Disc 1 | ||||||
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1. |
| 3:11 | ||||
I'm jaded
And you're beautiful I'm deluded And I'm envious of you You're carin' That I'm hurtin' But I'm laughing 'Cause I'm lyin' You believe what I say to be true This is the way God made me No self-reliance No social skills You're confident And you express yourself so well You're learned Degrees upon your wall I'm jealous No invitations to the ball [Chorus: x2] No self esteem You're picture perfect You walk about so contented The trees call out your name You're clean And I'm so ignorant I'm basic And I'm jaded My excuses are so lame [Chorus] |
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2. |
| 5:17 | ||||
I was there
When you shone as bright as Bethlehem from afar I was there When you were young and strong and perverted And everything that makes a young man a star Oh, you were a star I was there And I swear to God and on my mother's grave On everything I have or ever will embrace I was there And I saw it with my own two eyes And now it's all around me, it's all around me I'm surrounded And now it's all around me, it's all around me You surround me like a circle Do do do do do do I was there Come on, tell me I wasn't worth stickin' it out for Well, I was there And I know I was worth it, 'cause if I wasn't worth it That makes me worse off than you are It's all around me, it's all around me I'm surrounded You know it's all around me, it's all around me You surround me like a circle But don't you lose sight of me now Don't you lose sight of me now Do do do do do do do Don't lose sight of me now 'Cause I was there When they dropped the bomb You know I remember the bomb And I still hear the bomb And I still fight the bomb You know I still fear the bomb You know I still hate the bomb Sometimes I still get the call So don't you lose sight of me now Don't you lose sight of me now You know you're all around me, you're all around me (Don't you lose ...) I'm surrounded (Sight of me now) You know you're all me, you're all around me (Don't you lose ...) I'm surrounded (Sight of me now) You know you're all around me, you're all around me (Don't you lose ...) I'm surrounded (Sight of me now) Now it's all around me, you're all around me You surround me like a circle I'm surrounded, oh Ah ah, like a circle around me ... La la la la la la la la All around me now Oh ... |
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3. |
| 4:05 | ||||
I don't know when you learn it
But when you learn it you learn it fast They're the ones who love to learn They're not fast They're nice guys they finish last They're waiting and wondering Wondering where did I go wrong Don't be good Don't be good Don't be good to me Don't be good Though you should That won't work you see Well I don't know when I learned it But when I learned it I learned it fast They're the ones that love to love me They're not fast they're nice guys They finish last So don't be good to me Don't be good to me You're so good for me |
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4. |
| 3:16 | ||||
I carry my microphone with me
Everywhere I go It makes for a very good dead weight In case of an emergency In case I need to break your face In case I need you to be dead Who do you think you are Who do I think you are I know who you are And it's hard to believe that God made you and me With the same hands Sit? I tell my doggie to sit But I am not a dog But you make the animal in me Want to come out all over you Chorus [x2] And it's hard to believe That I'm still a believer |
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5. |
| 3:50 | ||||
Please don't go
I cannot breath you in Your air is too thick for me and it makes my lungs sting Please don't go I cannot walk beside Think I'll stay behind a mile 'cause I don't need you crampin' my style You still have grace You still have mercy to keep kissing my face even though I am wrong Please don't go Without you I am weak Find myself drinking and sinking and seeking Please don't go Sometimes it gets so cold, but I'd rather grab for a blanket then walkin' into your comfort zone. I know I've wronged you I know I've hurt you so many times I hope I haven't scared you If you keep kissing my face one day I'll no longer do you wrong. |
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6. |
| 4:46 | ||||
I'll be the girl with the long blond hair
And the really pale skin, if you care I sit in the corner of the room Cross-legged and quiet, filled with doom, mmhm I never ever liked the smell in here It's cold and wet and reeks of beer The lights are turned out permanently But that's OK 'cause I don't want to see Wayne Wait for me And take me up in your hot air balloon And feed me cotton candy Wayne Pray for me 'Cause I'll be there in a couple of years Until then, wait for me Who's the strange lady with the big silly hair And berries on her face, dressed like a pear Do I really have to hold her hand And pretend she's mommy, your wife and man When I know you're not my mommy It's crowded and I feel lost in here I'm trying to find a familiar fear I look everywhere but I just can't see There's not anything that reminds me of me, oh Wayne Wait for me Take me up in your hot air balloon And feed me cotton candy Wayne Pray for me 'Cause I'll be there in a couple of years Until then, wait for me You made me fresh as flowers Under these rocks and stones Wayne Wait for me And take me up in your hot air balloon And feed me cotton candy Wayne Pray for me 'Cause I'll be there in a couple of years Until then wait for me, no oh oh Take me in your hot air balloon And feed me cotton candy Wayne Pray for me 'Cause I'll be there in a couple of years Until then, wait for me |
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7. |
| 4:11 | ||||
It scares me to speak my mind
It might sound self-absorbed I don't say half of what I think I wonder what I'm thinkin' for I'm smelling dead flowers Listening to the walls again I'm drinking from a leaky faucet And writing with this dried up pen Wish I still had my imaginary friend And who needs to listen, well What do I have to sell Everyone's just waitin' for their own turn Kind of like show and tell Chorus Someone to listen Someone to laugh Someone to cry at the right times Chorus [x2] And I would call him up But I don't remember his name... |
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8. |
| 4:33 | ||||
Ooh ... ooh ...
