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God help me save tomorrow
From fear of darkest hour This world in pain Time to rise again This life is so called murder Staring at angry horror Don't want to live today when all I feel is pain And I pray that I won't fall apart (I know this world's the enemy) You don't know what it's like and I don't think you even care (I know this world's the enemy) You don't know what it's like when you've never ever even been there (I know this world's the enemy) God help me save tomorrow From fear of darkest hour This world in pain Time to rise again My life is going under Staring at angry horror Don't want to live today when all I feel is pain And I pray that I won't fall apart (I know this world's the enemy) You don't know what it's like and I don't think you even care (I know this world's the enemy) You don't know what it's like when you've never ever even been there (I know this world's the enemy) This life is so called murder Staring at angry horror Don't want to live today when all I feel is pain (I know this world's the enemy) (I know this world's the enemy) |
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| 2. |
| 2:31 |
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let's not sugar coat this, it's not that sweet, my mind restrains my lips from speaking those words no one wants to hear, those words someone has to say.
it's time to kiss goodbye. i'm so close to ripping out my heart, i'm so close to throwing it in your face. where will i be then ? no better off than i am now. alone, afraid, desensitized. this is not the first time and i'm sure its not the last. this is the thing i am sure of, the one thing i know. let me ask you a question, do you know what's wrong with me ? can you give me an answer ? if not then leave me the fuck alone, quit playing hero. honestly these tears are not for you, these tears are for me. the me inside of me, the one that no one sees, the me i strive to be. i am so alone, and i'm afraid of becoming desensitized. at least i think that's what i want. do you know what i want ? do you know who i am ? do you like who i've become ? |
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| 3. |
| 3:05 | 
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| 4. |
| 3:51 |
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| 5. |
| 2:21 |
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Put on flesh and run it through
The things you love, they will destroy you When the seasons change, my scars burn Another day of I'll never learn Those words took you but seconds to say Forever more and since that day They will replay I cease to resist your sweet lips I cease to exist Your arsenic kiss The more time passes by The more I realize you and I Were just a lie So many years believing Belief turned to hope Hope changed to doubt That became bitterness Which to this day Turns me inside out Those words took you but seconds to say Forever more and since that day They will replay I cease to resist your sweet lips I cease to exist Your arsenic kiss The more time passes by The more I realize you and I Were just a lie |
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| 3:01 |
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You never understand
when you always act the same oh beautiful your lips taste of red copper always excited me I need to hear your laugh when I'm dying on the other line you perform better when I'm not near you and it cracks the world spins away I'm flying again I can't believe that this is over again pieces will carry away pieces of you in me |
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| 7. |
| 5:21 |
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Nothing was supposed to hurt like this Missing you was always one more kiss Now there's nothing that I can do One more nail in the coffin, and it's all for... You always were, always were a simple love story You were everything I ever hoped and dreamed Drown me in a pool of my blood It's getting harder just to breathe I'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see So you can't see me sleep It's getting harder just to say the right things I've seen the angel's face, And I've heard her sing And they're calling me The day will break on this saddest day, So don't let me wake I've heard this all before, And I've seen this over and over again Don't let me wake Drown me in a pool of my blood It's getting harder just to breathe I'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see So you can't see me sleep So you can't see me sleep The day will break on this saddest day, So don't let me wake I've heard this all before, And I've seen this over and over again Don't let me wake Nothing was supposed to hurt like this And missing you was always one more kiss And it's all for you I've seen the angel's face, And I've heard her sing And they're calling me The day will break on this saddest day, So don't let me wake I've heard this all before, And I've seen this over and over again Don't let me wake |
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| 4:00 |
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| 9. |
| 6:41 |
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this is just the in between
the point where worries can shatter dreams this is that look like i'm going to throw it all away this is infatuations best kept secret and those are the hovering eyes that glide and glare you're the most best kept secret so not another word of this conscious bending conversation i'll find it before i revolve around the tips of their tongues |
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| 10. |
| 4:17 |
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As we lie here in bed
Your eyes run right through me Did you hear what I said I'm falling I'm falling down Falling down She said And I thought that you would listen We were not meant to end I still dont know What we always were And I thought that you would give in you told me love would never die But you lied You always lied There was a time I thought you were something Something that I would never be Now is the time I know that you're nothing nothing That I would want to be Did you hear a thing I said? Your eyes roll right through me And I thought that you would listen We were not meant to end I still dont know What we always were And I thought that you would give in You told me love would never die But you lied You always lied There was a time I knew you were something Something that I would never be Now is the time I know that your nothing Nothing that I would want to be I feel like I am falling into my needs I need for you to open your eyes So give me one more try I'll show you i can this time To give my life So give me one more try So give me one more try I feel the sun now I feel the sun now |
