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Every time I turn around
I feel it close behind My fear and insecurity You know they're gonna find me Cages lined with eyes Laughing telling lies Hiding on the rooftops In my twisted mind Sleep is like an atom bomb Exploding in my head Black cats and silver bells I'd be better off dead Those flashing yellow lights Blind me once again I'm falling through the blackness Towards the bitter end My time is running down My heart begins to burn |
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| 2. |
| 2:29 |
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Sometimes it seems so tough
Good friends are not enough And I'm powerless to help When you take it all upon yourself Feels like you just can't win The whole wide world is closing in And it's so hard not to think the worse When you're the centre of the universe I see you struggling with the wait of the world Remember I'm always by your side Too many problems for one little girl I'll be beside you when all your tears have dried I lay next to you at night I know something's just not right But there's nothing I can say When you feel ten thousand miles away I don't have all the answers yet But I get scared when you're upset And your heart feels like an empty home When you feel so scared and all alone Think everybody's talking about you And conspiring to bring you down You're thinking that nobody loves you Ever wonder why I'm still around |
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| 3. |
| 2:34 |
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When lies serve as substitution
A new twist on an old solution No cause no choice They took your freedom away The new rights gotta keep you guessing A Quick close with a signed confession No rights this fight Is how you're gonna pay A child's tear froma broken heart Another family's ripped apart And the streets are empty Down in Uniontown Just don't let them catch you out at night Nobody gets to have it all The lucky ones only take the fall It's a game and they picked your name And now you've been had You're just a player in a house of cards Pleading guilty to a lesser charge You're no good to anyone When you're doing time It's hard enough to stay alive Eighteen to twenty five Another town's locked into a slow decay With all it's young men they're locked away |
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| 4. |
| 1:49 |
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I'd never thought I'd reach another end
When all I want is to be myself again So why so soon we were having so much fun Sometimes I wish I'd never learn to run Ask me why I'm sad I'll say it's not so bad I've done too much growing up today Excuse my bitter half He's too disturbed to laugh right now I'll find you when it's done I wrapped regret around the chance I'd never take Discarded dreams for too much time awake Now where did it dissapear to Youth I fought my way out of And it feels like I'm running out of time |
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| 5. |
| 3:13 |
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In the freezing rain waiting on the last train
This is how we live how we fall in love Last time that we spoke the room was full of smoke I watched the clock and watched you wak away Times fade until there's nothing to remember Just empty promises we made When words fade memories loose thier meaning Until it all fades... We are vain we are full of fear We cling to our posessions for another year Blame takes those we love leaving only one Terrified we bar the gates and load our shiny guns Feels like I'm running out of days There's something inside me I don't want the world to see And it feel like it's closing in on me |
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| 6. |
| 1:56 |
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I've been at odd's with a restless soul
I've felt the pain whenI lost control I said the words but could not explain The hurt fades but the scars remain Got myself into situations Ignored the threats and ministrations Guilt choked by my last breath I scared myself to death So take my tears take all my fucking pain I hope you're entertained I fell prey to my own theatrics Been diagnosed by the psychiatrics Mistakes that i have made I've left myself betrayed I've lied to those i love I'd medicate but there's never enough No tears for the lives I've wrecked I've lost my self respect And now I'm reaching back And I'm trying to make things right And through my past I've gained a deeper sight I'm less than proud of what I've done But I know I've got to change Somehow I know it's only just begun Begun to change it's all on me There's no one else to take the blame But I'm still caught up in this game |
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