Bleeding Through - This Is Love, This Is Murderous (2003) by Bleeding Through (보컬) on maniadb.com

you are the fucking disease. another day, another memory. but i have fucking
failed. i turned another lie into the work of a saint. so where is the cure?
hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face. now i rise from my
knees. i will not live in misery. you won't take me. you won't take me. now it's
me. now it's me. all that's left is a bitter taste of a life that was once so
promising. rather cut at the wrist than laugh about your mistakes. sickness
fills the air. another life that you wish you could fake. your eyes will cut
through me, but it's a risk, that i must fucking take. i must take. so where is
the cure? hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face. now i rise
from my knees. i will not live in misery. you won't take me. you will not
destroy me. you cannot destroy me. and i'll fight you with every ounce of strength
i have left, and i'll seal it with a bullet and a kiss. so look at your
fucking horror. horror. i want to see your face. show me your true face. i want to
see your face. show me your true face. my heart belongs to you, so save me. my
heart belongs to you, so save me, for the sake to give it away. still beats,
still beats inside of me. my heart belogns to you, so save me. and my heart
still beats. and my heart still beats. my heart still beats, so save me. my heart
still beats

I've cursed this day with no regrets
With no compromise
Curse your grace

Shallow, this hatred that presses its finger to my lips
Simple love is to blame
I won't lay my head down with this shame
Kiss the sky
I'm always waiting here on the ground, on the ground

Be warned
Be warned
Be warned
Be warned

Be warned
Be warned
Be warned
Be warned

Save with this hatred that presses its finger to my lips
Be warned she'll kill you
Be warned she'll kill us all
Be warned she'll kill you
Be warned she'll kill us all
Be warned
Be warned
Be warned she'll kill you
Be warned she'll kill me

Walk alone.
I stare at the footprints of my life
I think I lost you when I began to run away
So far, so far away from home
Your approval was the only crown I seek
I no longer doubt myself
Too long I've walked in shadows of my worst enemies
Was it worth the game to lose our purities?
Won't wear the crown of thorns
Won't wear the mask of Judas
I'll never be who you want me to be
You'll never see the beauty I see
Mark me for death
Mask me for torture
I hope you see my face on your deathbed
You played the role of the angel
Now you'll see my face in hell
You fooled my mind with your selfish ambition
You played the role of the angel
Now you'll see my face in hell

Nothing was supposed to hurt like this
Missing you was always one more kiss
Now there's nothing that I can do
One more nail in the coffin, and it's all for...

You always were, always were a simple love story
You were everything I ever hoped and dreamed

Drown me in a pool of my blood
It's getting harder just to breathe
I'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see
So you can't see me sleep
It's getting harder just to say the right things

I've seen the angel's face,
And I've heard her sing
And they're calling me

The day will break on this saddest day,
So don't let me wake
I've heard this all before,
And I've seen this over and over again
Don't let me wake

Drown me in a pool of my blood
It's getting harder just to breathe
I'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see
So you can't see me sleep
So you can't see me sleep

The day will break on this saddest day,
So don't let me wake
I've heard this all before,
And I've seen this over and over again
Don't let me wake

Nothing was supposed to hurt like this
And missing you was always one more kiss
And it's all for you

I've seen the angel's face,
And I've heard her sing
And they're calling me

The day will break on this saddest day,
So don't let me wake
I've heard this all before,
And I've seen this over and over again
Don't let me wake

i've had enough of this.
you're all the same to me.
i want to be alone.
eat me alive with your sickenss.
hypocrisy, cold the blood that courses though me.
so should i let it go?
my veins run sand that won't pass.
you were supposed to be my only cure.
and i've had enough of this.
you're all the same to me.
i want to be alone.
eat me alive with your sickness.
you were supposed to be my only cure.
you were supposed to be the one to take her place.
sorry about tomorrow, i'm not sorry about today.
this eats me alive.
i'm going to say what i want to say.
you were my one true cure, my only love.
you were my one true pain, my only hate.
you were supposed to be there.


you were supposed to be the truth.
you were supposed to take her place.
you were supposed to be my solitude, solitude.
sorry about tomorrow, i'm not sorry about today.
this eats me alive.
i'm going to say what i want to say.
you were my one true cure, my only pain.
you were my one true pain, my only hate, my only hate.
my only cure, my only pain.
i hate you, i love you.
my only cure, my only pain.
i hate you, i love you.

