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I wanna shake. I wanna wind out. I wanna leave this mind and shout. I've lived all this life like an ocean in disguise. I don't live forever. You can't keep me here. I wanna race with the sundown. I want a last breath. I don't let out. Forgive every being. The bad feelings. It's just me. I won't wait for answers. You can't keep me here. I wanna rise and say goodnight. I wanna take a look on the other side. I've lived all those lives. It's been wonder. Full at night. I will live for ever. You can't keep me here. |
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| 2. |
| 3:41 |
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I'm gonna save you fucker. Not gonna lose you. I'm feeling cocky and strong. Can't let you go. Too important to me. Too important to us. We'd be lost without you. I'm baby, let yourself fall. I'm right below you now. And fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear. Fuck me. And fuck me if you only hear what you wanna hear. Fuck me if I care but I'm not leaving here. You helped me when I was down. I'll help when you're down. Why are you hitting yourself? C'mon hit me instead. Let's pick up your will. It's grown fat and lazy. I'm sympathetic as well. Don't go on me now. And I'm not living this life without you. I'm selfish and clear. You're not leaving here without me. I don't wanna be without my best friend. Wake up to see you could have it all. Cause there is but you. And something within you. It's taken control. Let's beat it. Get up. Let's go. Oh you're in your own world, let's see the whole world. Let's pick up your soul. Fuck me if I say something you don't wanna hear. Fuck me. Fuck me if you only hear the treble in your head. Please help me to help you help yourself. Help me help yourself. Please want me to. Please let me to help you. |
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| 3. |
| 3:27 |
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Hail, Hail Ah, is there room for both of us? Both of us apart? Are we bound out of obligation? Is that all we've got? I get the words, and then I get to thinkin' But I don't want to think, I want to feel! How do I feel? And how do I... If you're the only one, well I'll never be enough, yeah... Hail, hail, the lucky ones, I refer to those in love, yeah... A-how I love you till the day I die...ah, and beyond... Are we going to the same place? If so, can I come? It's egg rollin' thick and heavy...all the past we carry... Oh, I could be new...you underestimate me... If you're the only one, well I'll never be enough, yeah... Hail, hail the lucky ones, I refer to those in love, yeah... I sometimes realize...I could only be as good as you'll let me... Are you woman enough to be my man? Bandaged hand in hand... Yeah... I find it on my run in a race that can't be won, yeah... All hail the lucky ones, I refer to those in love, yeah... If you're my only one...so good, you only one... I want to be your one...enough, you won...your one...your hun... |
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| 4. |
| 4:57 |
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The waiting drove me mad. You're finally here and I'm a mess. I take your entrance back. Can't let you roam inside my head. I don't want to take what you can give. I would rather starve than eat your bread. I would rather run but I can't walk. Guess I lie alone just like before. I'll take the varmints path. Oh, and I must refuse your test. A-push me and I will resist. This behavior's not unique. I don't want to hear from those who know. They can buy but can't put on my clothes. I don't want to wait for them to walk. Never would have known of me before. I don't want to be held in your debt. I'll pay it off in blood let I be wed. I'm already cut up and half dead. I'll end up alone like I began. Yea... Everything has chains. Absolutely nothing's changed. "Take my hand, not my picture." Spilled my teacher. I don't want to take what you can give. I would rather starve than eat your breast. All the things that others want for me. Can't buy what I want because it's free. (x2) Can't be what you want because I... Why ain't it susposed to be just fun? Oh, to live and die let it be done. I figure I'll be damned. All alone like I began. It's your move now. I thought you were a friend but I guess, I... I guess I hate you |
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| 5. |
| 3:21 |
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Have a drink they're buying. Bottom of bottle of denial. Big eye, big eye watching me. Have to wonder what it sees. Sin. Progress laced with ramifications. Freedom's big punch. Oh. Pull the innocent from a crowd. Raise those sticks them bring them down. |
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| 6. |
| 3:09 |
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The mind is grey,... like the city Packing in and overgrown Love is deep,... dig it out Standing in a hole alone Working for something,.. that we can never hold A place in the clouds. Your place to hide oh my oh I'm flying away, away I'm driving away, away The TV, she talks to me Breaking news and building walls Selling us, what I dont need Didn't know soap made you taller So I'm riding away, away Hiding away, away So much talk it makes no sense at all So I'm flying away, away Driving away, away Passing old friends I don't miss at all It doesn't hurt,.. when I bleed BUt memories they eat me I've seen it all before,.. Bring it on cause I'm no victim |
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| 7. |
| 3:57 |
