Disc 1 | ||||||
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1. |
| 3:07 | ||||
Large fingers pushing paint...
You're God and you got big hands. Colors blend... the challenges you give, man. Seek my part, devote myself. My small self like a book amongst the many on a shelf. Sometimes I know, sometimes I rise. Sometimes I fall, sometimes I don't. Sometimes I cringe, sometimes I live. Sometimes I walk, sometimes I kneel. Sometimes I speak of nothing at all. Sometimes I reach to myself, dear God. |
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2. |
| 2:28 | ||||
Lives opened and trashed,
Look, Ma, watch me crash, No time to question. Why'd nothing last? Grasp and hold on, We're dying fast. Soon be over and I will relent. Let the ocean swell, dissolve 'way my past. Three days and maybe longer, Won't even know I've left. Under your tongue, I'm like a tab, I will give you what you're not supposed to have. Under my breath, I swear by sin, for better or worse, A best we began. Let the sun climb, oh, burn 'way my mask. Three days and maybe longer. Shed my skin at last... shed... shed. Let the sun shine, burn 'way my mask. Three days and maybe longer, Won't ever find me here. Let the ocean dissolve 'way my past. Four days and not much longer... Let my spirit pass... This is, this is... This is, this is... This is, this is... This is, this is... my last exit. |
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3. |
| 3:47 | ||||
I'm gonna save you fucker, not gonna lose you
Feeling cocky and strong, can't let you go Too important to me Too important to us, we'd be lost without you Baby, let yourself fall, I'm right below you now And fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear, fuck me And fuck me if you only hear what you wanna hear Fuck me if I care, but I'm not leaving here You helped me when I was down, I'll help you when you're down Why are you hitting yourself? C'mon, hit me instead Let's pick up your will, it's grown fat and lazy I'm sympathetic as well, don't go on me now And I'm not living this life without you, I'm selfish and clear, clear And you're not leaving here without me, I don't wanna be without My best friend, wake up To see you could have it all, all, wooh 'Cause there is but you and something within you It's taken control, let's beat it, get up, let's go Oh you're in your own world, let's see the whole world Let's pick up your soul And fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear, fuck me Fuck me And fuck me if you only hear the trouble in your head Please help me to help you help yourself Help me help yourself Please want me to, please let me to Help you |
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4. |
| 2:54 | ||||
One, two, three, four, five against one
Five, five, against one Said one, two, three, four, five against one Five, five, five, five, five against one Torture from you to me Abducted from the street I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal Why would you wanna hurt me? Oh, so frightened of your pain I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal I'd rather be... I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal I'd rather be... I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal Said one, two, three, four, five against one Five, five, five, five, five against one One, two, three, four, five against one Five, five, five, five, five against one |
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5. |
| 5:22 | ||||
At home, drawing pictures
Of mountaintops With him on top Lemon yellow sun Arms raised in a V And the dead lay In pools of maroon below Daddy didn't give attention Oh, to the fact That mommy didn't care King Jeremy the Wicked Oh, ruled his world Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Clearly I remember Picking on the boy Seemed a harmless little fuck Oh, but we unleashed a lion Gnashed his teeth and bit the recess lady's breast How could I forget? And he hit me with a surprise left My jaw left hurting Oooh, dropped wide open Just like the day Oh, like the day I heard Daddy didn't give affection, no And the boy was something That mommy wouldn't wear King Jeremy the wicked Oh, ruled his world Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Whoa... (x15) Try to forget this (Try to forget this) Try to erase this (Try to erase this) From the blackboard Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in class today Jeremy spoke in, spoke in Jeremy spoke in, spoke in Jeremy spoke in class today Uh huh (x25) Uh huh Uh huh Uh huh Yeah yeah! |
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6. |
| 5:53 | ||||
Don't feel like home
He's a little out And all these words alone Is nothing like your poem Putting in, inputting in Don't feel like methadone A scratching voice all alone It's nothing like your baritone It's nothing as it seems The little that he needs, it's home The little that he sees Is nothing he can seize, it's home One uninviting chromosome A blanket like the ozone It's nothing as it seems All that he needs is home The little that he frees Is nothing he believes Saving it for a sunny day Something maybe, two tone Anything of his own A chip off the corner stone Who's kidding? Rainy day A one way ticket headstone An occupation's overthrown A whisper through a megaphone It's nothing as it seems The little that he needs, it's home The little that he sees Is nothing he concedes, it's home And all that he frees A little bittersweet, it's home It's nothing as it seems The little that he sees, it's home |