midnight, we kill.
we slaughter the tongue of revolution.
to our graves, we are marked by the stain of lust.
how many times can i trust in you, my beloved friend?
because every time i trust, i lose.
so i believe in nothing, nothing.
because of you, i still believe in nothing.
because of you, i still believe in nothing.
i'll always know my place in this world.
no longer fit in your fucking world anymore.
your lust ruins everything.
like a growing target on my back, i feel the knives are chasing.
see my eyes are no longer blind.
see my eyes are no longer blind.
there is a purpose in life today.
destroying you every step of the way.
from this point on - no more friends.
i know my role in this world.
don't fit in your fucking world.
this once meant everything to me.


now another forgotten effigy.
because only scars remain.
broken bones form a hope that's been left grey.
i die every time i hear your fucking name.
been left grey.
been left grey.
and there is a purpose in life today.
rise to your feet, as we march to our graves.
fight back.
there is a purpose in life today.
rise to your feet, as we march to our graves.
i can still feel your thoughts ripping me apart, tearing me apart.
ripping you apart. tearing us apart.

It's fucking freezing outside
I saw you tonight
And I almost died
Looks like I've seen too many winters in my mind

Your stare is cold
You better turn and run away
Because you're the evil
We will keep on hunting you

Killing, so what more do you want from me?
We will carry the weight, you can't carry
Talk your shit about us
We don't give a fuck anyway

You'll be the one to cry
You'll be the one to fade
I'll knock you off your high horse
Tonight we fucking burn your dream

Like glass your heart will break
Now who's left to pick up the pieces of your new shattered existence?
I've heard this shit before
I'll await the day to see you fade

So what more do you want from me?
We will take on the weight you can't carry
Talk your shit about us
We don't give a fuck anyway

You'll be the one to cry
You'll be the one to fade
I'll knock you off your high horse
Tonight we fucking burn your dream

Talk your shit about us
You're the true motherfucking fakes
You are the true fucking fakes
You are the true fucking fakes

I'll burn your dream
(No apologies)
I'll burn your dream
(No apologies)
We'll burn your dream
(No apologies)
We'll burn your dream
(No regrets)

if these pills could, they would call my name.
a quick end.
suicide becomes so persuasive and dramatic.
a beautiful face that lays quietly beside me.
and i'll remember every fucking movement.
i've lost control.
and i'm losing control of who i am.
nothing seems to fit.
these words fill a helpless length of time.
they make no sense, but serve every fucking purpose.
into substance.
remember my face when i am gone.
i've been dead before tonight.
i've felt your grip of eternity, your grip of reality.
and i'll remember every movement, and i'll study it like an infection.
curse to your embrace.
into substance.
crushed by your bloody kiss.
i've been dead before tonight.


i've felt your grip of eternity.
together we sleep in an unmarked pine box.
been dead before tonight.
i've felt your grip of eternity.
i still remember that first kiss, that first look, that first touch.
and how it never made sense.
you built me up just to be broken.
i've, i've been dead before tonight.
i've felt your grip of eternity.
i've been reduced to a fucking substance.
i've been reduced to a fucking substance.

murder ascends it's beautiful face and sides with me.
everlasting sound is sweet.
all i wanted, to not be alone, but still you always leave me.
i want your eyes fixed on me,
so i can watch them as you scream.
and you were so beautiful.
but now you'll rot.
and no one will see your face.
and no one will dare speak your name.
i won't remember your eyes.
i won't remember the jealousy.
what choice is left for me?
what choice is left for me?
this is a war i must take,
to wash these hands clear from choices that i've made.
i'm not impressed.
still not impressed.
i'm not impressed.


still not impressed.
now you'll rot.
now you'll rot.
i won't remember your eyes.
i won't remember the jealousy.
i won't remember your face.
and i'll forever curse your name.
curse your name.
i want your eyes fixed on me,
so i can watch them as you scream.
i want your eyes fixed on me.

Just a papercut to spill your blood
Just a papercut to spill your blood
I hear screams come out the window
Maybe next time your caress won't feel like rusted nails
I am the son of rejection
So hold me to the light
Tell me it's right to feel dead inside

I won't break, not today
I won't break, not today
Dead like me
Dead like me

Because beneath this stare is a desperate fight to stay alive
Tell me I'm not alone
Whisper that breath that fuels this fight
From now on, this is my life
Discontent for the rest of mankind
I'll always remember the way that touch felt and how I was so close

Four seconds away from death
Three seconds away from you
Two seconds away from death
One second away from you

I won't break, not today
I won't break, not today
Dead like me
Dead like me

Try to find reasons to resist, and I won't break, not today
Try to find reasons to resist, and I won't break, not today
Bring it

I look back on a broken mess
Pictures shattered with shards of glass
This is what my life means to me
I look back on a broken mess
Pictures shattered with shards of glass
This is what my life means to me

I won't break, not today
I won't break, not today
Dead like me
Dead like me

fucking coward.
does it make you feel big and strong to watch her cry out and bleed?
see the fear in her eyes.
won't kill the weakness in yours.
motherfucker.
vengeance comes soon.
you won't stand in front of me.
i'll avenge my family.
been waiting these four years to destroy you,
to erase you from this place so we can breathe.
don't want you as a memory.
shadow cast you down.
you, you're just a bitch.
you think i'll let you forget?


someday our paths will cross, and you're the one who will bleed.
salvation from my hate.
won't break my promise to the one who gave me this life.
been waiting these six fucking years to get you out of my head.
i'll kill those memories.
i'll kill those memories.
kill inside.

