소울 음악계의 거장 루더 반더로스의 2003년 새 앨범은 대중적인 기조 아래 신선함과 중후함의 조화를 극대화 한 수작으로 평가 받고 있다. 이 앨범은, 트랜디 R&B를 자신의 음악세계에 융화 시키려는 루더의 노력이 정점에 올랐다는 인상을 주고 있다. 하지만 역시 첫 싱글은 무드 만점의 소울 발라드로 일곱 살 때 세상을 떠난 아버지를 기리는 곡인 `DANCE WITH MY FATHER`이다. .... ....
I think sometimes I can read your mind When you make things up I can tell you lie I see the things that your man can't see And I wonder what kind of man is he The one who you say is your lover Who you insist takes care of you under the covers And who is there for you and loves you like no other Then you kiss and tell me that you you love me like a brother If I didn't know better I'd think that you were mine you're with me all the time If I didn't know better I'd swear we're more than friends you're touching me again If I didn't know better I'd think we were in love Girl do you wanna tell me something Oh oh oh
I could be wrong about the things you say But I don't rub up on my friends that way You tell me you've always been a flirt But if it goes wrong than I could get hurt But no you insist it's harmless playin It's just a part of who you are that it's just your nature And that it's fine You know I'm a friend it's really nothing You say that I'm just like a That I'm just like a brother If I didn't know better I'd think that you were mine you're with me all the time If I didn't know better I'd swear we're more than friends you're touching me again If I didn't know better I'd think we were in love do you wanna tell me something Oh oh oh My idea of a friend is when you Do a lotta things together and have a lotta fun But my definition of love is different You touch and hold each other And you only want to be alone clinging to each other Like you and he should be but like you and I are Well I know it sounds crazy but If I didn't know better I'd think that you were mine you're with me all the time If I didn't know better I'd swear we're more than friends you're touching me again If I didn't know better I'd think we were in love do you do you wanna tell me something Oh oh oh you're touching me again Oh oh oh If I didn't know better I'd think that you were mine you're with me all the time If I didn't know better I'd swear we're more than friends you're touching me again If I didn't know better I'd think we were in love girl do you wanna tell me something If I didn't know better I'd think that you were mine you're with me all the time If I didn't know better I'd swear we're more than friends you're touching me again
So close to paradise, but closer than I should be It's like I'm along for the ride, it happened unexpectedly Promised myself that I wouldn't ever love again But you make me feel something, my mind's always on you I was standing in the rain (I thought about you) I was riding on the train (I thought about you) Feeling high like I seem to do Every time I think about you Saw two lovers start to kiss (I thought about you) Had to hold back the tears (I thought about you) Other girls no more exist
All because I think about you Nothing seems to help, I don't even know myself I'm trying not to think of you, but a heart does what it wants to do Pass you by, see you smile and I must admit I get So emotional, I think I'm falling for you Bought a pillow for my room (I thought about you) Heard Alicia sing a tune (I thought about you) It sends my rocket to the moon Every time I think about you Right from this heart of mine (I thought about you) I wanted you every time (I thought about you) What I feel is so divine
And it's all because I think about you But I'm constantly reminded Reminded that you're only someone who I'd like to know You don't know me, you're my private fantasy You're with me, constantly in my mind Had a lovely day today (I thought about you) Wasn't hard to get through (I thought about you) Seems to happen easily
Every time I think about you Took a walk with myself (I thought about you) Wish it could've been with you (I thought about you) But every star in the sky came out for me And it's all because I think about you
I coulda died when I found out We couldnt live together peacefully Thats when it started and we nearly parted Well, I was hoping not to see the day We started getting in each others way Maybe its better we dont live together Things got strange My space to chill become half the size You became someone I didnt even recognize Whats the matter now What are you talking about If it aint one thing, its another If it aint one thing, its the other Why you gotta put me down What are you complaining about If it aint one thing, its the other If it aint one thing, its another I got a yacht for a dinner cruise The way you treated everyone was rude I dont believe ya, youre such a diva I told the waitress we wanted wine You got upset because the girl was fine Youre complicated, but somehow we make it I get tired From all I have to do to keep you satisfied Get no sleep You call me in the middle of the night and weep Whats the matter now What are you crying about If it aint one thing, its another If it aint one thing, its the other Why you gotta fuss and shout What are you screaming about If it aint one thing, its the other If it aint one thing, its another I guess I cant see the world through your eyes Pretty little brown eyes Guess I dont understand What goes on, goes on, goes on in your mind Whats the matter now What are you talking about If it aint one thing, its another If it aint one thing, its the other Why you gotta put me down What are you fussing about If it aint one thing, its the other If it aint one thing, its another Whats the matter now What are you tal
He works hard to give her all he thinks she wants But it tears her apart 'cause nothing's for her heart He pulls in late to wake her up with a kiss goodnight If he could only read her mind, she'd say:
[Chorus:] Buy me a rose, call me from work Open a door for me, what would it hurt Show me you love me by the look in your eyes These are the little things I need the most in my life
Now the days have grown to years of feelin' all alone As she sits and wonders if all she's doin' is wrong 'Cause lately she'd try anything just to turn his head Would it make a difference if she said, if she said:
