트레인스포팅'으로 유명한 스코틀랜드의 작가인 어빈 웰시의 또다른 영화 '애시드 하우스(한국 제목은 케미컬 제네레이션')에 참여하며 인기를 얻기 시작했던 포스트-포크계의 이단아, 아랍 스트랩의 97년 데뷔앨범. 지리멸렬한 인간군상들과 기이한 상상력으로 무장한 본작은 궁상맞은 젊음의 자학적인 목소리와 더불어 자폐적인(혹은 퇴폐적인) 가사와 스포큰-워즈에 가까운 보컬로 일관하지만 뒤에 깔려있는 말콤 미들톤이 주관하는 백그라운드 사운드스케이프는 정적이며 또한 놀라우리 만치 아름답다. 동,서양을 막론하고 불쌍한 청춘들의 지지리 궁상은 슬프지만 아름답기도 하다.
Make me reflective, introspective Make me the violence, and explain my silence. Cause it's never too late to fill me with hate... So pull away, go, make me look cool.
And she looks best, sunday mornings, coming down.
So what will I achieve, and who should I believe.
I lick her slit, as it tightens it's grip. My drugged up kiss. so hey, have something else. Its hard to conceal the way I feel.
And she looks best, sunday mornings, coming down. It seems that some wanker makes her darker Sights her hair.
Oh, she always used to be the same. She'd be loose with a straight dark facial frame. And now the things that used to turn me off, I find endearing. And they laugh behind the trees and she lays naked in the clearing.
I adore, but I ignore her. See, I know it won't last as I reflect upon my past. But on severance she makes no difference. There's things I won't let her know, as we're perfecting our show.. I won't ignore her - I think I'll phone her. I can't explore her if I ignore her.
And now the things that used to turn me off I find endearing. And they laugh behind the trees as she lies naked in the clearing.
But she won't beckon - is what I reckon. She might adore me, but she'll ignore me. Tell them to show there, and we get nowhere. She loves my snoring, so it never get's boring.
She always used to be the same. She'd be loose with with a straight dark facial frame. And now the things that use to turn me off, I find endearing. And they laugh behind the trees and she lays naked in the clearing.
I was awake I overheard your speech. My ego dried and sank. Talked with your ex and we agreed Thought of your sister helped us wank. I'm sure you know that I have fancied her since she began high school. But back in then, and I will promise I will let your engine cool.
I have matured, I've come of age, my visions clear. But there's still some things that I don't want to hear. And I know that it was probably just those e's, but be a bit more thoughtful next time, please.
While I'm alive, well, I just drive. Each time I scored I just got bored. And that's no bollocks ... I am just a slut.
I'm waiting for a service, waiting in vain. She's waiting on another man, no one drank again. She flashed me the menu, working smell on her lips. Led me just enough. I shouldn't have tipped. I say 'well', the food there was crap.
The other one there, I didn't give two glances. She's in love with my soul - she think's I'm attractive. She forraged a smile, I saw the floor. She tried again, I examined the ashtray. I say 'well'. But I still make the mistake of eating where the food is crap.
I work in a saloon, pulling shit pints for shit wages. It's a busy night tonight. And the bar is full of all the girls I've ever shagged, or tampered with, or kissed, or even just fancied. A pub full of conquests, knockbacks.
Between the laughter I can here my name. And then, through the gap between the swing doors and floor, I see your feet. You push open the doors and walk in
And as always all heads turn. And the room becomse silent, except for the sound or your dm's scuffing on the floor.
You stroll through the jealous gaze straight to the bar, smile, and ask for some exotic cocktail. But I don't know how to make it. So you just shrug, smile again, turnaround and leave And I pull another pint.
Half nine I'm glued to you, then I'll disappear. Call your other side it lasted three year.
F**k love, fight love, F**k love, fight. F**k love and chuck love 'til tomorrow night.
Then start again and lose again. Small tablet of pleasure. Fight Jock. F**k. F**k love forever.
F**k love, fight love, F**k love, fight. F**k love and chuck love 'til tomorrow night.
Held tight I was wrong. C-Coldsore cunt. Sorry for losing respect Malc I was wasted on that slut. Held tight I was wrong C-Coldsore cunt. Sorry for loosing respect - I was wasted on that slut.
I take in the smoke from the barbeque. I swallow my own cheap booze. I try not to look at your legs, as little boys play in big girl's shoes. I play their games and take them walks. I make jokes about feeling clucky. Nnd I make myself drunken dreams but first I'd have to get lucky.