Ho ... Ah ho ho ho ah ... Oh ... There's a man outside my door tonight He cries for help, he sings a pleadin' song The times are tough for everyone Gotta hold on to what I got, and just kinda cruise along Well, I do Want to be helpful But it's cold and I'm told You can't be too careful Out of the mouth of a mother And into the hands of a brother And into the heart of a lover And out of the hands of another Do do do do do You can never tell who your neighbour is Or what he's doin' tonight Or who his friends are Well, you don't know where he's from Or where he's been, or who he knows You know you can't be too careful These days Well, I do Want to be helpful Well but it's cold and I'm told It might just be the devil Out of the mouth of a mother And into the hands of a brother (do do do do do) Into the heart of a lover And out of the hands of another Well, I don't take chances And I don't take time to see And I don't take nothin' from nobody No way, not me Do do do do do Ho ah ... Do do do do do do do Out of the mouth of a mother And into the hands of a brother (do do do do do) Into the heart of a lover And out of the hands of another (do do do do do) Out of the mouth of a mother Ho ... And into the hands of a brother (do do do do do) Into the heart of a lover Ho ... And out of the hands of a child Into the eyes of a child Into the ears of a child Into the heart of a child Do do do do do Into the heart of a child Do do do do do Into the heart of a child |
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9. |
| 3:29 | ||||
Ooh ... oh ... you know it
You know I'd rather disagree You tell me what you want from me Well, I'm not sayin' I'll believe I could solve your mystery But I would rather disagree Ooh ... you know it, yeah You know it I'd rather disagree You say the truth will set me free So how come you're comin' down on me You think it's real if you can see Well, I don't take to that philosophy 'Cause you know I would I would I would I would I Yeah I would I would I would I would I I would I would I would I would I Yeah I would rather disagree Yeah I would rather disagree Do you see yourself inside of me And do I take away your miseries Am I just one more catastrophe Yeah, I always say what I don't mean You know I would I would I would I would I I would I would I would I would I I would I would I would I would I Yeah I would rather disagree Yeah I would rather disagree I'd rather disagree I would rather disagree Don't you feed me, I'm full You know I'd starve before I'd fall Don't bleed me, don't bleed me Even if you're right Even if I'm wrong Even if you're right Even if you're wrong I'd rather disagree I would rather disagree I would rather disagree Oh, I would rather disagree I would rather disagree I would rather disagree I would rather disagree (Even if you're right) I would rather disagree And I would rather disagree (Even if you're right) (Even if I'm wrong) I would rather disagree |
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10. |
| 3:45 | ||||
When I go swimming
In your intellect The water's so shallow And the dialect is so phony But I eat it up like bologna I can't get enough Well, I, I, I, I should end it But I, I, I, I defend it Well, I, I, I, I can't comprehend it 'Cause I, I, I, I'm your co-dependent When you go fishing For a compliment It's so, so obvious And I can't help it So I put up with it 'Cause you're my habit And I just can't quit Well, I, I, I, I should end it But I, I, I, I defend it Well, I, I, I, I keep on pretendin' 'Cause I, I, I, I'm your co-dependent The world keeps spinnin' Lucifer keeps sinnin' The joker keeps grinnin' But I need a new beginning Well, I, I, I, I should end it But I, I, I, I defend it Well, I, I, I, I don't recommend it 'Cause I, I, I, I'm your co-dependent Well, I, I, I, I should end it But I, I, I, I defend it Well, I, I, I, I can't comprehend it Baby, be my co-dependent |
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11. |
| 4:25 | ||||
You're toast and jam
And you're cotton candy You're double rainbows Beside a setting sun You're wood burnin' outside There's a fire growin' You're sweet as green apples You must be the one You bring me to the heart of a golden man You bring me to the natural truth You take me to a solid hollow And keep me sailing this ocean of youth That's why... Chorus So take me to an altar of diamonds And run with me through sheets of jungle rain Show me all your manly mystery And let me heal your beautiful pain Be my island in crowds of faces My oasis be there Be there Lead me to the holy water Introduce me to the place you are from Wherever you go you know I will follow So take me there and I will come Chorus [x2] |
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12. |
| 3:50 | ||||
Never been here before
Never opened up this door But I got a feelin' It's just like the others Never heard him laugh before Never felt him feel before But I got a feeling it's just like the others He's got a big boot He's got a big hand He's got a big fist to put me down Here we go again Never heard him lie before Never heard him cry before But I got a feeling it's just like all the others Never heard him dream Never felt it before But I got a feeling it's just like the others Chorus He's got a big mouth And he's got big words And he's got a big knife to cut me down Is it all because of the fall But it's not my fault How long How long How long do I have to long Never been here before Never walked through this door But I got a feeling it won't be like the others Chorus He's got a big mouth And he's got big words And he's got a big knife to cut me down He's got a big mouth And he's got big words And he's got a big knife to cut me down |
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13. |
| 3:52 | ||||
Hey mom there's something in the backroom
I hope it's not the creatures from above You used to read me stories as if my dreams were boring We all know conspiracies are dumb What if people knew that these were real I'd leave my closet door open all night I know the CIA would say, what you hear is all hearsay I wish someone would tell me what was right Up all night long And there's something very wrong And I know it must be late Been gone since yesterday I'm not like you guys I'm not like you I am still the skeptic, yes, you know me Been best friends and will be till we die I got an injection of fear from the abduction My best friend thinks I'm just telling lies, alright Up all night long And there's something very wrong And I know it must be late Been gone since yesterday I'm not like you guys I'm not like you Dark and scary, ordinary Explanation, information Nice to know ya, paranoia Where's my mother, biofather Up all night long And there's something very wrong And I know it must be late Been gone since yesterday I'm not like you guys Twelve majestic lies |