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Every single night in bed a black cross says
"Perhaps you're getting better" I'd like to thank you for your efforts to promote what really matters Whenever you're about to fall, remember this, it's not a news flash Don't pretend to know it all, but go ahead, call it a cocoon crash What I really see in you, is nothing like the things you do As you are doing them right now What you would really love to win To become the air as well as trash Is to get rid of all your skin Go ahead, call it a cocoon crash Call it what you will, call it what you will Go ahead, call it a cocoon crash Suddenly the ego that I used to have is no bigger than an eyelash Clearly I remember someone told me "Hold on tight, here's your cocoon crash" What I really see in you, is nothing like the things you do As you are doing them right now What you would really love to win To become the air as well as trash Is to get rid of all your skin Go ahead, call it a cocoon crash Call it what you will, call it what you will Go ahead, call it a cocoon crash Call it what you will, call it what you will, yeah you will Call it what you will, yeah you will |
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Bravely I look further than I see,
Knowing things I know I cannot be, not now. I'm so aware of where I am, but I don't know where that is, And there's something right in front of me and I... Touch the fingers of my hand And I wonder if it's me Holding on and on to Theories of prosperity Someone who can promise me I believe in me Tomorrow I was nothing, yesterday I'll be Time has fooled me into thinking it's a part of me Nothing in this room but empty space No me, no world, no mind, no face Touch the fingers of my hand and tell me if it's me Holding on and on to Love, what else is real A religion that appeals to me, oh I believe in me Can you turn me off for just a second, please Turn me into something faceless, weightless, mindless, homeless Vacuum state of peace On and on and on and on and on and on and on and on I believe in me On and on and on and on and on and on and on and on I believe in me Wait for me I'm nothing on my own, I'm willing to go on, but not alone, not now I'm so aware of everything, but nothing seems for real As long as you're in front of me then I'll, Watch the fingers of my hands, And I'm grateful that it's me, Holding On and on and on and on and on and on and on and on I believe in me. I'm willing to go on, but not alone, not now I'm willing to go on, but not alone, not now (I believe in me). I'm so aware of everything, I'm still aware of where I am... |
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Watch me, I'm coming closer
I am the mood you're in tonight Pretty poser, perfect armageddon bride I am a circle, it feels right I am the one who swallows light Multiplying parasite Perfect features, perfect sight You who thought you had it all Lost your leaves before the fall You should have killed me You should have tried Armageddon bride, hide, hide Watch me, bright but blurry Yet you knew I've always been In a hurry to contaminate what's clean Drawing whiskers in the sky for fun, to cover up the sun As you sting me with your laughter Hide, hide, armageddon bride, hide, hide You who thought you had it all Lost your leaves before the fall You should have killed me You should have tried You better hide Armageddon You who thought you had it all Lost your leaves before the fall Hide, hide, hide |
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Breathe it in and breathe it out
And pass it on, it's almost out We're so creative, so much more We're high above but on the floor It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive If you don't have it you're on the other side The deeper you stick it in your vein The deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain I'm in heaven, I'm a god I'm everywhere, I feel so high It's not an habit, it's cool, I feel alive If you don't have it you're on the other side I'm not an addict, maybe that's a lie It's over now, I'm cold, alone I'm just a person on my own Nothing means a thing to me Oh, nothing means a thing to me It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive If you don't have it you're on the other side I'm not an addict, maybe that's a lie Free me, leave me Watch me as I'm going down Free me, see me Look at me, I'm falling and I'm falling It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive, I feel It is not a habit, it is cool I feel alive It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive If you don't have it you're on the other side I'm not an addict, maybe that's a lie I'm not an addict I'm not an addict I'm not an addict |
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If I could look beyond your face
And photograph your hidden place Would I find you smiling in the picture I don't know what you want Because you don't know So what's the point of asking You're almost happy Almost content But your head hurts Far too many ways to go We learn so much but never know Where to look Or when we should stop looking I can love the whole of you. The poetry I stole from you And hide inside my stomach You're almost happy Almost content But your head hurts It's easy to get lost in you And fall asleep inside of you I want to return to you A reason to be here A reason to be here No, I don't know what you want As you don't know So what's the point of asking You're almost happy Almost content But your head hurts You're almost happy You're almost content But your head hurts |
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I smoke a lot.