I know it didn't mean a thing, I just pretended it's a joke. I say I saw you topless but I keep quiet about that business with the poke.
The smell of outdoor cooking, the bevvy's gone to my head. Please don't bend over like that, it makes me wonder what we'd be like in bed.
Get your fingers out my friend...
Did you think the same as me? As we stood there in the kitchen. We were talking about having kids and as usual I did my bit of bitching.
You know that I don't want a girlfriend. I just wanted someone to fuck. Just someone to pass the time with, when it's coming up for the chuck.
So that was the first big weekend of the summer... Starts thursday as usual with the canteen quiz and again no-one wins the big cash prize. Later I do my sound bloke routine by approaching gina's new boyfriend to say that he shouldn't feel that there's any animosity between us and then I even go and make peace with her shouldn't hav Hered.
Then on friday night we went through to the arches...
There was only one car going so some of us had to get the train. we got through quite late. then we went to a pub to take the gear. There was no problems getting in - we saw some others waiting down the front of the queue so we skipped in. It was a good night - everyone was nutted and I ended up dancing with some blonde girl. I thought she had been quite pretty until last night when matthew informed me that she had, in fact, been a pig.
When the club finished we wandered the streets for a while until we got to this 24-hour cafe. I didn't like the look of it so we left and got a taxi back to morag's flat. I couldn't sleep so I sat about drinking someone else's strawberry tonic wine and tried to keep everyone else up.
Then at ten o'clock in the morning we went downstairs to buy some drink. we had intended to watch the football in the afternoon but we'd passed out by then and slept right through it, awaking to That england had won two-nil. Then we went to get the train home and had a few in the station bar. We had some stuff left from the previous night's supplies so when we got home we decided to go down to john's indie disco. Same story as friday - lots of hugging, lots of dancing etc. etc. I couldn't sleep again so went to the park to look at the toon, taking a detour through the playpark. To get in we had to climb over a ten foot steel fence, which resulted in severe bruising of our hands, legs and groins, but we had a good laugh on the stuff, especially the tube-slide, which pro
Doubles up as a urinal for drunk teens. Then we walked through the woods to have a look at the toon. big disappointment, but the mist on the lake was cool.
Sunday afternoon we go up to john's with a lot of beer in time to watch the simpsons - it was a really good episode about love always ending in tragedy except, of course, for marge and homer. it Quite moving at the end and to tell you the truth my eyes were a bit damp.
Then we watched these young girls in swimsuits have a water fight in the street. We went up to the pub about ten. It was busy for a sunday night, lots of people we know, including my first ever girlfriend who I still find very attractive, quite frankly, but I didn't really speak to her She's probably still a bitch, anyway. Her friend gillian was there, I had a chat with her, she was still quite pleasant. At the same time I watched malcolm make some terrible attempt to try and chat up a girl we know called jo. he made some remark about her skirt that was barely there the previous night or somethi R> I couldn't sleep again that night, thanks to some seriously disturbing nightmares...matthew says I should cut down on the cheese.
"went out for the weekend, it lasted for ever, high with our friends it's officially summer."
I got some sleep eventually on monday afternoon. It was a beautiful day, and later that evening malcolm introduced me to the power of merrydown - ³1.79 a litre, 8.2% - mmmm..... Judith and laura came round later and we sat in my back garden and drank. Then matthew came round and we went up the town. It's officially summer.
Don't try and tell me kate moss ain't pretty. Don't try and make me believe. Don't try to force me to let you boss me when I'm pretending to leave.
I knew that you could ruin my good mood. That's exactly what you've done. We sat there silent ,you got violent. Going out with you used to be fun.
You're getting colder, no doubt you've told her I've just come past. Does she know maybe, you're having a baby? I think it's about time you did that test.
You know I'll miss you when I can't kiss you. You know I don't want us to split. Now I must say it's going that way. You're always bored and full of shit.
I will never love you Do what you will. I will never lick you The way I do so well. You now weaken your voice "ah, hey".
I will never talk to you Do what you will. You will never make me smile The way you did so well. You now meet with your boys "ah, hey".
Most of all I will never cry. My thoughts will never turn to you. I'll walk through this world making little girls happy. But not you, no not you.
Do what you will. Do what you will. Do what you will. Do what you will. You will do what you will. You will do what you will. Do what you will. Do what you will.