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| 1. |
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Willing to start again,
Willing to give another try. Willing to pretend but still so Dead. Willing to Comprehend Willing to give up all my pride Willing to forget but still so dead And its Starting to take its toll And its starting to unwind But the quicker that things unfold The quicker that they subside And writings on the wall But the walls have all come down If u cant see past the truth I love to let you DOWN...... Willing to walk again Willing to step back in the light, Willing to forget but still so dead Willing to turn my head Willing to let my feelings slide Willing to befriend but still so dead. And its Starting to take its toll And its starting to unwind But the quicker that things unfold is The quicker that they subside And writings on the wall But the walls have all come down If u cant see past the truth I love to let you ... And its complicated And its complicated Everything that I've known What was up is now down And its overrated And its over rated Everything that I know And I love to let you.... I love to let you .......... And its Starting to take its toll And its starting to unwind But the quicker that things unfold is The quicker that they subside And writings on the wall But the walls have all come down If u cant see past the truth I love to let you And I'm willing to start again To give it another try I'm willing to Start again |
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| 2. |
| 2:57 |
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Deathbed, I bled downhearted
Don't toss me out like your last cigarette I'm one of your own Bled my way up from under it Trying to fill that hole but down you go Hold me, brother, take your finger off the trig Let it go, oh, let it go If you don't stop shaking Soon you will be taking it off, taking it off So hold me, brother, take your finger off the trigger Deathbed, I bled downhearted Don't feel like you need to leave because You disappointed us all Self-esteem has clipped your wings and now You try and catch your fall but down you go Hold me, brother, take your finger off the trig Let it go, oh, let it go If you don't stop shaking Soon you will be taking it off, taking it off So hold me, brother, take your finger off the trig Let me know, oh, let me know If you don't stop shaking Soon you will be taking it off So hold me, brother, take your finger off the trig Let it go, oh, let it go If you don't stop shaking Soon you will be taking it off, taking it off So hold me, brother, take your finger off the trig Let me know, oh, let me know If you don't stop shaking Soon you will be taking it off |
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| 3. |
| 4:02 |
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Sooner or later, I thought that a savior
Would come to save us all It seems that he left us to fend for ourselves Just to try to make us strong How can I face another day Knowing he's done me wrong Should've known what those wolves had wanted Neverv told, but I tried, I tried All they stole left me brokenhearted They left me there to die Seein's believing, don't know what I'm feeling Don't know who I am anymore I tried to embrace it but fell on my face It's been laughing at me all along All ends are frayed and I've been betrayed Scarred to the bone Should've known what those wolves had wanted Never told, but I tried, I tried All they stole left me brokenhearted They left me there to die, die, die, to die Sooner or later, I thought that a savior Would come to save us all I'm not afraid of wicked ways Knowing he's done me wrong Should've known what those wolves had wanted Never told, but I tried, I tried All they stole left me brokenhearted They left me there Should've known what those wolves had wanted Never told, but I tried, I tried All they stole left me brokenhearted Never told, but I tried, I tried, tried, I tried, tried, I tried |
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| 4. |
| 3:31 |
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Bitch, bitch such a lonely bitch, bitch sitting on my bed
More lonely than you know Wish, wish - Wish i couldve been, been something more than this Something i couldve shown Missed, missed - Wish i didnt slip, slip - Wish i didnt piss-off Everyone I know Twist, twist - Twisting off my head, head - Set it on the shelf Gone as far as I can go And I was lost - All along So dont bother, so dont bother Wrists slit - think I better sit, sit - Time to catch my breath and Watch the river flow Shit, shit - think I wanna stick, stick - Dont think i wanna dismiss All that i have known Restless, look at all this mess, mess Sick of all this death - Everywhere I go Rest, rest - Think I failed the test, test Sitting on my bed - More lonely than you know And I was lost - All along So dont bother, so dont bother And I was lost - All along So dont bother, so dont bother And take me - And take me away And give me and give me And give me a place Such a lonely And I was lost - All along So dont bother, so dont bother And I was lost - All along So dont bother, so dont bother I was lost - All along I was lost - All along I was lost - All along I was lost - All along |
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| 5. |
| 4:00 |
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Strung out, strung out again
I'm looking for that second chance I've reached out, I've reached out for friends I think I know how the story ends If this world has let you down then leave it If you're lost among the crowd defeated If you can't see past your frown and cheated You're feeling like there must be more to life than this Face down, face down again Injected just below the skin Break out, break out of this I think I've got the itch again If this world has let you down then leave it If you're lost among the crowd defeated If you can't see past your frown and cheated You're feeling like there must be more to life than this If I gave it all up do you Do you think I, do you think I survive it And if I walked right up to you should Should I greet you or should I lay down and die? And I came full circle with you would you take me? Take me back in your life and I tried so hard so you'd be Proud of me, proud of me, proud of me Proud of me, proud all the time Proud all the time Proud all the time Proud all the time Strung out If this world has let you down then leave it If you're lost among the crowd defeated If you can't see past your frown and cheated You're feeling like there must be more to life than this If this world has let you down then leave it If you're lost among the crowd defeated If you can't see past your frown and cheated You're feeling like there must be more to life than this Strung out again I strung out again Strung out again Strung out again Strung out again |
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| 6. |
| 3:19 |
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JUNK SICK