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Light green to green, dark green, brown. Every life is falling down. Brown to black, it's coming back. Dies to be part of the ground. Seed to seedling, root to stem. Eyes, no eyes, there's no difference. Every life is looking in. Swallowing seeds on the deathbed. Dig a hole in the garden. Everyone is practicing. But this world's an accident. I was the fool because I thought. I thought the world. Turns out the world thought me. It's all the other way round. We're upside down. Daddy's gone up flames. But this ain't no movie. This ain't no book you can close. When the big lie hits your eye. Everybody's practicing. Our world's an accident. I was the fool because I thought. I thought the world. Turns out the world thought me. It's all the other way round. We're upside down. Let the fluence sat it down. (x2) There's an upside of down. The moon is rolling round the world. (x2) |
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| 8. |
| 3:34 |
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She nursed him there, ooh, over a night I wasn't so sure she wanted him to stay What to say...what to say But soon she was down, soon he was low At a quarter past...a holy no... She had to turn around When she couldn't hold, oh...she folded... A dissident is here Escape is never, the safest path Oh, a dissident, a dissident is here And to this day, she's glided on Always home but so far away Like a word misplaced Nothing said, what a waste When she had contact...with the conflict... There was meaning, but she sold him to the state She had to turn around When she couldn't hold...she folded... A dissident is here Escape is never, the safest path Oh, a dissident, a dissident is here, oh...oh...oh... She gave him away when she couldn't hold...no...she folded... A dissident is here Escape is never, the safest path Oh, a dissident, a dissident is here, oh... Couldn't hold on...she couldn't hold...no...she folded... A dissident is here Escape is never the safest place, oh... A dissident is here |
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| 9. |
| 3:45 |
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He could have tuned in, tuned in, but he tuned out. A bad time nothing could save him. Alone in a corridor, waiting, locked out. He got up outta there ran for hundreds of miles. He made it to the ocean, had a smoke in a tree. The wind rose up set him down |
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| 10. |
| 6:14 |
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Freezin rests his head on a pillow made of concrete again Oh Feelin maybe he'll see a little better set a days ooh yeah Oh hand out faces that he sees time again ain't that familiar ooh yeah Oh dark grin he can't help when he's happy looks insane oh yeah Even flow thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh he don't know so he chases them away yeah Oh someday yeah he'll begin his life again life again life again Kneelin looking through the paper though he doesn't know to read ooh yeah Oh prayin now to something that has never showed him anything Oh feelin understands the weather of the winters on its way Oh ceilings few and far between all the legal halls of shame yeah Even flow thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh he don't know so he chases them away yeah Someday yet he'll begin his life again Oh whispering hands gently lead him away him away him away Yeah Wooah yeah fuck it up Even flow thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh he don't know so he chases them away Ooh someday yet he'll begin his life again Oh whispering hands gently lead him away him away him away Yeah Woouh huh yeah |
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| 11. |
| 3:48 |
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The selfish. They're all standing in line. Fathing and hoping to buy themselves time. He I figure as each breath goes by. I only own my mind. The north is to south what the clock is to time. There's east and there's west and there's everywhere lines. I know I was born and I know that I'll die. The in between is mine. I am mine. And the feeling it gets left behind. All the innocence lost at one time. Significant behind the eyes. There's no need to hide. We're safe tonight. The ocean is full cause everyone's crying. The full moon is looking for friends at high tide. The sorrow grows bigger when the sorrows denied. I only know my mind. I am mine. And the meaning it gets left behind. All the innocents lost at one time. Significant behind the eyes. There's no need to hide. We're safe tonight. What. And the feelings that get left behind. All the innocence broken with lies. Significance between the lines. We may need to hide. And the meaning that get left behind. All the innocence lost at one time. We're all different behind the eyes. There's no need to hide. |
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| 12. |
| 5:36 |
