Dig bury me underneath Everything that I am rearranging Dig bury me underneath Everything that I was slowly changing
I would love to beat the face, Of any mother fucker that's thinkin' they can change me, White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold, If you're wantin' a piece of me I broke the mother fuckin' mold, Shit rubbed in my face Teething on concrete I'm drowning in your wake Gums bleeding Dig bury me underneath Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath Everything that I was slowly changing
Sell out motherfuckers in the biz that try to fuck me, I struggle in violated space, I ain't sellin' my soul when there's nothing to buy Hang from their T's rated P.G. insight, I'm livid in my space Fuck you while you try
Pissing in my face To fuck me Dig bury me underneath Dig bury me underneath Everything that I am rearranging
Everything that I was you ain't fuckin' changing me Let me help you tie the rope around your neck, Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge, Let me help you hold the Glock against your head Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge, Let me help you tie the rope around your neck, Let me help to chain the weights onto your legs Let me help you hold the Glock against your head,
Get on the plank fuck Dig bury me underneath Dig bury me underneath Everything that I am rearranging Everything that I was slowly changing Wish you were committing Limbless in the middle of a channel bob awaySuicide suckin' on a mother fuckin' tailpipe Dead man dangling from a tight rope
*Sticker this, Censor this, Ban this We got something to say Police this, Condem this, Damn this We'll be heard anyway Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced Listen here Is it a possiblity that were all just equal Slam the power down, Abusing You lead us with false morals, And shelter reality Does it piss you off, To be beat at your own No more, Were not buying your product when your selling the words preaching silence Insult me in my home, When you were never invited To live life on your curve, Frustrating Throw sticks into the spokes to relieve insecurites Stiffle all assencion, And sticker our freedom of speech * Repeat Dont tell me what I want, Dont tell what I need Dont tell me how I need to feel, I feel goddamn nothing Dig the eyes out of my face, I can still see right fuckin thru you Closed mind with a forum to critize, Keep your policy, Iv got mine Exploit me, Fabricate your lies, We empower these cowards just to be left in silence Fuck you and everything you are, Im me, We're us, And thats all Listen here Prevail thru what is me, And step on your beliefs Stand on my soapbox, And speak my own peace Whatever you may think, Its real Thieving spineless sellouts, Robbing our integrity Bring it on Sticker this, Censor this, Ban this We got something to say Police this, Condem this, Damn this We'll be heard anyway Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm........
All work and no play makes me a dull boy.. All work and no play makes me a dull boy.. All work and no play makes me a dull boy.. ALL WORK AND NO PLAY MAKES ME A DULL BOY!!
Live in a secret Live in a lie Live in a dark hole Beneath the black sky
Live like a martyr And draw my last breath Feel like an old man With a knife in my chest
Live like a transient Live like a thief Hide in a closet Grinding my teeth
Sit in a small room With the walls closing in Open the shutters But everything's still dim
Payback For all the things I've done in my past
Payback For everything There are no take backs
I'm not the reason It's not my fault It's not my problem I'm not the cause
I'm not your scapegoat I'm not your god I'm not your martyr I'd leave you all
I'm not the reason (I'm not your scapegoat) It's not my fault (I'm not your god) It's not my problem (I'm not your martyr) I'm not the cause (I'd leave you all)
All work and no play Makes me a dull boy Feel like a clown Without my funny nose
Walk to the window Break it out with my fist Jump from the sill And I'll plunge to my death
You can be selfish Whatever ya think Throw back my pills And take a sip of my drink
Walk under the clouds Walk under the trees Always again Envy covering me
Payback For all the things I've done in my past
I'm not the reason It's not my fault It's not my problem I'm not the cause
I'm not your scapegoat I'm not your god I'm not your martyr I'd leave you all
I'm not the reason (I'm not your scapegoat) It's not my fault (I'm not your god) It's not my problem (I'm not your martyr) I'm not the cause (I'd leave you all)
Sunshine's gone It's all gone
By the way Just so you know Always This is how I feel
By the way Just so you know Always, everyday This is how I feel
I'm not the reason It's not my fault It's not my problem I'm not the cause I'm not your scape goat (I'm not your scape goat) I'm not your god (I'm not your god) I'm not your martyr (I'm not your martyr)
This is how I feel (This is how I feel)
By the way Just so you know Always, everyday This is how I feel...