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7. |
| 4:55 | ||||
I shut and locked the front door
No way in or out I turned and walked the hallway And pulled the curtains down I knelt and emptied the mouth of every plug around But nothing's sound, nothing's sound I stayed where my last cap left me Ignored all my rounds Soon I was seeing visions and cracks along the walls They're upside down I swallow my words to keep from lying I swallow my face just to keep from biting, I, I.. I swallowed my breath and went deep, I was diving, diving I surfaced and all of my being was enlightened Now...I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding It's been about three days now Since I've been aground No longer overwhelmed and it seems so simple now It's funny when things change so much It's all state of mind I swallowed my words to keep from lying I swallowed my face just to keep from biting, I, I I swallowed my breath and went deep, I was diving, I was diving I surfaced and all of my being was enlightened Now I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding, yeah Now I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding, yeah I'm in hiding... |
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8. |
| 6:34 | ||||
Freezing, rests his head on a pillow made of concrete, again
Oh, feeling maybe he'll see a little better set of days-ah, ooh, yeah Oh, hand out, faces that he sees time again ain't that familiar, oh yeah Oh, dark grin, he can't help, when he's happy looks insane, oh yeah Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again Life again, life again Kneelin', looking through the paper though he doesn't know to read, ooh yeah Oh, prayin', now to something that has never showed him anything Oh, feelin', understands the weather of the winters on its way Oh, ceilings, few and far between all the legal halls of shame, yeah Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again Whispering hands, gently lead him away Him away, him away Yeah! Woo...ah yeah...fuck it up Hey man, you got a dollar? Come on just some spare change man, I know you got Well God bless you man, God bless you Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again, yeah Oh, whispering hands, gently lead him away Him away, him away Yeah! Woo...uh huh...yeah, yeah, mommy, mommy |
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9. |
| 1:12 | ||||
10. |
| 2:38 | ||||
G-R-E-E-D
G-R-E-E-D G-R-E-E-D It's a disease and they're all green It emanates from their being A satiation with occupation And like weeds with big leaves Stealing light from what's beneath Where they have more Still they take more I know then I don't There's a stowaway with my throat It's deceiving I don't believe him We can scream out our doors Behind the wall a fat man snores In his dreams he's Choking tea leaves Well I guess There's nothing wrong with what you say But don't sell me "There can't be better ways" Tell the captain "The boat's not safe and we're drowning" Turns out He's the one making waves, waves, waves But I said There's nothing wrong with what you say Believe me Just asking you to sway No white Or black, just grey Can you feel this World with your heart and not your brain G-R-E-E-D G-R-E-E-D |
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11. |
| 5:20 | ||||
The waiting drove me mad
You're finally here and I'm a mess I take your entrance back Can't let you roam inside my head I don't want to take what you can give I would rather starve than eat your bread I would rather run but I can't walk Guess I'll lie alone just like before I'll take the firmest path Oh, and I must refuse your test Push me and I will resist This behavior's not unique I don't want to hear from those who know They can buy, but can't put on my clothes I don't want to limp for them to walk Never would have known of me before I don't want to be held in your debt I'll pay it off in blood, let I be wed I'm already cut up and half-dead I'll end up alone like I began Everything has chains Absolutely nothing's changed Take my hand, not my picture, spilled my tincture... I don't want to take what you can give I would rather starve than eat your breast All the things that others want for me Can't buy what I want because it's free Can't buy what I want because it's free Can't be what you want because I'm... Ain't supposed to be just one Oh, to live and die, let it be done I figure I'll be damned, all alone like I began It's your move now I thought you were a friend But I guess I... I guess I hate you... |
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12. |
| 6:33 | ||||
Vacate is the word