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And the more that he lives the less that he tries To show her the love that he holds inside And the more that she gives the more that he sees This is the story of you:and me So I bought you a rose on the way home from work To open the door to a heart that I hurt And I hope you notice this look in my eyes 'Cause I'm gonna make things right for the rest of your life And I'm gonna hold you tonight, tonight Do all those little things for the rest of your life
The closer I get to you The more you make me see By giving me all you've got Tell me more oh yea Your love has captured me yeah Over and over again I try to tell myself that we could never be more than friend And all the while inside I knew it was real oh The way you make me feel Hey Hey
Lying here next to you Oh honey Time just seems to fly yeah Needing you more and more More and more Let's give love a try Let's give love a try I want to try love Sweeter and sweeter love grows and heavens there for those Who fool and trick sometimes with hearts of love we'll find true love in a special way the closer I get Closer I get to you baby The more you make me see more you make me see by giving me what you got Your love captures me Oh over and over again I try to tell myself that we could never be more than friends when all the while inside I knew this was real Got to be real Got to be real the way you make me feel You know you know you know My baby my baby my baby My love my love my love my love
yeah yeah yeah yeah Come closer love Come a little closer so that we can see into the eyes of love I wanna see into those eyes of love Come closer love just a little closer let me speak to you I wanna softly tell you something
When I wake up in the morning, love And the sunlight hurts my eyes And something strange without a warning, love Bears heavy on my mind [CHORUS] Then I look at you And the world is all right with me Just one look at you And I know it's gonna be A lovely day… …lovely day, lovely day, lovely day… When the day that lies ahead of me Seems impossible to face When somebody else instead of me Always seems to know the way [CHORUS] [BRIDGE] It’s gonna be a lovely day (it’s gonna be) It’s gonna be today It’s gonna be a lovely day Today I love the world and I love you [CHORUS] [BRIDGE] It’s gonna be today A lovely day today It’s gonna be today A lovely day today
Back when I was a child Before life removed all the innocence My father would lift me high And dance with my mother and me And then Spin me around til' I fell asleep Then up the stairs he would carry me And I knew for sure I was loved If I could get another chance Another one another dance with him I'd play a song that would never never end How I'd love love love To dance with my father again Ooooh When I and my mother disagreed To get my way I would run from her to him He'd make me laugh just to comfort me Yeah yeah Then finally make me do just what my momma said Later that night when I was asleep He left a dollar under my sheet Never dreamed that he would be gone from me If I could steal one final glance One final step One final dance with him I'd play a song that'd never never end Cos I'd love love love to dance with my father again Sometimes I'd listen outside the door And I'd hear how my momma of cried for him I pray for her even more than me I pray for her even more than me
I know I'm praying for much too much But could you send back The only man she loved I know you don't do it usually But dear Lord she's dying To dance with my father again Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream
Why did you tell your girlfriend you were hanging with the boys She called me last night and I tried to cover for ya She asked if I liked the flick that we all went out to see I said, "ooo uh, it was nice" She said, "Don't you lie to me"
You messed up you shoulda warned me first (she saw you) I'm sad to tell ya You shoulda told me 'cause you made it worse (she saw you) unlucky fella You better take that credit card (she saw you) to Cartier You better hope with all you got (she saw you) She feels like forgiving you today Too bad for you
You were out there trying to be a player, now she's gone, it's true It's hard to feel that sorry for you She saw you, now this is the end Saw you kiss the very girl (who's supposed to be) only your friend She's convinced you took her heart And played with it like a toy And from what I heard, you just might need you a lawyer It's too late for feeling bad, you did not respect the girl
You tried to play around And got caught with your pants down You can't escape from what you've done (she saw you) your time is up You're like a deer who's caught up in (she saw you) the headlights of love You can't be too proud to plead (she saw you) she's gonna make you pay Forgiveness is what you need (she saw you) she's too mad to let you get away Looks bad to me
You were busy trying to be a player Now she's gone, breathe deep You can't be doing that creep, creep, creep, creep She saw you, now this is the end Saw you kiss the very girl (who's supposed to be) only your friend
Your love's never been better So good it's a sin But it's time for a decision Is it me or him Before you make your mind up hear me I just want you to see things clearly This should be about love not money Don't let him try to take you from me I don't wanna have to apologize I don't wanna feel I've been penalized Just 'cause I can drive in a better car Live in a bigger house just like a superstar He says that I can only give you Material things but that's not true You see my heart is rich with love for you Don't let him make you doubt my love for you Yeah baby