Cold seems crippling Lame meander through corridors Aroma's thick with age Mark off the day Reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out your body Don't want it, don't want in Feeble frail and rotting Descending I'm lost in A structure that's collapsing Don't want it Cast into Maker take the body Don't want it It wants me
Past has found it's place Salvation is no more Will God accept my peace Bleached will pardon me Reflections of my life are fading
Pull me out your body Don't want it, don't want in, Feeble frail and rotting descending I'm lost in A structure that's collapsing Don't want it Cast into, Maker take the body Don't want it It wants me
I just want to run around Fly kites Wrestle Jump and play Swim through waves that crash To shore Memories in me Cocooned in misery
I'm sick... And tired... Of embracing reflections of past time Receive me or cast me away God please take me away
Resistance... Futile... Suicidal ideas I will crucify my own being Satisfy selfish needs, fuck the deities Justify my own right to what's waiting for me
On the other side of me The time has come Lock and load I'm coming I'm coming I'm coming I'm coming home
Pull me out of the body Don't want it, don't want in, Pull me out of the body Don't want it, don't want in,
Pull me out your body Don't want it, don't want in, Feeble frail and rotting Descending I'm lost in A structure that's collapsing Descending Don't want it, Maker take the body Don't want it, don't want in, Pull me out your body Don't want it, don't want in, Feeble frail and rotting Descending I'm lost in, A structure that's collapsing Descending Don't want it Maker take the body Don't want it It wants me
I just want to run around Fly kites Wrestle Jump and play Swim through waves that crash To shore Memories in me Cocooned in misery
The darkness overcomes Soul soars to the other plain Existence past The door I sail Through purgatory's bay
I asked a god for poison cradle me Sown to my dreams Souls searching Death blossoms where clouds lie over me Held in God's hands Death blooming...
Dark for fear of failure, An inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting, Roiling hate... Death gripped my veins, Unveiling rancid petals, Flowering forth foul nectar, The space between a blink and a tear... Death blooms.
Dreams of earthquakes Dreams of hurricanes Dreams of pouring rain Dreams of tidal waves to wash us all away Dreams of guns blazed Dreams of fire rage Dreams of swollen graves Dreams of hollow pain All gone No more fallen No more enemy No more casuality No more dream Fall into sleep Fall into me I have a dream But nobody cares Nobody wants to listen Fall into sleep Fall into me Hang on to a dream that nobody wants Nobody cares anymore Dreams of mourning grief Dreams of disbelief Dreams of tragedy Dreams of our disease to take us all away Dreams of fidelity Dreams of inner peace Dreams of loyalty Dreams of unity All gone All gone Fall into sleep Fall into me I have a dream But nobody cares Nobody wants to listen Fall into sleep Fall into me Hang on to a dream that nobody wants Nobody cares anymore The angels are injured Fall with broken burning wings Are we dead inside Are we blind We can't keep moving forward Backwards with closed eyes We're losing sight All lost inside No more fallen No more enemy Fall into sleep Fall into me I have a dream But nobody cares Nobody wants to listen Fall into sleep Fall into me Hang on to a dream that nobody wants Nobody cares Nobody wants Nobody cares anymore All gone All gone All gone All gone
Always Noted on my time A little left of center now Reflect As I realize That all I Need is to find The little bit about to sit like the sun like a star in the sky
It just makes Enough Cast the stars in me
I, I stand Not crawling Not falling down I, I'll beat The demons That drag me down I, I stand (For nothing) Not crawling (Descending) Not falling down (Your nothing in the end)
I, I'll bleed (For no one) The demons (But myself) That pull me down (For me and no one else)
Goodbye, Sunshine I put it out again Sun I'm over The sanelities Convicting
I don? need you Or anyone by me I'll just be Living my own life I feel like growing cynical Infecting
I feel alive and sharper Turn on the lime Planted on myself to sit like the seed in the comforts of every Just makes Enough What you think isn't me --------------------
I, I stand Not crawling Not falling down I, I'll beat The demons That drag me down I, I stand (For nothing) Not crawling (Descending) Not falling down (Your nothing in the end)
I, I'll bleed (For no one) The demons (But myself) That pull me down (For me and no one else)
Come play kill (Refuse my to fall, today refuse my shadow) Stone cold will (Refuse to need this, refuse to follow) Bitter pills (Refuse to be this, refuse to swallow, I feel godless) Come play Come play god Test me Test me Test me Test me Test me
I, I stand (For nothing) Not crawling (Descending) Not falling down (Your nothing in the end) I, I'll bleed (For no one) The demons (But myself) That drag me down (For me and no one else) -
Losses, losers and more, gain of life's pleasures cohorts listen behind the doors to a life meaningless less than 0 in me All my walls falling down pains aloft misery I'm sure that the lessons were learned I'm sure that the punishments went well deserved by the pawn in the plan Taste of shit bitterness walk from me everything systematically
Come on you were the one, you were the one To dredge up shit inside of me In my pointless life of nothing Tell me what I'm supposed to be Tell me who I'm supposed to be Tell me what it takes to ascend Tell me what it takes to live
Patience, pleasures and rewards, come in due time Stare at the sun I'm bored in a life meaningless Soaking up all of me like the cross you worship life is loss look at me I'm sure that some day we'll wake up I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the dream Of success and focus...tunneling to the light glowing Deep inside of me your taunting I wake up
Come on you were the one you were the one To dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing Tell me what I'm supposed to be Tell me who I'm supposed to be Tell me what it takes to ascend Tell me what it takes to live Tell me NOW! Tell me NOW!