Vengeance has no place on me or her Cannot find the comfort in this world Artificial tear Vessel stabbed, next up, volunteers? Vulnerable, wisdom can't adhere A truant finds home and a will to hold on But there's a trapdoor in the sun It's immortality… As privileged as a whore Victims in demand for public show Swept out through the cracks beneath the door Holier than thou, how? Surrendered, executed, anyhow… Scrawls resolved, cigar box on the floor A truant finds home and a will to hold onto There's a trapdoor in the sun It's immortality... I cannot stop the thought running out the door Coming up a which way sign All good truants must decide Oh, stripped and sold, mom… Auctioned forearm and whiskers in the sink Truants move on, cannot stay long Some die just to live… Oh… |
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13. |
| 4:54 | ||||
Once divided, nothing left to subtract
Some words when spoken can't be taken back Walks on his own with thoughts he can't help thinking Future's above, but in the past, he's slow and sinking Caught a bolt 'a lightning, cursed the day he let it go Nothingman Nothingman Isn't it something? Nothingman She once believed in every story he had to tell One day she stiffened, took the other side Empty stares from each corner of a shared prison cell One just escapes, one's left inside the well And he who forgets will be destined to remember Nothingman Nothingman Isn't it something? Nothingman Oh, she don't want him Oh, she won't feed him after he's flown away Oh, into the sun, ah, into the sun Burn, burn Nothingman Nothingman Isn't it something? Nothingman Nothingman Nothingman Could've been something Nothingman Oh... oh... oh... |
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14. |
| 4:43 | ||||
Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o' clock, it's got to stop
Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man Can't find a better man Can't find a better man Ohh... Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man Can't find a better man Can't find a better man She loved him, yeah, she don't want to leave this way She needs him, yeah, that's why she'll be back again Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better man (Can't find a better man) Can't find a better...man |
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15. |
| 2:22 | ||||
I know about a man to whom I may be related, he's leatherman.
Died a long time ago in the 1880's...leatherman, leatherman. Covered with leather, but it wasn't tight. Underneath the moon in the woods at night... Makin' the rounds ten miles a day, Once a month they'd spot him, here's what they'd say... "Here he comes, he's a man of the land. He's leatherman. Smile on his face, an axe in his pack. He's leatherman." Comes out of the caves once a day to be fed. Wasn't known to say but "Thanks for the bread." So modern day I walk my way, my jacket faded, Just like a man of leather whom I may be related. Rolled a cigarette, but when he asked for a light, I thought he'd be an animal, but so polite. Makin' the rounds ten miles a day. Once a month they'd spot him and here's what they'd say... "Here he comes, he's a man of the land, he's leatherman. Smile on his face, an axe in his hand. He's leatherman." Shake his hand he's leatherman. Bake some bread he's leatherman. Shame he's dead. I saw his bed, It's all that's left of leatherman. Give me some skin, leatherman. |
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Disc 2 | ||||||
1. |
| 3:49 | ||||
Have a drink they're buying
Bottom of bottle of denial Big guy, big eye watching me Have to wonder what it sees, sin Progress laced with ramifications Freedom's big blur, oh Pull the innocent from a crowd Raise those sticks them bring them down If they fail to obey Ah, if they fail to obey, yeah, yeah For every tool they lend us A loss of independence I pledge my grievance to the flag 'Cause you don't give blood then take it back again Oh, we're all deserving something more Progress taste it, invest it all Champagne breakfast for everyone Break the innocent when they're proud Raise those stakes then bring 'em down If they fail to obey Oh, if they fail to obey Pledge your grievance to the flag 'Cause don't give blood then take it back again Oh, we're all deserving something more Have a, have a drink, drink I want to breathe part of the scene I want to taste everyone I see I want to run when I'm up high I want to run to the sea I want to life to be I just want to be I will feel alive as long as I am free |
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2. |
| 7:17 | ||||
I'm ahead, I'm a man I'm the first mammal to wear pants, yeah I'm at peace with my lust I can kill 'cause in god I trust, yeah It's evolution, baby I'm at peace, I'm the man Buying stocks on the day of the crash, yeah On the loose, I'm a truck All the rolling hills, I'll flatten them out, yeah It's herd behavior, uh huh It's evolution, baby Admire me, admire my home Admire my son, he's my clone Yeah yeah, yeah yeah This land is mine, this land is free I'll do what I want but irresponsibly It's evolution, baby I'm a thief, I'm a liar There's my church, I sing in the choir: Hal-le-lu-jah Hal-le-lu-jah Admire me, admire my home Admire my son, admire my clones Cause we know, appetite for a nightly feast Those ignorant Indians got nothing on me Nothin', why? Because, it's evolution, baby! I am ahead, I am advanced I am the first mammal to make plans, yeah I crawled the Earth, but now I'm higher 2010, watch it go to fire It's evolution, baby It's evolution, baby Do the evolution! Come on C'mon, c'mon! |