I'm not talking weed or pot, I smoke the regular stuff. I smoke a lot. And if you're a smoker too, you've got to know sometimes it's tough to be in healthy company. People who always say: 'You smoke a lot, Imagine the amount of money you could save if you'd quit. You smoke a lot, by now you'd have a bike aren't you concerned about the kids? Well, of course, sure I am, concerned a bit. But about that bike, i could get killed with it. And is that what you really want, it's not. So I smoke a lot, I smoke a lot. My god I smoke a lot, and I feel fine, I smoke a lot. I smoke a lot, sometimes it's great, sometimes it's not, I smoke a lot. |
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I wish you could adore
The way you did before Now you're living through another year Oh, the light you were Will soon become a blur As you're living through another year Oh, what a waste of time it is To indulge inside of bliss Getting ready for another year like this Another year to lie Another year goes by You're not sick, so you can't heal But I wonder do you feel The need to cry: 'I'm out of here' Oh, your goal is safe But is it all you crave As you're living through another year Oh, what a waste of time it is To indulge inside of bliss Getting ready for another year like this Another year to lie Another year goes by Is it me on how I see The face of mediocrity I try to smile you see Your lightness darkens me Filter all of your emotions Fake you're never low Or face the one you fear You're living through another year Another year to lie Another year goes by Another year to lie Another year goes by |
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No, I know what you said
But that doesn't mean that I understand And you don't know what I meant by that But it's sweet that you tried That you're on my side If you were my head You'd know where it hurts You'd clean up the dirt If you were my head I would be heard As close, as close as we'll get We touch and it's gone I must have been wrong when I thought Everything melts in us Though sometimes it does If you were my head You'd know where it hurts You'd clean up the dirt If you were my head I would be heard No, I'll never be you But I don't need to As long as you love me like you If you were my head You'd know where it hurts You'd clean up the dirt And I would be heard If you were my head You'd know where it hurts You'd clean up the dirt If you were my head I would be heard |
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You think you haven't changed
You think I'm being sentimental You've finally reached that age Security is fundamental You think you haven't changed You think that you're just growing older You wanted to be safe But it turned you into someone colder You're so busy these days Rearranging your place Can you still find some space for yourself You think you haven't changed Is anyone to blame I'd really like to think it's you But it seems like that's the way Everyone but me is going You're so busy these days Rearranging your face. Do you still see a trace of yourself I'm losing all of you To future plans and obligations I guess that's what you do When life's about your next vacation You're so busy these days Rearranging your place Can you still find some space for yourself You're so busy these days Rearranging your face Do you still see a trace of yourself You think you haven't changed You think you haven't changed |
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I lock the door and lock my head
And dream of butterflies instead The beauty of their colored wings The trees, the grass and pretty things Imagination fills the void of my existence Daddy says "I love you girl, it's not your fault Your mom and me don't get along" I know he's lying, I know there's no such thing as Inexplicable I hear, forget, this world in bed And suddenly the sun comes up That's when my pets all come alive They cheer me up and tell me Everything's alright Stuffed animals are always right My favorite song, my favorite show I wonder if they even know Or if they care or if they even notice I am standing there I want my pets to come alive And cheer me up and tell me Everything's alright Stuffed animals are always right Everything's alright Stuffed animals are always right Alright... My eyes all red, the baby's wet And someone has to get that phone I want my pets to come alive and Cheer me up and tell me Alright... I lock the door and lock my head And dream of butterflies instead |
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Not so long ago
we both felt love became a word. No more than that with sex that felt like wings without a bird. The only thing that we both love is in the cradle that we rock. Six hands, six feeth, but just one beat, the ticking of the clock. I always heard I could get hurt, I knew that from the start. Break my face, my back, my arms, my neck, but please don't break my heart. Solid woods will rot if you don't keep it from the rain. We were surprised when we found out that love feels just like pain. I always heard I could get hurt, I knew that from the start. Break my face, my back, my arms, my neck, but please don't break my heart. Break my face, my back, my arms, my neck, but please don't break my heart. |
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You're crying but as long as it's transparent and not red
there's no real reason to be sad to the people who are smiling, always happy, always gay they do not know that the egdes of the mouth can move the other way. You're freezing, the ice on which you nearly slipped outside is in your body, in your mind, getting warmer you are dreaming, quite useless but it feels okay to you in a world that's dreaming too, in a world in which you Keep on searching for a thing sublime when all you need is inside of you. Everybody's waiting for springtime, well winter can be cozy too. Cherish the moments, cherish the key that leads to sane insanity. Cherish incompetence, cherish me don't ever cherish somebody who keeps on searching for a thing sublime. When all you need is inside of you. Everybody's waiting for springtime, well winter can be cozy too |
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Life has always been a pretty song