Pain, misery, distress, dismal, know where, depressed, idiot, failer In me...calling...loser...man I'm the... Loser...loser...loser In me...who I am...in me...
Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry for me Don't need your sympathy or empathy Don't need your sympathy inside of me Don't need your sympathy or empathy Don't need your sympathy inside of me Don't feel sorry don't feel sorry for me
Come on I know you were the one you were the one Numb to feelings inside of me why I've seized my vision Don't need you to tell me who to be Don't need you to tell me what to be Don't need you to tell me how to ascend Don't need you to tell me how to live
In this hole That is me The dead are rolling over In this hole Thickening Dirt shoveled over shoulders I feel it in me So over whelmed All this pressure centerizing My life overturned Unfair the despare All these scars keep ripping open Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now In this hole That is me A life that's growing feeble In this hole So limiting The sun has set all darkens Buried underneath Hands slip off the wheel Internal path way to contention Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now Are you HAPPY Are you HAPPY Are you feeling happy In this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted What's my release What sets me free Do you pull me up just to push me down again Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now Peel me from the skin Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now Tear me from the bone Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy Does it make you happy Are you feeling happy Are you fucking happy Now that I'm lost left with nothing Does it make you happy Are you feeling happy Are you fucking happy Now that I'm lost left with nothing
When passion's lost and all the trust is gone, Way too far, for way too long Children crying, cast out and neglected, Only in a world so cold, only in a world This cold Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes Then watch them drift away Some might say, we've done the wrong things, For way too long, for way too long
Fever inside the storm, So I'm turning away. Away from the name (Calling your names) Away from the stones (Throw sticks and stones) 'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
Keep your thorns 'Cause I'm running away, Away from the games (Fucking head games) Away from the space (Hate this head space) The circumstances of a world so cold
burning whispers, Remind me of the days, I was left alone, in a world this cold Guilty of the same things, provoked by The cause, I've left alone, in a world so cold Fever inside the storm, So I'm turning away. Away from the name (Calling your names) Away from the stones (Throw sticks and stones) 'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
Keep your thorns 'Cause I'm running away, Away from the games (Fucking head games) Away from the space (Hate this head space) The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying, I'm flying away, Away from the names (Calling your names) Away from the games
(Fucking head games) The circumstances of a world so cold
Why does everyone feel like my enemy, Don't want any part of depression or Darkness, I've had enough sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone, Or I'm gone
I'm backing out, I'm no pawn, No mother-fucking slave to this, Never lied Never left Never lived Never loved Never lost Never hurt Never worry about being me, or anyone else Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about Anything
Backing out, giving up, no mother-fucking Slave to this, Never lied Never left Never lived Never loved Never lost Never hurt Never worry about being me, or anyone lese Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about Anything,
I need to find a darkened corner, A lightless corner, Where it's safer and calmer,
I'm turning away. Away from the name (Calling your names) Away from the stones (Throw sticks and stones) 'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us
Keep your thorns 'Cause I'm running away, Away from the games (Fucking head games) Away from the space (Hate this head space) The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying, I'm flying away, Away from the names (Calling your names) Away from the games (Fucking head games) The circumstances of a world so cold
Pack up my shit I'm on the road like Kerouac (Whooo) Found tranquility in the cover that holds me (Down down) People I've query I'm always on the move (Get more) Set it up pack it up giddy up giddy up, whooo!
