven only knows how much I miss you I can't help it I'm still in love with you
Where are the dreams of baby gone? Coz you know it's all so good You know it's all gone so fast Keep all your guns at home I'll keep your momma safe Coz you know she's pretty good too
Where is the night so warm and so strange? That no one is afraid of themselves pick, pick up dig dig out those weeds Out of your happy-go-lucky fields Of such polluted thinking
Work through the rockets my fathers Work through the rockets my fathers Work through the rockets, my fathers
Where are the dreams of the baby's going? Coz you know there all going so fast Take, take as much as you can Cuz you know its going so fast But you know it's so good Where are the men that mountain so brave That they do not explode over everyone
Pick, pick up dig, dig out those weeds Out of your happy-go-lucky field of such polluted thinking
Work through the rockets my fathers Work through the rockets my fathers Work through the rockets, my fathers
Where are the dreams of baby gone? Coz you know it's all so good You know it's all gone so fast Keep all your guns at home I'll keep your momma safe Coz you know she's pretty good too
Where are all the dreams of babies going? Coz you know they're all good
Looking out across the next few days I can see, nothing Looking out across the next few year I can see, they're gonna go by fast Looking out across the next few days Smoke's gonna clear slowly Looking out across the next few days I can see, they're gonna go by fast They're gonna go by Lying for, me So I won't hear a thing To bat me back So I'll notice some grave thing I'm not made of successful things I'm not made of successful things I'm not made of success I've got what it takes I've got what it takes To rest To rest To rest But I'm still around Looking across the faces I've know I can see Nothing Looking out across my family members I know they miss me I know they must miss me Never had a lot of fun Better things to do around the house Never had a lot of fun Better things to do without Lying for, me So I won't hear a thing To bat me back So I'll notice some grave thing I'm not made of successful things
Oh I see, sunny days Oh I go that far You and the night is over Will you tell me that you've always been thinking of me
Indirectly you say to me the hand of a night is not a hand for me That's the most sad I've ever heard from another man A wealthy man That's the most sad I've ever heard from another man A wealthy man
Oh I still see sunny days Oh I go that far You and the night is dragging on Maybe I will dream that you will tell me You 've always been thinking of me
Indirectly you say to me The hand is not a hand for me Indirectly you say again the hand of The night is not A hand for me
That's the most sad i've ever heard From another man A wealthy man That's the most sad i've ever heard From another man A wealthy man
I am not what you want There's no telling how long I am not what you want There's no telling how long I'll be here I am not what you want I am not what you want I am not what you want There's no telling how long I've checked I've checked to find I've checked I've checked to find I am not for you one There's no telling how long Go figure that out Figure that out I am not what you want I am not what you want I am not what you want I am not what you want I am not what you want I am not what you want I've checked I've checked to find I am not what you want I am not what you want I am not what you want I am not what you want I am not what you want There's no telling how long I'll be here I am not what you want There's no eyes in your own head I'll check I'll check tonight I am not what you want There's no telling how long I'll be here I am not what you want There's no eyes in your head In your head At least I cannot see them In your head I'm not what you want I'll get Nothing Nothing Nothing Tonight I'm not what you want There's no telling how long I'll be here Be here At least I cannot see them