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I'm runnin' out of room Don't make me say it There's nothin' left in me Don't make me Too much for hotel rooms Don't make me say it Sleeping pills don't make me There is no love left in your eyes There is love between your thighs Roll over say g'night A morning dog howl in the street Cuff your tiny hands and feet Napkin in the drain I'm runnin' out of room Don't make me say it There's nothin' left in me Don't make me Too much for hotel rooms Don't make me say it Sleeping pills don't make me There is no love left in your eyes There is love between your thighs Roll over say g'night I hate my life, I hate my life Never want another wife I want the life you think I have Think I have... Think I have... There is no love left in your eyes There is love between your thighs Roll over say g'night I've had enough of feelin' sick Had enough of feelin' sick The sugar never helps I hate my life, I hate my life Never want another wife I want the life you think I have Think I have... Think I have... Think I have... |
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| 2. |
| 3:34 |
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Where is her dinner? Where are the flowers she can press? When will she leave here? Been here for hours and no less Please leave me here in the empty world Where is my mother? Will she be there when I am gone? Fetal in turmoil I can't afford another run Needle and tinfoil I never thought that I'd be done Please leave me here in the empty world Fall in love with the empty girl If I go outside I'll feel much better Let me hit myself I'm starting to feel And bleed Where is my brother? Where is my father? Please leave me here in the empty world Fall in love with the empty girl |
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| 3. |
| 4:46 |
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It's a sunny day outside Lovely sunny day outside Happy butterfly outside I'm locked up inside I don't know if I can hear another tale of how amazing you can be I don't know if I can hear another tale of how amazing you can be Such a lovely day outside Fairies waiting Birds are flying in the sky Office meeting Perfect temperature outside Let's go swimming Freezing deep inside I don't know if I can hear another tale of how amazing you can be I don't think that I have really ever seen just how amazing you can be I met some friends of mine I used to call them friends One of them was not so hairy One of them was not so scary I ran into a girl I knew before I was on TV She stopped to get my number Cause she said that she was glad to see me I don't think that I have really ever seen just how amazing you can be I don't think that I have really ever seen just how amazing you can be |
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| 4. |
| 4:03 |
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She gave herself to me She's gone away from me Where is the heartbeat coming from? Lost is the heartbeat where I come from Lie awake when the morning comes and I taste the fear I can't live on the breath you take but I still feel you Where is the heartbeat coming from? Lost is the heartbeat where I come from Say goodnight to the mourning son I'll say goodbye to you sleeping one Please don't leave if I don't trust you I'm alone for now If I told you I was bottle-fed Would you nurse me? Where is the heartbeat coming from? Lost is the heartbeat where I come from Dreamer of the dream Say goodnight to the mourning son I'll say goodbye to you sleeping one One day she'll die for you mourning son One day I'll lie with you sleeping one |
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| 5. |
| 4:32 |
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Call me baby Try to sit there Don't be afraid Drink your protein Try to sit there Don't run away Tasting strawberry Breathing sweetness Kissing purple vein I fell in your rusted heart Before you dripped away She has everything I am all your pain Dialated Coagulated Exposing every nerve Liquidated Disappearing Inside the living room Taking care of the older men They have some cash to spend Never had a chance to say Goodbye my precious friend She has everything I am all your pain I want to taste your saliva I wish that you were my daughter I wish that I was your father We could keep secrets Luscious virgin Candied apples Dried up in the street Blackened concrete Tearing into Your bended fragile knees Hotel bathrooms Neon contour Bleeding in the sink I have never been so in love I felt like I should die She has everything I am all your pain |
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| 6. |
| 5:27 |
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Not for nothing Starfucker yeah Not for nothing Starfucker Not for nothing Starfucker baby Move your stuff in Happiness ends How can you miss me when I'm here with you? Miss the person you thought that I would turn into How can you say you miss the small things? Every night I try to show a small thing to you Not for nothing Starfucker yeah Not for nothing Starfucker Not for nothing Starfucker baby Move your stuff in Happiness ends How can you miss me when I'm here with you? Miss the person you thought that I would turn into How can you say you miss the small things? Take my .38 and push it inside of you Used to be the things you loved about me Now they sicken you when you're around me Things my friends all seem to love about me Not for nothing Starfucker yeah Not for nothing Starfucker Not for nothing Starfucker baby Move your stuff in Happiness ends How can you miss me when I'm here with you? Miss the person you thought that I would turn into And when you're moving closer to me I pretend that you're the person you used to be |
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| 4:26 |
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I never wanted you to live here I only asked if you would stay I never minded that you slept here I thought that you would go away I never minded talking to you Can I only turn you off? I can't remember talking to you Driving by the place with the books It's a nice day for a parade Seven times near the place with the books I never really even loved you I'm just really insecure I never really even cared Never tasted that pure I don't think I ever liked you I just had some time (had some time) I don't think I'd be that sorry Driving by the place with the books It's a nice day for a parade Seven times near the place with the books Living with you is a shade of gray We never had anything to say Anyway Living with you is a shade of gray Everyday You never listened to me And you never had the time I thought that I knew you angel You make me want to die You never listened to me And you never had the time We never loved each other And I'm always making you cry |
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| 4:12 |
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I always knew that the secrets could hurt me I never knew it was yours that would kill me I never tried to be yours to take care of You never said you were mine to beware of How many more will there be? I only feel alone when I'm with you Learning to pray I could never be all that you want me to I fall away How many more will there be? I'd never wish myself upon you But I cut myself trying not to If you can't share yourself with me You're the person I thought that you would be Another moment of silence without you Barely alive I figured out that I meant nothing to you Bury me high How many more will there be? |
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| 9. |
| 4:30 |
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Shiny, shiny, shiny boots of leather Whiplash girlchild in the dark Comes in bells, your servant, don't forsake him Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart Downy sins of streetlight fancies Chase the costumes she shall wear Ermine furs adorn imperious Severin, Severin awaits you there I am tired, I am weary I could sleep for a thousand years A thousand dreams that would awake me Different colors made of tears Kiss the boot of shiny, shiny leather Shiny leather in the dark Tongue of thongs, the belt that does await you Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart Severin, Severin, speak so slightly Severin, down on your bended knee Taste the whip, in love not given lightly Taste the whip, now plead for me I am tired, I am weary I could sleep for a thousand years A thousand dreams that would awake me Different colors made of tears Shiny shiny, shiny boots of leather Whiplash girlchild in the dark Severin, your servant comes in bells, please don't forsake him Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart |
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| 10. |
| 5:28 |
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Continued the waiting Tearing at the wing I lost a friend A terrible plaything Broken on a swing I lost a friend Kept boxes of old days When you were afraid Alone and nothing Thought I had something To ease the pain of hurting you I just can't take this Although I've made this The evening that I'm moving through Forever to find you Severing the new I lost a friend I wanted to wake you Someone that I knew Don't even know you Can I go with you? Can't say I need anything Love this depression Another session There's nothing more that I can bring I am writing this down I have never lived before Slow motion sickness Why should I fix this? Shaken by the sight of me The painted babies And run late ladies Brought out a different side of me I am writing this down I have never lived before Sometimes I don't feel so good |
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