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| 5:24 | ||||
i should warn you i go to sleep i
know you don't know what i mean yet i get upset or happy i go to sleep nothing hurts when i go to sleep but i'm not tired i'm not tired i know it seems that i don't care but something in me does i swear i don't remember all last year i left you awake to cry the tears while i was dreaming in streams flowing between the shores of joy and sadness i'm drowning save me wake me up i should warn you i go to sleep you won't know when i go to sleep because i'm not tired i'm not tired i just sleep |
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2. |
| 5:10 | ||||
sometimes i get the feeling that
i won't be on this planet for very long i really like it here i'm quite attached to it i hope i'm wrong all i really wanna say is you're the reason i wanna stay i loved you before i met you and i met you just in time 'cause there was nothing left i sat here on my suitcase in our empty new apartment until the sun went down then i walked back down the stairs with all my bags and drove away you must be freaking out all i know is i've gotta be where my heart says i oughta be it often makes no sense in fact, i never understand these things i feel don't change your plans for me i won't move to LA the leaves are falling back east that's where i'm gonna stay you have made me smile again in fact, i might be sore from it it's been a while i know we've been together many times before i'll see you on the other side but don't change your plans for me i won't move to LA the leaves are falling back east that's where i'm going to stay all i really wanna say is you're the reason i wanna stay but destiny is calling and won't hold and when my time is up i'm outta here (note: please add a space here) all i know is i've gotta be where my heart says i oughta be it often makes no sense, in fact i never understand these things, i feel i love you, goodbye i love you, goodbye... |
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3. |
| 4:03 | ||||
there was a time when i had nothing
to explain oh, this mess i have made but then things got complicated my innocence has all but faded oh, this mess i have made and i don't believe in god so i can't be saved all alone as i've learned to be in this mess i have made all the untested virtue the things i said i'd never do least of all to you i know he's kind and true i know that he is good to you he'll never care for you more than i do but i don't believe in love so i can't be changed all alone as i've learned to be in this mess i have made the same mistakes over and over again there are rooms in this house that i don't open anymore dusty books of pictures on the floor that she will never see she'll never see that part of me i want to be for her what i could never be for you but i don't believe in god so i can't be saved all alone as i've learned to be in this mess i have made |
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4. |
| 4:02 | ||||
From the back of your big brown eyes I knew you'd be gone as soon as you could And I hoped you would We could see that you weren't yourself And the lines on your face did tell It's just as well You'd never be yourself again Saw you last night Dance by the light of the moon Stars in your eyes Free from the life that you knew You're the magic that holds the sky up from the ground You're the breath that blows these cool winds 'round Trading places with an angel now Saw you last night Dance by the light of the moon Stars in your eyes Free from the life that you knew Saw you last night Stars in the sky Smiled in my room |
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5. |
| 2:05 | ||||
lying awake in my hospital room silas
creek parkway is my only view and the doctor just came by and told me the news i need a second opinion i don't believe that it's true |
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6. |
| 3:23 | ||||
well i thought about the army dad
said, son you're fucking high and i thought, yeah there's a first for everything so i took my old man's advice three sad semesters it was only fifteen grand spent in bed i thought about the army i dropped out and joined a band instead grew a moustache and a mullet got a job at chic-fil-a citing artistic differences the band broke up in may and in june reformed without me and they'd got a different name i nuked another grandma's apple pie and hung my head in shame i've been thinking a lot today i've been thinking a lot today oh, i think i'll write a screenplay oh, i think i'll take it to LA oh, i think i'll get it done yesterday in this time of introspection on the eve of my election i say to my reflection god, please spare me more rejection 'cause my peers, they criticize me and my ex-wives all despise me try to put it all behind me but my redneck past is nipping at my heels i've been thinking a lot today i've been thinking a lot today i've been thinking a lot today i thought about the army |
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7. |
| 3:43 | ||||
choose from any number of magazines who
do you want to be? billy idol or kool moe dee? if you're afraid they might discover your redneck past there are a hundred ways to cover your redneck past they'll never send you home roots! the funny limbs that grow underground that keep you from falling down don't you think that you'll need them now? just find a place where no one knows of your redneck past yeah, you can easily dispose of your redneck past you'll show them all back home desole je suis american please cook my steak again je suis american desole je ne parle pas fran?is laws vary from state to state getcha some books on tape learn about holes in space if you're afraid they might discover your redneck past there are a hundred ways to cover your redneck past it's good to be back home |
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8. |
| 1:55 | ||||
(6:49 a.m, Friday, November 20th)
"Good morning, Mr. Ben. It's about 6:30 ? Winston-Salem, North Carolina. Um...just laying here in the bed, half awake, half asleep, thinking about you. I was wondering if you were looking after your most valuable possession: your mind. I was thinking about John Glenn, his space journey and all. They said that when you're in space you lose muscle mass and the body mass and I wondered if there was any end to it. Or whether, if you didn't exercise in space, how long it would be before you were just a head, or a mind ? and have no body or arms. You'd have them but you couldn't use them. I was wondering if if your body mass would drop to a certain level, and then it would stop right there. And keep whatever you needed to use your mind because it would still be working." (30 seconds remaining) "Anyway, I was just pondering that. What do you think about...that? I hope everything is going alright. I may well wake up here in a little while and forget what I was thinking about." |
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9. |
| 4:09 | ||||
i thought about sitting on the floor
in second grade i couldn't keep the pace i thought i was the only one moving in slow motion while the other kids knew something i did not but if i acted like a clown i thought it'd get me through, it did but that don't work no more you're not a kid no more i thought i'd do some travelling never did regrets, regrets i thought about the hours wasted watching t.v., drinking beer i thought about the things i thought about until immobilized with fear and all the great ideas i had and how we just made fun of those who had the guts to try and fail and then i ended up in jail regrets, regrets ... but just for a day seems the police had made a computer mistake said there must be thousands like me with the same name anyway, i thought about the things i settled for or never tried i never visited my grandma even once when she was sick before she died so i don't blame you if you never come to see me here again regrets, regrets... |
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10. |
| 2:42 | ||||
jane be jane you're better that
way not when you're trying imitating something you think you saw jane be jane and if sometimes that might drive them away let them stay there you don't need them anyway you're worried there might not be anything at all inside but that you're worried should tell you that's not right don't try to see yourself the way that others do it's no use you're worried there might not be anything at all inside but that you're worried should tell you that's not right you've had it harder than anyone could know so hard to let it go but it's your life and you can decorate it as you like beneath the paint and armour in your eyes the truth still shines jane be jane jane be jane |
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11. |
| 3:53 | ||||
。Jane - Ben Folds Five
Jane be Jane You're better that way not when you're trying imitating something you, think you saw Jane be Jane and if sometimes that might drive them away let them stay there you don't need them anyway You're worried there might not be anything at all inside But that you're worried should tell you that's not right don't try to see yourself the way that others do It's no use ,,,,, You're worried there might not be anything at all inside but that you're worried should tell you that's not right You've had it harder than anyone could know so hard to let it go But it's your life and you can decorate it as you like beneath the paint and armour in your eyes the truth still shines Jane be Jane Jane be Jane |