And pretty loud You're so beautiful Why is it fading out I don't want to live forever But as long as I do I'd love to live for real Now the boy who dried your tears Is crying all the time Now the joy I've had for years Has left me for a while I don't want to live forever But as long as I do I'd love to live for real With you I might get there With you I might start to feel With you I will get there With you I will live for real I will breathe the air, I'll dance And you will wonder why It's because you made me see This chance was moving by Because I'm not going to live forever But as long as I do I'd love to live for real With you I might get there With you I might start to feel With you I will get there With you I will live for real When a cloud becomes my head Play your music loud instead And we'll dance until The both of us are dead With you I might get there With you I might start to feel With you I will get there With you I will live for real |
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Is there anything you want from me
My arms, my life, my energy I don't know how far I can go Everything says no But you know how it goes when You're used to your side of the bed I know you don't belong in this room But you're here now So what can I do All that I am is All I was taught to be All that you are is A wall between myself and me Have you ever really looked at me Or thought about me secretly Do I make you wonder at all About the speed of light Outside our little world we might not Feel so alone and I know you don't belong in this room But you're here now So what can I do All that I am is All I was taught to be All that you are is A wall between myself and me All that I am is All I was taught to be All that you are is A wall between myself and me |
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I'm about to tell you about a man I've known
since I've been able to open up a refrigerator I am wondering today in the sun on a boat to Dover could you freeze me in and defrost me when it's over Mr. Freeze, I feel your chill as I inhale the urge to kill all my emotions I ask you please, but all you do is make me sneeze Mr. Freeze I am wondering today in the sun on a boat to Dover whose shadow it is that appears as I bend over It's Mr. Freeze, I hear no sound as I focus on the amount of my emotions I ask you please, take the lead or let me bleed Mr. freeze my temperature is really low now; you're here but you're not welcome any longer I will release Mr. Freeze no bangs,no yells, merely the sea is Mr. Freeze inside of me... I am wondering today in the sun on a boat to Dover how it comes that I feel so high when I ought to feel lower |
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Oh, God, I haven't read your book.
I'm sure it was divine, especially the part where you turned water into wine. Oh, God, I want you to clear my mind. It's covered up with dirt. And I want to taste your skin one time before I taste the earth. Oh, God, I apologize, I didn't knock when I arrived. Oh, God, I apologize, i didn't say goodbye last night. Oh, God. Now I guess you have your way, as I taste the earth today. now I guess you have your way, as I taste the earth today. |
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Any time tomorrow I will lie and say I'm fine
I'll say yes when I mean no And any time tomorrow The sun will cease to shine There's a shadowman who told me so Any time tomorrow the rain will play a part Of a play I used to know Like no other Used to know it all by heart But a shadowman inside has let it go Oh no, let go of my hand Oh no, not now I'm down, my friend You came to me and new Or was it me who came to you Shadowman, shadowman Any time tomorrow a part of me will die And a new one will be born Any time tomorrow I'll get sick of asking why Sick of all the darkness I have worn Any time tomorrow I will try to do what's right Making sense of all I can Any time tomorrow I'll pretend to see the light I just might Shadowman Oh here's the sun again Isn't it appealing to recline Get blinded and to go into the light again Doesn't it make you sad To see so much love denied See nothing but a shadowman inside Oh no, let go of my hand Oh no, not now I'm down, my friend You came to me anew Or was it me who came to you Shadowman Oh, if you're coming down to rescue me Now would be perfect Please, if you're coming down to rescue me Now would be perfect Oh, if you're coming down to rescue me Now would be perfect Please, if you're coming down to rescue me Now would be perfect |
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I woke up between dawn and night,
thought I heard the voice of mommy. Sound as if my parents had a fight, so I woke up my brother lying next to me. (mmmmmm) I wonder why she's making all that noise, better go and check-it out. So without trying to breathe only the sound of little feet we were about to discover what that noise was all about. And as we opened up the door, we saw them lying on the kitchen floor. We were grateful for they both did their best, but we said: 'Hey, ther must be an easier way to make breakfast.' (mmmmmm) breakfast (mmmmmm) They both got up real fast as if they were caught or something (mmmmmm) And then we understood at last it was a surprise breakfast they were planning. Mommy stumbled: 'Later, kids, you'll understand.' While daddy was busy putting on his pants. We said: 'We already do, don't worry we'll do the rest.' So far for our quest, we made coffee, boiled eggs. We made them breakfast. (mmmmmm) Breakfast (mmmmmm) |
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As I'm walking through these streets again,
I'm crawling. And as I try to live my life again, I'm falling down. Can you pick me up, can you let it stop can you make it go away. won't somebody help me, is it hard to let me find my way. won't somebody love me, for a start, i'm laughing as I pray. Where is the road. I must look at the road; I must pray a little longer, or laugh a little more. |
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Before last night my heart was grey
Like my country is today Big kaleidoscope I see A thousand people gaze at me To break the ice I start to sing About a cell called everything A cell so big a word like small Is suitable to say it all Is the fighting over, I lost track Like a wave it all comes back Same kaleidoscope I see Someone standing next to me It's hard to do, it's hard to try Hard to stop wondering why Do I keep filing every case When the answer's on your face You can't see her but you do Music is transparent too So join me, sing with all your might Hallelujah, praise tonight Far away and long ago Wintertime meant feeling low Now every single star looks bright God was in my bed last night |
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