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3. |
| 5:10 | ||||
Oh tonight began with anything
Shaft of a light, a warm breath and a scream,ah yeah... Oh, tamper if you like between the doors, oh yeah...huh...huh... Oh, can't expect to go out...to go out... With anything...anything more... Oh reach the door...a breath and a... Oh reach the door And a la la la la yeah Life ain't what it's worth...a breath and a... Oh reach the door All these reaching hands out grabbin' things, grabbin' me Day in, day out, accumulating, ah yeah Oh, I suggest you step out on your porch Oh yeah, huh, huh, huh, huh, yeah... Run away my son, to see it all...oh, see the world Oh reach the door...a breath and a... Oh reach the door And a la la la la yeah Life ain't what it's worth...a breath and a... Oh reach the door Come...here it comes... There it goes...when it comes Where it goes...where it comes... Can't see through the faith...whoa Ooh, come...here it comes... There it goes, grasp what you can Don't you know there's something inside your head, yeah... Oh, if I knew where it was I would take you there There's much more than this, ooh... Much more than this Oh, see the world...much more than, oh... Much more than...Why? |
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4. |
| 3:21 | ||||
Oh, please, don't go out on me, don't go on me now
Never acted up before, don't go on me now I swear I never took it for granted, just thought of it now Suppose I abused you, just passing it on Go Fuck Once fastened, servile Now you're getting sharp Moving oh so swiftly with such disarm I pulled the covers over your head, should've pulled the alarm Turned to my nemesis, a fool, not a fucking god No Time Suck My Please don't go on me Don't go on me Don't go on me Don't go on me Don't go on me Please Oh Suck Blood Touch Please Tunnel vision Tuck Time See Please, please, please Don't go on me Don't go on me Don't go on me Don't go on me Please, don't you want me? Don't go on me Please, don't go on me |
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5. |
| 3:15 | ||||
6. |
| 5:05 | ||||
Is this just another day?
This God forgotten place First comes love, then comes pain Let the games begin Questions rise and answers fall Insurmountable Love boat captain Take the reigns and steer us towards the clear, here It's already been sung, but it can't be said enough Is this just another phase Of earthquakes making waves? Trying to shake the cancer off Aah, stupid human beings Once you hold the hand of love It's all surmountable Hold me and make it the truth That when all is lost, there'll be you 'Cause to the universe I don't mean a thing And there's just one word I still believe And it's love It's an art to live with pain Mix the light into gray Lost nine friends we'll never know Two years ago today And if our lives became too long Would it add to our regret? And the young, they can lose hope 'Cause they can't see beyond today The wisdom that the old can't give away, hey Constant recall Sometimes life don't leave you alone Hold me and make it the truth That when all is lost, there will be you 'Cause to the universe I don't mean a thing And there's just one word that I still believe And it's love, love, love, love, love Love boat captain take the reigns Steer us towards the clear I know it's already been sung Can't be said enough Love is all you need All you need is love, love, love |
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7. |
| 7:47 | ||||
Sheets of empty canvas
Untouched sheets of clay Were laid spread out before me As her body once did All five horizons Revolved around her soul As the Earth reaches the Sun Now, the air I tasted and breathed Has taken a turn Ooh, and all I taught her was everything Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore And now my bitter hands Chafe beneath the clouds Of what was everything All the pictures have All been washed in black Tattooed everything I take a walk outside I'm surrounded by some kids at play I can feel their laughter So why do I sear? Mm, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning How quick the Sun can drop away And now my bitter hands Cradle broken glass Of what was everything All the pictures have All been washed in black Tattooed everything All the love gone bad Turned my world to black Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be, yeah Uh-huh Uh-huh Woo I know that someday you'll have a beautiful life I know you'll be a star In somebody else's sky But why, why, why can't it be Why can't it be mine? Ah, yeah Uh, woo-hoo |
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8. |
| 3:01 | ||||
Down. Fall by the wayside no getting out.