I work hard for my money No one gave it to me But some fools think the deeper the pocket The smaller the heart will be not true I'm only tryin' to share me with you Look at all the lovin' we do Find the meaning in the words I'm sayin' I'm not just another player playin' I don't wanna have to apologize or give a damn And I don't appreciate being criticized for who I am Just 'cause I can buy you a lotta things Or take you anyplace That's just what money brings He wants you to believe that I'm tryin' to buy your love 'Cause that's what he would do He thinks since he's a man with nothing That he's got better love for you No way Tell him now let him go Or I can no longer be yours Tell him how you feel about me I can't keep standing on the side Don't let him fill you mind with lies about me Leave him with his fallacies I don't care what bull he believes Tell him that enough is enough Just don't return a disbeliever You've always been a willing receiver of my love I don't think I have to apologize I work for this I don't wanna feel like I'm penalized for being rich Doesn't bother me where he thinks I stand I'm bein' my true self Just doin' what I can He thinks I won you with materiality But honey you know that's not so And even if he understood me It's simply time for him to go so let him go I don't wanna change you 'cause I'm in love with who you are So I don't wanna apologize for bein' a superstar Haven't I proved that I'm here for you What am I guilty of What did or didn't I do Maybe I can't be myself with somebody Who believes such things are true I'm losing self respect from trying I'm losing my desire too I can't do it I don't wanna have to apologize or give a damn I don't wanna feel I've been penalized for who I am Just 'cause I can buy you a lotta things Or take you anyplace That's just what money brings He wants you to believe
Well by now you know Im insatiable Cause when you step to leave I want a full repeat, yeah Its a miracle, you were right inside my head If the feelings nice, why not do it twice? It is not against the law, no baby I slave all through the week And I need my release I work hard so when I stop I gotta get a little satisfaction for me Hit it again Dont care if Im late The world just has to wait Hit it again, hit it again, baby Hit it again I loved it the first time Sent chills up through my spine Hit it again, hit it again, baby Deep emotion aint got nothing to do with it And being in love aint really got a thing to do with it I hope you understand But I cant worry if you dont, oh no If I cant double up Its like I didnt get enough Call me greedy if you want, just do it But its something that will never change I dont get no complaints They know it when they ring my bell That this could be a thing that could take a little while, well, well Hit it again Dont care if Im late The world just has to wait Hit it again, hit it again, baby Hit it again I loved it the first time Sent chills up through my spine Hit it again, hit it again, baby I declare the point to be Once is not enough for me Two time lovin makes me smile One time love just aint my style Repeat the love and I have found More the second time around It builds me up I love to love And if I cant hit it again It aint natural Hit it again Dont care if Im late The world just has to wait Hit it again, hit it again, baby Hit it again I loved it the first time Sent chills up through my spine Hit i
If you always do what you've always done, you'll always get the same old stuff Life can treat you good, then turn as cold as ice And believe me when I tell you
This thing called love, for sure, is like most things in life Not all bad, not all good (it's just something that I believe) Not all cold, not all hot (yeah, I like that) Not all bitter, not all sweet (sounds all right to me)
So don't miss all the good, waiting for the best, there's still happiness Right in the middle Perfect love sounds real nice But that never seemed to happen with any relationship of mine It was always up and down, in then out And after the last goodbye, I still didn't know what it was all about You get disappointed if it ain't bliss all the time
And you get so annoyed if you can't feel the same every night Not all bad, not all good (I'm tryin' to tell you that it's) Not all high, not all low (not all high and not all low) Not all heaven, not all hell (as far as I can tell)
It's not some prize you win, you don't have a thing to prove, just enjoy the groove Right in the middle 'Cause I've learned when it comes to love, it's the exact same reality That's why they say "Que sera, sera" Which means whatever's gonna be is gonna be
Whatever's gonna be is gonna be: Not all bad, not all good (I need somebody to understand) Not all sunshine, not all rain (you know that too much of a good thing is really no good) Not all laughter, not all tears (I'm only trying to tell you)
To let your good times roll, keep your self-control, there's a lotta soul Right in the middle
We shared a life, we shared a heart But what we united seems to be breaking apart It's a haunting pain, goes right to the core Now we're dividing what's mine from what's yours I'll keep the same old things I had when we met And you'll keep what's yours 'cause that would only be fair But what about the heart that we both created together?
[Chorus:] We used to be the toast of the town We used to have the best love of all We had blue skies but they came falling down What happened to us You and I once were lovers
No cheating hearts and no one did wrong So why did we break, can't say our love wasn't strong But I know with time things that start to mend So let's fix these hearts so they can't be broken again You need a man who sees how lonely you've been Don't worry, I will start all over and then We will get back the heart that we both created together
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Last night I cried but girl you were not here So it was just a big waste of tears But then I smiled, I heard your voice in my ear Tellin' me you wish it could be like it was in the beginning
Goodbye so long Were the last words from you Seems like you're over All the goodness we knew You think that you're strong You think that you don't You don't need no one Well I was talkin' to some of your friends Just to see how everyone was doin' And they said you needed me Said it was something you'd never admit But it was hard to see you going through it They said you needed me
Guess Ill suffer 'til I'm where I belong I'm under the pressure But I'll keep being strong You say that you're strong You say that you don't need anyone What in the world are you telling your friends I get confused every time I see them They said you needed me I know the people talk just for the thrill But the fact of the matter is still They said you needed me Take your time rinvent your mind You'll feel better you'll feel stronger Then decide if I'm in your life For forever or longer
You think that you're strong You think that you don't You don't need no one Well I was talkin' to some of your friends Just to see how everyone was doin' And they said you needed me Said it was something you'd never admit But it was hard to see you going through it They said you needed me