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| 11. |
| 3:56 |
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| 12. |
| 4:46 |
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| 13. |
| 5:46 |
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And I wonder,
Where do you get your inspiration? Where do you find your motivation? And what motivates me to hold your hand? And I don't want you to see all these things I hide. When you were holding my hand I didn't think I'd die. And I wonder, Why do you make that midnight drive-by? When you left me out to hang dry? Well this rope is tightening. And I don't want you to see all these things I hide. When you were holding my hand I didn't think I'd die. And I don't want you to see all these things I hide. When you were holding my hand I didn't think I'd die. And I don't want you to see all these things I hide. Yeah. You couldn't tell me that this was the best that you could do. And now you've left me to hang here all alone. And she waits for me. In her Sunday dress laced with pink and white. You shouldn't have shut me out. When you're the one that changed your mind. You could've change your mind. While I was sitting here alone. If you should die before you ask me. . . how am I? If you should die before you ask me. . . for my life. If you should die before you ask me. . . if I'd die. If I'd die with you. She's innocent but she's got a gun yeah. She'll hand it over and then she'll run yeah. I'll pull the trigger. Yeah. I'll pull the trigger. Yeah. I'll shoot her up. Yeah. I'll shoot her up. Bang. I want you plastic perfection. I want to see your vanity. I want you sexy psychotic. . . So I can see your lunacy. And I wonder? Where do you get your inspiration? Where do you find your motivation? And what motivates me to hold your hand? Sweetness this isn't working. I thought the breath that you bring would give me life. Yeah. And she's a mellow dramatic. She thought that I was romantic But then the gun went off. And now I've left you to bleed here all alone. And I look so beautiful. In your Sunday dress laced with pink and white. |
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| 14. |
| 3:39 |
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| 15. |
| 4:15 |
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We drove these streets
heads to shoulders, heads to shoulders Existing to tell the tales of letting go And now were strangled to tears on the fallback Existing to tell the tales of letting go And now were strangled to tears on the fallback That the reason found decoys,this is holding me back As if to say what you thought you heard That the reason found decoys,this is holding me back As if to say what you thought you heard Its all in our heads, the faint whispers on the fallback farewell I wish i did, I dont want to feel this pull(This Pull) As the city becomes home without you I wish i did, I dont want to feel this pull As the city becomes... That the reason found decoys, this is holding me back That the reason found decoys, this is holding me back That the reason found decoys, this is holding me back That the reason found decoys, this is holding me back That the reason found decoys, this is holding me back That the reason found decoys, this is holding me back |
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| 16. |
| 4:57 |
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you are the fucking disease. another day, another memory. but i have fucking
failed. i turned another lie into the work of a saint. so where is the cure? hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face. now i rise from my knees. i will not live in misery. you won't take me. you won't take me. now it's me. now it's me. all that's left is a bitter taste of a life that was once so promising. rather cut at the wrist than laugh about your mistakes. sickness fills the air. another life that you wish you could fake. your eyes will cut through me, but it's a risk, that i must fucking take. i must take. so where is the cure? hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face. now i rise from my knees. i will not live in misery. you won't take me. you will not destroy me. you cannot destroy me. and i'll fight you with every ounce of strength i have left, and i'll seal it with a bullet and a kiss. so look at your fucking horror. horror. i want to see your face. show me your true face. i want to see your face. show me your true face. my heart belongs to you, so save me. my heart belongs to you, so save me, for the sake to give it away. still beats, still beats inside of me. my heart belogns to you, so save me. and my heart still beats. and my heart still beats. my heart still beats, so save me. my heart still beats |
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| 2:13 |
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This is my life down here with me
One mistake for which I still pay dearly Self-reconstruction after a granted wish for annihilation The dissection of definition the bitter bite of memory Cringing in anticipation The reflections on which we used to rely crushed were we to discover that they could only lie Don't lie to me and say you'd die for me What would you die for |
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| 18. |
| 3:14 |
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Watched your lips move during that interview.
Spitting poison that's not dangerous, That voice wasn't yours. I read what you said in that interview. Throwing knives that are dull. Was that you? Why didn't it hurt you when you cut yourself? How come there's no blood coming from those wounds? You're no hero. Just not that cool. What if you meant it? We meant it when we sang along. My see-through-hero, What the fuck did you think I was pointing my finger at? You can't block the bullets I'm going to shoot at you. |
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