Down. Cry me a river dried up and dammed. The names can be changed but the place is still the same. I am loaded. Told that all's for naught. Holds me down. Rise. Life is in motion. I'm stuck in line. Rise. You can't be neutral on a moving train. One day the symptoms fade. Think I'll throw these pills away. And if hope could grow from dirt like me. It can be done. Won't let the light escape from me. Won't let the darkness swallow me. So long. |
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9. |
| 6:20 | ||||
Son, she said, have I got a little story for you
What you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a While you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen Your real daddy was dyin' Sorry you didn't see him But I'm glad we talked Oh, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, oh Oh, she walks slowly, across a young man's room She said I'm ready for you I can't remember anything to this very day 'Cept the look, the look Oh, you know where Now, I can't see, I just stare I, I'm still alive Hey, I, but, I'm still alive Hey, I, boy, I'm still alive Hey, I, I, I'm still alive, yeah Oo Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Oh Is something wrong? she said Well, of course, there is You're still alive, she said Oh, and do I deserve to be? Is that the question? And if so, if so, who answers? who answers? I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, but, I'm still alive Yeah, I, oh, I'm still alive Yeah, I'm still alive Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Uh-huh Yeah, uh-huh Uh-huh Yeah, uh-huh Yeah, yeah, yeah |
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10. |
| 0:31 | ||||
11. |
| 4:19 | ||||
I don't need anyone, don't need no mom and dad
Don't need no good advice, don't need no human rights I got some news for you, don't even need you too I got my time machine, got my 'lectronic dream Sonic reducer, ain't no loser...oh... Got a sonic reducer, sonic reducer... People out on the streets, they don't know who I am I watch them from my room, they are just passing by I'm not just anyone, said I'm not just anyone I got my time machine, got my little 'lectronic dream Sonic reducer, ain't no loser...oh... Sonic reducer, sonic reducer...ahhh... I'll be your bearer soon, love on some cotton doom Things will be different then, the sun will rise from here Then I'll be ten feet tall, then you'll be nothing at all I got my time machine, got my 'lectronic dream Sonic reducer, ain't no loser...oh... Sonic reducer, sonic reducer...oh... Sonic reducer, sonic reducer...yeah... Sonic reducer, sonic reducer, sonic reducer...oh... |
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12. |
| 2:53 | ||||
13. |
| 6:42 | ||||
There are colors on the street, red, white and blue
People shufflin' their feet, people sleepin' in their shoes But there's a warnin' sign on the road ahead There's a lot of people sayin' we'd be better off dead Don't feel like Satan but I'm to them So I try to forget it anyway I can Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world I see a woman in the night with a baby in her hand Under an old street light near a garbage can Now, she's put the kid away and she's gone to get a hit She hates her life and what she's done to it That's one more kid that'll never go to school Never get to fall in love, never get to be cool Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world We got a thousand points of light for the homeless man We got a kindler, gentler, machine gun hand We've got department stores and toilet paper Got styrofoam garbage for the ozone layer Got a man of the people says keep hope alive Got fuel to burn, got roads to drive Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world Keep on rockin' in the free world |