I love it, whooo! I hate it
Rolling Stones gather no moss, so lets go Not a life, not a love Not a mother fucking minute to spare (God damn) Three sixty-five, twenty-four seven on the move (Hey) Gotta go gotta go gotta hurry up and get there (Now)
I'm living the life (Whooo!) Without the life (God damn) Gotta make it today to live up on the stage (Hey) So I'm blowing it up like a high school game
I know my place is on this road, my sad story Reflect on all the things that fell behind, can't be sorry I will follow my life and all the curves that it throws me Just when I think that I've found my home - I'm gone
When my worlds only gonna P to TM We'll be choppin' him dead inside, until I'm dead (Yeah) Keep my hat on my head can't hang it without a home (God damn) Gotta push it more and this way I am alone (Hey)
I'm living the life (Whooo!) Without the life (God damn) Gotta make it today to live up on the stage (Hey) So I'm blowing it up like a high school game
I know my place is on this road, my sad story Reflect on all the things that fell behind, can't be sorry I will follow my life and all the curves that it throws me Just when I think that I've found my home - I'm gone
This circus cycle family If faces aren't so strange Faces becoming more familiar Day by day Sharing becomes closer Day by day The world becomes our home
Day - We'll turn up with nothing Night - But we'll be back sometime Day - If its ready I'm ready Night - I've lived a life today Day - I'm healing the bleeding Night - Dead now to back alive Day - I've been through another Day - I'm living the life, yeah right
I know my place is on this road, I can't be sorry Reflect on all the words that fell aside, my tragedy I have followed my life and all the curves that it's thrown me Now at least I know I've found my home Where I belong!
Pendulum stops and falls away Life sifted through like sand Storms of summer rain Flooding lifelines in our hands Our skin of blood and bone Gently closed to dust and blows Our home of blood and bone Falls through the ground and says
So unstoppable Those feelings of loss So unstoppable Aching through to the marrow of bones Just let it go Pain willing in your eyes Just let me go Dry the tears that fall and remember
When everything is typical I'll be the wish upon a star I'll find a place so magical
Goodbye See you another goodbye See you another goodbye See you another goodbye See you another
Penicales rise Precious circle is mended Sense vertigo in you So I'l be your hand now
So unstoppable I'll offer you So unstoppable memories of you just remember When everything is typical I'll be the wish upon a star I found a place so magical
But still please Someone Help me Grab me Save me now Distressed Darkened Daylight I've lost sight Someone Help me Grab me Save me now Distressed Darkened Daylight I've lost sight
Remember now That nothing here is typical Need to wish upon a star I've lost something so magical They've gone so far
Just remember When everything seems difficult I'll be shining from afar When it feels like everything has gone away I'll see you again
I'll see you again, goodbye I'll see you again, goodbye I'll see you again, goodbye I'll see you again, goodbye I'll see you again...