When I quest my flashing sword and my hand takes hold of judgement, I will take vengance upon mine enemies and I will have paid those who haze me, Oh Lord raise me to thy right hand and count me among thy saints.

Fuck your world, and fuck your kind.
Go fuck yourself, you're fucking barely alive.
I used to think of what you meant to me.
I think of you every fucking day.
Why the fuck did i let you into my heart?
Now where do i begin?
Today is my last fucking chance.
Erase it all and kill my past.
Fuck what we fucking shared.
The memories don't mean shit.
Don't give a fuck about what you'll say.
The memories don't mean shit, anymore.
You're society's whore.
Anymore.
I'll walk through this wasteland
Before i'll ever fucking hold your hand again.
I'll burn forever, before I ever fucking see your face again, in hell.
Anymore.
And you're society's whore.
Anymore.
Mother fucker.


And that's fucking right.
Fuck you forever.
I'll despise you for the rest of these days.
Fuck you forever.
I'll fucking hate you for the rest of my life, my life.
Why the fuck did I let you into my heart?
Now where do I begin?
Today is my last fucking chance.
Erase it all, and kill my past.
Fuck what we fucking shared.
The memories don't mean shit.
Don't give a fuck about what you'll say.
The memories don't mean shit, anymore.
You're society's whore.
Anymore.
Revenge I seek.

When I quest my flashing sword and my hand takes hold of judgement, I will take vengance upon mine enemies and I will have paid those who haze me, Oh Lord raise me to thy right hand and count me among thy saints.

Fuck your world, and fuck your kind.
Go fuck yourself, you're fucking barely alive.
I used to think of what you meant to me.
I think of you every fucking day.
Why the fuck did i let you into my heart?
Now where do i begin?
Today is my last fucking chance.
Erase it all and kill my past.
Fuck what we fucking shared.
The memories don't mean shit.
Don't give a fuck about what you'll say.
The memories don't mean shit, anymore.
You're society's whore.
Anymore.
I'll walk through this wasteland
Before i'll ever fucking hold your hand again.
I'll burn forever, before I ever fucking see your face again, in hell.
Anymore.
And you're society's whore.
Anymore.
Mother fucker.


And that's fucking right.
Fuck you forever.
I'll despise you for the rest of these days.
Fuck you forever.
I'll fucking hate you for the rest of my life, my life.
Why the fuck did I let you into my heart?
Now where do I begin?
Today is my last fucking chance.
Erase it all, and kill my past.
Fuck what we fucking shared.
The memories don't mean shit.
Don't give a fuck about what you'll say.
The memories don't mean shit, anymore.
You're society's whore.
Anymore.
Revenge I seek.

Sink your teeth into delicate skin
Armour that hides your thoughts for all this eternity
A clean break that will never heal
Is this the pain that was felt every day?
Fuck you, things will never change
So where's the pain that was felt everyday?
So fuck you, you'll never change, never change

Now we both bleed
Now we both die
Now we both lose inside
Now we both bleed
We've been here forty times
And we still lose forty one times
We still lose in the end
Time to rise
Every second of every hour
Time to rise
We all lose in the end

I'll forget this
I'll forget you
I'll forget everyone
I'll forget love letters you never fucking wrote
Is this the pain?
So where is the pain?
Is this the pain?
So bring the pain
Pain
So bring the pain
Mother fucker

I sweated blood for you
Time to rise

Now demons running, racing through my dreams
Taking shape, destroy my life forever
Poisoned memories to fuel this fire
I'll burn you alive, you

Too fragile frail to leave a mark for this lifetime
Legions of storms to prey this war on you
Designed with false emotion
I'll cross the line to take the fall
Designed with false emotion
I'll cross the line to take the fall

Demons running, racing through my dreams
Taking shape destroy my life forever
Awaken my love and inhale this beautiful silence
But for now and this thread I hold will be gone forever
No more
Ever
No more

Designed with false emotion
I'll cross the line to take the fall

This choice that makes me choose and it burns inside me
And I lie awake forever
Forever
Forever
Forever
Forever
Forever
Forever
Forever
Forever
Forever