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Is this just another day? This god forgotten place. First comes love and then comes pain. Let the games begin. Questions rise and answers fall insurmountable. Love boat captain take the reigns and steer us towards the clear. Here. It's already been sung but it can't be said enough. All you need is love. Is this just another phase? Earthquakes making waves. Trying to shake the cancer off. Stupid human beings. Once you hold the hand of love it's all surmountable. Hold me and make it the truth. That when all is lost there will be you. Cause to the universe I don't mean a thing. And there's just one word I still believe. And it's love. It's an art to live with pain. Mix the light into grey. Lost nine friends we'll never know. Two years ago today. And if our lives became too long would it add to our regret? And the young they can lose hope cause they can't see beyond today. The wisdom that the old can't give away. Hey, constant recoil. Sometimes life don't leave you alone. Hold me and make it the truth. That when all is lost there will be you. Cause to the universe I don't mean a thing. And there's just one word that I still believe and it's love. Love. love. love. love. Love boat captain take the reigns. Steer us towards the clear. I know it's already been sung. Can't be said enough. Love is all you need. All you need is love. Love. Love. Love. |
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| 4:48 |
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I wish I was a neutron bomb for once I could go off I wish I was a sacrifice but somehow still lived on I wish I was a sentimental ornament you hung on The Christmas tree I wish I was the star that went on top I wish I was the evidence I wish I was the gr |
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| 14. |
| 4:24 |
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I have not been home since you left long ago I'm thumbing my way back to heaven counting steps walking backwards on the road I'm counting my way back to heaven I can't be free with what's locked inside of me if there was a key, you took it in your hand there's no wrong or right but I'm sure there's good and bad the questions linger overhead no matter how cold the winter there's a springtime ahead I'm thumbing my way back to heaven I wish that I could hold you I wish that I had thinking 'bout heaven I let go of a rope thinking that's what held me back and in time I've realized it's now wrapped around my neck I can't see what's next from this lonely overpass hang my head and count my steps as another car goes past all the rusted signs we ignore throughout our lives choosing the shiny ones instead I turned my back now there's no turning back no matter how cold the winter there's a springtime ahead I smile, but who am I kidding I'm just walking the miles every once in a while I'll get a ride I'm thumbing my way back to heaven thumbing my way back to heaven I'm thumbing my way back to heaven |
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Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o'clock, it's got to stop Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over... Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... Can't find a better man (2x) Ohh... Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know... She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along... Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... Can't find a better man (2x) Yeah... She loved him, yeah...she don't want to leave this way She feeds him, yeah...that's why she'll be back again Can't find a better man (3x) Can't find a better...man... Ohh...ohh... Uh huh... (5x) Ohh... |
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Drive down the street can't find the keys to my own fucking home I take a walk so I can curse my ass for being dumb I make a right after the arches. . . stinking grease and bone Stop at the supermarket. . . people stare like I'm a dog I'm gone to Lukin's... I gotta spot at Lukin's Unlock the door at Lukin's. . . open the fridge Now I know life's worth I find the key but I return to find an open door Some fucking freak who claims I fathered by raping my son I find my wife. I call the cops. This day's work's never done. The last I heard the freak was purchasing a fucking gun. |
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| 4:35 |
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All in all,... it's no one's fault,... Excuses turn to carbon walls,... Blame it all on chemical intercourse.. The swallowed seeds of arrogance,... Breeding in the thoughts of ten,... Thousand fools that fight irrelevance. The full moon is dead skin,... The one down here's wearing thin,... So set up,... the ten pins. As the human's tide rolls in,... Like a ball that's spinning. Bombs,... dropping down,... overhead,... underground,... It's instilled,... to wanna live. Bombs,... dropping down,... Please forgive,... our hometown,... In our insignificance. Turn the jukebox up, he said,... Dancing in irreverence,... Play V-3,... let the song protest. The place begin to shift,... Perfect lefts come rolling in,... I was alone,... and far away,... When I heard the band start playing,... On the lip,... late take off. Bombs,... dropping down,... overhead,... underground,... It's instilled,... to wanna live. Bombs,... dropping down,... Please forgive,... our hometown,... In our insignificance. Feel like resonance of distance,... In the blood,... the iron lies. It's instilled,... to wanna live. Bombs,... dropping down,... Please forgive,... our hometown,... In our insignificance. Our Insignificance. |
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I took a drive today Time to emancipate I guess it was the beatings made me wise But I'm not about to give thanks, or apologize I couldn't breathe, holdin' me down Hand on my face, pushed to the ground Enmity gauged, united by fear S'pose to endure what I could not forgive... I seem to look away Wounds in the mirror waved It wasn't my surface most defiled Head at your feet, fool to your crown Fist on my plate, swallowed it down Enmity gauged, united by fear Tried to endure what I could not forgive Saw things (4x) Clearer (2x) Once you, were in my...Rearview mirror... I gather speed from you fucking with me Once and for all I'm far away I hardly believe, finally the shades...are raised...hey... Saw things so much clearer } Once you, once you... } (3x) Rearview mirror } Saw things so much clearer Once you...oh yeah... |