This puzzle's dead inside Missing pieces growing eyes, Little girls severity, Mystery Little boys begging mercy Cost of life at 23 Sticks break on me Price of pain a broken ring All crimson Melting body rubber world Battle axe with locks of curls Introverted Remember that place My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you The place you would go to make things okay, Glue my spirit, break my wings, 1000 points for insect stings, Misery Libido steams infectious whore, Cauterize and forge the sword, Remember killing. Children, learning the secret knock, a nickel To enter that place, The place you would go to make things okay, My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you Remember that place The place you would go to take pain away, Games of passion taste so sweet My secrets. Cut his throat and slaughter meat, Darkened voices plead disease Seven heads for seven seas, Dismembering me Children, wrestle to seal the bag, storing it deep In that place, The place you would go and try to escape Children, learning the secret knock, a nickel The place you would go to make things okay, To enter that place, My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you Remember that place I see death coming, mowing down, The place you would go to take pain away, Do you remember the bedroom, Skrying through reflections in a pool, Was it your cell or was it your tomb, Children, learning the secret knock, a nickel You're living through my hell To enter that place, My cost, the price of a broken doll, can you The place you would go to make things okay, Remember that place The place you would go to take pain away
Repeating in my head Betrayal Repeating in my head Insecurities Repeating in my head Dividends
It's not your fault The well of thought and trust has run dry Don't be afraid to let go Don't be afraid to start over when it's over
Let go Let go Let go Let go
Let go of feelings Let go of compromise Hollow trunk for shelter So dark and cold inside I always seem to find myself alone Jaded shell of being Porous as a stone
Calloused Rigid Empty Because of you
Let go of trusting Lost thought for family Let go of living No more concerns of demise I never seem to find rhythm for life's harmony
Contorted Twisted broken Without a reason
Calloused Rigid Empty Because of you
It's all me All you are Without me There's nothing else There's no one
Brainwash All you are Without me You're by yourself There's no one
Hope is out of season Lost sight No hint of light Get busy living or get busy dying
Calloused Rigid Empty Because of you
It's all me All you are Without me There's nothing else There's no one
Brainwash All you are Without me You're by yourself There's no one
Save me This loss Closure my Answer So grant it
You owe me all that you are Without me You're nothing You're no one
Terrified Petrified
Nothing You're no one Do you care because I don't Nothing You're no one Nobody cares so just go
Nothing You're no one By yourself all alone
It's all me All you are Without me You're by yourself There's no one
Brainwash All you are Without me You're by yourself There's no one
Save me This loss Closure my Answer So grant it You owe me all that you are Without me You're nothing
What have I done Where have I come from When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass did I seal the loss that's become me Feeling undone What have I become When I turned my back on you I turned my back on myself and became this machine Thoughtlessness Selfishness Hopelessness Arrogant I feel it on the inside Twisting and contorting Memory has shaped me once again Still feel you on the inside Biting through and stinging Will I ever forget to remember Shadows in the sun Filter through us Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child Confession rejected We grow up To give up People step on the cracks for wounds owed paid back Through the words of surrender Emptiness Loneliness Listlessness Worthless I feel it on the inside Twisting and contorting Memory has shaped me once again Still feel you on the inside Biting through and stinging Will I ever forget to remember O Can you save me From myself From these memories O Can you save me From myself From these memories Surrender To the shadows Haunting inside Bleed through you Surrender to the secrets inside Lies within you I feel it on the inside Twisting and contorting Memory has shaped me once again Still feel you on the inside Biting through and stinging Will I ever forget to remember Can't feel you on the inside Set down the bag and left it Lost memory has left me One again Open up the inside Admission for the cleansing Now that I've forgotten to remember Surrender To the shadows Haunting inside Bleed through you
There's a little black spot on the sun today It's the same old thing as yesterday There's a black hat caught in a high tree top There's a flag pole rag, and the wind won't stop
I have stood here before inside the pouring rain With the world turning circles running round my brain I've always thought that you'd end this reign But it's my destiny to be the king of pain
There's a little black spot on the sun today (That's my soul up there) It's the same old thing as yesterday (That's my soul up there) There's a black hat caught in a high tree top (That's my soul up there) There's a flag pole rag, and the wind won't stop (That's my soul up there)
I have stood here before inside the pouring rain With the world turning circles running round my brain I've always thought that you'd end this reign But it's my destiny to be the king of pain
There's a fossil that's trapped in a high cliff wall (That's my soul up there) There's a dead salmon frozen in a waterfall (That's my soul up there) There's a blue whale beached by a springtide's ebb (That's my soul up there) There's a butterfly trapped in a spider's web (That's my soul up there)
I have stood here before inside the pouring rain With the world turning circles running round my brain I've always thought that you'd end this reign But it's my destiny to be the king of pain
There's a king on a throne with his eyes torn out There's a blind man looking for a shadow of doubt There's a rich man sleeping on a golden bed There's a skeleton choking on a crust of bread
King of pain
There's a red fox torn by a huntsman's pack (It's my soul up there) There's a black winged gull with a broken back (It's my soul up there) There's a little black spot on the sun today It's the same old shit as yesterday (As every day)
I have stood here before inside the pouring rain With the world turning circles running round my brain I've always thought that you'd end this reign But it's my destiny to be the king of pain
King of pain, king of pain, king of pain I'll always be king of pain I'll always be king of pain I'll always be king of pain I'll always be king of pain I'll always be king of pain I'll always be king of pain...