I was beating my head in, head in Against the wall I was beating my brains dead, brains dead Against it all Junk Sick Just here for the cure And I'd spit into his eyes, his eyes When he was out on bail Man I've done a lot of time waiting Time waiting But you failed me Junk Sick(DEAD) Don't get me wrong Junk Sick(DEAD) Just here for the cure Junk sick Don't get me wrong I was beating my head in Against the wall I was beating my brains dead Against it all |
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| 7. |
| 3:15 |
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The calm that disturbs you
You dont think Ive done a thing for you - its ok, its ok And you drag yourself about You creep along, along you creep anyway - its ok And awaken the storm that breaks Theres nothing anymore I could say - I could say See my heart - Im on my knees I turn to shit - I think Im broken See my heart - Im on my knees I turn to shit - I think Im broken Let it go - Let it go to God What we - What becomes of us Let it go - Let it bleed to God Run - Let it all, let it all run dry What we - What becomes of us And I need to go outside Cold and unhappy Kiss my falling tears, falling tears in my soul The smell of sweat and blood Is what I see - is crawling back in my head, in my head See my heart - Im on my knees I turn to shit - I think Im broken See my heart - Im on my knees I turn to shit - I think Im broken Let it go, Let it go to God What we - What becomes of us Let it go - Let it bleed to God Run - Let it all, let it all run dry What we - What becomes of us And I need to go outside Let it go - Let it go to God What we - What becomes of us Let it go, If there is a God Run - Let it all, let it all run dry What we - What becomes of us Let it go - Let it bleed to God |
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| 8. |
| 1:34 |
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No One Survives
You cut me back down to size Whenever you decide Can barely stand the sight Of your plastic grin against the light With a forceful hand we collide No one refrains,no one survives No one survives justified If you're looking to tell it all And save your soul- I know what you can do You can start by letting me in- So we can begin To mend these salted wounds You sacrifice-you sacrifice And if we bleed-it's justified And I can't look into your face It's been harder than you know And I can't find a single place That these demons haven't shown So go to sleep-I need to be alone Don't ya, don't ya wanna tell someone What you have done-And get it off your chest? How long can you carry this load Until it explodes in your f**king face We sacrifice-we sacrifice And if we bleed-it's justified We sacrifice-we sacrifice And if we bleed-it's justified We sacrifice-lift yourself off that shelf We sacrifice-did your best and made this mess And it's justified-lift yourself off that shelf And it's justified-did your best and made this mess |
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| 9. |
| 6:21 |
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If you're looking to tell it
All and save your soul, I know what you can do You can start by letting me in So we could begin to mend these salted wounds You sacrifice, you sacrifice and if we bleed it's justified And I can't look into your face, it's been harder than you've known And I can't find a single place that these demons haven't shown So go to sleep, I need to be alone Don't ya, don't ya wanna tell someone What you have done and get it off your chest? How long can you carry this load Until it explodes in your fucking face? We sacrifice, we sacrifice and if we bleed it's justified And I can't look into your face, it's been harder than you've known And I can't find a single place that these demons haven't shown So go to sleep, I need to be alone We sacrifice, we sacrifice and if we bleed and justified We sacrifice (Lift yourself off that shelf) We sacrifice (Did your best and made this mess) And justified (Lift yourself off that shelf) And justified (Did your best and made this mess) And I can't look into your face, it's been harder than you've known And I can't find a single place that these demons haven't shown And I can't look into your face, it's been harder than you've known And I can't find a single place that these demons haven't shown So go to sleep, I need to be alone |
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| 10. |
| 3:19 |
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> Dear son - Daddys never comin back home
He passed on - claim him as one of your own My minds numb - Nothing has been clearer than this They found him on the rug at the Golden Gate Inn And I know - Poppa never intended for this To drag me - Down into this bottomless pit Ive been given just about - all I can chew I think back on loves empty truth And I feel like the day he died I feel like the day he died I walked in - Cops talkin standing around I kneeled down - His body lying there on the ground I begged please, please - Let me get a minute with him And they said - Dont touch anything kid It smelt like life - just exit the room I cried to - A shell of a man I once knew My minds been spinning way out of control I cant believe that its been three long years ago And I feel like the day he died I feel like the day he died And I feel like the day he died I feel like the day he died And I feel like the day he died I feel like the day And I feel like the day he died I feel like the day Dear son - Daddys never comin back home Ive gone numb - Wish I had the strength to live on I cant breathe - Is there any air left in here? I cant believe - Everything I hold disappears Has gone on - Time and time again all alone And dear Son - Daddys never comin back home And I feel like the day he died And I feel like the day he died And I feel like the day he died |
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| 11. |
| 5:17 |
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You came to me with this
And now I've been wronged I bit off my fingertips And why'd I even get involved? Gave all I had to give But that wasn't good enough But that wasn't good enough Lift yourself off that shelf You're not in this alone No matter how hard you fall Swallowed all your razor blades So you could do no harm Accepted all the blame And tell me where did we go wrong And tell me where did we go wrong Lift yourself off that shelf You're not in this alone No matter how hard You did your best and made this mess Ignored it all alone This broken valley's a part of us all Lift yourself off that shelf You're not in this alone No matter how hard Did your best and made this mess Ignored it all alone This broken valley's a part of us all Lift yourself off that shelf You're not in this alone No matter how hard Gave all I, gave all I had to give Gave all I, gave all I had to give Gave all I, gave all I had to give Gave all I, gave all I had to give Gave all I, gave all I had to give Gave all I |
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| 2:23 | 
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