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How does he do it? How do they do it? Uncanny and immutable
This is such a happening tailpipe of a party Like sugar, the guests are so refined A confidence man, but why so beleaguered? He's not a leader, he's a Texas leaguer Swinging for the fence, got lucky with a strike Drilling for fear makes the job simple Born on third, thinks he got a triple Blackout weaves its way through the cities Blackout weaves its way through the cities Blackout weaves its way I remember when you sang That song about today Now it's tomorrow and Everything has changed A think tank of aloof multiplication A nicotine wish and a columbus decanter Retrenchment and hoggishness The aristocrat choir sings "What's the ruckus?" The haves have not a clue The immenseness of suffering And the odd negotiation, a rarity With onion-skin plausibility of life And a keyboard reaffirmation Blackout weaves its way through the cities Blackout weaves its way through the cities Blackout weaves its way I remember when you sang That song about today Now it's tomorrow and Everything has changed. |
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| 7:17 |
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You guys ready... Alone...listless...breakfast table in an otherwise empty room Young girl...violins...center of her own attention The, mother reads aloud, child, tries to understand it Tries to make her proud The shades go down, it's in her head Painted room...can't deny there's something wrong... Don't call me daughter, not fit to The picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to be The picture kept will remind me Don't call me... She holds the hand that holds her down She will...rise above...ooh...oh... Don't call me daughter, not fit to } The picture kept will remind me } (2x) Don't call me daughter, not fit to be } The picture kept will remind me } Don't call me... The shades go down (2x) The shades go, go, go... |
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Hey...oooh... Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay Were laid spread out before me, as her body once did All five horizons revolved around her soul As the earth to the sun Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn Ooh, and all I taught |
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That`s an old song this is a new song. It`s evolution baby. See ya all... Woo woo I`m ahead I`m a man Oh I`m the first mammal to wear pants yea I am at peace with my lust I can kill cause in god I trust yea It`s evolution baby yea I`m a piece I`m the man |
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Son she said have I got a little story for you What you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a While you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen Your real daddy was dyin' sorry you didn't see him but I'm glad we talked Oh I oh I'm still alive Hey I I oh I'm still alive Hey I oh I'm still alive Heyoh Oh she walks slowly across a young man's room She said I'm readyfor you I can't remember anything to this very day 'Cept the look the look Oh you know where now I can't see I just stare I I'm still alive Hey I but I'm still alive Hey I boy I'm still alive Hey I I I I'm still alive yeah Is something wrong she said Well of course there is You're still alive she said Oh and do I deserve to be Is that the question And if soif sowho answerswho answers I oh I'm still alive Hey I oh I'm still alive Hey I but I'm still alive Yeah I ooh I'm still alive |
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I don't mind all the guys dancing with my girl
That's fine,I know them all pretty well And I know sometimes I must get out in the light Better leave her behind where the kids are alright... The kids are alright... Sometimes,I know I gotta get away Bells chime,I know I gotta get away And I know if I don't,I'll go out of my mind Better leave her behind where the kids are alright... The kids are alright... I know if I go things would be a lot better for her I had this plan but her folks wouldn't let her I don't mind,I feel I gotta get away Bells chime,I know I gotta get away And I know if I don't I'll go out of my fuckin' mind Better leave her behind where the kids are alright... The kids are alright... (X3) |
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Unsealed on a porch a letter sat. Then you said, "I wanna leave it again." Once I saw her on a beach of weathered sand. And on the sand I wanna leave it again. Yeah. On a weekend I wanna wish it all away, yeah. And they called and I said that "I want what I said" and then I call out again. And the reason oughta' leave her calm, I know. I said "I know what I wear not the boxer or the bag." Ah yeah, can you see them out on the porch? Yeah, but they don't wave. But I see them round the front way. Yeah. And I know, and I know. I don't want to stay. Make me cry... I see... Ooh I don't know why there's something else. I wanna drum it all away... [ ;-) ] Oh, I said, "I don't, I don't know wheather I was the boxer or the bag." Ah yeah, can you see them out on the porch? Yeah, but they don't wave. But I see them round the front way. Yeah. And I know, and I know. I don't wanna stay at all. I don't wanna stay. Yeah. I don't wanna stay. (x2) I don't... Don't wanna, oh... Yeah. Ooh... Ohh... |
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